Journal 6: I had a dream. SCP-012 song (Bad Composition)
11/15/2023
Journal 6: I had a dream. SCP-012 song (Bad Composition)
I have been doing magick. The truth is were at level 7 of a genocide. A genocide is when people are mass executed or given exposure therapy for being different and suciidal. Teht hing is though is it is the stereyptpe of traditional murder as al ast resort. Teh groups being genoicded are transgender people, mutated people, and disabled people who are religious weird. Its unforeuntly the trail of tears. It is comeptlly voluntary by most people at the start except for me and morgan hoffman. While Morgan and Ehmo my brothers usually choose to go its cus they want arhcins syndrome which i have. I would not recommend developing it. Its painful youth forever, known as a youth disorder which seems crazy, if someone has any form of skeptism which my doc had. Please dont be mean to my doc. She clearly has bipolar and the thing is she came into work mainc. I told her my symptoms which is what you do geeting new medication its just kind of. Since this is a diary no matter how educational. She panicked at three things. I acknowledged i was the victim of a pedofiliac age gap which was half my age as 7-14, young, i acknowledged i missed the person who died and it was consetnaul and didnt feel like rape at all but used the word pedofilia. And i told her i felt like i ate shit because respodome has that as a side effec ti helped develop the medicine. So i just gave her cliffnotes as to ptsd, as gettng better about current events and she was raicst about it. I said i was jewish> I said i was expiring mental ilness, thoguh i was finally getting etter. But i was autistic and of color and i said i was poly a culture of yiddish, i mention how we date which is rotating partners over tiem, i just said it very awkward and she freaked the fuck out and insuated it was my oclor. And then started eing ableist. The thing is though i know its her bipolar or her meds, and she shoudnt of had to come into work that day because her body language suggested it was a death and she was mourning. So it was kind of her. Its just sort of. Thats my biofather and i dont know how that connects to her, but it seriously is not mental health as a patient. The truth is i have a youth dissorder.
the groth deficinsy is unfortunately type three and based on age. I am mentally and physically a child. Its just my mom and me dont suggest going to a hospital because parkisons requires tehcnology as like a respirator of the mind. And no hospitals in georgia have tehcnology which would clinically shut down my cognosis. If you cant handle this please dont be a phych. Its just exhausting. And pedofilia means age gap. Thats just 2-7 years. IT always just feels like rape if the person dies, called internal conogifiy. I am sick there is good cause for concern but its actually my medicine that is making me, its why when i forget it i feel better, its just sort of i seizure when i take it. I forgot to emtnion that. I dont like taking it. And current events panicked me that morning. Im sory my eyes bulge as jason over and over again, but its nocturne which is night terrors as a symptom list. Im frequently sleep deprived, i frewuntly starve, and i cant eat meat. And i feel shit in my mouth. These are thes ide effects of a too high dose of respidone. So i consented to medical prowece. And accidently left and psoted a live video in a way. I dont know how else to classify it. I noticed this renamed it then removed it from youtube. Its just kind of. Legally your supposed to post but the president is my father under project manhattan and he toldl me to take it down. Donald trump used to run an orphanage and foster cares. Its his start as a well documented business man. Its just called the projects. And I have been in every system for that which means i have been the presidents son. While MISKOS is a debated diosrder to exist, it means that you are racist because of cultural difference and is a form of bipolar one But as a symptom. Were in the age of mutatiosn again which means honest to god she cant help it, and shes a quack. Its just i made a playlist cus i was sad. And i was once falsely accused of killing my firend, becuase night terrors trick you into identifying as the bad things that hurt you. Its a famous creepy story about hypnotherapy called jason the toymkaer it was that she fell into a coma and killed herself in front of me, and she surived and so did i, after she tried to kill me as my firend lacey Grenit. Its just kind of sick. And it happened again. So yeah no i am sick. But its literally my fucking meds which will call life long dissorders tomorrow. When i was young i made a game about buddhism and mental health. Its aout my life and its called dark deceptions, because history does repeat with mental halth its kind of why earth turns as mocorse theory which means scientific value as order of events called seuqwencey, things just repeat sometimes under atuor and roach theory and we know that sometimes. Thats not this diary entry though. So heres the level im at. I even got trapped in a maze. My mom asked me to get some privacy as a privet ething she does. So i walked away for a second to talk to her on the phone which is what your supposed to do in our culture. I nearly missed stepahnie! Its just kind of stressing out that the doctors dont know what their doing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YOjAWmB-RIg&pp=ygUNZHJlYWQgZHVja2llcw%3D%3D its just old style hostpirals ran in the sewer systems. In miurainaa. Yuo cant find much on it. But ive lived for a very long time. I was just born on a leap cofnis, which is a milienia i dont know when i was born ut its its either 1997, 1012, 1bce, or 11-14 to 18 years ago. Its just kind of when a year does this a solar eclipse its called histroiaca and its only available to find resources in french about ti. Nocturne is the symptoms and the fnrech diagnosis of night terrors i do have it its just im that old it cant be diagnosed anymore im just physically and mentally a child even though that changes soon and presently a legal adult.
