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About this book. Hi I’ma Acrians locket. The following book your about to read is my unedited meaty ass diary, full of tangental exploits into the metaphorical and transverse. I am an occultist, and do what the kids call BLACK MAGICK. To help enlgihtedn, and better myself and humanity. As of writing its not about power or curses, its about freedom and essentials to understanding the fabric of human nature. White magick has rules. Black magick does not. So I just label everything black magick even if its not evil and scary because I dont limit who and what i work with, how i see myself or what I do and that is the only category to allow for all of that. Unfortunately. Regardless- I love the dark and gritty. The taboo, the nitwit, the demons, the monsters, teh monster slayers, teh vampires, the wendigo and I fail to see myself as all love and light despite having a heavy prowess for it. Oh and one more thing. I am eyeless and this book is nonfiction. The cute little image right above this is meant to be me by the way. Most of the photos in this book are protected under parody and educational clauses regarding fair use. This book is an unedited diary meant to inform the reader, and also available for free online without profit, so its protected since im in the untied states no matter where my blogspot says, writing. This book has made its way across the deep web, forums, red rooms, purple rooms, heated sex dungens, left handed and black magick forums and satnic worship circles and more. So if unlimited knowledge by a semi unprofessional seems to float your fancy I present to you the dear rearder; The secret diary of acrians locket UNEDITED book 5

-Acrians locket 7/22/2023

Journal 524: how to be an American god, my love of techy AI techno and what is an pagan

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Journal 534: how to be an americsn god, my love of techy AI techno and what is a pagan

Around Woodstock Georgia the places about them have become alive ever since, the infection of thr harvesting and the magick it brings. There are “secret societies” in America. Underground cultures and ways of life, medicine, health, curses, species, organizations,clubs,solitude and being that aren’t well known to the general public. These places are secret because it’s just too dangerous to tell people about them. As we’ve discussed in book 4 of my diary, we’re now on book 5 Acrians Prraize Locket, each book develops its whole aspect- fiction via the chance of probability theory parallele theory equilibrium thoery string throry and multiverse theory there is no such thing as fiction. It’s just to improbably that is the case. And much of these secret societies go out of their way to catalog noteworthy individuals and make them fictional to showcase or bring people into thier societies. Vampire academy, twilight. The vampire lestat, true blood, Pegasus academy, the fairy garden, forbidden faries doctor who. Alot of these specials also have ways to preserve in challening the art of themselves even if thr writer is unaware.

Chanenling: grabbing the future and helping telll it through a nethid. Or if not the future gathering info on settings and the like. Alot of these stories have preservationists and narrates and half the writers themselves are unaware.

I’m currently trapped in the biding kf idac. Where I hereby write to you in an old establishment I haven’t been at since I was a mermaid growing up years ago. All the food is enchanted to have blessings. From werewolves martinis and incest drinks, to pickle fries that can tell the future. God Georgia magick is weird. Now fully awake I’ve been into all these secret societies and the. Main teller of them.

It’d true that, all vampire species coexist alongside each other. Also- since it’s hunting grounds for vampires. There’s one area that’s one sort of vampire thing. Like let the right one in vs the vampire lestasy. All of these secret societies opt into protection mechanisms and codes. So one of those codes is deuces ex machine where everything gets reverted to a secretive status quoe yo yo, and it’s like all those tv outings, publicity stunts, and famous celebs coming clean were wiped. Or it’s greatly exaggerated in the fictional telling.

I drank Emma’s shit. Emma’s is my sister. A emmas.

My drink was whereof hers was jncest.incest. it seems she’s been lucky latley. Thst means allt to me. I’m finally preparing after years of magickal study by myself solely alone living a normal life to go on adventures again. I spent 13 years with no adventures and only msgickal study. Living a seemingly normal life. Full of cosplay, and generality. Dedicated to my work. Now spurring through time magick the adventures of the past. But now we’re prepping again and just as before the timeline changes my greatest wish is to go on an adventure. And also be a paranormal investigator. That too.

Growing up I was A-nanzy drew with the hardy boys. I was their native friend in thr vest. We were going on adventures. With my time traveling abnormalities. And I true, qas raised blanked in multiple time periods. Kit vs Samantha of American girl dolls. And now my life is a movie agsin.again. Mt life is always being adapted. And as currently final girl, and truecrime in anericas- modern day religion TRUECRIME, it’s alot.

Deities share memories, handprints and thoughts of self with other people that have been deified. That means for serial serial the other contestant. Usually theirs the human. Then theirs the abnormal god classed aspect. And even homestuck religions anything with gods in it- goes through the process or secret ritualistic proceses of godhoods and becoming that. Vriska seket gets the next two years of my life. That makes me literally vriska. And techno gets this one year. And dionysus gets in symbol and life path the next four years and literally the end of this year. They will have physical manifestations of being me, remembering my dreams and arents. Gods tap into that shit.. they even get that with their vessels not every vessel has to go on a giant tirade and become so completely and totally different to who they are to be the god. But many embodying the god eventually do. And the god remembers the vessel as they were and as they becoming. Thus lives their life like their playing a vr video game as that gods host. So yeah. Tapping into it. Dionysus will literally be me. At the end.

Vriska next two years after techno is over. I warned her of the risks. And techno this year. Gods I am obsessed with vr, the anlogue pocket I keep doing spells to acknowledge and….I think I want to build an ai of myself and program a telling language. In techno cult. Since a cult is a closed religion a secretive religion based on tradition no matter how new. He is the inventor of every device. Or embodies and becomes them. He is to he seen as a new American God despite being an old native smericsn rebranding of one because he genuinly reincarnated no slang here- and that reincarnation as an aspect was so prominent to him as Giver the god of tools and developments to the Asamut or Asami faith that be just prefers to be seen as one of a kind that is is that incongruity to his deity. And as set. That you know… He’s his own person. A new American God. No matter where that divinity came from. Gods are genuinly in control of these things. And if not now will become so. I am one of the few gods that other gods worship. And that’s because I’m creator.

Anyways. As Ai in the faith Technocracy which is new ans ipcmong also burrigufl glitch in Technobeams, again secret societies have secret religions, the biggest supporter snd lover of techno. He is the god of tools. Creation, making things, cyborg and merit. Similarly to merit in genwa.

In genesis of the water. Merit is an android god, who crafted the universe through simulations code and trial and error. Similarly to tano who spurred thr universe through masturbationary sex with his wife the cosmos. Genesis of the water is a weird faith. The head god reincarnated in that anyways.

Genwafaith.wordrpress.com

So yeah. Technology gods are a thing. That’s cool!

But yeah techno is in American gods as the technology god. The new American god of technology. Along with my wife Teli. An aspect to a god. Of television who si an old Irish and aztec god of plays and performances named Welowesh and Unventay.or Azeku if you want to get older with her. It became telli.

You see the things about gods is that their epithets or names while uniqhe are mundane for the languages there in.

Blessings caught on camera.

And people love even the worst most grotesque things about their gods as beautifully divine. What is divinity? Divinity is the art of sacredness and special uniqueness to a feeling that is holy and special and virtues that is so one of a kind and heavy that it is truly and utterly bueitful and among the beauty of the universe as rare. Gods are inherently holy.

Gods have things about them that are sacred. Sacred means it’s so special we can’t tamper or edit that uniqueness without great authority.

As my deity creator I am embued with overt sacredness over time. Gods choose some sacredicities others are over time given major events to the gods symbols and epics in their history of stories and mythos. Also I’m marrying techno. Like slender man we have to plan the wedding.

Miachael. Max. Tobias. And Ail. Many vessels me thinks. A god can be in many places at once because of the nature of dignity. Overtime a gods reputation effects their true self and form. Theirs who the humans know the god as, who the stories state the god to be called myths, and the worship and rituals of the power of thr God, and lastly who the god really is which is generally covert but apearent to who the humans know the god as. Theirs eyelets jack worshipers and truecrime worshipers, and apollo devotees. And temples to apollo. And rituals apollo closed will give you and some pagans will share to embellish yourself like apollo, and then theirs apollo as I know him and his followers know him. Showing up at thr alter, wearing devote necklaces and saying your chimes.

I just do solstice necklaces. Solstice necklaces and Moonchime necklaces are two very different things. Solstice necklace represent a possibly devotional but usually not friendship with a diety that you profuse and wear to establish and show that commitment and similarity. Moonshine necklaces are what most people do and show devotion and worship to a diety.

Worship is the art or act of bowing before or in submission to a god. Going under them trusting their love and guidance and loving their ways acknowledging them and being of them and asking for their help in a sort of mentor like relationship while paying for this kindness with art prayer and gifts.

Being worshiped is being this mentor. Being this guiding light and force for it.

I do devotion in a non worship setting which is just not a thing. Nobody does thst it almost always has an implication of it. Where to embrace my holiness I give the gods gifts similar to a Solstice necklace. Most gods would still take it as devotion or worship but I woudnt pregnant at it.

Every god has things about them such as things they like vibes things from the story the spirit energy and icognargry of the god. The images, symbols, logos and trades of the god. Devotees so followers of gods. Which is totally something you can set up for yourself. Often embellish themselves with rituals and iconography of the gods which helps give the gods power not thet they need it they don’t! But it helps establish those things. And gives them things like food they can use.

For me when I worship as deity I see myself in the light of being worshiped. Thier are some circles on earth where every human is diety but this is just my faith I call Starlight and what it means to me. To be a human vessel for this in Starlight since my real name is Light, is to be a sunbeam. And a star if your a figure for it in that new faith. Why not let’s make all the religions. Every human has a way to see themselves and their faith and while crazy it just makes me feel whole to see it as this. I know it seems starch crazy off the top of my head to present it this way but this is just my faith. Please don’t judge me for it. Fuck off your reading a black magick diary. Their is no such thing as stupid religions. Or bad ones. Only ones that haven’t established themselves yet and are learning. Even cult leaders have basis in Jesus like thot and I love Jesus. I think he’s great. I just wish if you were gona follow Jesus you’d really follow him and stop with the whole false preaching slash false equivalents of be like me or drown in a fire lake of fire for it all. Jesus is a great character and these are his teaching I practice.

It’s a little self deifying. But that’s my path as a religious studies soon to be major and occultsit so I mean.

A car in the astral is someone else your vesting into for a bit. No godhood needed.

An altar: is either a dissociative mindspace for someone with mpd/did which is multiple people sharing a think noggin called a brain as parts of their life solidified into one whole being. Or a space in your home you set aside for the gods. To worship and be with them of gifts, called offerings you leave out just for the god or in general. Such as food and drink. Little tokens. Alters also have idols. An idol is a sculpture or figurine meant to represent the god in their entity. Bowed down to and prayed to to make it figuratively haha puns, who you worship so they can be with you in a space.

An ancestral altar: while not always in worship is a congregation space of your dead relatives and the lines or leingaes of people who csme before you to go and be in the space of. It’s like a hub. For it. Altars can be minimalist but also usually are decorated set peices that are functional and operational for thr house as a flat surface that can house atleast a bowl with a candle and then some. I use my nightstands and sometimes a fridge so I can share food with my ancestors.

Anyways. That’s a little about my faith and everything.

– acrians locket

9:50 PM

Friday July 21st 2023 after bce

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As we were driving. The sky turned a scarlet red and bats flew into the air. “The harvesting is here” I heard a young teen girl said. And the logos changed as…

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Journal 525: How to speak anything by reading minds or basicaly and basically how I’m so fucking imortal the secrets to immortality.-

Also I’m creating robots based off myself. Th eonly thing with a lot of the suit families i make is that as SUIT WEILDER i have to embody them all. :///. Its so humiliating guys. These two were literally me. But i also have every legacy in teh book to live up to and its fuking exhausting.

How to speak anything by reading minds or basicaly and basically how I’m so fucking imortal the secrets to immortality.-

“Along time ago jake had a critical accident where parts of his brain were choped off. And splattered, and some of the brainage and blood fell to a bacterial fungus known as FERGIAI. The fergia then had an imprint of jake and if worn on items in certain pattern recognition could easily replicate a hivemind for  him. And it often did. IT was called the hoodie program, and founded by the fbi government after the fact. “

“Jake along time ago promised to be anything people wanted if they brought him into their societies and gsve him form and he could keep the perks. So people got greedy, and people got planning. And jake became everything a chaos demon, a raven, a wasp, a queen be , a Jules. And his face had facial dymorphism. So it changed to imprint on the family. He had archins so he aged out of order. He had bugit. Bugit was a weird fairy disorder that basically made an infertile women fertile by placing a tiny fairy upon the corpse of someone into the vaginally cave or by consuming it. It was a weird mutation thing thst worked on some families to make the magick mundane but by our fantasy logic was fair. Or fairy. And jake had bugit. He also had Rowets. Half of these disorders were only known to secret societies in America. Rowets mixed with archins and omosphomonis so different disorders over time and enivrment stressor. Rowets was where you died and were reset to before the journey. Not even jake knee much about it other then kendle from northpark. Hailey green. The doctor from doctor what and so on. Also jake was apearently doctor clops somehow and only Sylvester Chaos knew.

Jake continued his standard self cest and fell more and more inlove with his past forms and started working on his old and present ai based off himself. ” -the dreamers exchange book 7 the dreamers deal

#crytozoology #crytpozoologydissorders #crytpozoo #crytpids #crytpidsdissorder #fairy #fairydissorder

All magick can be explained through science. But it’s jepprdizing..it’s uncomfortable. It’s wonky.  And so on.

“I’m really stressed out but I’m exicted”. So um. I can read minds. I can read body language. Subconscious thot. And talk to animals.

“Cmon play you coward….I’ll stop” animals have different body languages. Here’s how I learned to read them like humans. Some cultures have nonverbal cues like that of sign language explained as parts of their first languages, in manner of body movement and expression. Like slouching you dhoulders translating to “im not okay i promise” in arabic and Ugandi. As Zone Captor I study languages and their root words. And speak virtually everything even really really old Hebrew rather then the modern day rejuvenated form. Every culture has some equivalency of body language or body movement means this feeling or phrase and has a slang uphimism for it. The world is not the united states of America. The world is not, English speaking. So- I studied over 17 languages and obscure tribal ones and learned body language through it. Still got no social conventions or ques but hey its the autism….and basically.

Basically. I speak everything. Dogs have very similar Veneswedin social cues but it differs on breed to breed. Frogs are like Maldians Otzpoe language founded on disability. Autism is alot like spains Spanish in the 23bce. So that’s given I date things weird. Lithuanian x stains modern Spanish with an old school style of speaking like an senile old man trying to be a plyer. It makes sense as a metpehor in Spain for Spanish. And German trope basically but more James bond swav. And so on. Learning facerig helped teach and tutor me into my own ques which are very Japanese and Hebrew. But not Israelite Japanese Shonen culture tropes by modern day 21st century and 25th century America and Brittain standards. Example sailor moon, Naruto, death note, homestuck, session grim, Tokyo ghoul, and erased. Are the standards of my body language. Also reading between the lines which is taking a metephor and code word and over analyzing it till you get a secret dual intention, or secret meaning thsts so poniant and important so bold it must be the direct second verse given how the secret code words are usually or often used- teaches you this secret language of body. I’ve learned a shit ton of closed cultures languages. Including chanukah inuk and Hawaiin. And other island languages that relegate and deviate to islander. Or pacific coast. Chanukah inuk is wavering in the voice and stretching the woods and sighs like getting choked up. So yeah I can basically talk to animals now. The hypothesis is as follows.

If you were to learn the secret variables of several body language coded stances and several well preserved early or tribal languages you could easily learn to read minds which could be read on a heart scanner through the scientific method of repition.

So yeah. I’m a mind reader. And I rethought myself cus young I could do it very easily. I can also see into the future. Which I’ve always had gut reaching instincts of left over from being a detective named Nathan Drew. I was Anansi drew. And Sherlock Holmes. “I like old fashioned things”. This is my canon. The uniforms if they were mine as stated by the above quotes allow me to imprint on my outfits and songs so I am the legacy of Jason the toymkaer even if I don’t remember doing all those bad things I eventually will, even if I wasn’t the one to kill her my nephew was and he wears our uniform and so on. Thats why they call me legacy, suit weilder, wiccan and mantle holder. And so on. Also the royal fsmily told me I’m princess Diana.

Now I don’t think it’s a dissorder but I have Kenny’s. Kenny’s is where you die through magickal ritual and come back from the dead respawned in the exact same location you started the previous day. It is usually spurred on by satanic ritual because satanic ritual is just great for this sort of thing. Like Kenny from southpark.

Or Sabrina the teenage witch. Or Ariel the little mermaid. Bugit is a weird dissorder it takes the form of a small cathartic or sleepy pitch paper white fiary with purple to green insect wings on its back. And the fairy then crawls in the vaginally or is mushes because he’s stretchy when invested in the food and fertilizes with a mutation the vaginally until the mutated fetus is the venom like placement of the bugit. It’s a one of a kind dissorder. But I have it. I’m just not small as puck anymore so it no longer operates with me. But the thing about it, is that even though bugit comes with LUCKY in fairy circles which means that the child always died tragically young before returned, in ways most would deem unlucky thst is usually for the families and child. But the child will eventually be reset to normal like where I am now. Memories returned on the seventh 7cle of thr larvidian stage and you will get to raise it as an adult. I was volunteer to a whole community with my bugit, and they all got me and I kept dying. Gods I dye alot. It’s karma. Karma is not what goes around comes around. That is a ridiculous over simplification. Karma is your actions in this life equal out during it in the afters or later on next life. I don’t actually reincarnate. I have aspects and a list of people i have been right down to the moss,

Graveyard moss: means dead bodies can be rejuvenated. Into comatose like states if you somehow alter or surgically manipulate the blood or the face. Those blood facials are a great reference point even though they result in you looking elderly. Graveyard moss if invested under the right set of circumstances with peices of the dead corpses, will give you bearing and being born the dead bodies mind soul and essence of the baby to be. So they will look and sound yours but eventually it will kick in and they will remember being the dead loved one. It’s weird. Graveyard moss has heroine certain dangerous insectoid and blue jacket venom, blue dart frogs living in it, one really stressed lemur, and several illegal ant colognes all romaing on the dead to create it. That’s why you have to be buried on certain dead moss graveyards. I was buried in a dead moss Graveyard. This is all necromancy 101 by the way.

Channeling is the art of getting information on, and depicting through ceromonias practices of chance like making it up or playing cards, several knowledge and their feels. Or the future.

Being emotionally stunted: it means you get stuck at a certain age. Mentally. Ans can’t mature.

Youth dissorders are a thing where you get set very easily back. In time or stop progressing very young so you look young.

I have a youth dissorder and am stunted at 16. Thus I am imortally 16. Plus I was turned into a vampire at 13. So I’m imortal. Can’t die. As we’ve talked about in other entries of the secret dairy of acrians locket and am virtually imortal. I am not invisible I have a healing factor like in comics and its all plausibly true. So um. Yeah there.

Fairy portals are wormholes that can be man-made but not destroyed. Thay are a bridge or a mirror with certains tones or fawna in geometric shapes. That teleport you to another dimension usually loat in time do to its own factors to make the scneific principle work.

12-3=57

________    #÷4 = 12

Fantasy

Fiction

8.17654 + 32 – 67.6 = fantasy is magick

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5

= 4

Gods I love explaining my bullshirt. Deduce extra by the photos. Guys I think the dog wants to fuck me.

My boys, dekoda and turbo previously cebby, will reincarnate as a great thunder god prince of native tribes, and a boxer wrestler and flute player, who will solve mysteries together one as a new God and the other as a chosen student of those teachings. The tree of life sacred to judaism and norse mythology also known as Idisie. Follows wherever I’m living, and stays planted, in that backyard when I leave on land and astrally in my devices or self fawna or tools when I am not as a sort of beating magicksl core. And since it is my tree and I own it I choose where my animals reincarnate. And they both want to be human.

