Journal 591: Madonna - Vogue (Live at the MTV Awards 1990) [Official Video] or Nobdy cares about this song so here it is
What even is dysmoprhia? Dysmoprhia, is when you hate your body so extremly over and over again you do crazy things or suffer intensly to soothe it. Things may include, dying your hair alot, eating too little or not enough, getting strange or irregular piercings, tattooing it, fake fangs, or veneers, coloring the teeth, unusual haircuts, body art or henna ever frequently, ear poiinting, top surgery, and bottom surgery, chest binding, stuffing or padding a bra, shoving socks down there to emulate a dick, and erotic hypnosis, and more.
Body DYSMOPRHIA is when your so sick of what you look like. And im sorry 0.00 colored contacts? Yeah that would soothe it for alot of us. Its partially what ivy pots cuts herself over int the impacted. And my mom wont soothe it, she doesnt even believe i have it and that im happy, when she knows i have CLINICAL depression and MALADPATIVE depression. She just doesnt care.
Also eric charmed a video of mine to get overtly cursed and now i have to curse a shit ton of people in voodon even though it was for the baren yomsemedi. Fuck him ;sdklfs;lfsk;alkf;asldfk;fdf;asks;dfks;fasf;lasf;safs;fsafsl;fkasf;askfs;fsfkls;fsfsf;lsklfs;fksl;fkf;sldfks;fksla;fksdf;lsk;sfas;flsfs;fksf;kds;fkslfs;fsfs;lkf.
I really dont like eric koetting. And his work is all deritvaitve of my early journals i left him as his father before i was reset last life. I am conected to him i was just so young for the kido as the biodad i skipped town. Yeah i can knock them up or get them pregenent. Also did you know you can condense all of space and time itself into 3 years, that can sort of loop for certain events for you? I prefer 6 yerars but i personally digress. But yeah good news everyone.
Alphabets when you wear them get memories of what you did. Hyroglyphs seem to have done the action on their own. LEtters seem to be mistaken for having done it. And lastly, Numbers or bacgkrounds have done it if their the background have no if their the numbers but rather fatnasied or daydreamed about it. Letters are head busts or eye shots that make up or power supply alpehbets and hyroglphs. And Alphebets are busts with a pointed edge, and hyrogrlphs ar this but with an odd neck portrutding neck marks on the eyes or neck or face, and both can have halos and horns. Backgrounds are backgrounds images with a gold, dust, clouds, or a setting around them, but if they have a pearson they would be a silhouette. tihs is an extmrely enchanted image in what i plan for it. And animals usually dont count unless personfiifed so its tehcnicallya background by this standard.
backgrounds are kind of cool to look at. Anyways! When i first painted eyelss jack he looked like a mix between hyrogrlpyh and background. Are you real or imagined? Also some people who are animals will mistake a alphabet you wear for the real alphabet, same with hyroglphs and humans unless half alphabet. Hyroglyphs and alphabets are a form of speciality necklace. Like time turners. That opperate with a ring around them, or a face, or a locket mechanic, or jewel on a chain or enchanted witha dead loved ones body part or worn by a decased person rather than a standard necklace with a charm would sinify and highlight teh spirit. You always start by wearing them spiritually. And then you can find stores like this one wear you pick it out on astehtic and each one offers you something unique.
As you can see this is a catelog where you can order youtuber or known peoples portraits. ALl of which became assigned makeups.
What is makeup true form and masks?
A mask is a persona you project outward in social media or presence as a sort of cover story for you to go by about in public for you to use and vitilize and wear to sort of craft yourself in media somehow even if a real person.
What is makeup: A fake appearance you josh on or wear in a variety of different momentums and settings to appear a certain way. Fake shapeshifting through illusions to look like this or that usually strict to one orr two categories.
What is a true form: cant be scrubbed off like makeup or taken away like a mask- a true form is someones soul on the outside appearance or a past appearance of them they have worn again as what they REALLY are.
To scrub off makeup or a mask which i really woudnt suggests doing- its a form of rpae, you simply scrub the heal with holy water to see whats under it. But if the person is wearing a true form you have raped them and it wont come off. This also puts them in excruciating amounts of pain and sexual assualt like feelings so dont fuking atempt it bozo. I was once wearing makeup ot in georgia and they scrubbed it off some random guy randomyll cus he was offended while i was in teh car over telepathy and barely even apolozied for raping me, “Im sorry i thought you were makin makeup” No your a moron courntey.