Im suing the united states of america @joebiden66 @donaldtrump9 to place electornncis and computer games in mental wards, allow for asylums again which have a 2 hour requirement mark of hanging out with other patients in aslums but not wards, and allowing for phones iwthout a chip but without celuraly data and having wifi in mental wards. Its the history of what needs to happen with room time and proper boarding where i wont have a roommate often i will e put with my age group kids and retreats will make a come back as my preferred methodology. Its called a quack cus docs were founded by doctor quacksil unftris and im his bison. I just have a shit tone of poorly explained disorders you can read about here. I just see things as magical cus their whimsical to me thats a mutation called autism.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCsfRtwJEpU&ab_channel=CompulsiveInk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zx62-79XXno&pp=ygUOYXV0aXNtIGhpc3Rvcnk%3D
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lIvAbbVznl0&pp=ygUVYXV0aXNtIHNwZWFrcyBoaXN0b3J5
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qok_oK1Ahao&ab_channel=latterature this is a tv show about my imagination and foreign immigration policy, in britain when i ten 11 and 14 years old. I just said cast anyone! Im not white sorry to break it to you. Its called doctor who. Im an actor i hope to play myself as the 16th one day! Its just age feels different and i have a face dissorder.
I dont know how this will occur but i am a necroamncer ill just rbing him back. Its the science of dramttic since its not known i can name it 😀
I miss being a doctor but i mean…..please learn aout judaism and native american before you judge how we fucking date. No hate to anyone. Its just kind of obnoxicos and it wasnt intentional. Heres teh plan if its a quack system. You can all suggest i go to a hospital but you have to base on group therapy as voletnary, and like video games, and elcetonrics. Where their available. Its how you create that. Theirs three hospitals left right now, and they dont do the job. Patients kind of devleoped getting medicine by dating their quacks. Im sorry our culture was weird as native america. But suprentaral things are real. I pomrise you. They are click this!
https://acrianssurvived.blogspot.com/2023/11/magick-caught-on-camera-breaking-news.html its just most things start off as faked ideas or you know what nevermind. Magick is real. I created it. Fairies are. All of it is. Its just kind of. Mental dissorders as people. And im going through mermaids. Just base the diagnosis on ariel the littler mermaid that was me. And im crippeld in my legs. Its just so exhausting i wish i could tell them all this but i attempted to tell ehr and she didn tlisten.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctbCiTH9_OQ&ab_channel=GlennLeroi
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LTDirq61wDY
This feeling soothing or hating is the form of mockeries. The history of archins and night terrors.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Night_terror
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Child_psychopathology
https://www.webmd.com/brain/auditory-processing-disorder
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/36-CGvnJmho this is it but with horror and liking horror cus it reminds you of comfort it all.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VxVOuCg-NG0&ab_channel=Psych2Go what is maladaptive daydreaming the source cause for maladaptive thought.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvIHaR2cqg4&ab_channel=GlennLeroi it would be like finding this song soothing cus you like harlequin from doctor who and dc comics. Theirs a crossover im working on as a writer at a retreat were planning. Anyways. People like harlequin shes comforting but that outfit as comforting is strange and scary! Even if your weird or autistic cus you were once put in it! Its something that happened my doc at all three hospitals in goegia tried to kill me for their religious beleifs under the guise im the antichrist as the historical figure jeesus so.
Thatst the basis of the internet. You just have to put it on an ex asis and why access. And then pattern it as a math equation.
Its just im also a lawyer. Their was a great show and movie called daredevil about it by netflix and hollywood before 11/17/2023
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jAy6NJ_D5vU&ab_channel=Netflix still miss mr.phisk.
I just didnt hide that im blind there, and i hide it here. It was a nother countries history on me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gjBH9h8jstE&ab_channel=CBC
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkRbebvoYqI&ab_channel=TED-Ed
So yeah they stressed me out. The truth is i need a retreat if they insist. Not a hospital. Similar though i get why she got htem mixed up. But if i cant take my computer respodole causes seizures per codepency and the turth is most autistic people are codependent on a computer. I hate my fucking life -_-; i hate bad docs!
Acrians locket (an french name i had growing up)
12:24 AM
11/16/2023
They shoudnt use this as daughter tehy should only use that one article.i withdraw my consent.