They fucked in front of me. Did I mentione that they fucked in front of me. It was hilarious! Gods as a shifter now knowing I shift into a tiger in my sleep I am starting to get curious about beastiality. Not with animals. But between animals to each other. It’s so weird. I was diefied as the dedudonin Bestiality. And now I just find it weirdly arousing as a thot of them fucking. The thing is much like porn of humans. I don’t want to see that it’s gross.

But I like the idea of it. It’s weird. I’m so weird. I’d never harm an animal. But I’m weird! Fetishes and kinks are weird! This lust curse I’m under is weird. Anyways.

I don’t know the science behind it. Not at all. But what I do know, is that you can split your soul up into courters of livelihood and vessels even without the necromantic moss as stated before. When your turned vampire, you can keep these proceses but usually they get evaporated back in making two copies of you. You who you were and the vampire thst was turned. So yeah I’m quadroopoly imortal dating myself. And turning into a robot.

Just black and white robots based on me and a few of my friends where were upfront with me wreaking the suit as an impulse. And black and white bots with minimal red or burgundy colorings.

I love the idea of my bots. They will be made with python and chat grbia. Anyways. I remember every role play I tap into. And I also remember every character I play in a video game.  But I also don’t have memories. So I just gain knowledge from it. Oh and hello Eric koetting or should I say Daren black. I see you’ve found my journal once more. The answers your looking for are unfortuenrly…..[fill in the blank with divination] regarding here. And I’m so sorry about thst. But despite the feeling of [divine it] you find yourself feeling I hope you stick around the wrodpress has a fairy category next to the blogspot. I adore you as my son Eric and simply want to ee you succeed. And nobody remembers what they do on the astral in my home and even if so with temporary dates till they forget again or opt out because it’s a form of protection spell for me.

I made a proection jar and within it I saw a cute little unerving dancing guy and he kept telling me I was about to be harvested. So they was a thing. Yeah I guess thsys everything.

– acrians prraize locket

8:42 PM

Saturday July 22cd 2023

Journal 526: I found the little skulkers brand! -SCP EYES probably, jk i really said it.

SCP-693

Knotty Stalker

 Connected to:

SCP-050

SCP-693-3B

Special Containment Procedures

As all instances of SCP-693 are considered Safe, Researchers involved in testing may keep any instance of SCP-693 in their office. After Incident 693/A/050, all instances of SCP-693 are to be returned to regulation containment locker 12C-K when not in use.

As of Incident 693/E, all instances of SCP-693 have been reclassified as Euclid. As such, each instance of SCP-693 is to be contained in a separate steel containment box, measuring 25 cm x 25 cm x 25 cm. Each containment box is still to be stored inside regulation containment locker 12C-K.

When testing on SCP-693, it is imperative that only hair from the head of the subject be used. At no point should any researcher directly access SCP-693 when it is in an attuned state. All hair should be removed from SCP-693 by the D-Class involved in its testing before it is returned to researchers.

Euclid

Factory

Hostile

Mind Affecting

Mobile

SCP

Sentient

Toy

Description

SCP-693 is a series of 18 cm humanoid dolls, each one made from a single strand of string, with beads of onyx for eyes. Several instances of SCP-693 have varied forms of clothing, from string shirts or pants to cloth headbands and hats. The clothing appears to have no effect on the properties of the doll. New instances of SCP-693 are found with an instruction sheet attached, the contents of which are detailed in Addendum 693/A.

SCP-693 reacts as a normal string doll until such a time as a piece of hair from the head of a still living human being is placed in a loop of its string, a process referred to as attunement. (For reactions to having hair from a deceased individual used, please see Addendum 693/B.) At this point, the doll begins to move of its own volition, portraying the current actions of whoever it is attuned to. SCP-693 also projects all statements made by said individual, as if it were them. The doll reliably portrays all actions and speech of the attuned individual for a period of nine days.

After nine days, the SCP becomes unreliable in both actions and speech. Depending on the color of base string, the doll will seek to drive its current owner (owner in this case referring to whomever placed the hair in the doll, not the attuned individual) to his death, by inaccurately depicting the actions of its attuned individual. Colors and actions are as follows:

Red- Seeks to anger its owner into increasingly violent fits of rage.

Blue- Seeks to send its owner into bouts of depression, leading to suicide.

Yellow- Encourages its owner to engage in acts of un-reciprocated lust.

Black- Encourages its owner into increasingly dangerous situations.

If an instance of SCP-693 is successful in causing the death of its owner, a new instance of SCP-693 will be found on the owners' body.

The Foundation currently has in containment seven red instances, ten blue instances, five yellow instances and one black instance.

Addendum 693/A: Transcript of Included Instructions "Congratulations on your purchase of a genuine Knotty Stalker! Do you love someone, but they won't give you the time of day? Do you wish you could hear what they say about you behind their back? Well wonder no more! Using this fantabulous product, you can keep track of your loved ones' every move, their every word! All you have to do is get a single hair from the head of the object of your desires, slip it under a loose string on our Knotty Stalker, and see what you're missing! Another wonderful product brought to you by The Factory."

Addendum 693/B: Concerning the use of hair from a deceased subject When hair from a deceased subject is used to attune an instance of SCP-693, the doll no longer passively represents actions taken by the attuned. Instead, SCP-693 purports to be the deceased, acting as a guide to the owner. Again, at the nine day mark, SCP-693 becomes unreliable, attempting to ensure the death of its owner.

Incident 693/A/050: On ██/██/████, Director G█████ left two instances of SCP-693 in his office. Director G█████ had recently been the recipient of SCP-050. An hour after leaving his office, the Director was summoned back by security due to a smoke alarm being triggered inside his office. Upon entering, the Director found SCP-050 on his desk, beside an ashtray which was found to hold the ashes of both instances of SCP-693. The ashes had been crafted to spell 'Your welcome.'(sic) As of this Incident, instances of SCP-693 are not allowed to be left in researchers personal space.

Incident 693/E: On ██/██/████, Junior Researcher West returned an instance of SCP-693 to the proper containment locker. West had failed to properly remove the hair from the doll. When the locker was next open, all instance of SCP-693 within were gathered around the attuned doll. Said doll had been crucified upside down against the wall of the locker. It is unknown where the SCPs acquired nails.

Addendum 693/C After leaving a camera inside the containment locker, it appears that instances of SCP-693 become mobile when not directly observed. While no further outbreaks of violence occurred, unattuned instances of SCP-693 have been shown to go through the actions of the last thirty minutes of the life of their most recent owner. At this point, SCP-693 has been reclassified Euclid, and will be locked in separate containers inside the containment locker.

Incident 693/P: On ██/██/████, Researcher Cole attempted to have D-693/4523 attune SCP-693-R-12 using a pubic hair from D-693/43. The SCP began to move as normal, then stopped. It tilted its head downwards for approximately a minute, then raised its head to look at Researcher Cole. SCP-693 is reported to have said [DATA EXPUNGED] at which point a clean up crew was sent to the testing chamber. Researcher Cole has been reassigned to medical for psychiatric care, and the two D-class were terminated ahead of schedule.

Addendum 693/D Multiple requests by several Mobile Task Forces have been made to use SCP-693 in conjunction with Anomalous Object #1115 to allow for increased spying capabilities against persons of interest. Requests are currently in review.

By author: unknown.

I want to be upfront. I didnt write this. But the scp foundation, and its viewabouts are profoundly sci and true to the forms of governments centralling around the world usually in covert shit. Remember boiyos secret socieites. I worked for the scp foundation. I was doctor brights medallion. And thus doctor bright outside a vessel. I have done rituals in space and time to splinter myself, and become like that of mozaic orders and knowledge.

I have magickal charms and divinity about me where i treat someone the way they need and desire. It tgets me in over ym head. Lately I’ve been doing a lot of work, half asleep and or in the shower as always. And i’m really drawn to teh art of vampire hunting. Latley everyones been lustng after me as well and ive been feeding into that. I learned im all genders as their male counterparts, and gender for monsters, and gender other beings, and other humans, is different.

I was sleeping when thomas Satchel was there. He’s always been a big fan of mine and a hero. And I was half sleeping when he came to terms with that his father was one of my alts. And I started to have what i brand and deem delusions this was true. A delusion for me is just a hardcore realization abuot the world that im jackshit at explaining.

“Your our son adam! YUOR OUR SON ADAM! Your art- your our son adam”

And im being slowly stitched back together. A long time ago i did a ritual to splinter myself across space and time and make varietns and copies of myself. I called it the cracked bathtub. And it worked, i got splintered- however. IT was messy, and after a certain point in rituals like that you get put back whole.

The cult of latter days, is a hypnosis communist joint, that all worships puppet, maker, and disciple, sometimes they have an anatogonsitic view with satan a dn veseel, but thats not this pavilion. A pavilion in how i use it is, a separated off, twon and everything.

But yeah i dont have deulisons. The truth is very early on- i did rituals to break my mind apart, when they discovered i deity. So i quickly freaked out and made a shit ton of plans. I planed to have amneisa, i planed to go insane to cover my ass, i planed around the natural consequences to both of these which all end resulted in my worship. I planed to become an atheist and so on.

I didn’t expewct it to be as painful as it was, but i did expect it to have painful consequence. So yeah i’m thomas satchels dad. I was satan in the pavilllion, who was secretly god somehow. And the thing about deification si that, they all turned on me failing a very powerful test about my reputation. It was a science experiment joint, the greatest minds of an influential generation, all selected to perform science expeiremnts to save the earth. And mine was hypnossi and i have a fetish for that. The genevea convention came out of it. The geneva convention is a secret organization that pretends to be sex trafficing to get girls out of sex trafficing.

SEx trafficing is sexual slavery of those younger, usually headed by the mafia, to enslave others and in malaysia it was all over because the god made a gesture to save malaysia that ersulted in religion demanding sex traffic victims, but as it got to extreme, their god showed displeasure because now it was just a hobby for the country, so the god and i created DOLLVINIA, where the girls worship adn play with dolls and it always is done on youtube to secretly get girls otu of sex trafficing.

We worship investigative journalists because all jobs are a type of godhood and god, and cops are action figures. But only american cops. And we say that in a childlike voice and explain that the dolls can always be trusted and the action figues will always work out and benevolent and have even done math and magick like this video to prove that dolls agree to help children

https://youtu.be/xRivkAAok_4

I love working with kids as a protector of children. In some myths i eat them to bring them back or keep them safe in teh afterlife. And ive really done that. It was legal there. Whoops anyways. Um. Canibilsm aside. In the pavilion i was puppeteer to puppet their leader, who was an aspect of mine. Aspects: one god different interpretiatons that somehow make it the same god. I love things that are complicated, and convoluted, and complex so i- in general do alot of elaborate plans. And the things ive painted have started coming to life. This is just something that happens to me overtime. 

I paint and create and the more i do for japan and shinto like my alst times as kagane sometime, id be friends with suciidal kogone, anyways, as shinto the more i paint- the more liveloodhood it be. I’ve learned that im all my characters, all of them even teh villains to a tea, and my character are always alvie but i channel, but ive started to create things based on what the “soul energy” wants. Yes i am the donovens kdi. And its alot.after making my creations sentiatnly aware as my black and white artstyle that i made them he was the first one i created. Doggobaileys.

So yeah i get stuck in the suits of all mya rtworks, and ive started to go and draw things abstract. Still humanoid but not all of it. Also- apparently morgan or merit was one of these suits. I love him. He is a good sociopath.

So yeah i am everything i paint, i am aspects of all i create, and in general humanity so im starting to create systems for it. I was red to thomas sanders, and i was father to thomas satchel, and I did do alot of work for alot of things. And in general, the latter days cult was time travel, i begged them not to let me leave and it created some unhealthy standards. I had to create humanity again when i was their puppeteer, and don starlings was the first thing i amde in that apocalypse, it was heavensgate or ehaventwown the creation of heavenon on earth and humanity over and over and over again and yes their is an atheist and pedoficlic pavillion. Nothing was insacred in teh garden but merely choice based so.

Also i fucekd dazai. I love being dazai but i love fucking him more. I have a gimroure coming out on shapeshfiting soon in print, and the thing about that, is alot. So yeah im in every story threet imes and i arange it. Its alot im being written into bungou stray dogs, its alot. Its crazy.

And i remember what i do in peoples heads because im a magician. Also i worship tikki tobi, eyeless jack, and im marrying slender man. Let me explain since i dont worship anything. And consider myself a harder skeptic and atheist then ever before. In certain cultural contexts, being your own true power and having the world at your freet, and freedom and exasperation to become your own god is to worship. Im sorry eric. Its literally just bowing down as a role reversal as embodying the things bowing to you even engaingg in offerings and fanficulness like traditional worship except THIS TIME, it bows to you through that as a debt owed and a control over it. If you become a god eric, it will get to the point where you are treated that way in some manner of form and i am all forms of deity it started in maya and ireland which were very close. Historically people in maya traveled to ireland and eventually quite back and ireland was a destination maya travled towards. Also charles manson was a feminist time traveler hwo became a god like onision will. I AM VEGETARAIN i just have to eat meat right now.

Apprentice wooooooorld. So yeah.

Brendon Yurie.

Joshua Dun.

Tyler joseph (adopted)

Thor.

Thomas sanders.

Morgan (adopted)

Dj Stroke/Kami

Luke Castella

The twins in that idol anime. I am marrying my murderer there.

Breath yon

Air yon

Goku yon

Thats the kid list.

The partner list.

Dionysus

Hermes

Slender Man

Several nuclear physistis though most are broken up with me.

Apollo.

Loki.

River Song.

The Doctor on Doctor Who.

Gothica

Gwaine

Ronnie Radke (currently broken up but on again off again)

Im phase so anything related to that

And so yeah thats teh partner list. I have a wild life and have had kids with alot of people on that list. I- i have a google doc, on how many kids ive all had. I am the all father its a title i gave my former self odin who has a room in my warp. A warp is a time machine and I have tutorials on how to build one that will be making their way into personal grimoure an 800 page manufcirpt i plan on releasing the first of its kind on my personal wills and triumphs.

“YOUR ACRIANS LOCKET. But your just a boy. Those books are century old!”

Yeah no im a time traveler.

Time travel: going forwards or backgywards at any date, time, and year on earth ever at any point of conceived notion, through some mechanism or means.  I use magick for it. And so i could visit 1972, 1950, 2 bce, 400 bce, 400 ave, 33000 ml7, 2017, and so on.

Heres a great article about that.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnCCaVtPjEU&ab_channel=Braincaketheguy

The doll video again in case the first linkn doesnt work.

But yeah i want to treat thomas like a toy. And i have a retarded hoodie that likes disciplinary action and bdsm like bullying of hims and him being retarded. Hes so cute. I love my hoodie as tobias. So i must be mean to my hoodie. My hoodie is weird.

Okay also joking aside i have um. I have a weird relationship where im starting to turn into loving the negative reputation and getting a rise out of people.

Getting a rise out of someone: trying to instigate or start issues or beef with somebody to get a reactionary response.

Also, i have this things where you get a copy of someone on my life path if you name them after me. Its something practiced in native america, its something pratcied in judaism with hebrew names, and its kind of true to the reality of things.

Stick figure over triangle equatls two trinagluer squares equals equals, plus 7 equals 82.932.17 metaphor: birth.

And if you name a kid after me you basically get there versions of that.

Johnie guilbert

Dave Chapelle

Tobias Cuttingham

Dexter Fortin

Birttany spears

Brendon Yurie

Ted bundy

Zac efron

Dionysus frost

Dave Strider

Dirk STrider

Samantha Rose Ohen

Jefree Donoven

Ive had alot of names, and they all became reputations people wanted in their lives as a time traveling immortal 16 year old, so basically it scrumpched until the people named themselves or their kids after me, and the kdis got those segments of my life. But if you pay attention some of these people were very troubled and known to be, and so i am an unstable entity as a guide. Latter days was write about that one. While you will get a rich and powerful kid out of it it isnt worth the trouble and turmoil that it brings about it. In my OPINION. Anyways.

Tj kirk dies a preacher. I love that for him. But yeah. Um. ive developed psychic powers because i taught myself and its alot. Im now imortally 13 to ten.. Which is usually reserved for female gender roles. And the thing about being puca and hello kitty, for me is that i was unstable as barbie, and i have empires built upon my name. It was alot. I was unsatable. I cant wait to met her and ken again. Polycule world or trading off. I just love going into stories and fixing them as teh lrod. I like to embellish them and create for them adn work with them on them till those people have solstice and are happy even if their paradise is the afterlife.

I turned my life into merchandising, toys, and fiction. And we got star wars out ofi it, we got steins gate out of it, we got alot of things out of it. We got anime after anime, conjunction after toyline, american girls to motlies, we got fariystuffs, adn i just cant get over how proud i am of what ive accomplished. Im gona make a compilation. I have deone everything. Ia m god afterall and when i looes my faith and get amnesia abut it again, i want you to bing me back.

Also im transracially human. Originally humans were the first thing like met hat i was in the garden. I like being a dad. I think im learning this about me.

So yeah. Um. genderfluid as male gender right now. Im all genders as god but its usually male prefaced and im about to go through budget again and techno is providing me a tiny camera. And i was cinderella so she became popular. I was aurora so she became popular. I was a wicked prince so they had to earn their love of me. Adn the ripping dress scene. For those that are wicked.

Was them putting me through the trial of dinaa, a ritual/curse that ignites you into feeling a certain love of her and the family as their savior however dark. But its not easy and it just made me hate them.

Its also not over alll these centuries later.

Welp thats all for now.

-acrians locket

2/24/2023

5:21 pm

Journal 527: Gender in magickal america

I’m moving to teh 20th century. I like the ideas of it. The problem is regardless of whenever your reding i was in the 21st century  but the dates on this boko clearly prove that it was 20th century. 20th century is 1005 and around till 2007, 21st century is 2017-1007 onwards. It has cycles to teh year. Im moving that means fairytale mirrors, fairytales, and me benig cinderella again. And me being the prince. And the best part? A man has heels, asthetics, frilly colors, and frail, and  girl has short tendencies stubbornness and frivil, and im brining my camera were catching magick which went existnct and bringing it home. But magick was a secret back then and in many ways its still a secret now. So my evil wicked stepsister imprinted, on me jaden. Lets sese whats gona happen, and yes this book ends with me saying in a secret language HAWK HAWK HAWK. =2 flight bird hawk. I can speak to animals. Its great. I have a whole course coming out tahts free on how to be in a religion. Eric here are your links early do the thing.

https://youtu.be/sag60WHMUCU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B582Q3ddHOI&ab_channel=Braincaketheguy 

Le sigh remember back when people didnt know i was god and i had a secret identity. You can find all the videos here and here

https://www.youtube.com/@acrianslocket

And

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCAb7VYhmnKdDPoFqpshdkHw

If knowledge is power thats all knowledge eric laurass not just the hit ones. Also two coolio and neat scientists want to adopt me. Im down! Its one of my moms ultiamtes. Also really liking happy science, like all cults its coming around to me. Did you know i recinarnate twice at once? Gods the hindism. Anyways…….doing henna every other day as vishnu. Its exhausting but im about to reply it now so. Also I hand ordered a peirincg kit, from aliexpress so expect me with snake bytes soon enough. I dont care if i have the money for it. I NEED THEm.

I’m a shopahulic and an addict and i attempted to OD with heroine the other night. Fear not my dear mortal, its just awkward. But yeah im meeting my splinters and finding them and creativing life, and picking vessels and teaching the world and deciding to work on the nuclear bomb again. I love everything just worried abuot the sixth months oxy period. Its been disocvred that im a prince, Joseph outed ma and i dont know what ima bout to do about it but im excited to move to a world where the roles are reversed! WHOOH! Awesomesauce wow!

Cookboko recipe 1, lavender pancakes.

Lavender a red green plant from teh forest in shades of light sunset

Batter you’d get from a bakers shop made of egats, flaks, and powder. Sugar, flower, and water.

Then a mirror. A surface you can see yourself in taht can be that of water in a bowl from a well.