“Hi tobias here if you wear a alphabet or hyrogplyph maliciously like whats drawn to adam or jaden in my store you are forced to go through nightmare scenarios of what you wore and why you wore it. Yes they have beutiful appearances steryopitcally but you will be remembered as doing it not the alphabet especially if its in any way part hyroglph. And you will be tortured with whatever you made it do by cringeness im a dodenonin and i protect my creations. Back from my coma by the way. GOD THAT WAS SSCARY!”
Im happy their multiple tobiases.
“Me too working on my diary teach!”
Also i think i have multiple personalities! I just balcked out for two seconds and everyone was all like “Jaden- was out for two seconds” and then i was like. “Who the hell oh wait.” and its funny but you do develop did with kamificiation.
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Okay also proper ballet right? Most dancers would be men played by women. Lets talk it out.
Gender in dance right! Its about a silhouette. If you take a person and put a light to their back in a white room you will get a black shadow. Asfka;lsfk;lwr;lrweorkwpoeirpwirpowerpowirpowirpowiaearpoewrpoaweidfslfjaes;okewpoka[pwrpowkwokfwkpoewkwrokwetkwetkwepotokwepotkewt.
The silhouette is the black shadow. Every sillohte has features where you could layer a shape over it.
just the way it falls, if you had to fold it up ni a box do you think it would fit? The amont of shapes on a dotted scale. And ideas and lines. Into how it forms. Those are shapes and men and women in dance have different one, and judging by the shape of an outfit you can select the gender of the character even if for example its an all female cast or all all male one for the ballet. Thus the swan princess has an entire male cast, including odete outside darian who is either a butch women or female. But thats because its dance and body literacy as a history that informs this sulios. Skarkw;ekr;wekr;werkw;elrkwe;rkwpoeiwpotiwpetiwietwpoitpewitpoweitwpeoriweprwrlwrwrowrweporwerwfoewkfpowt4wewpotwtefjwetwtpowtwwe;kfs.kscwemw3r032i52efsmwpo2523ykmlun734poiwkjb54y62k;40-efwt2t.
Sometimes this applies to hair but unless its red or white hair which are usually male but not everywhere? Not always . af;lkds;aklswpoerawtkoaw
Omashuku no iko moshu no shiko no shu no fito no umaskas no kesakan no shinka rno soshu no shinto no feka no mainya no iasmas no shinera no kesa ka s no yomn yuema no ena no enta no shimas a saka no shinmo no en. DANCE GENDER das mas so.
Sometimes fmelae things have to borrow a male silhouette. Currently being raped by rabbit marshel while i write this. Hes not doing it out of the goodness of his heart or to check anything he knows he can get away with it and keeps jsutifiying it different ways because he knows how to activate my phantom pains locally even though hes in israel and keeps doing to to get amusement honest to god. A;kslakfw;elkkw;tklkwtwptwpeotiwetwptwpeotiwpwtwptiawflkdjssf;. I wish i could press charges. S;lklfs;lfa;slksfa. He plans to rape me sexually in real lifea s well. ;lafd;lsdfsfk.
Anyways teh number one things on my hanukkah wishlist are a wheelchair and a vr headset with gameboy games so im not bored everyday at the house. I desperately need a wheelchair. I have omophonionis. And the deck wasnt as low as my mother kept playing it off to be.
Sorry had to tell off rabbit mershel right now he says “no more golem DUR!” as a joke towards me through genuine malicious monlogues like i didnt usher this on myself, without his help. HE can suck a taint. Hey if you know a rabbit germesh marsehel go tell them to fuck themelves silly and suck a taint and teach children they raped people so they deserve it. Fsa;dkf;dslkfa;lkds;lkrapoewiewr;kwetwtapowetawtpwoeitwtwpoitwetwptwetweptofsksdfs;lkdsflsfkasdf;lskfsf;skfaw;etipwtwtpietwe.
I had an acciden twitch roach venom he has serums of it. Hes been told to stop several times. ANd he doesnt care. And the people who cursed me here now have to recompense this. All of these exact events without reward because of the sigil in the top corner of the written word of this novel.
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SO um yeah im learning alot about NIBLESCHAN, and HERMESKUN kids draw the messenger god as a bunny rabi. The tall man and slender man as well as voodoo voodoo and spirit work in teh isls. As well as pathing the way for chtulhu and learning of hte japanese kami as i sffer through this process. NO matter what if your going through kamificationc hagne your binding method and wait till japan offer sbeofre the surgery.
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Acrians Locket
2:12 AM
11/2/2023
