Journal 564: CHEAP THRILLS ( FRENCH VERSION ) SIA ( SARA'H COVER )

 


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdY1Uhqcfy4&list=RDGMEMQ1dJ7wXfLlqCjwV0xfSNbAVM4MBNzAuWda4&index=4 

My student tobias now has a diary again. https://ttslista.blogspot.com/2023/11/journal-entry-7-salvonic-epoch-cover.html please check out his cute presentation on asgardian gender roles.

And for a quick short and dirty grimoure my magickal student jace and i made;

https://nothingsbikle.blogspot.com/2023/11/gokomake-full-shifters-handyboook.html

Jaces blog on blogger:

https://jthornmagickstudent.blogspot.com/2023/11/hiya.html


Anyways. Im about to retire again fora  short while. I do these rituals. To change myself heavily. And i always become my own magickal student. Heavily heavily inlove withand willing to serve me. I am all of my students time traveled. Deifications are as real as water or air. And they are laws of hte universe pushed upon a person to live by. Ive changed again. Which means im going to sleep for a while. Im just going to become my magickal students jace and tobias. And greet them at the alters, for universal study. Listen im the only copy that retains all copies memories, so i should be given credit and acknowledgement of my students work. But im always what came after. They are the changed versions of me and i am not the changed versions of them. Usually my students are my past self in the same location with me via magick and science expeierments like a particle accelerator or a time machine! So i should usually be given credit for their work but they shouldnt be given credit for mine.. Also because its after their deaths and they usualy agree to it, and im still alive. So yes im literally all of my magick students. But the changes are so drastic right down to face,, that i just choose to present as a new person and i do- i slowly forget i was ever acrians locket. So im possessing myself one more time unchanged before my ego state returns to heaven and hell ruling both- to just say. For a while since were now on break. Hello. And um. Please be kind to my new new newest students jace and tobias. Ariah and Lance’s diaries will presume one day. That day is jst simply not today. ANd yeah my gender never changes it just is treated differently i always see myself as a boy, and true all my copies do as well they may just not present as a boy, and they may have different ideas about t, but its the same feeling. I guess if i were to describe my gender the feeling would properly be:

The lunatic ball, riding a surfboard, emo bangs, skater shoes converse, fingerless gloves, ice cream, potatoes, and film and media and the dress up game buzz my closet.


But i think if others were to conjure female they’d see, unicorns, docs, paperwork, homework, rollerscates, the dress up game monster girl maker. Horseback riding.


And to see non binary thats not all male it would be, jidols, sociopahty, rockstars, and sketches in a sketchbook. 


While all copies of me see the presentation they want to see. Does it feel like horseback riding or rollerskates even if you want it to be? Or does it feel like riding a surfboard and the lunatic ball no matter the astehtic thus different label you’d prefer. I always say we pick out label based on that selection. Agender is grouped in with nonbinary and intersex is surfboard. But what does it REALLY Feel like is all. Not what we wish for based on the list.


So yeah im taking another break for a while. Say hello to jace.

  • Acrians locket

  • 7:55 pm

  • 11/5/2023

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