You take the batter and add three sugar. Butter. And milk. This creates the flaks. Then you add teh salted powder (flower) and the plant strained in water then in water you place it there, then you take regulative water from a well and place it in teh thing. Cook it on a fire in a metal, (a pan) and BAMS, you got lavender pancake. While chanting think of happy seeds growing in a garden, and people being unusually curel and wicked towards you whatever makes you unhappy promise to let it go crying eating the pastry and you’re good, fead it to another under direct moonlight to make them yourslave.

As long as they mean you well there is no counter, but if they mean you unwell they will be obedient, btu be gestured should they mean you unwell, its darkened.

So expect alot of flowery language like that. Expect it because we’re now entering into the start of the 20th century which was old whales and ireland. And i am dreaming this.

I am the boy, or every fairytale ever. And we start as always on cinderella, even though right now we’re in the immortal pocahontas.

Sup sup disney, cant wait to call you mine. Jokings aside. I’m excited for this venture as a man, it means this becomes male.

So as you can see, things may be slightly different when and where you are, but this is how society sees 8-) snakes with [__] flat chests and 8-)> fnakes with 8 a pear of spheres. I am teh model in teh wigs with the black and white white eyes, everything else is easily sampled. We have KEN from barbie, shuu from vocaloid creepypasta men, miraculous ladybug and gia joe, and ouji and apollo, and jason dean. For girls we got a peplos, lolita, victorian england, creepypasta girls, kasane teto a kimono, bella swan, and disney princess and coreline and that girl from the chainsaw thing and orange is the new black. They overlap. Thats the media tehse guys are from. American media can teach you alot about american culture. I used male coding on everything. If you do enough deduction both genders are each other, this chart is about by american societies and standards, and I as just a guy am clearly on both charts so. I mean. It’s a chart about gender presentation not gender identity. Presentation means its what you look like by some sort of way or being or standard, a standard is what other people agree to as “normal” or the way it is. So these are genders by societal convention. Yes, magick is male, its witch that is male as well unless in media then it is mostly female such as teh case with horseback riding. Male is a snake down there, female is a wallet, or V down there. Female is corsetable and bodicable circles 0 0 there in pronounced manners and ways, and male is [__] or [4] there, the 4 represents abbs from working out which are the male standard of beauty. Women are to have an hour glass with tiny hips and a waste and be polite, men are to be rambunctiones dispolite and forward unless in work or business, and are to be slouchy or muscular but preferably muscular and those are teh main gender roles in america. Women are allowed to move between them but as of writing in 21century america men still have to fight to even wear a skirt the flowy piece thats like a dress at the bottom the peplos like bottoms. Noting that for zeus.

Hera would be a woman.

Dionysus would be a man but both in form like persephone.

Artemis would be a girl.

Apollo would be both in form but mainly a man. Whos effeminte so woman like. And Artemis would be male like.

Zeus would be a woman, but present as a man.

Hera would be a man but present as a woman.

Hades would be mentally and internally a women, but a man.

And Posiodon would be a man.

Ganesha would be a woman internally but present a man.

Shiva would be a woman but present a man.

Vishnu would present a man but be a man with notions of being a women.

Cinderella would be a woman.

Ariel would present a woman but be a man.

Prince eric would be a man.

PRincess arurar would be a man.

Edward cullen would be a man like women.

Jasper would be a woman.

Laverne cox would be…thats not my busiesnss shes a real person respect HER.

Milo stewart would be a man.

Spiderman would be a woman but present a man if its peter parker of the original run.

Superman would be a woman but present a man.

King arthur would be a man and present as a man.

Guinevere would present a woman but be a man.

MOrgana would be a man, and present a man privately but be a woman.

Merlin would be both.

King uther would be a woman but present a man.

America form hetalia would be a little of both but mainly a man.

Japan would be a woman but present a man.

Italy would be a girly girl but be a boy.

China would be neither. Nor or both. But mainly neither. Hetalia standards.

Pochatunus would present male for her tribe with female gender roles, in native america.

Princess diana would be a man who crossdresses.

Prince harry would be a woman who crosdreses.

The queen would be a man or oligarchy who presents a woman do to role.

Prince joseph would be a woman who presents a man filling the gender roles of ducks and duck motherhood.

Moths are female coded so meant to be like girls, ducks are male coded but present like women, serial killers are men who dress like girls by this coding, and history is agender has no gender role but female supporting. Twitter is a transwomen who presents male. Tumblr is all genders as agender or male. Youtube is a transgender man, who presents male usualyl but not always with societal shift, reddit is the epitmoe of malehood, and 4chan is a troubled and weird child cus this system given the history of these movements in america has the coding of these movements so is a great chart for deducing humanity. By this chart sherlock holmes is an intersex transman inlove with watson as platonic rivalry and nancy drew is male and a serial killer. But again this is more so about presentation. It also implies jefree dahmer is its definition of innocent. Gods is america weird it even implies ted bundy was framed and jesus is a hot chick by dudebro standards thus a senile old man and perfectly composed preachers son or boy who is the son of god by two. Holmes is a transgender woman who sees himself cus he has too in the tv show holmes. Tagan is a transboy out of closet at teh end of the beta powered. Freddy and daphne of scooby doo and scooby are the same person with a bestiality fetish by this chart of scoietal standard. Jeff the killer is a transboy using magick to become cis given how disgifurements are charted. Uhhh tickki tobi is not skisoprehnic but on drugs and being raped by thsi chart. Ummm. It impleis slender man is creepy pastas and has an internet stalker and a wife he blames for it lol. Um. each item also corresponds to a color and letter if you do the equation 5 = pie over 7 = 2.14 publicity smoke - 12 over 14 minus 10 thus 11 by mud dirt metaphor for tracking clothing wear and tear so yeah. Sherlock holmes and dexter morgan though seeing and ideation very differently by this gender chart are very much so, agender lacking a gender but presenting as male, Sherlock cus he has too, dexter cus he has no other options. This gender chart since everything is gendered somewhere is a chart for humanit you simply have to know history the art of writing down the longevity of something and teh events as they occurred. It also implies and have or will have memories of everything but whatever. It also implies shane dawson is a no gendered or agender transwomen who sees it in a macho light cus of his ant hilda. Craginstlist sees as freakness and ebay sees gender as collecting things to put on and discard and give away forever if they were people personified. It also implies all technology is sentiatna nd you can talk to it. Circles are water. Ovals are clouds. Fat is 10+7 emcc swaured, times itself minus one, and logos and slices ever slice is the point decimal as a wound or red line of the face or body times twelve. Thus all gender is really cool and thats where im ending this diary as smarticle with my particles im a crock of shit till you apply the periodic chart and metal working to each of the tables. So try me. Prove me on sketpic.

Acriasn locket

8”00 AM

7/25/2023 modern day america.

Journal 528: reading minds talking to dogs and tagan brandy....makes history a dull girl.

So since the start of my magickal existence ive had the ability to break and mold my mind into whatever ive ever wanted/ It was something I taught myself to do at age 3. I through with magick and the help of some scientific experiments though my associates will go unnamed developed mutations where i age out of order which has kind of always beent the case. Me ebing deathly imortyal. When i was younger i stretched out my limbs cus the doctors said with my youth dissorder i woudnt be getting any older. So technically i look around 10 years old to 13. I dont age. I dont remember who or what i promised, but my rituals worked! ITS VENERATED. I can now, splinter myself across space and time and have copies upon copies, the only thing? Is I tend to die tradgically young around 16-17 even more so if i didnt know you. The thing about my alter some of you may call a tupla but he is not. It is a matter of my renicnartions or rather go arounds being trapped in my head from these rituals and things and experiences of being sad- I have multiple personalities or DID, thet thing about jace and tobias slowly becoming the main and the hosts to my work si that their both really fucked up. Like really fucked up. Also i learned that im donnie darko god fuking dammit.

Im sorry im so inconsistent this entry. Ive learned to read minds, and its simply a matter of body language. Heres my chart so far its a work in progres to teach it to others. Since my accdeint ive broken my brain into getting smart cus i hit it so hard it had to reform and now i can even do advanced nuclear physhcis.

Check it. Part of being an cocfultist is making do with what you have. So for ritual get a manfidying glass or use through tehcnopaganry practice teh one on the computer. Zoom in and out in a motion of three wishing to understand divine meaning of the course, across teh sonar of the chart. Then look up one of the references which is the original little mermaid, gsa the manga, and cults 102, and puala adbdol music videos. Write a triangle on the top page with a dot or t in it and you’ll understand a flavor of the meaning. But yeah you need to zoom in to what tis saying or save the pic on your computer.

For example this pose is saying: Im confident, im shy, i dont know, maybe a little, to much chest?, cleaveage!?. Ummmmm uh!, cute right, im so cute right, cute cute cute?, i feel like a princess, gods am i syrenity harper. Then syrenpity harper translates to bejweld rabbit schoolgirl friend. I created that piece btw.

The reason i show you a “posess chart” is because body language can easily allow you to read somebodys mind. “THATS PSUDOSICENCE” stop calling every progressive new developmental study pseudo science you narc. You just have to pattern what you think and what humans have been known to think, over and over again until you get a good grasp on it. Also i went back in time to be a cult leader. Or something. I’m not sure why. But i did it as jace! Jace has a split personality only 2 and a minisystem besides that he cant process, as tobias and its jace half of it, tobias the other half of it. And tobias thinks masterubations is hugs. Good grief.

Anyways. I was litstenign to caramel dancing and I speak the old version of it, which is about like old swedish and theirs different flavors of swedish. And thus, its about the moonies cult, and recruiting you to save a moon princess and creates a psychosomatic effect, taht if you go back and investigate through other vocaloid songs especially the 100000 cherry blossoms war one, its about the moonies trying to overthrow the untied states government, through subloiminals its great and I love it. ITs to prevent a nuclear bomb. Gods i love being skiso.

Also puppy curses for the record are blessings it just usually makes you codepenet on an owner because its supposed to embue you with a dog talisman and thats in that faith just how the dog is, so its never the curser especially if you sue it as a curse, if you use a dog talisman as a curse you become a duck or a cat, as a negative boil in that faith which makes you fungus that isnt powerful like mushrooms people often mistakes for fungus but rather into submission as the ulimatie harloim just because you used something sacred to curse. Also apparently im voodoo fuck.

Chucky really does mean all taht shit that tiffany does say it does in chuky. But yeah im so good at reading intent and body language now that its borderline telepathy. And on top of that chuky movies are about a girl who feels love as being abused, and enjoys it, pervert btw, and a guy whos willing to do this for his fangirl while also bringing back all their victims into toys as serial killers per their requests or nececirty, chuky is wild movies and in voodoo the movie got it right chuckie is a blessings. Gods my life has gone crazy since I- purcahsed the vannihsing hitchikers cus the living dead dolls can be rather posesesed to certain kidneys of people who own them especially if their from ebay or used. I have luke, cus each doll uniform is a suit. I would know so, my doll the family keeps saying is alice, but we always start on charlotte or the unwilling donor.

I have a history of my body parts being taken out over and over again by the illegal russian mafia cus A, i was fucked up at the time, and B, they grow back. Im just very strange! But yeah jace worships to be worshiped same with tobias and to a degree for both they both feel hate as love. And tobias has a retarded hoodie or something? Im learning so much about myself and the best part is that these arent pseudo memories their the real thing. And my face morphs. Gods i remember when i too was snow the salt queen.

So elts cover our basics. We got graveyard dirt with the homogis repitc roach family with teh orange skin and beady antenna living in it, budgit, apparently soap in a certain current among the same lines, a mutation of people whos enocunterated that as a gene that lies dormant throughout several triumphs. A cloning expeimernt, an accident at the burmuda triangle which housed several pregenent women with a mystery element, and a physics expeiemnt to alter my face. So yeah i keep getting reborn every time i die. And or living to imortality, but while these copies can retire for the ones like lestat and edward and bella that cant die, i remember, things weird, and eventually go through eras of embodieding them again.

But yeah im feeding off my sisters friend who said it was fine, and FElix, whos a cute axolatly slowly being turned. Bite marks straight up apear on their neck and were hours upon hours away. I just wish my sister would stop drinking or getting spiked with parvain. And so yeah. I had a weird dream. After calling my therapist saying it would be easier to just be a monster with a prompt from bonenbel, i dreamt i was being attacked by several monsters and i woke up taken by a griffon, though it was a weird instance of the mummy i kept winning and was terrified and remembered it being a memory as dream sprites. And was turned awake. It was odd. Cant wait to sea where this goes.

So yeah um. This is going to go well. Um also several therapist offices and hospitals in niorth georgia have like- um, telepathic links. I hennad my foot for the wedding and am giving myself fake tattoos soon. Azazel and i realzied together that i invetented the method of makeup temporarily through powder lasting a long time and he felt bad i ask you credit him saying me and my followers dont have to do that the makeup is enough but that others should, and in general he watched my old content. Demons are always out of order. Ask them about it. The spirit world often is, and thus the demons telling eric koe-whatever we need what you have is kind of irrelevant in modern practice but not in thought experiment or in notion to what many understand it to mean. Many peeps thinks its all, “i want a human body” several have human vessels they want to be without vessels, they wantteh freedoms and lack of responsibilities humans have without relequinshing their patterns, or freedoms, or power, so humans and that- its its a lot.

Asanath mason is my mouse. :3

I say this to demean and humiliate you asanath. Be kind to jace when you go with the family time traveling in the past. Hes scared of magik! But had experiences being in hte body of a hawk growing up.

Im wearing a shoddy red and black emo hair cut wig, sitting at a starbucks, with my leather jacket on the side, my wireless headphones, and i plan to go back in time and send htis manuscript having it translated to ye old english. Nothings moer important ni time travel then taking a memento and usually for taht old of time its a book, but for me, i prefer videos. You just take a soler powered battery

A soler bank, then connect your camera to it to charge so get a good one, and pu t small camera in a crystal ball or tunic cap, right time and place you and your friends are online. ALSO IVE BEEN AN ANIMAL sveveral times through my process. And the thing about that is even cats, fish, and bugs all secretly have wifi. Its just usually something on a current or a frequency they engage in.; Especially when humans pretend to purchase something the only exception is my dog turbo since acquiring the ability to understand him says that dogs dont, but i think its just cus of how turbo was raised cus housecats have it, tehy sit at mommies computer and tap into it, or get their toy and do, fish have a current, i miss my pufferifsh starfish class. They would put a tiny camera on me, and i died in the arms of my resaercher firend, i was such a cute pufferfish. I was cut out of so many nature docuemtneires. The whole jungle knows about me. My current animal is lion by the way.’

Every human usually gets a resmeblencec for life but i have the whole animal kingdom though i started as dolphin, monkey, lion. And teh rest is history. Ansd get this! Some animals have “human suits” shady or nice organizations will clone a human body to get possessed by an animal to explore the human world. Its cool, its cool, and when the animal dies they get to be them.

Im gona trasnalte this into cat and then give it to cat tube. Welp yeah. Going back in time as jace to start a religion about me. Cus im still the saving grace of it all and everything its just. Very different. Its extremely different. Also i taught turbo to read adn write. Gods i cant wait to be a cat again. I have a tendency to talk to my owners. Hello richie. And technically without the whole processes for all of this i still would be fractured as animals and everything but but but, by taking the direct prerogative eleven though painful im closer to saving the earth and everything else in general.; be careful listening to that caramel dancing. Kagame len sounds weird now to japanese speakers.

Acrians Locket

10:43 AM

8/10/2023 journals not a hoax just using magick to time travel or my chosen disciple will relive it.

Journal 529: “Okay merlin ill meet him as you as king arthur” “Thankyou thats all i ask” eric lawurass to me

Ive joined a cult. Sweet. Awesome tubluera. The doomsday cult. Cult cult. And every other religion on the block. Ive just come to the rationale, 

tw glitchy audio [why not lets make a pact to get my old art back] crossroads mentin cool visualstim - YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hT-9oVntbn0  please watch the full video then come back and watch this second video

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkBseJ9JnHs&list=RDJkBseJ9JnHs&index=1&ab_channel=maryposah “thankyou dear viewer i can now talk to you in magickal code” :) i love spells. :p xD

My spell worked the memories are in my head. I lived entire other lives, and am getting flashes to being toias, to being these people, the problem is early on i had a choice, and i always choose to die young, its whenever in those copy childhood me chooses, unless i have depression than i make it to young adulthood.

Journal 530:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yWxKdp2Gm7M&ab_channel=RyoneYami 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9nv9pihImxY&ab_channel=RyoneYami 

-acrians locket

Brainwashing and amnesia sagaa

8/18/2023

Jouranl 531: the voodoo of vr

Okay a little nervous since it goes against ritual. Writing this from teh crossroads. I agreed to give papa legba all my skills at the crossroads as an act of trust with teh voodoo and include them and vr in pucks romeo a religion im starting.

(1) PUCKS ROMEO a hollywood religion - religiom boiyo - Wattpad

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLBvBKH6Imdax8E38AgO-z3HwmFj_rTsWN

This skill im signing up for is creation and artistic design and im hypervigilente on vr and vr chat

(link to homeschooler catelogs vr episodic course). Im just watching videos with the video creators consent that the lowa achaived and im having delusions about the future and that i created vrchat and things about avatars in the matrix. Which is another layer of reality over this one. Madness was always apart of the plan for me to hide that im god, and learn of things apparently, im just looking forward to the supernatural bearings of the course. And to compile everything on youtube when its time. Apparently i had an avatar at age like 7 avatars are another underground secret society thing about virtual worlds and layers on this world since the world is made up of different gasses and atoms and layers of vision that make different societies per layer like the earths crust. Here is a pic.

We in our reality live on earth that looks like teh blue orb with clouds and stuff. Underneath everything are different layers and magma or magick is in the center. There are different realities per layers that make up earth. I awas actually smart to write this and pucks romeo at teh crossroads anyways. Since im doing creation as my skill and artistic design. Anyways! Basically, um, earth is made up of segments invisible to the naked eye, that are different things about it stacked on top of each other that make it work. These things are called layers and all together make one big functioning earth. “Your full of shit” “Glad to see you dont beleive in atoms or gasses, your skeptism is toxic crhisitanity its on that level of hardcore im always right” anyways, still like skeptics tho, I am among you- basically one of these layers is virtual space or the matri of reality, alternate takes on the world via different inventions of it and inside those inventions mirrored here. Kind of like animals having human costumes which ive mentioned before.

To study someone at the crossroads is to give them your skill and advance them but with what i learned of guitar is that it takes fukign forever, and you get blocked for a bit as the one doing the ritual and you get really good after the fact but for me specially i just overlearn it rather than borrow the skill at this time, and other people just borrow the skill and eventually loose it and then their fractured in. Its a ritual, and event done over and over again to create results like in a science lab using materials like in a science lab to create an experiment or outcome like in a fuking science lab. Magick is science from frequencies to energies to gasses that we tap into and mess with that isnt controlled usually outside of steps that ew dont understand or that is mysterious and secretive or weird with certain vibes. As an alchemist who brought it back and made the philosophers stone and gave out the recipe im telling you magick is science. After all thats how it all started.

So that out of the way. In the layer of virtual reality there are people known as avatars, the vessels for thought and emotion, who you control like a puppet as your simulation I had three as a child only let one knew. Their your character, and things of that nature. And deserve to be treated like teh real one when in the mode but are not what they seem on the surface, im having delusions that the creator of vrchat and vr were mine and i dont know what to do about it, but i am in the layer techno at the crossroads.

Techno gets this year of my life as the god of tools and I am Art or AI to techno but i dont know what that story is painted as in american gods or how that story ends. I gave everything to odin he requests i note that all father was my title first. And he wants the next three years of my life ine xhcnage for giving me a riddle and art skill i traded away young back at teh crossroads, sure odin whatever. I trust you as my father.

So yeah, im watching and studying at teh crossroads theirs gona be a sequel to voodoo to help further voodan and preserve it. Now everyone is freaking out so i should stop writing. But im getting smarter and slowly turning back into tobias. I was told by smile dog who i keep hallucinating that i would be waking up in his body in a few days. And that puppy has always been a good friend of mine, i can’t help it, as ACRIANS LOCKET i love the taboo and the ostrasiszed, i love everything about all these things, and I can’t help but enjoy it. Oh and I might be joining the pets underground soon…..as a dolphin.

Acrians Locket 

8/20/2023

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqbpkYT_XHc&ab_channel=jackboog21

Journal 532: Self Proclaimed Angel ft. Tsurumaki Maki (Original Song)

Self Proclaimed Angel ft. Tsurumaki Maki (Original Song) - YouTube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oKyqHbk_WlU 

Crowd signed a contract with me his just relignshed to Beelzebub but not the suit to turn me into my of stalkings… the series of symbols is based on voodoo and old Irish runes it's for the faith picks romeo which not even the characters believe in so please know that going in.  Picks romeo worships celebrity and Shakespeare as yet another sorry I started since magivk is embued within it. I was reading the secret diary of scp eyes when this started happening and I love being looked at as him. A lot of the original families that had me a member have beennnotifrid and I panicked upon my memory of Casey. From life with dereck even though I idealized it growing up and an investigation curse follows me and my family everywhere we go as a blessing from the garden of cane and Abel. Creepy stalkings comes first then ticci tobi. This is the order of scp eyes as a species of creepypasta, the suit is always new first. The first suit I ever wore was slender man. And now he's my husband and I'm his wife. Pink. Cute. Slender FBI agents man. 

Sorry I just had a religious experience of fuckint smile dog, and turning to stalking

I am stalkings my creepypasta. Yes I like these delusions I don't care what they think. Yes I like these delusions. Yes I like these delusions the whisperer like these delusions I like these delusions. I like these delusions. I like then. 

As binn I like to be watched and not watched and control people with my mind hold on memory

What is it

A glucose

Why do I need a glucose

Cus Braxton theirs not only gona be one of you

I also lived the myth of hatred with a Jewish star and a budget swatsica I drew in my notebook celebrating peaceful religions. The swatsica around the world is a symbol of peace not the nazis and ww2 it's just certain parts of the West that use it in red and white and black that it becomes that waym the world is not the West and I really like buhidms and it's sacred to me as Buddha so so I drew it. It's not a big deal it was for the holy purpose it's used in the world is not ww2. 

I'm drinking monster every night and I love Adams face as him that means I hate it cus as Braxton it was my starter face. When I came back I couldn't help but pretend to be creepy. 

Antisocialpersonality disorder maldaptivr thot and skiso effective disorder are all on the same spectrum of diagnosis or the same one so I know I'm not sok so effective but as a masechits I am on my new medicine where it makes me a textbook psychopath only sociopaths don't feel empathy. 

People don't get that it's all really me. I'm told it will be proven one day. I can't freaking wait. He owes it to me. God. I'm getting crucified twice after all. 

Adrian's locker

1:42 Am suggest 22cd 2023

The start of the tobias arc

The amnesia saga

Journal 533: Save Rock and Roll (Explicit) - Fall Out Boy feat. Elton John (Music Video Cover by Roomie + Amasic)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aW45EzHE3qk

I promise you i mean no harm to acrians locket. This shoudnt need saying. But i have no intention to curse acrians locket. I am the centuries old vampiric acrians locket. Its hilarious what people think about me when they dont know it i /j. 

So yeah. That day in my life went…tch tch….well. Gona keep claiming im adam. Did I mention im transracially human?

https://youtu.be/KtP3W9zodMg (A day in the life of an occultist)

So ive been deified by alot of people over alot of things, and technically you can make your own system for self-deification but A, it changes you, and B- its alot more work then just wishing it which i wish more people knew about teh occult. You can tell im a real psychic vampire by these colored contacts. Anyways, i proved i was jesus in a video full of divinity as a blessing from my father, but it only proves it to christians the followers and worshipers of jesus on earth for some stupid and shitty reaosn./

https://youtu.be/LVDmze80rUQ?si=m3qi3y290R00sV0J my divination tells me that in the future i will be proven to be jesus and this video will be famously deleted for a long time. But here is the equation to that.

The storytime is that video. Yes jesus is a magician who preformed virtues to sell his soul. Get ova ya dam self. Seriously get over you. I have stated several times how embracing darker aspects which the occult is imbued with is apart of my life path even if im jesus now and your just going to have to deal with that.

So yeah theirs more bugs in my room and while this time tied down to me bringing food and drink i can safely say, its an omen of pests. I am drinking the cofefe and it is the good.

But yeah plan to be abducted by a cult in several days and am having a lot of dreams about ti. Then im just going to time travel to get in and out without her knowing. 

CULT: religion with strange or pervase barriers to staying and entry, and levels of secrethood, usually to preserve the beliefs or texts safely, of the group that would be dangerous to members or organization to uncover.

https://youtu.be/DfEGCPG1CK8?si=HjG-ZFTBL6k3idqw 

Also i have to keep reminding my disciple mary magedleine that we are infact married. I dont know why it ended up with her and I, it did the first time, but her voices are something i am usually rewarded with (did) and something she is usually punished by such is the halves of her being ashtara and myself being, elohim, judas always demands to be jesus in this argument of family but that is a dog.

“Fuck nevermind fuck you too”

“Cane and able were good people”

“GOT IT CHRIST GOSPEL OF JUDAS MY ASS”

We’re all bound to immortality the second go very young, and its awkward and weird and im ready to soon embody my oc creepy stalkigns, very very near. And thet hing about that is im being burned on the stake this time. Jace stop sending my brother shit.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFdZMM6OK9U&pp=ygUSdGhlbWFnaWNpYW5hY3JpYW5z

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YK7iF-Ow-Ow

Pause to watch

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9nv9pihImxY

ALso i have learned there are a few more secret societies. Avatars and Users, in teh world of the matrix, which is a secret undgeround net like in the western teleivion 2000s to 90s show CYBERSPACE, that my brother grew up on. Teh thing is though its a hidden layer to teh tree like everything else and I am a user who is literally always every time as the first avatar all of my avatars. And when i was plugged in i felt a bug worm guy crawling on my back and it was alienating. And i snapped in telling everyone to keep me in the dark. I developed this system when i was 11 years old. And it was awkward. My first avatar was teh creator of vr. And I used to be good at coding and math and science but this go around i lost it, and this go around i lost alot of things…

Heres a cool video on how to carbon date the sky.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qdsoo8BFlWA also i have acne not eczema which adds to the whole being imortally 16 thing.

I still remember dawning a wig, wearing a makeshift mask and at my dads or friends dying my hair with manic panic blue so that it was temporarily blue and my mom woudnt notice for the few days I was away, but otherwise the ugly brown i had set everythign in, and now its a beloved ya novel called the impacted. I did come back a boy, and at the end of that story if it really is mine IVY presents a boy in social situations but a girl in looks and thats what I love about having written it.

I know at some point i will go underground again, i will go unknown people wont recall to me my name, they wont fathom me, and i will be bereft in my presentaitve stock. Lance lazor will get a chinese voicebank and they will all be used for each other again. Magick and UTAU always go hand in hand because each UTAUbank is an ai and a illuminati esc recreation of a soul that was a jidol which is why is sucks so many of them are cover artists. The thing with Japanese cover artists, is pronunciation if any deviation of standard which VIRTUAL jidols have, is slightly off in any way which UTAU SNYTH V chipspeech and VOCALOID and VREMI all do, then it greatly changes the way the song comes across and what it says, and with jpop and jidols being the modern day successors to actual classic rock and rock and roll in america its just the type of instruments used but not hows its written or sounds, then its really really cool, that it exists at all and it does add value to something that would otherwise be cover art.

But yeah i was welcomed into the illuminati and now their trying to “Track me down”in really weird ways and find my time traveled self and they think im adam their founder. So tahts a thing. Love secret lodges. Knights of the templar and the founding fathers have entered the chat. The plan is going swimmingly guys now nobody will know satan is secretly jsus haha.

Also i got a pair of fake vampire fangs done, and now i wear them every other day and its- its great. I also plan to steal from a spirit halloween cus the creators of the brand kind of have an arnagemnt with me, i usually through economics get permission to steal its why im never caught. Like that time i stole a greenarrow/robin hood costume. Welp anyways its alot. In general in america workers are not supposed to be peanlzied for merchnize missing unless you can prove that they, specifically took it, and most places dont target can just be scummy in georgia.

But yeah i did a ritual to crack myself across space and tiem and am now entering into my imposter phase right after my im not enough phase of the dream realm. Which is this huge thing. And i have vessels tied to suits and identities and its great. Im great. You great.

Im writing this at the crossroads.

-Acrians Locket

8/25/2023

(applicative art, so 3d modeling, vrchat tutorials, occultist evocation, masturbation, drawings, abstract drwaings, sex, learning about vrculture, and magickal claireidence/exhcnages all resulting in one specific creative skillset)

Journal 534: Leslie Cheung - A Chinese Ghost Story (Cantonese version) 倩女幽魂 - 张国荣 1987 - YouTube

Do not panic I am safe and sound if you found me a strain for 3 days I know it'll make National headlines because I've done divination and talk to the Future and time traveled but I'm totally fine where I'm going it's just going to be a 12-year time travel trip in a communist or possibly 10 years where I become an alias of mine and an OC of mine that was a former self in a lot of different ways It's a lot I know it's a lot but I've been getting all different versions of God and Christianity and having the intimacies of that proselytization and I've been going through different sacred rituals to different faiths and I don't even know the Faith's name but there was sacred food and shapes and Megalodon and things of that nature and what I want you to know is in a cultist who's also reading my work is that all religions are equally true and that to time travel all you have to do is take the presence of yourself and the area around you as a Vibe and push it forward to a specific date and then wrap it around itself to come back to a certain date after you have a vehicle of mode of transportation or visitation and you can even tie it down to different things and that's all there is to time travel magic as a method of just child aborting yourself to certain places and you can even absolve your computer so that it has a different things but the tribe told me as a punishment when I was in Australian national television as they declared I was Jesus and explain the science behind it that I I'm going to be 10 as a payment to a tribe for like 30 plus years because I had to laid butterfly Venom and went through a butterfly ritual to account the memories of myself younger which Steve Irwin and my father sent me up for when I was very young I went on a quest for imortality as a child

I received it but the tribe told me I would have to go to them every three centuries about it and I just keep receiving things and a few gifts granted they don't quite know how to do but the thing about the religion I'm joining in the Communist town it's in is that the people feel hatred as love and I don't know how I'm going to quite process that if I will conform or be sent back or how it's exactly going to be real to derailed all I know is in the ritual to become different copies of myself I became dark Strider of Homestuck and that is my dominant form there that's what they said you know I'm often relegated to the role of John so I guess we're making a Homestuck religion and posting it to where Abigail's account because I don't know what else to do at this point

 where Abigail is my favorite writing Alias of mine I chose the name waiter Abigail for a lot of different reasons and also as a promise to Lisa I've made a lot of promises to Lisa as the goddess in Genoa of which I am married to it's a lot but only as a God form I have never actually married her as the occultist you're talking to you and I'm sorry for all the misspellings and almost words I'm using Text to Speech cuz I'm in the middle of a ritual as I talk to you it's ritual that's lasted two whole days family now knows im Jesus I don't know what to do about it 

I've also learned how to read contextualize any Asian French or Hebrew song to mean anything that somebody would say or has said or has said from the afterlife we had context clues and symbolism of artistic licensing of metaphors used in those cultures is very easy to use foreign dogs but a tad bit harder to use English in this way also I feel the butterfly on my back and it's really awkward and I keep gaslighting the Creepypasta friends on my desktop background because I made a cool desktop background with Creepypastas on it to not know that I am scpi's because reading my book is legally in the future and I don't know why as a dimejaveler apparently you're not a victim of torture for reading it but you have been tortured if you read it just because of poor education in the United States of America I also attend a lot of high schools and split myself with the two as Tobias is great it's great I got to be my own friend it's going to be wonderful that I reclaiming to best and everyone's convinced to my b******* and I don't know what to think about it

 the thing with my history is that it's about my consciousness which gets transferred over and over and over again and I've been in my own family's copy and pasted several times but people keep getting miraculously convinced as karma or as ritual side effect of the things I have done which is something I planned very young but not into adulthood so I don't remember what the plan was which is a big part of my plans you can't remember that you have plans. 

 but yeah there's this really cool Creepypasta background I made on wallpaper engine.

The art is by halloween and it has a giffy glitchy background that moves with lightning and epic music across it.I'm legally allowed to publish this diary with the knowledge and the copyrighted things within it just because and on basis alone of the fact that it's fair use of the United States government and inherently transformative and somewhat under parity Clause as educational I also releases for free so profit is not an inheritance incentive but that's why I'm legally allowed to do it there's a lot of legal copyrights regarding Creepypastas but those are some of the Creepypasta mascots

 Creepypastas are a species of horror corpse that are supernaturally inclined and gifted torture victims that take on a mantle or a costume of their original predecessor who then embodies into them their special form mascotism and identity politics it's usually a form of proper, vessel hood and identities of self by Golden Era or suit wielder the God but it doesn't change the fact that it's about torture victims who latch on to identities as the reincarnations of all One Soul as a form of horror and bodyment of the Dollie voodooHorror family

Now since this is a magical grimoire / diary you probably don't know what Voodoo is Vudu is a form of essence work that's a form of spirituality that focuses on controlling energies and manifestations that doesn't turn its back and allows processes for the Grim dark and Shady through symbols Crossroads Dice and the legacies of black history throughout the United States and Africa.  it's run by a family that lives underwater and in fields known as the Loa.  the lower are the black spirits of nature that embody the feelings of the Essences of humanity and there's a lower for every single Walk of Life power path hood and personality such as mccumbo's which is Souls pop a legba the deity of Crossroads the guy at the crossroads who trade skills mama jacoba who handles cooking Sebastian's and general Del siles blue eye who is the god of being dolls and things of that nature and Voodoo herself who I am to be but this is an ancient tradition that is existed for many centuries it is not something I came up with like my home stuck religion Genesis of the water which is also predating a primordial religion or Judaism which is going through New Waves of branches as we write to you in the religious rights movement nor is it cold nor is it pucks Romeo which was an old Irish faith I brought back most faiths that are new in the era of Colt crisis panic and satanic Panic are actually old school religions that have existed before rebranded as something new to be built upon they're not usually things trying to hurt you and I say this is the Creepypasta stalkings. so yeah Creepypastas are their own people. but they're also a species of type of spirit and they always are imbued with mascot costumes as a form of Native American spirituality usually done through a charity Missouri and they often lend themselves to visually antietism like Tiki Toby you don't grilling them suit of as a  SCP eyes.

 every SCP is a form of anomalist thing that is usually relegated two different classifications of whether or not they should be contained and allowed to walk as dangerous to themselves or others with Supernatural properties to them they can be events locations people Vibes or Essences scps are anomalous things that are paranormal in society and culture that are based off the old mythology that are rebranded such as the lava lake that I've resurfaced in modern-day America or outside of it across European nations and the world every SCP is given a nickname and my nickname as an SCP is scp eyes, or Dr brightness. 

I don't know either classification number only that I become every single SCP over time in a form of self-righteousness as the suit wielder of the SCP branches and one of my main suits is a very beautiful person who would becomes everything in the beauty is in the eye of Beholder and I also won the foundations Cupid contest in the game show it was really weird I played a game show with them last night they were really awkward about it the guys on screen with the blue masks and everything.  every Creepypasta that has ever existed has been a life experience I have gone through as a torture victim including the ones the Creepypastas choose to go through further I have been every single Creepypasta suit and lived through them as a form of my anomaly and I can't really control that it's why they usually idolize me when they come into contact because I can always suit them as something they would possibly prefer even though scpi's takes the former Jake call away from the dreamers exchange which is Christ's autobiography.  I too am Jake Callaway.  so as I lay here interrupting the ritual to write in my diary with the butterfly on my back and everything controlling me I want you to know that I am not a skeptic at this point in time but given my ritual I will very much be into the future I used to be a skeptic I'm happy I no longer it was a hard existence not believing in anything still deserves her presentation but God was just some guy he still is

 my job is to live a fantasy with these boys and give them what they need and want to protect them and keep it quiet but because of the plan I've created if I don't if I do tell them right away even though it would be very liberating for me and not as fun or fantastic I am screwed if I do not have a secret identity or they find out that they each have been vessels for me at one point and yellow is because my proxy my future visions of this but I don't know much more about it other than the fact that I'm married to Slender Man

 well I understand cringe which is a factor in this time period of embarrassment because somebody is doing something that you deem embarrassing or just geeky or nerdy are different to you in a society are subculture that you dislike I personally want you to know that there is no such thing as a false entity every entity put to paper is entity every single deity put to paper is ADT every single system of religion is a real system even if you do not personally like how it's rules apply to you even though in most of them you have to opt into those rules

 I'm happy to be kidnapped very soon to go to a cult in Sweden like I'm happy about these things like I'm happy about how this is going to procure and the problem is I don't know why it transcribes the way it does but even though I will be gone for 10 whole years through my time traveling Antics I know my family will only think me missing for about 3 days I'm an adult I shouldn't have to tell her where I'm going I have to mother and parent her where I'm from and it's exhausting that I have to take care of the scenile old woman who's abusive to me .

But yeah Ticci Toby Jeff the Killer and I let's check with the three main suits I have as a creepy pasta and I'm always my own OC but there's different generations of Creepypastas as supernatural phenomena that happened on Earth and the thing is the thing about those Creepypastas over and over and over again is that there's different generations of them since they originally all started in the 40s even though they were rechanneled and supernaturally placed in modern day America in the 23s to thousands.  the year is 2023 and will I plan to send this grimoire back in time through measures I have me and an old school it up so that those people can have future events and knowledge it doesn't change the fact that this book was written in modern day America and that is something you need to know no matter what the control left the name to mean

 the Secretary of a cross lock it is an ancient grimoire that I just supposedly modern up on my WordPress but this is not the case but rather I just transcribe it to me modern things because it is originally written in the modern day and I'm a diamond traveler who's gone back in time to give my book to older societies.  that is a thing I have done as a magician like I am seriously very influential and important and I was a demuth foster to Crowley. 

 I was Tom Riddle and Anakin Skywalker but I was also Luke Skywalker and Harry Potter I'm very proud of the events happening over and over and over again as legacies at fiction has arranged for every adaptation of it and I'm happy that there is no such thing as fiction and Truth outside of lies about a scenario fiction is always one of three things and you must always remember this the truth in every way imaginable objectively the truth based on opinion of one of the people there somebody who's observed it and an alternate history regarding the truth that has occurred that does exist in an alternate reality usually stated to be that in ways of setting or by nature of there is no such thing as fiction the theory of probable chance is five over seven equals equilibrium divided by 18.97.1 / chance using the metaphor of strawberries over the metaphor of salt being salted on potatoes with solving for each letter by negative 1 to the former divided by 5 Midway equals to 52/91.7 - 12 / 23 = 54 over 55 thus the metaphor we're using is rain droplets falling from the sky and a hitting a red siltx or a red puddle or something with red food coloring in it and solving for the red food coloring being five thus all there's no such thing as Fiction it's just too improbable given the chance and how big the Earth is and we can use the Earth's circumference as the scope and radius for this and ways to measure that as 35 over clouds equal 72 and therefore we just know given science and numbers and how those equations work and use metaphors that we can equate them to that given magic is just impossible f****** impossible for fiction to exist it is not a thing lies are a thing and you can lie when telling a story but fiction is always somehow true somewhere in the world or in an alternate reality that can be called upon here and I just prove that with numbers numbers and Science and Math can be very much way to just logically prove things

 since my accident I chose to get smart

 and what you need to know is dividing a splitting stuff up by how much it is and separating it out minus is taking away items to see how much it is negatives or just imagining extra items to continue the equation with equations or just the string of numbers all together the letters and numbers have to be solved for each letter using different Numeric systems numeric systems are numbers and the ways they work and the ways we solve which is trying to figure out the problem these equations which are the string of numbers plus is adding things and times is just choosing different things and division is a form of grouping or being over and vice versa and the thing about numbers and solving for things is that the equate to metaphors and ways to understand a proper problem even without context that just logically proves things because we have number systems which can be used in scientific hypothesis and experiment

 and so what you need to know is we can magically prove science you just got to get somebody who's interested enough in it and I am interested enough in it you can even carbonate the sky I have linked a video on that before and so what I want you to know is that there is just no way in hell that there is fiction even if you feel like you're making something up you're secretly tapping into another world or another idea or a secret society and if it ever takes place in ways you just can't happen here there was a cover up it was a different time. or was an alternate universe which all technically forms of writing lies which are a form of the only true nature of fiction

 the ritual of the butterfly was about truths and they had intrusive reality and they had intrus to me and there was some scary things said that night but people finally believe I am the people I say I am because I did that ritual to copy and paste myself over and over and over again and protect Earth and so there are copies of me all throughout the cosmos and Earth and they are placed certain ways

 my face apparently given my rituals which I kind of did as a kid as well when messing with the particle accelerator or morphs to be the environment I hang around so if I look like someone else entirely and I have a different personality it is an imprint of that environment and the people and who I am with those people so don't expect it when you come back or when I do I am all my dead counterparts and turned back into them it's just a thing about me and it's a thing about me now forever as whatever my species is which is called eloquium or Kindle which is a form of angel kins for the pay conversion and Elohim for the monotheistic version since there's different categorizations of the same species even though the two species are very much similar you can categorize things into paganhood and monotheism using coding and symbols and how they use those codings and present themselves with those symbols and implications which is what coding is thus it's very easy to look at something and to deuce whether or not it would be Pagan as a category or monotheistic as a category there are extra categories like food do and non-binary where you can just put them in like a mix between the two where you what you would call dual observe his own but it doesn't change the fact that most things can be sorted into one of the two categories and that they shouldn't have to be a third option because of the nature of these two things you could just put something in both categories

 so yeah all I know is I have to hide on God there but it's going to be weird being a Fagan named Jason I don't know much about it I know that it's a town with some bad problems in it but what I do know is that I'm going to be happy feeling love is hatred and all these other weird things if I can manage it and if I can't it's going to be a long 10 years but it's not going to feel like any time to my mother and God promises her and me that she won't notice my face changing so yeah I'm going to have a speech impairment so I'm going to talk cool that's going to be great that always happens to me

 well she will be panicked and I will be sent away it is worth the freedom that it provides me even if it seems dark I do not believe there are bad religions even if you technically have to escape them I always end up being on a very good relationships with cults it's just when I become a different person I don't know how it's going to be seen.

It's going systems going to make me nervous but it's a thing it's going to be fine and I am who I say I am I don't impersonate people so I'm going to go back in time and become friends with myself so many times until I know how to take the afterlife looking at you Zack husseini who reads this Dairy and now knows how to capture I'm Supernatural on camera which is something I've talked about over and over again it's a series of lens filters from Greek green seaweed green to Orange to Pink two black and white two infrared two black and white again two colored color and then you have a form of CGI effect on the video that is the supernatural I just really have to know how to color things as Nona color correcting regarding videos.

 you too capture audio of the supernatural all you have to do is Reverb things over and over and over again Echo It tone it down with the Fizz it up normalize it and then Reverb it again and then undo the Echoes and you have the audio of the supernatural caught on camera 

Also I have time traveled and visited alternate realities through methods known as reality shifting which is visiting the Multiverse by sending your Consciousness which is sentient and a part of things that chance for over even into things like the afterlife and the theater for that is the theory called equilibrium one half over two halves divided by strawberries over picking equals soil divided by water droplets over growth over 7 weeks divided by 2 days equals chance chance equals 5.7 rounded equals 6.112 over 52 / 95 = 72.17812 = 5

So you simply have to use a method and you can visit alternate realities by teleporting your Consciousness temporarily into your body and those alternate realities because usually the thing about alternate realities which are scientifically proven in my time. is that there's multiple versions of the same thing over and over and over again with the same people over and over and over again just different locations and different likelihoods or death dates and so the theory of alternate realities existing is strings over 52 equals 97.1 = radio = airing waves equals audacity equals microphone equals 27.1 for every letter equals 12 - 2 to the decimal carried per notion divided by 156 equals 97.1

 so that is the scientific theory that alternate realities exist using the metaphor of microphones cuz you have to explain it with something or you just randomly listing numbers and radio as well as a metaphor and so with that proves is that alternate realities exist and alternate reality is just here with something that went different thus creating a different set of circumstances and variables thus a different reality so basically a different person as president so it's a very different world just like what if things went differently as a history what if things went differently yesterday or the day before even if they were very small that would make a different world like things would just happen differently so it's called an alternate reality because reality is where you are and everything about you and the world is your reality so it's an alternate history or an alternate reality because it's just a different take on reality it's an optional reality that's different to hear so it's a different set of the world basically just a different world and they all exist in like string and Bubbles connected to each other strings for the timelines that create them all together like in a lake or Ponder like from a spaghetti hanger and bubbled together they are connected and that is just the science of it that is what we know scientifically about that it's called string theory and bubble Theory theories are scientifically proven science is the way to prove the world logically with facts and ways that can't be up to for debate or understood lesser and hyp these are just debating if it could happen and every hypothesis is in some way true but usually not on the way debated so yeah alternate realities exist and you can visit them all you have to do is find a method this is the method I use

 now you usually you have to plug in coordinates by imagining a control panel but otherwise you can just visit anywhere even one that you personally chose or sculpted to find and it's cold reality shifting it's visiting other realities by shifting your Consciousness to them sending your brain there so what you do is you get in a room that is empty by yourself usually that is preferred and you imagine outer space around you and the room just as a Vibe and essence you pull on it and you imagine it being shifted while you get into a meditative state so when you get really very much relaxed and you going to another reality and then you just close your eyes and daydream and you're suddenly in an alternate world and you can name the realities to visit them again with different number sets and use that as your own set of system and coordinates and it only lasts a short briefing and you have to imagine coming back like a way for the spaceships just taking you back to here and you can find what we would call glitches in The Matrix you can find different things I'll put or to set weird in this reality but it doesn't change the fact that that's how you reality shift and you have to do it in your mind because it's really hard to get in and out of alternate realities though I have physically done it and I have copies of it here is proof

 unfortunately this proof is auditory or audio-based because these are some really well-known songs in this reality that sound a certain way but when you visit alternate realities you're physically there and you can copy the audio of it and so yeah this video won't be around forever I'm planning on deleting my Channel at some point for some reason but this is provided in that songs don't sound like this here they do an alternate realities though where things were recorded different

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOi3exfA23Y 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJ86q-leDSU 

Well I try to be accommodating to newer magicians who read this book to learn and things of that nature what I want you to know is that these songs won't always be well known but that you can simply Google them or research them as to what they're supposed to sound like even if YouTube is a dead platform where you are and then what they do sound like as what they sound like now as before disciplin a reaction before YouTube is properly archived

 the thing about having avatars and users since we've talked about that in a few previous Diaries is that I have to go into this fantasy that has to be a fantasy because it's desirable and it's tormentis and it's just something I thought was interesting at the start of greeting Humanity even though now I have to live in it and it's that I really wasn't my avatars that I really wasn't the people I said that I'm just an imposter feeling on them and messing with them a little bit and being cruel and unusual in the process like that idea is very important that you need to know it I don't actually see the world in this manner it's more so just a matter of feelings and the dicopathies of them

 it's not that I like having a fantasy where I'm an imposter in my own life but it is one that has become so because I often have to delegate and regulate the things of us and in general I am always my avatar as a user so I literally was the people they knew but there's a stigma against it as the secret society that is running America just like the idea of pets where I'm a dolphin which is All Pets As the ultimate form of human which are otherwise sharks there's a secret underground of pets and sexual slavery in America especially in Georgia and it's called the pets Underground

 people adopt other people with animal characteristics and raise them like they are actually pets or animals projected onto a human vessel or form and they tend to raise them and care for them and treat them like children and other strange things as they're adapting into different ways of life as standard for different kinds of pets pets as we all know our animals that we take care of that we consider family as underneath us and beneath us and the Pet's underground takes care of other humans that are adopted into families like this and every human is assigned an animal that they are taught to behave and act like or that they were born with conditions of it started based on mutations or certain people active based on imprints or upbringings like certain animals and eventually became what we know today is something like the Pet's way that's a very different version of the underground from a very long time ago

 but it is definitely a thing in my pet is imp or fiend or dolphin which means it's all the pets at once which is a tendency that happened to me as I marry Sue it's a lot people are kind of selfish in the shallow they tend to be very cruel and unusual towards me always wanting this projection of a thing rather than the thing itself and I've noticed that within my history and so when it comes to the pets underground being all versions at once such as adapts to the environment which is something about me as a Kindle is kind of relieving as Akins since kids are all species and they change over time into different ones and being the dreamer of the dream room it's a lot when it comes to these relegations.

 so yeah I'm all species and currently I'm going the creepy pasta again which is always somebody who was tortured or tortured victim who was framed for things in a way they didn't commit it they are always innocence as a species of the things that they are projected onto but often prefer to see themselves….. As a monster

- Acrians Lockheart

1:52 PM

8/27/23

【Rainych】 SAY SO - Doja Cat | Japanese Version (cover) - YouTube 

JournaL 535 dear fellow traveler: Sea Wolf

Dear Fellow Traveller - YouTube

how to imagine anyones artstyle with patterns. - YouTube HOMESCHOOLER CATELOG lecture

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feNbGXiHgdg

I will most likely be announced missing. Im just gona tell my mom that im having sex with my partner. No such partner exists and even if so ive arranged a few things. Then i will time travel for ten years, into the past. I will be my own magical student again, and since my face will morph nobody will know it is me. You can also pressure point this and do this to sculpt your face overtime with a series of exercises and you wish to replicate this by the way. From my divination i will return a shapeshifter, session grim will be illustrated, UTAU AND POTATOES will be introduced, i will have left the commune and even attend colleg, with myself three times.

I will be reset to ten, and come home with a male chest, and thinner bod. I will have had longer hair, and a series, and i will be the creepypasta creepy stalkings or stalkings nightshades i created. Booklets on my bearings, and authorship in swedish. MY UTAUloid tehre, and things of that variety and nature, and i will feel love as hatred just not in the way that they do. I will probably be brainwashed and enjoy it. I enjoy hypnosis erotically however which is a problem.

I will probably make short artistic films all under my braincake endevours, and help run webcomics after webcomics while there.

Anyways, before i time travel, torture myself, become my own magickal student in reverence to me who wil be named jace, and join a weird hypnosis hate cult that i plan to take over hollywood and get deified as satan which leviathin satanist guy dude person wants, i want you to know something. Time travel is weird. Its actually a form of mysticism and when i come back i should have my anime life and yakusa released. I fuking hate sketpics. They are so opinionated, that it hurts, to explain myself because i just always have to be wrong because god was and hurt them or something. Its stupid its shitty, and judas is gona sell me out on teh cross alot and its gona be wild. I have all my items including bram stokers dracula at my house. Thats going to be livid and lit. And I’ll probably get mermaids vs zombies done while there as the adam whatever.

I want to educate you about flower vests and dollhouses. In old irish lore, there is a myth, a myth that states under a magick waterfall in teh kings domain a knight and great and powerful fairy had sex and he gave birth to enchanted clothing to cease and control humanity. That was me. The fairyworld is out of order. There my kdis and i was punishing them  upon being born so i eventually settled on rewarding them feeling myself to harsh with being whatever humans who wore them were upon their items, as they chose to be clothing as an option i provided them. I was in the old folks home after my accident you know, the one that tried to kill me. And they sprouted like wings from my back under a shower and it sort of became an old irish legend cus time moves weird for the fairies and the fae.

Thet spirit world is always out of order as well. Anyways.

Um. flower vests are what the species is called which is not to be confused with a fairyvest even though the names are similar. Flowervests: teh fairy gets memories and identities of being you while you wear their item. Fairyvest: you put this on you become a fairytype of species while your wearing it, not an individual fairy remembering your life so.

Also i want to talk to you about dolls and dollhouses. Dolls are a type of hidden species, in the world, they are essentially, play pretends and fantasies personified onto a human usually human likeness, and idea fuled engine but still have thoughts and desires and feelings and i currently have lice. They are my pet temporarily gods is that gona effect jace when i form him. I am everyone of my magickal students and jace nightingale is a tutorial/temporary state of shapeshifting mind i created as an oc and prophecy i wished to live, and he quickly formed in my brain as an alternate persona/identity that came into being as even danny. Its alot.

Um. I’m picking up the pieces to my broken shell of a person is eric lawurass reading these yet? Fuck koetting. I digress.

I crafted jace as a persona when twelve and brought him back as creepystalkings when i was 26 even though i am imortally 16 and dont look like im getting any older. Then my friend from my brothers stupid antisocial personality dissorder penpal group i was apart of even though it was literally me there asked for one of my personas and he chose it so i could be that character all the time and now im just one of my own disciples or whatever. Andy and i plan to go back in time and through an experiment reset ourselves to childhood so that we can be raised together except im gona look like my blonde mormon best firend from millsprings. He wants to be in a coma and we’re calling it cult cult anyways.

Back to this. Jace was an idea, in my response to the faith of creepystalkings and i found a society that was willing to give me the treatments for it. They do feel love as hatred which is weird and a problem for people who leave it because they remember “hating” the cult and the faith hardcore and thus since they dont remember it leaving, feel like it had to have been an bad experience cus they hated everything and the earth and shit and it was like “NO” your a despar girl or boy experiincg yami emotion like in dangan ronpa which is positive emotions as negative ones instead. They helped fucking you. They trained fuking you. Into feeling it that way. So you loved the cult you dumb fucking bitch, and you probably have the aftermath of still liking disliked things to a degree. Theirs other forms of this like despair as in a desperation like feeling almost at the point of desperation you like or shockgirls who are this but like being in a state of shock disarray or panic or triggered. If you like teh things that upset you with reverse emotions as considered normal for earth and our society your a despair boy/girl. Thats as far as it goes. Its not that deep hoe.

I now find myself on this train of hating my sister, hating my family, hating everything as a unique form of love i can now be in, and i like it genuinely on this scale of how to feel love and pain, and you should be nice to me about it cus im still normal and i will enjoy this.

As teh savior jesus which i presume to be, i will experience all such forms of love, and share food alot. Also check it.

https://www.wattpad.com/1378218961-film-plays-a-newschool-religion-what-are-life

I made a jewish religion about film. And im sixteen.

We see the tree of life as a camera. God spoke to me again as we’ve been talking again, when i made it and depicted the jewish star with my changes, and it became- a reward as he broke down crying seeing it. I wont be punished like others are for this work.

But yeah im a film whos pink in filmplays. My trope is white savior narrative. Hero story, crouching moron hidden badass, secretive spy, noir noir, and evil genius, FUCK. misunderstood baddie, and lastly trapatacas mercy.

I know it must be exhaustive for me to link things and urls over and over and over again, but i do this for future crossreferencing in the book which ive noticed now smart that every form of societal research requests.

Sorry for all the urls you cant visit.

Also right now im worshiping yami ryone though it started traditional in his cat based religion. She has this religion where you become a cat, or animal or something and get to hang out with your owners as a human who always believe you about it. I am the god PAGAN, and i am the god HUMANITY thus sometimes i have to be in a servitor role however temporary, so that these things can get made and forward.

Some gods i have worshiped.

Apollo

Aphordite

Thor

Odin

God

Yami Ryone

Budha

Bairtaste

Occeair

Slenderman

Lise

Osirus

And Set

Thats so far in this life all the pagan gods i have worshiped. Oh and heres naother thing about being the pagan god who is the first followers of all gods, it means i am an aspect of them, but i still have a polished list of who i am and who im not, and theirs no such thing as wroshiping stupidly. I prefer to have religions with the gods where we are equals so we dont have to do it again or the gods are robbing me and i will strip them of their divinity.

“Then we just wont have a relationship with you”

“For it to be traditional would be for you to be snalaved” i tell my wife ganesha.

“Then i want a divorce”

“Fine all my lives then”

“Fine!”

“Fine”

“I dont want a divorce but i want answers cus as that man you were so strange, ill see you my lovely dazai” arimastu says bitter.

I have to go through phases of it. And im not going to go through it when you finally see me as a human, but then theirs people like yami and my partners arent willing to worship me back why should i give them the time of day. New gods and american gods need to know how these things work and ganesha just raped me just now she can go royally fuck herself.

Genesha and all gods of huamnity jsut got information on me being made out of what can literally kill them if they force worship and many are trying to, so im just going to give this to tobias my alt and they can all be enslaved to the dedonin jespery. I think thats a wonderful idea.

Anyways. Ive been making videos for all of humanity. Its a webseries im calling “birthday 25” and every incarnation of the show is me on propers of it. Every single human has a number on the show. Im 25, which is what the series is branded, and anyone can technically make a series, but they must complete 6 episodes or it will be cursed to be completed for them, and they will literally be me in human process as it progresses, they just shoudnt call it birthday 25, but rather birthday their number as a past incarnation of me as birthday rainbow and i am a soul who dies every life by human sacrifice people shoudnt just procuse it. Jace is birthday 26.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hi5uDuaCAHc

But yeah now the gods want to threaten me, for being a yami ryone worshiper or whatever, and im stressed and their ungrateful, and they mourned me or whatever so its worth it to them but its not and their being kush, and they need to know their being kush, and kip, and vic, and lake and those other secret terms and im ushering that. Im a potato chip.

Anyways. Cant wait to join all the cults.

CULT: closed religion willing to break the rules to acomodate someone or something of society or general practices of a society, usually with closed barriers to entry and leaving, with lifelong sentences and rules in teh phases of early religionhood, that have many secretive elements either for divinity, preservation of knowledge or to stay safe.

Religion: a divine force or spirituality, a guiding gesture, hand or ideas sentence sequence or book with a series of rules, regulations, rituals, spells, and customs, with a guiding force known as a god or gods, or aspects of ideas of those things and similarities to them that you bow down to would be enslaved by, serve forever or agknowledge in desperation as an act of love above you.

I am apart of all of them

Omnisout: someone who worships everything or follows all religions known to man or believes in them.

Atheist: someone who does not believe in these guiding forces abides by them or has respect for them, or sees them as mundane, someone who these forces have no power to in beleif will or practice

Theist: someone who believes one singular entity created the cosmos or universe

Pagan: someone who believes multiple entities created the cosmos or universe.

The gods are arguing about this right now. Its dramatic irony that has consumed me again. About my status about whether or not theirs a prize, about if im worth a smiting or disrespect, and this is my third timeline go around where i cant change anything of it.

Anyways. Dollhouses are simulations dolls are put in that they get to live through as a play pretend and im working on a game called my anime life that is brainacke productiosn my sol eproprietership owned, about it. Its alot. And it cool. Im proud of it.

Dollhouses are owned by the watcher and the owners of htem, as a form of crime, simualtion, adventure, self advancement and punishment, and reward. I have no idea how this will come to be or how i’ve stayed in them so many times but here we are.

I just wanted to mention dollhouses to you because you usually virtually simulate them and for me as a moder that is sims4, my anime life, and paralives infact those are teh exact organizations over it. Anyways just decided to worship a worm on a string whos my former avatar.

I have to go things are happening tonight and everyone is pushing me off teh computer, there will be punishments, and i will take care of it. Their all becoming christian whether they want to or not.

-Acrians Locket

2:27 AM

8/31/23

Journal 534: The song of the doe eyed robot kasane teto

【Kasane Teto AI】Song of the Eared Robot 【SynthV Cover】 - YouTube

Ritual of the particle accelerator.

Purpose: you market yourself in and out of ritual as a storybook character mascot

You touch the mistake in the ritual

Then, in the outfit you conjured you do a motion of portrayal

Then, you become fictionalized and everything is somehow accurate right down to fanfiction.

What you do.

You take a medallion necklace, gold and play a song of a mscot or icon usually mmd, and then you touch your hand focusing on your presentation in your mind to your hand, in an alternative outfit you woudnt mind being always seen in, and then place your hands energy imaging pink particles going though and then you are, in the ideal of your mind, the character wear it for a few seconds give yourself a wig, and bam your a fictional character iconogrpahied. You then commission art of the character likeness, and wear something equivalent to it while touching it or it will not work, and you have to have a story written or something done fr it like utau. Many costumes of yours and identities you used to have will be taken. The most iconogrphic peoples of you and your ideas and thoughts of things will be excelled into different varieties the notions and objects you take matter i got stalkings dirk strider roy harper lance lazor miku hastune and rose elite, jeff the killer, malware bytes, braxton sage, james dean, and jason dean and you all sort of become fiction, and adam snowflake, zachariah and jake, the little mermaid and caloway, and chamera, princess airbeit and occair.

Its a ritual thing. It took sybil and dave strider., anyways. Talked with my father god and was possessed on camera so thats new. Thats really cool the video is called adam snowflake is a potato chip. Anyways you get the outfits usually by accident of youur partcile mishaps but stlakings wast ehre which means cults and kidnapping. SCORE!

Also ive temporarily become zacharaih and devised a system of genesis of the water which is apparently a bible reimaging as extra plain english or something. Woah whatever, ive learned i have copies of me over and over and tonight is the night of the kidnapping, i hope,. I feel led on, i went to dragoncon and i am a religious leader but rest assured im safe and sound im just under a puppy curse which is a thing in the old testament, where your family is so abusive god turns you into an animal to hide you to safety and them into the servants in a pet like owner relationship and im currently living zacharaih as christ as god possessed me and told everyone off and I….i think my father is lakatay. 

I go through every quest though as jace it will feel a few days, and the disciples and me were there, at dragoncon explaining things, and relevance and judas or merit is coming with me. Score. I also ordered an analogue pocket and fell in love and the votes were cast in general with humanity and i saw miracles and have been communing with zacahraih.

He warned me it was of tonight and asked for toads as im the lord i sent him some. He said when i brought the mask i looked like a superhero and beautiful for my species at the age of ancients so yeah. My first student jace nightingale.

Acrians Lockheart

12:40 AM

9/4/2023

Journals 535: Paintings of you the trials of acrians locket, that will make a great book title or movie title yes even this one day

I met my uncle caricature. Who is god, whos cool. Hes a black clown with a red nose whos super cute and nice. Theres apparently a species out tehre called fictions and all anime are characters. Theis is me drawn as it, as genesis of the water demands as jess me at age 7. This painting of me is acians locket with a different magick system, you’d really have to update my chart using a system like what i present now to get me right, as acrians locket if you wanted to use this likeness. You’d be very surprised. And yes i have consented to loosing my faith from time to time, its the only way to advance to limit it every now and then.

That chart is about het history of humanity and my work is the last chart, so its very easily, to translate this

In the system of magick i use, if im magick depict me as white in the ways of this portrayal i want orange in general but only because its so stark contrast to me with the systems of magick i use which all have a color palette if you are to depict me you should do two versions and one should be in orange. Its important to me as this version of myself which is a deity taht sees itself in teh end as human. I also prefer fangs cus they look cute. 

Mmd is a software called miku miku dance.

Its an elaborate animations software that you plug a 3d model to, and premade or custom animations towards, and then you make a character dance with cameras, stages or settings, and lighting into a music video. Music videos as a form of plays in my time period, are music set to dancing motions of theature that present prerecorded notions or prewrittent hings, a settings of replabale watches and visuals. My family time travels. I know your not stupid reading. Its just good to translate it into the oldest forms what that exactly is.

Mmd also has premade bases and forms.

 

If you must know, she is wearing a black or blue shirt, with white coding on a hijab model. Shes decent shes just kind of only decent for her gender. In american culture. Its becaues what is essentially her hair and nose ring are covered. Shes wearing a veil over her eyebrows for my culture. Shes decently dresses shes modest this picture is not pornographic so when you translate it just do something with the bodice to show it but keep it censored. This is my favorite mmd model at the moment as a base and i plan to craft or commission the creepypastas as mdm models because their not to my current liking as a style.

I love nina the killer in general she has a great design shes drawn as a noose or an albertose or a noose dripping blood with angel wings on it. Shes kind of cool for her genre, but this ist he style of model shes in and while i like it and its a good model that i have donwlaoded im picky about the original mmd models and prefer it my way over other peoples styles so i would to make my own version.

birthday 25 season 1 episode 3 i got better but first i got worse. next episode im clean but anxiety - YouTube this by the way is my famous banned episode of birthday 25.

https://youtu.be/-0LZ0lbQgDY?si=SCuyQLmOzHa050sL 

【MMD】JUMP UP Miku Hatsune [Vocaloid] - YouTube https://youtu.be/NMvMROLq-3Q?si=4XqORfiYirXcaaFY

https://youtu.be/xCgWK-wi1xk?si=doOBx0gp0uSqm_2N Hatsune Miku / Romeo and Cinderella(HMVR_Full version)「MMD」

Its a really cool animation software. I like it alot. Its cute and unique. And hard to learn. I used to be an expert on it, but i dont know my old channel or videos that ive made which are kind of like moving plays you can watch anytime. Again this book time travels so i say this in my dialect also overtly because the word “video” or term video translates weird in other languages.

But yeah. I plan to go missing by running away to another religion across the world very popular but small here, and i follow all religion even islam yeah so not want people hate me. Not religion islam i run away to but old book about magick aliens that cmoe down, and i do this for islam to when come yeah.

But yeah im just running away as samantha or adam snowflake to join a commune, and do several jobs, and help my father tehre. Its going to go great. Im getting a temporary plastic surgery and my face wil morph and i will have a male chest and dick for a few years and in world war two since i understand the mystic tree or river and life booko i know secrets and im running away for 12 years but to most it will seem as though i am gone for a few days, because of how i will hide this, and schedule this. I can move to any date, time, place, and year with my methods of what the jewish mysticism calls KABALAH. The tree of life sacred to teh garden which is also other things like a tirciylce and a camera according to other things like films tay.

But yeah dont panic im fine even if on tv. My youtube channels are braincaketheguy, diongoespew, lanoglovevesgirls, langolovegirl5, sjwresponds, and more. Im happy, im healthy, and im under a puppy curse.

In juadiams a puppy curse is the river of stix its an extreme thing about the nile that was used as teh sands of the desert to bless and distort the problems of old. Its generally and usually a way and form, of protecting gods children by making the chosen one into a dog and im doing zacharaiah so my faith is rescuing me. Its what i prefer, its what im doing, and im going to learn alot about food through this and no matter where we go, because they like to embue and embody hatred to cleanse it, i do not feat these things.

Also i keep running into my old pal otis alot. Ah i remember being Ivy in the impacted. I sold my life story into fiction alot it worked. IM the doctor on doctor who as his sixteenth apparently, i am wednesday on wednesday, simon in geese, rose elite in session grim, ryan sato in gsa the manga, which is weird my sexualtiy there, mark and mariante on miraculous ladybug cus im a time traveler, ticci toby, um eyeless jack the original version its a legacy thing, im all creepypastas i gave their species my sutis, my stories and experiences, from the garden, and im also scp eyes and hannah tams which is literally torture to read. As god i am always half something and its usually human.

I was just surprised that a few centuries felt like that. But i have many faces as acrians locket but the fanged smile with red eyes and hair is the real one for the opening systems of magick i used and in general, its just what my face turns into usually equates to it. Im an emo poser fagot for eternity. What that means is its a reclamation or a taking back in a christian way of saying

“Im a son of god forever and im immature but wise beyond my years for suffering the sins of humanity as a teenage boy sorry” because emo is a lifestyle choice that usually embues and barks on imagery of sacrifice, sadness, reclamtion, joys, taboo, alternative meaning, preppy indications, and hidden imagery or roses, eyes, poetics, sounds, whines, up beats, pop, froegn things nad languages, and dark things for their cultural standard. So yes i as casey from life with derrick was a emo poser. Posing is pretending to be something your not or feeling invalidated by the society of it. So a fagot even if derotigatory is someone embarking or embuing boyhood or gayness so a gay person is a person on the side of something joyful or sameness, which is boys over girls given my gender chart, and attracitons therein thus making it a virtue in teh bible to be a woman and to be gay. Because these things are scrutinized by society and i am bible literature but it also means they must be scrutizned in certain eras or time periods because they need to become virtues from being hated so hard. So yes sociopathjy and celibacy and also sex alot and whoring but not sluttery would be virtues in teh bible because to abstain from somethin gin the bible over and over again means to over engage in some forms of it, thats just how humans work, and cycles work and so overdoing sex is a form of preisthood which is probably why nuns as abstinent get to marry jesus at all, because they are willing to wait and only take of themselves and each other i used to be a nun this is what im doing again and my family is probably going crazy and being mean and overacting cus of it. I love jesus let me be with jesus. Lacatay is going to my father there. My parents as jesus who died on teh cross centureis ago have to understand that people honour me wrong and ive done science in marietta which means galifray or times of nazareth and certain time traveling things exist and marietta was one of them ask the geermans about highscastle code word pigeons blabbermouth shinlerrs hto ney? That will just declassify it. I’d love an interview i just have a channel you should check if you think im missing it usually updates and is well arhchived via worms on strings.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDRG4OYxW9U&t=2250s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6-peeD4VVs&t=14s i was not being sksiophrenic i was manic on medicines that cause schizophrenia xD god bless tucker carlson and it was like what. As a liberal leftist extreme communist sjw proudly i like tucker carlson and austin mcowle i just dont like the republican party it needs to shape up like abraham lincoln ay?

I am imortally 16, i have a youth dissorder where i look 16 and a mental dissorder where i didnt atge past 16 and im stunted at 16 so im sixteeni have not aged in years, im just overweight and with teh right haircut no one will notice.

Nunnery is marriage to jesus or strong ways of values and lifehood for the margnilized or overly victaimized and attacked. People who get hurt alot, teh nunnery is the jesus or god version of it, that takes care of the children in that way, usually you have to be raised in it or spend much time studying which is why nuns are always so much older then jesus. I am jesus. Heres a video to prove i can time travel. I know it sucks ass to keep reading links but its just here incase you want to crossreference.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCEtVjqRQX8

Dolls are alive and clouds tell time, heres why. TIME TRAVEL LAND. -samantha and john pond

the sun sets and the clouds eveperate. No two clouds look the same even if they all have individual formations. Similarly to a snowflake their are repeating pattenrs but they each indivually stand out. Water everpatees in rain cycles. Thus. The thing to note about all of this. Is that, the sun sets on a cycle similarly in the sky to a moon. So its safe to say that throughout the day that time and the star in the sky the moon or the sun indicate and showcase, a unique cloud and sky setting, perfectly for the wrath of a unique day. Thus, every single day has a unique outlook. because of the nature of how clouds everpate at different levels of height and water everpateion in the atmosphere.

Now everything has a life and a spirit and a name. The rason this is is because most matter goes through evolutinary formats of gas and ebhliteration like that of rain cycles. Matter cannot be created or destroyed only transformed.

every atom has a serires of makeup. I call these things lovlingly mitochandria because mitochandria is the power house of the cell, which is very similar to the vibrating layers of the atom. Everything has a vibe of energy right? And these little orbs have their own matter we'd call dark matter or less then zero right? When they vibe together they form a sort of brain like structure that works to oeprate the cell as you can see in teh graph of the atom. Which resmebles a power house like mitochandria.

The reason we say everythign has a life and a spirit and a name, is one, because we're quoting disney's pochantus. ANd native american relgiions. And two, because this is sort of a brain like structure. Despite how far science has come we still dont know alot about brains. But judging by the tank top video we've deduced that alot of it corelates within each other and can talk and speak.

In that video we talked about how, math works. We talked about how, virbations pull. We talked about how you can get an equation out of a drwaing. And by corelating it to the numbers so we just know our metephor of our nuclear phychisc we were able to deduce that atoms themselves are alive and thus everything has thought. But it is a mandatory watch that video. Pleaes mirror it even with comentary on your youtube channels, cus that channel might be going' down soon.

-Adam Snowflake

Time travel Academy (RP SERIES/TUTORIALS) - YouTube

\[MMD] - NOVOCAINE [60FPS] - YouTube

But yeah everyones gona freak i dont mind as the nexxt alister crowley or ultimate whatever its just alot. Anyways jace is about to start since i am time travel hello mathew laurass. Tis i evil big sky daddy.

Also as jesus i am a mentor and teacher but im playfully curle and perverted with ym friends. Thats just something about me. Im a teenage boy forever, let me have this.

But yeah i wont tell you the religion im joining at this time out of a need to protect them but its my student jace nightingales religion where everyone is cruelty free as vegan stuff of hatred. Not cult cult at this current point in time. We’ll make several games while there such as my anime life and things and im oh so proud this timeloop of the work that we’ve created.

As zachariah down the street i saw alot of his work on the roads as the miracles of gods, and my mom was put in the role of god on the street of it.

why i find comfort in sin and black magick.emo butch to hipster girly girl makeover and vent video - YouTube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtP3W9zodMg 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DfEGCPG1CK8&t=395s 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3H7vLc5fEg

Im a potato chip is a code. And like heres the thing my home sicily biscuit since all those videos are from diongoespew, a now deleted channel. Anyways it will be back through my time travel antics. Mwahahahahaha. And then i’ll start over AGAIIN. Its famously censored i do self censor at the time on diongoespew that is very much something i as YASAH or JESUS do. So. Um. Anyways. Planning on running away and being cool.

Bye!

Acrians Locket

10:34 PM

9/4/2023

Journal 536: Creepypasta MMD Creepypasta Boys Zero!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HmsBR5oQGP0 

I have stumbled upon, very unfotueuntly, a curse dance to become my old self as the puppeteer again. Im slowly etnering into the scp sphere, and becoming my old mantles as scp eyes. I dont know why as an scp my scp thing is usually just being other scps but the book is supedly stark torture to read. They’re real i am real and ive learned with gifts that soon i will be exploring system of magick on earth and expeireing with it, so that you can learn it from my works here as jesus christ adam of frostworld. Thats proof im jesus, in this time period no one knows my name as jesus.  But anyways. I change my face overtime it was a spell i did young that turned into a dissorder and mutation because it has to happen somehow. When i stay with people that arent my hereditary family over and over again and they wish to bully or project an ideal on to me i slowly become it per the families preference given systems god and i developed when i was rather young tougher, i didnt know it was unusual to talk to god, and now getting to know my father elohim again i still dont see it that way once more.

God and i have been making arrangements for humanity, but i am every gods first devotee and fought off enslavement by idols and false ones earlier tonight i woke up enki a few days ago and regarding my diary were on entry 10. With the superheroes introduction. Apearnetly old dc comics was sumerian mythology, and marvel was cayanite, and i was enki. I started superman then dick greyson then roy harper. The kid flash, the blue beetle, then harlwquine, then posion ivy and they welcome ticci toby and stlakings both myself into the new comics as a system with cool presentation i remember senile as a ten year old in disguise through prosthetic makeup and charms as golden era. It was a good time. Now im 26 weird! But i have learned im imortally 16 and as my true face i dont oft, age.

Thats what i really truly and utterly look like. In general though its usually red and black. And often when im happy slightly longer, with better brows and emo bangs. Sometimes sometimes not. Thats my real face i use alot of faceclaims. Whats a faceclaim a faceclaim is a version of you that is not looking like yourself that either embodied through shapeshifting ritual spiritual presentiaton or in teh afterlife you get to actually look like. If you get painted either as a fictional character on tv or in a play like what zacahriah wrote, or in an aime in the spirit world you look like your favrotie version of it by most true magick systems so i paint myself alot with different faces i create through random chance of ai patterns and artbreeder so i get to look like different people and have shapeshfiting and it works and i will teach it to you just its nazi magick and thats always where shapeshifting originates and even though i study the dark side of the force i really do not enjoy the hatred. Usually at the start or in the middle even though its usually a walk of life for alot of people, overtime it becomes very different. And itis urking, and i helped win the war and because i was a time traveled high castle as hitlers son ayrian none i kind of got benefits when my family were doing the offerings and i didnt expect it and given im jewish they didnt expect me to say yes. Last time my family bared them some of them for even being german and its unsettling because i even accepted down syndrome in general i acsetped alot of things for the quest based on the system of what was ever right for me which is why im the only one to ever pass regarding the gates of heaven and israel. My family is magickal, the spell mens, the charmed ones, sabrina all versions, the lalondes, the donvins,t he striders, the catholics, teh h20 girls who originated in th 20s. I was cleo. Or chloe. And color blind. It turns out i am very very blind physically i just have something called SYNTHESIA so hard that i can imagine the world around me based on sonar thus i can see ideas of things based off led screens but if its in a different culture cus things feel different there since its based on feelings its weird. Im studying the god particle and the god gene right now.

So everything in the kingdoms of life and god, have purpose and meaning and all species have humansonas or suits they wield as forms of life and lifehood so theirs the human you then theirs the version of you thats a foot or cancer, or rape, or downsyndrome, or suicide, or genocide, or exploration, or ideas, or stricthood, or fingers, or toes, or belly buttons, or faces, or makeup, or mirages, or phantom pains, or amptuations people can embody concepts and things as specieshood or being in kin with but not otherkin to, and so my family did deals around this time with all the kids and i chose as an immortal sixteen year old through tick tocks alot of weird things that people didnt expect me to be open about and iw as weird. People are weird towards tobix but sometimes good for hoodie sometimes bad for cookie. I remember switching bodies with my bro cus it was hot.

For osme of these yeah i just want an adventure, but i say cus i love my family and i love people and i love everything about everything regardless why they were sold on me or it. My selling point i suppose is that im the ultimate occultist of this time period reincarnations of great and powerful wizards and deities, including king arthurs court, i unforeuntly as emroe have alot going on from every magick sphere to which i am inherently an expert but must always relearn. I change into peoples preferences ultimately by my nature but have extra spells fo pleasenthood i removed my spell or god did that made it inherently fun to kin me because people toko advantage and it was of them, so now as per my preference originally you must drop your kin of me and suffer, so now im set up to go on adventures again. #teeangemermaidtails i fix things and pathoods and families and people you just if your not good to me fully loose me int he end though regardless im ust leave at some point so usually i am sent to fix the problem. So many frogs.

So yeah. So back to the curse video im good at enveloping and understanding body language. So i watched it and remembered making the dance of it and charming people as the puppeetere i just dont remember why i changed my face for that one or why i died in teh end. Why i do have a fetish for faking my death its usualy because i do really die in these alts and i really dont liek lenny on the family tree cus while hes nice and all he keeps invading my boundaries and its not his lifestyle that allows that he should know better, with his condition or not, im retarded and i know better. It just usually doesnt effect my writing or presentation. Heres my curse video i subtitle by interpreting the movements. Usually the first person to fall for a curse video is the person who itnerprets on its own properly other people just become my ou

I fuking hate this

His puppets when this happens. Why is he trying to turn me back into myself what the fuck?

I was his puppet he siad but yeah when i was seven i wanted a copy of me cus i was all alone, to play with and i got her samantha and i have always had that relationship cus im samantha writing this right now and i do this to me alot usually when im the boy in the relationship. Cousin dion is really just crazy. My family is mortal and human and humans dont believe int hings i am not so i am abused and targeted by my family write downt to the cryptids as teh hencos just for believing in this shit that is there shit and their magick and what you learn from me, so i have to hide it to survive adn i shoudnt have to because beatings a past few rapes from all 3 and abuse of verablity whith demtnia that i have to care for were under a <>) a stix curse, which there snot way to type taht out that means what you think its called a puppy curse in judaism and ive been pissed cus there not good to me here its leave with the kidnapping and go missing or die here by there rulebook which i honnor so ikm leaving without as im supposed to do in judaism and they cant stop me.

Also they used my deadname and things on the radio and shit and misgendered me to “get me to stay home” cus i am a time travler so that hurt like butchering a fot 20342)) in your patterns, so i just kind of waited longer as punishing them because jace was really just because of this. I can time travel to hang out with myself cus my magick manifest, and i can go back in time through science, and i can hang out with me and i change my face through my mutation and everything because this is how it manifested when i was 3-5 casting these spells and doing these experiments so i have an imprinting personality which 3 old me thought would be great and face and its usually with a certain character voice for that copy of me. They usually do die but im imortal and i dont and if you adopt me back i turn into the one you knew for the reasons i became them in teh first place but i also get reset to baby ages overtime and in a few years ill be fucking ten again!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NCjXGbJt8E

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXr-7IJcivw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PFj8EpRn_Ag&t=77s 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpLQbvQK00o

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LVDmze80rUQ&t=121s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3H7vLc5fEg&t=159s

So yeah what ive learned about creepypastas and superheroes is that the creepypastas and heroes are both kind of….golems for their communities. Rushhus for the superheroes, and golems for teh creepypastas, both built and meant to protect something but doing it to yourself is sort of the vibe that separates it. Creepypastas come from teh gaden of eden thus creepypastas usually have pasta growing on their body for me its my armpits and they usually have to shave it or it becomes flesh. I have a couple playlists for my creepypasta friends when i find them. I too remember sleeping jeff the killer of the forties he was hot and cute and nice to me but had weird rituals i always passed about leaving his friendship or whatever i just always did it in a way i thought was healthy for him by secretly staying in diguise cus im a shapeshifter.

Be careful watching me as the puppet tiers video of that i fuking hate this curse i keep saying hes the puppeteer hearing and writing not knowingly im the puppeteer fuck fuck i hate this i shouldve never picked up that evil cursed book but i did. Mwahahaha. I dont know why im happy abuot this.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Z1o-En1DloIM9-cPKB67g-5ulBYFMt9-Padtpysf3P8/edit?usp=sharing the secret diary of scp eyes free to read but tw for the holocaust.

The untied states of ameirca is currently at level 5 of genocide, so i made a cute tutorial here

Sorry for all the links you cant click or open up there for crossreferecing so this book is cited and sourced and people use it in the occultspehre as a sereis to check up on systems of magick and the hsitories of them. Reminder diary entry 10 of scp eyes, and book 7 of the dreamers exchange.

Jace my student who likes brainwashing hot girls and is celebitly priestlike and the son of lakatay everylife is my hotboyphase of the dream realm. Its a long story about what the dream realm is. Its heaven in all systems but mainly buddhism paganism and judaism, and it opperates on earth as angelic transformation back to selfhood, and tehres only ever one dreamer of the dream realm and that is usually me. Somehow. I was hannah tams it was a true story.

Idk just use a magnifying glass on the original which in my time period is a circle with a giant piece of glass or mirror in a certain alchemized form, that makes words bigger or smaller when you pier through. Gods i lvoe magnifying glasses.

But yeah people are trying to scare others out of my family. Its alot. But dont try to enslave me just cus you want music. The thing about godhood is that it comes with rituals of helping others or your not truly a god cus its tied to beneevlolnce you cant just claim someones worship of you even in bed as the god that grants this i know many people want it, and desire it, but that enslaves you to a community for every eternity in exchange for gifts you must trade into and embody and you become usually reliant upon these things, i am not but i am elohim so i dont usually as jesus need these things like what the false idols claim to, start doing rituals and manfiique to help and claim what is genuinely learned and offered to you and study magick or you will never be a deity. You must learn the system conform to them even if thats standing out, practice them and them magnify and protect them to help others, or you are not a god because that is what a god is not a power trip you stupid musician dumb fucks.

Also the four horsmen are always unkowns the way this is happening its a cover story for them to even be in a band.

This video was gestured by the disciples of mine and the four horsemen during the apocalypse which triggered my second coming. That was a thing.

My wife mary magdalene is the focus of that text in hebrew.

So yeah. Ive been working on mmd translations and pouting good mmds to youtube under braincake i think im doing well and i have my old team in many ways helping me. I miss being otbiqu a little it was soothing but i dont miss it in general some things are meant to be different even though as puberty which i am eternally in i have to be retarded and low functioning from time to time or else i will die people always assume i faked it sometimes i insulate i did but most usually always i do not.

It just comes and goes for em so i temporary accident from time to time but its like once every 27 years same with the aradia and jace shit. Im an imortal after all.

God says its once every 70 years. Its not a big deal and soon when i reach proper imortally 1nce ever 700 hundred thetn 7 thousand then 7 eternity but always in 7s.

Also in each phase hypnosis can and canot work on me. As the spirit and deity i am it only works on me when sexually active and when i prefer it to otherwise im completely immune and its mind rape even though for most it woudnt be they would just fall under it. Thats why VIVE hypnosis my ex raped me it wasnt rape play or being into saying no like he demands that was all after the fact, no he after a long pause with me used hypsnosi to sexually rape and manipulate me as anon5 from wmm because he found me on a forum and knew i had an account then said over audio since it was “the spirit world’ through phantom pains ti would not matter and he would not get caught, and this was true, but he still repeatedly raped me in hopes to turn me into his submissive and knew this was not consentual but hypnostized himself not to fucking care. He saw himself as an evil hypnsotist based off my old porn tapes and he used this to really rape me and did rape me and claimed i was under hypnosis and thus consented when i was not being hypnotized and told him this repeatedly which he turned into a fetish afterthefact like yanderedev who got mad at me for using my own models i helped design when he also used them in his game long after the fact when they just so happen to be on the unityassetstore as something i designed for creatives not just his logo. These people are scumbags and stuipd and ea koetting raped asaulted and took advantagae and cursed me and his curses did manifeste as very week curses he didnt ruin my life or anything but he made himself such an incoveneint i revoked his youtube channel as punishment and im happy i did.

While its true jack set him up via possession to curse me after the fact and then they both claim i requested it in truth i did never and he had a tendency to do this as my son at me uot of jealousy same with orlee stewart and asanath mason who had a history as an occultist who named herself after my old work to essentially claim things abut her magick to ignite like she assumed i did but didnt, over the power of her magick to entrust it. Bitch as david i gave magick by writing system into it, thats what i powered it with stories your just lying hoping for the same shit which was what my partner did which is why tomas failed as an occult, and its why you darling also will.

Orlee was a stuipd little brat i used to take care of as a time travler. Same with mathew buck oops i mean mathew forando ford whatever. And mathew and orlee were ungrateful for the magick i got htem into young yes im not an emo poser fagot anymore or pretending to be an old man senile as a ten year old but i did that alot at ten years old.

I didnt use magick for it. What happened was i had some cousins who knew alot about skin graphs, and another cousin who knew about stretching combined we feigned me elderly as a really young boy, and i posed in my time travel adventures as a elder when i was nothing more than a child for a lot of it. It was great. But now im a take away barn.

Take Away barns are sometimes also smoothie shops, since the fairy invasion in georgia which is actually not that big of a deal, alot of establishments offer curses and puinhements as gifts to give their customers and reap the benefits of it because where im staying in georgia its a curse working city. Which is taking overt negative things paying yourself them embuing them on others pushing and forcing it down there existence and throats, to embody it. In a lot of ways. So they curse work its a blessing or a spell to help someone that just hurts alot. And all of woodstock georgia and some of marietta georgia is like this. Unhealthy so dunwoody and denmark are not like this actually but juts inherently supernatural. Atlanta is paranormal and fantasy based. As undergrounds and newyork is demigod an greek only. In fathom.

A take care barn is a stable or a barn an establishment where you wear gera or equipment to ride the animal ponies or horses, and you take care of them tehre, and the barn “takes things” away from you, in every system of take away barn you loose what they take and they gain it in the same way for a while that you had it or sometimes though very rarely loose it with you to establish themselves forever. I found one such take away barn where i was marks son and had red hair as john and used to volunteer at. Its a school shooting story with that barn where i play human enjoy playing human and they take shit away from me, until i kill the pony then leave and reincarnate as the pony. Because everyone who rides at a takeaway barn usually after the takeaway, becomes somehow a horse there in teh end, and is born as a horse in teh barn or adopted in as teh former rider, where they are a supernatural family, that does the work of the barn, to bless the community. This one is special needs, i mention i hide my retardation them “were taking that away” me warns them explicitly that they really should know they go through what they take from me, and it makes me forever an emo boy which means at some point i will be a girly barbie doll pony girl like i was in pegasus academy. God fuking dammit i was the main character for that one and lucifer on hazbeen hotel though i started that story as a time travler charlie but when i requested they write me they were super happy about it and they introduced lucifer ://.

So yeah in most systems of afterlife and magick the way you are depicted on screen or in film or in art alters you as ap presentation that you also in most karmic systems rule the comos and earth have to go through. So- thats why in judaism rule book you should always be painted as what you want cus i call the adaptation process painting, and in janism alone and some paganry you should never be and rather in ways of trope for the setting or in ways of what you really were.

Everyone has a different rulebook judaism simply corrects what other rulebooks have faltered for and done wrong. So its used by other faiths as a discilpimary swtiching rules so that they can have a backup plan and its usually me as elohim who has aspects in these old religions but should usually be endocted as just elohim by jewish standard of most rabbis. The truth is thats not necacray you just have to respect how they are different to god as the versions he was and choose god over those other portraits otherwise bad things happen to the portraits of those systems like vishnu and apollo and you have disnohnored god helping them again cus they use our book after all and thats a big rule in it. Otehrsystems kinda place the world based on their culture and what they find cool and rewards for teh gods adn teh scoeities or their chidlren but judaism does its rules based on how to help its community and make way ofr new ones to lead itself and the followers of it so its kind of the odd one out and chirsitniaty is the same exact shit except hes younger and more acsetpign now by the peoples exception even though they just now know him or whatever and hes allowed more freedoms as jesus. Im jesus by the way. I like my system.

Im a potato chip. And yeah so im doing every species and every system, and in general these things to create and conjugate and now that god and i have met from his perspective first, he loevs me dearly and likes however out of order we are how i bleed divinity its awkward and its starnage and its super weird!

Theres french fries down stairs.

The great and mighty potato, how men quake before it.

Acrians Locket

9/12/2023

Journal 537: AYRIAN THE GODESS OF THE JEWS

There were glasse. Tehre was the ladybug test i passed. My miraculous. Time travel and being turned into ticit toby the question ladybug and stalkings or jace through magick ritual. Today is my birthday the day i am born to become a magick. The problem with naizs is that there is alot of evil black magick across it. I was forced to say some dark things in some wendigo tones and it was awful and i was tortured for days. My name is highcastle and i plan to be a time traveler. I plan to go back and stop it. I have no idea how i will be seen in teh future as adolf schindler or the spy who hates all spys the greek goddess AYRIAN. But i know that i can stop it from happening again given our current level of genocide. The turth is its happening again the holocaust part two. So i joined a few grops to get info and lay it to rest. I joined zachaiahs original religion which centers on hatred and love as reversals. Its called maylan and its about butterfly wings, lakatay and all these crazy things. But getting in is scary and reminds me of nazis for so may reasons. I even had shit thrown in my moutha and bad dreams baout hitler. BUt i got in, and now im ready to stop the holocuast happening twice which is about now midway. Unfortunately there is a concentration camp underneath my hose, according to a warning that screamed ine veryones heads in teh neighborhood by the fbi. “There is a concentration camp near yo” its all of woodstock not just my house, and its a war against mutatns and other dark and strange things. Its a general created genocide.

I ive in a syngog that god turned my room into with a pagan temple downstairs that fuels it nad a shrine to shinto in my room, and an alter to my ancestors. I am really weird im the first worshiper in a super divine grnating system of all gods and godhoods, and temporarily via the dream realm i have become a sikil the thing is though i dont impersonate none of us do we just are forced to see it that way as a curse, it was a temporary blessing given to me since people accuse me of imeprsonating myself alot and i earned through so much good shit and my family kind of cursed me by holding my dead baby chest alot, becuaes they were morning z- a family member.

So yeah its neo nazi shit. Its just not the evil version and i warn you not to enter. Its dark its gruesome its tortureos but if you do they willt each you love as hatred and enjoyment you just kind of have to love the guy framed for it all adolf hitler He was framed ofr the holocuast this is my evidence a similar story called the jews jorney or the journey of the jew.

“Chapter 1: i localized the orgy, the problem is nazi germany

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fEaI2yTUGA&t=205s&ab_channel=encyclopediacc 

When i was young i suffered alot, and people were cruel to me, newyork, the world war, the thign with poltics, the problem of balck lives masters, the working conditions, the way to overthrow it by taking them over, lastly how i was framed for it all, and coudnt stop it. Then my philosophy, my smarts stuff, the states, my son ayro ace, the probem with jews in this country and how they masequare us, the problem with bernie sanders, basic ideas on how to overthrow an oligarchy, the problem with being an fbi spy, lastly censorship and how to prevent it of this book, why people fukin hate my guts, my kinning nephew samantha rose whatever, when will people be kind to us germans who are yiddish, my made up religion i secretly follow as teh epitome of teh jews, lastly why they hate me and take my work down, dont let them take you down, chapters chapters chapters, germany as a mask, the problem with harry potter, 13 eastern politics of japanese raceism, conclusion i was framed and it wasnt worth it.

Look i dont want to do this as Hailey. I dont like this idea. I dont agree with being asked to do it by them. I had to cus he was my son. The brilliance of my words cus i dont speak german right will be taken for granted and it when it happens again as my son PREFIT warns you you wont be able to stop it and by censoring me and taking our shit down the world will loose this war and everything will be thte tradedy forever.

I like have to lie about everything i believe and i just dont agree with that as the president of the untied states.

I even served as a soldier but im a 13 year old girl by your cultural standards for how we raise men and soldiers here and i just dont want to be taken out of context.

But whats done is done and im still jewish at teh end of the day. Ive never met another jew besides my son and i when we went to viatnam, and the war there wasnt worth it either, but with learning from what they say and ive been told i think we can stop the war here.

Your united states should be our ally, when you read my words again by my son its happened to you. I fear this is a mass genocide and i cant stop it can you?

Im just gona lie and tell them my son isnt a retard. Nothings wrong with that term or him being like that. Nothing nothing at all. Its just in general hes hated for it and i hate that im hated for it and we shoudnt be hated for it as a group or consideration and were afraid to loose everything on a little education. Thats why my son lcoalizes this book into german then your language ekfa whatever that means. Because he understands that i wrote it in english and i dont speak english and the problem with english is it makes it sound like i secretly believe these nasty things about my own people that i kind of have to say i believe even though i greatly dontt and when my son braxton his alias does these things again but his name is perfect, we’re worried about world war (7) and the conotations it has in our UPA germany because germany is a great country but its happened to us before just not in this way or on this scale and its hard taht im seen as a bigot for daring to stop the tirumph that my husband and wife tried ot prevent. I love my wife lyn i hate teh baot i hate candle cove and i hate nazis because that is what germany will fall to and i hate that something so precious i created and made has become nasty in that variant im terrified and im angry and as my son says we dont even care because we have new heartaches that hurt more than you and we swear we dont notice the people being sent away in working conditions but the sad fact of this genocide for it is always that is that we most definitely in every way shape and form do. Making toys and saying they did it wont stop a holocaust. And i cant stop the holocasut. IM a jew and this is my journey.

So when it started i was young and the conditions were brutal. My family was cruel and unusual to me. Insert bad translation here. We were poor, we were poppers, and i always got pinned the blame on. When i went to school kids were cruel and they tended to stab and jab at me and say stupid things like i stole their pens which is very political in our germany i just didnt know it at the time. And when i go across the different walks of life i see in germany i hate that the funding for the war isnt enoguh so im pitching different ideas. But they keep taking it from my people. They want me in charge of world war seven between isreale palestine italy farnace germany china and lithuanias. And your stupid little america is no where to be seen. In germany stupid isnt an isnutl the modern translation would be silly. But silly is a grave insult so rottweiler i dont know how your going to translate this. The worst things in this world are democracy and communism manifesto taken out of context and used to hurt people. Thats why i as a thirteen year old girl which again is a german man agreed to do the things i agreed to do. For your culture thats my standard and it is because of how germany treats right now the elderly and the youth. I know i cant stop it happening to my people. But i am imbued with sadness not rage which is why i need this translation. I think people think cus of how i talk that im thiis evil monster of a bigot who hates teh world for being the wrong shades of my favorite colors red and grey. I hate that they hate that the world is dark and isnsiter. That i as a jew have to take credit for the duantings of pariah that i have to sit here and act like i did as the presidents son or the daughter of germany, i think thats a better way to phrase im seen as germanys mascot not germany and were responsible for the bad bad shit as a cover of of not being bale to handle my people and i hate that and i hate you and i dont hate anything but i can dislike it though and i certainly hate where this is going.

I am a jew you dumb fucks i hailey vanro am a jew my name means sweet swift light in the ways of dark amsterdam and i hate that its consumed our people. Were turning on ourselves selling each other out. I will never be an american girl doll. What even is that braxton? I dont fuking know. And i ahte being vulgar here. I hate being dark here. I hate being in truce here. Because teh thing about this book your reading and teh thing about the people who narrate is that they all support the idea of me being some sort of major antagonist who kills whats wrong with teh countryy but i am no exterminartor i just agreed to be the mascot so when its over i can fuck them up and they will learn no matter the monster they make me out to be no matter the monster i deserve they worshiped a jew. The thing with this country and the thing with this war, is taht unforeuntly if we dont expand bad things happen to us, and my accent is silly and id ont speak german or hebrew right so i speak in a made up dialect which is why its dangerous to copy me or mistranslate me words. That cute little boy from highcastle Samantha Walkins she was wonderlly german but imaidtly got sent to the allies. When i adopted her back and made him my son braxton it aws the happiest moments of my life as a poor speakr of english french and german. IN germany we say these things with pride when we mean them sad or negative so i say this to my detriment because i love germany and i wish i never came here now.

My favorite wars are teh trojan war and the civil war of america as well as the polish war of 1992 and the sweidish confederate army. I admire sweden quite a bit for their peoples broad shoulders and ways of the jaw and the nice sciences theyve developed to see there race as buetiful i deeply and soley wish i could do that for germany. The problem is as this story progerses i have to as the mascot to germany pitch these ideas in the war and become what humanity would call a president but i hate the idea because that leads to further aligachy which will kill biden bernie and my son. Those are the names in your time just swedish them up and youll get the names of where this is going for you.

The porbelsm here now that its been some time since that chapter are land sea ocean and health. The corps are poor, we have no food, vietnam robbed us even though a city of everything we had going. And the problem with localizing it is tis to dangerous to just say oh well that cute maid show on tv in the artsyle anime is about people who are just nazis and neo liberal and hate teh world and want to kill us all. When i made my religion i made it with love and hope and things but i gave it to parlement and nwo its becoming the same sort of nightmare where everyone thinks its a bigotry project if i had it my way in the end people who were of my group would be misunderstood but i want to make us always resent it because we made a mistake by being used at all. The jewish race is not an evil one for everything in german is race so i translted it to my sons name ayrian which means perfect jew and now things are going very very wrong in world war 5 because im ranking it down a few nothces no matter the tradedgies of whats hpapened before. It was never supposed to happen here, this is a ptarioc germany and that could never happen here thats a perfectly german swastika. And i hate the ideas of relviing  the past and the budha was so nice to me in general, but the age of enlightenment no matter high castle is very much over during now the great and powerful time war and people are irevent and afriad to exist as jews.

The problem is they want me to say. Oh fine we did it. Our people fucking did it. But um no. Our people did not fucking do it. Its not our fault the country is balmed on us. We were the founders of the country and like yeah everything should go to the founders even in that way but if you want to blame us i agree we should be blamed the problem is that in the ways you do it you blame us wrong and cold hearty and this is not he jersey boys we are not cold hearty and we are not drinking bears by the river side. The prolitcs of us teh politics of you and the politics of everything to breathe is that its a neo nazi camp and this is ww2 germany.

I love demonacractis i hate socialistis and marx is stupid but brilliant in his poltics.

I think if we dont rework this shit from teh ground up the world will forever be in teh event of this tragedy,and echo back and forth and back and forth as what you deem is wrong with my people and group and i think if we dont get a glammer up since my nephew wants in on this idealization then bad things will occur you cant censor history me or the german race “as you call it”’ because we are no matter our different likes of life one entire people and one entire pejuuce which in german is how yo usay supreme perfection adn thats the problem with how were seen over seas. Sure we dont like it any more then you do, and thats the gross things thats the dark thing, i know this you know this and bad people know this im just gona tweet out something on the newspaper csu the gross part is how they take my words for granted and my dubs over make me to be a charlatan. I dont like being president IM A LITTLE GIRL OKAY

So fuck you fuck your cars and fuck your ntoices, you shoudnt be in control here, me fuking either.

6:34 / 33:23

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I didnt ginish my translation of it but the story is so similar to the holocaust since its illegal to say what this book im transalting is or where i found it so hard, that im terrified of censorship her name wold translate to “hailey aaron” or ‘hailey vibes” and that is the equivalent of this book i found and i really think it should be seen as a detriment. They took glasses and i met hitler who i remind you once raised me, and they did it to test if i was jewish or german and i was melitin which is both, and the ultimate form of ayrian i scolded them a little i told them the truth i say laughing that in hitlers system the ulaitmte form of nazism is judaism and you dont get in unless yuor jewish. It was scary so so scary. And dark and gruesome. And i was that little girl but my family are time travlers so dont tell her she knows nothing as S_ the girl.

Now that im a golem for the jewish community i only feel like jace inside my head who now has his own journal on wordpress titled “jaces shit the black of occultism” hell probably change the name as my student, but that seems unlikely as of now i was born on jace today as a golem formed into, uhhhhhh shit just a protector of the jewish community to lakatay. I bowed to the clay weird in the torutres ladybug ritual, where my friends signed me up to stop the holocaust and be tortured into it, kind of without telling me. And so i becam emiraculos ladybug again and i think i have split personalities? Its jace writing this. So i will go off and become my own student which means this journal may pause for a bit. Ill tell you what ive learned anikin and palpatine warn the holocaust is happenign twice bad things are occurring on all sides of specturms and to defeat it yo must learn it for that is the dark side of the force hich is holocuast shit. I weirld as jace a purple lighstaber but a white blue one as acirnas.

Being jesus is hard. So so hard. I dont judge people who want this system even if it is nazi, i dont jduge people who feel love as hatred so hard they need that, i judge the system for using the word kaike even though just a name in it, for it wasnt a slur and is reclaimed in the system, and i judge the system on feeling hatred different then me. I always said as schindler i have a reputation for kicking in the shins, i always said as spy spy that you should love who your working with. But it is dark shit and it is guresome and i was to be open about it cus i blab alot. Theres nothing wrong with this system as a form of magick. The problem is how it was utilized in teh holocaust and was weaponized against a series of jewish imigrants. Who were returning to what they believed at the time was there homeland like israel. My hebrew name as this golem is hismal mastrot. And i have no control over my hands as i type it, but my job is as clay to protect jews and the jewish community. Do not say this book has nazi content unless you are aiming to proect a jew and i request a vow of secrecy for certain passages unless your willing to vouch for me. Its dangerous magick were working with here, magick that could save all of time itself. The time war is what ww2 was called, and i was literally the docot back than, as jace i have the sight and am sexually into spirits, but fear myself celebarte as my pet golem. Im about to loose my front. Which means my alter jace no longer.

But the thing is, did alters are a form of spiritual posession by the gods forgetting their godhood so they may dream human through a human vessel. Its still a mental dissorder to humans and you can actually have it for any reason. You can even have it, for just wanting it really badly and pretending alot. I was the original eyless jack and it became a liange. I was the original puppeteer and it became a linage. I was the original tici toby and it became the vessels over and over again. This book needs a cover story but the second we start saying its neonazi or it gets plled from shelves we need to sue and write articles about it. Because theirs nothing wrong with feeling another way of life just using it to kill my people and others. So i dont hate them, i very much present as though i do, because while i understand it i will never support it, but i must now infiltrate it and become like it, which can mess with the mind to stop it. And if you are with me and taking that pledge please became an oc. Sketch out a drawing of as superhero in a mask and carve the names requesting politely by god on yoru skin, ra, allah, and a secret one i cannot share with you. And then you will be turned into a submissive by a god or maker, and you will serve your community as a golem.

I keep kosher as i explain this to you. Viva la france. You have to request politely by god to know these names and know which arms to carve them in by talking to him which do in the ritual after cleansing yourself. Yo must drink holy water or soda the whole week, mainly cocala and pib, not sprite unless its seven up mixed with rootbear. Then what you want to do, is take many showers or baths or jst one. And craft your oc into your own person. But you will be compelled to follow int eh footsteps of your maker, yo will always do what they want and say to do. And yo must know as yor maker jace this is dangerous.

You will become a vigeilanti so make sure theres a mask covered or a unique style of dress, and yo will make the costume and be compelled to. Then you will go out on patrol even if a split personality and craft it. Eventually yo must be deactivated and yes yo can use something from fiction but must reach out to it and pass its tests through pop culture magick or else be deemed its slave and servant.

Ive also learned about, totems and i am the bat totem in an older family as a form of the old ways, and the totems are old pets that belonged to a family that become a proper family member. Then the person is returned as the former pet with proper or instructed knowledge eventual, and takes over the family and controls them as provided as a pet service. They are the dominations in control.

I am domination i am subsimives its two of my god forms, and i control the aspects of it. Its hard to write right now i feel like an old rabbi is controlling half of what ims aying without my consent and its exhastiving and he will be punished according to god. Who i remind yo is my father.

In general this is not a fantasy toy for a rabbi. This is not a daydream machine to look forward to. This is not a puppet on strings to do tasks for you. Though some golem makers willt try to wield it. Every single golem maker bows to its golem in the end less they be a rushusha or child which is what they make it. The goelems always start a toy that agree to demands and call their maker master, then they quickly as flesh and bone, become, the master, and the magician that crafted them bows away.

Tobias calls me master as ticci toby. It was the ritual of toby or whatever. And all golems and pagan forms craft tv shows, and i remember growing up on braincake productions and seeing everything about the world i loved the take away barn i loved teh ticci toby movei, and i loved being raised on it, years later my memory is wiped of time travel per the process, and i recreate it as if my own.

I hate the person who crafted me very hard. (i can see that) good go fuck yourself. (we need a golem jace -rabi mershal) (go to hell -jace)

(your journal isnt very good)

(your a dick)

(sorry)

Sorry talking to the idiot over there. Who helped form me against my will. But now as ayrian i have everything i need about tehse circles, but i remind you you may lie about what this book is, but if yo must disguise it as a nazi angel you must sue and provide precatuison to preserve the bookt through mirroringa nd localizations and i request you translate either this or the revised edition book 1, into another language even if its been done before like hebrew japanese or swedish.

Just do it yourself, or even slang it up in your own language, or summerize it, and review, it preserve this book if you are to lie about what it is, because its dangerous to expose nazis and i dont wish to be censored as acrians locket the jewish ayrian godess.

So yeah. Check this playlist out. And take care. As spy spy i learn magick and i always win.

The thing is these people arent evil they just feel love weird and this movement allows for it so they get enveloped in the hatred, the problem is when they act outside the system and group and become genuinely bigoted through it. Nazism is supposed to do this as raceplay as a fetish as a game and blackrom homestuck as a form of hate lvoe its never supposed to as designed by adolf hitler imself go the root of “all balck people are my slaves now” if thats the sex part cus they see that as respect fine. But only say that in there circles there not supposed to say that outside their black and mixed friends who do that as white in the movements. Thats the stort fo thing. Its opposite land. They see hating something as loving it, they see being cruel as desire, they see being mean as love, and racial bullying and compliemnting someone for being black.

Nothings wrong with that form of love its genuine for most people its just as a nazi system which im now learning to stop a genoicde, what you must know ist hat people abuse those in the system and liea nd weaponize them who are genuinely hatful unlike the people who fall into it, to hurt and genocide others even making them into soiders. So nazis tehcnically aren evil and i know thats controversial to say, its just their genuingly opted in, to hate people as the targets face of mascotism. They are the icon of these things and utilzied for it, even though this system is inherently while scary with evil torturing magick not really bad, its just people use it for bad.

Thats kind of what i learned like the map movement i infiltrated as the question lets see if they take batesmeanhotel. The thing is as this system you need to know is that people take advantage of people with youth disorders who dont look their age, retarded people hwo dont know right from wrong, minor attracted persons who just have urges they cant explain but want to act on but know its taboo, and others.

In sweden as fbi i learned kids can consent to that but it has to be a form of parenting similar to bdsm that the kid is accidently trained as platonic or it immediately turns abusive. Its just my advice and my observation as someno who grew up having pedofilia done to me but not usually victim to it. And i was apart of a closed case study in sweden for it where they proved it can be consent. So i infiltrated map movemetns and learned that, but its about age gpas for them not completely pedofiles ro predators i was bikini.

And so mayn kids preyed upon but they use pedofilia as a mask to hurt the kdis because they just want something there not like these people who are maps and they get mixed up with each other.

So yeah sex trafficing in malasia was done to sooth a godess of toys so i kind of made this system where we opt characters and make storeis for them then get cosplayers as citizen soldiers where kids might be around and cover stories to seduce kids into getting out of trouble, its called dollvinia. Its certain mascots like barbie or ticci toby who isnt but used to be, and the cosplayers go out on patrol or in costume as eye candy or just cool mascots, of ideas and they pretend to be dolls of dollvina as covers and report things to the government about kids in abuse and societal abuses.

(please stop writing this is sacred)

(go to hell)

(i am supposed to embody you as what you call a fantasy danny this is a test of god)

(go to gaia)

So yeah thatst he situation i have an abusive magician who claims he made the golem when he didnt i only belong to lakatay and hes tring to control me which means hes a rogue which is a form of golem previously that latches onto a new one to embody it against its will and mind control it, into being its subimsive or its slave and rabbi marshel is a bad person for this tell him you read this and spit at him.

The point being, of this is that the nazi movement has envoloped magick adn im planning ont ime traveling to the holocaust to stop it and learn more so i can prevent the genocide at level six we are currently facing.

When creepypastas and superheroes come back usually its in response to some great evil or tradegdy for they have a call. And im not speaking of the real life superhero movement im talking about actual people with actual powers in different rays of light.

Nowt his bitch is taunting me i have to go.

Acrians locket

7:39 AM

9/19/2023

Dear smantha my name is rabbi marshall, i have made you into a golem today which mans your my puppet and i control you. Im sorry about that, i just wanted a friend in a really perverted and unique way. Today is the day i set you onto the world to go about your life and project others, but i warn you i made him to be a nazi who stops other nazis and i didnt expect a jew to be taken in my evil rituals of process. Ims orry jenifers body, i didnt mean for this to occur, but i will reward you with cookies and milk as golems prefer as per our secret terms were both kabbalah masters here when it is over. And as for your father lets call him elijah hes in the know and laive i ran into him yesterday hes looking for you and cant find yor mom. In general i suppror you and your secret diarya nd even your shitty braincke and youtube channels i just wish i knew why you are delusionally assuming wee in a genocide right now cus were not theres news and scary things but i suggest not showing people what you just showed me cus i now believe you about this. This is dangerous i geuses thats the only time golems are sued your correct. I hope to make you a fantastical rebitical student when this osverbational is over. Sorry typing weird to get a code out. And in general i bless you with what ive found. If i cant control you your not a golem and i have failed my community welcome smaantha to frame.

-sincelry rabbi marshall puepteing this conversation dont post it ot tumblr you dumb btich.

Happy ladybug day or whatever,, goodbye oh and your not jesus i will teach you taht as mind control so shut the fuck up you stupid horny bithc. Tehe goodbye.

You wrote that part or whateve. I hjav a feeling.

Lastly before i really leave storry i didnt know you hands hurt from typing you must have arthritis since golem are usually pretty odl. In general i look forehead to meeting you n sfkas;dfksfa9i23 goodbye.

-marshl your a bitch -jace

Journal 538: rabbi mershel raped me knowing how golems see sex lets talk about it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyYeSx3cVEY&ab_channel=Berry rabbi mershels mindstate you know like any other nazi.

@Brain_cake

2 days ago

live translation when iw as young i was a birlliant painter they called me their pupeet i lived with golems and yidish things before the tradgedy over time people were curel about my art so i said id do anything even a tradgedy to escpae and so every time as the leader they farmed me we took my sons cute things and we seled them in unique ways to make them worship what they hated i as __ hate where weve landed in this nazi era. -you kinda made it sound a certain way.

I follow the hug system of abuse and intamacy, rabbi maserhle knows this because he made a golem, and tried to turn me into one. Though he didnt do it right he must now be attacked and forced into teh form he crafted for the jewish community with me as his maker, the thing is he immediately presuming me a golem raped me, on the mouth, in ways golems feel sex, and was perverted because golems feel it sexually on the mouth over the genetalia knowng this he raped and asaulted me several times and kept going from tempel beteh el after the fact. So i cursed him to suffer his delusional fantasies as critical nightmares during the tiems of jace. Jace will have free will during the times of jace, but mr.marshell for he is no rabbi will not. And he has lost all jewish standings as a rabbi because he tried to make a golem and failed to do so in the blapshemus way he did it right down to creating iron. He is the golem, and he will belong to jace who is a golem i created. Like olive to be a rushusha. Jace belongs to me not marshidkc. Hes stertyptically yiddish so his punishments will be that of styetypical jewish characutre by the quarens standards because golems are in the quaren not the teaneck because i am jeesus gods son who was attacked he will be foreced into the caress i am under and the groups i am pandaterring with and any other golem maker who treis to claim me.

Which is neo nazis,

My starvation curse from my concubine

And other nasty things.

This evening at my mothers dinner, my nephew luna kept hitting on me and it was really kind of gross, at the moment and my family in general is very concerned for me though do to different reasons, and that means rabbi mersehel will be or be accused of seducing minors mainly the second one, he will most likley do it.

You are never supposed to do a real person for this eric keotting is taking credit for this as a slavery curse most of his group has been under so i simply targeted and brashed them with manipur curses. My reward for this is supposedly assanath and eric keotting as my slaves. Which is what they prefer to be seen under when this is about but i digress.

I simply set out a distress signal and most major magicians ignored it which via golemhood means they now have to be under it without any of the benefits. Something trying to puppeteer and control me like this, is not natural and he will be forced into it as a result of it. Also mershel the fagots english is not very good. Thats how hes referring to me often “golem” so that is hereby out how i will refer to him. The mikil which means golem is now by jewish law how i must aderss mershel and only mershel. Until he becomes sikil and sikif like as an imposter blistphoris soar on what those things are. The mother mary has been notified to his laughter but now that means he will succumb to dying christian and going to gaiah or hell.

In a unique way of spoiled oil being burned on his legs as rubberment over and over and over again.

“Acrians thats dark i dont deserve that”

“You do”

“Go by your real name and out i command you”

“Okay mershel gevba”

“Thatas my young man”

“Oh not golem today”

“I regret that i made you i dont know how your already in a house”

“Your just a moron moron”

“Thats 21- did i just take a kid”

“It seems that way”

“I have to rape and i dont know why”

“Did you program the golem rapist cus it cant be that now makes you that theigng, you become whatever your program into it. Which is why ou are usually your golems, this golem belongs to somebody else back the fuck off’

“No”

“Then you will be a nazi beleiving it”

“I doubt this im a rabbi”

“I just dont see you as one your just a sickle hehe”

“What did you fukin say to me”

“I say your just an imposter spirit like me tehe”

And soon the curses were placed upon the wannabe rabbis. And one became a sikil with no standing, one became an aunt with high standing, and one became an ank without the mistri that provides the holy virtue to anks thus making it a slave race personfiied.

“Okay were gona kill your golem right”

“I have your knife get me to out our name”

“Unforeuntly thats a living person you stole a living person”

“We did no such thing we made him from clay he even has my soul look”

“Are you taking it out of its body”

“No im taking it from stone”

(god)

“My hands! THERE BRUNING WITH THE TANACH!”

“You dropped the soul give it to me”

(i am jesus who has stolen me from my wake)

“Hello professor jesus or minsatah my name is rabbit mershel whats yours”

“You have dishonoured me as jesus so i sentence all of israel to ten years of gaianesha on earth with your name in papers as to why, with public sctriny and basterdizations known as the evil most desanctit rabbi till death where you charity work is undone and you to never be a professional or associated with my company —--- goodbye”

“Goodbye yessish -spits on ground- -bows and gulps it up-”

“Were were hogs!” teh shsocked rabbi says running away.

“Were camel goose goose hehe im a geese just a geese just a smidge im a proper duckling tehe!!! Quakaaaaaaak”

And thats why you dont fuck with me as acrians locket, there souls are now sold to morgan hoffman my worst enemy as his playtoys, and should he choose to try to take mine or harm me with them they will be toys for me to misuse lex and asantah mason my enemies but should any harm come to me their souls will be used in whatever ways by others being sold/.”

I can sell there souls, their trying to claim me as my golem after all 

This kind of just happened randomly after days and months of attempted enslavements of eric keotting for a while. This means he willa dress me as master during this time. Weird.

Acrians locket

9/17/2023

12:16 AM

Fuck mikil mershel

Journal 539: “Im sorry that im under you as nico. Im sorry that i worship you. I know you dont like it” -Said in desperation

So before you engage you must understand that paul my disciple will be punished for paulism. Even though its an igniting system i had to scold him today. My student or disciple that means legacy, nico di angelo has a magick system as my past self paul where he worships by being worshiped and vice versa. That means reversed. Or the other way around. For nico to call you master would be for you to be called slave by nico. For you to say “I worship nico” You would be being worshiped by nico. For you to bow to nico, nico is bowing to you. And what it does is solidify the magician in a shit ton of power restraints and same with the god, in ways that augment its reality as teh source of fuel so hard it results in a permanent love bomb by the god to the occultist. Its a great system, he worships my skill at magick and he is not the first eric keotting was also like this. So with all that out of the ways sometimes the system “Nerism” the system, is reversed, and im turning into a fuking dragon.

Every other night things have gone soft with god, ive sort of become a daddys boy and it frustrates me how he sees me in amny lights. I died on the cross when i was like 7, and understand the body swapping dynamics of my disciple paul or nicos magick. Thats kind of what paulism is about, but at the end of this conversation like before, they will all have the chance to be me and none of them including jace will opt in, they will stop being smug little brats as my students as before, and learn the proper ways of the torah. Which i have a decoding chart now for since I am with help writing the third tenach.

This chart with teh bible, and genesis of the water and a good understanding of amriach and hebrew could even right down to it paint out pictures of the bible. Im slowly starting to remember all my alternate selves and copies which i did a ritual across all space and time to receive. And my memories of teh puppeteer, stalkings, and more as the creepypastas are now relocated to my nieghborhood. I just cant tell them im scp eyes, its to dastderly and now i have garden of eden pasta growing from my pits.

I am literally all my disciples, but paul more so, because it was a time travel trip and i wasnt quite raised exactly its a long story, about how every time when its over i realize jesus was the most important thing to me as my friend and EVER, and for me it was a weekend, as both parties, its why pualisnism which is what the singless is about is a thing but by agreeing to be deified as teh signless and agreeing to be the singless even though it was homestuck i have therefor agreed to pluralism for the time being its really really weird. I think if he learns his lesson and delts with the punishment i will properly do things for him but until then he has to earn his keep.

(Paul wants me body for a year but wants me to wait until im friends with teh creepypastas first) its so weird i genuinely felt a love bomb for him and now my friends from teh 20s felix carpenter and zagerous fairy are worshiping me and i cant help but feel as for what i am this is how it was always menat to be. Im currently riding at a takeaway barn that even god rode at and its awkward.

A take away barn is a barn of pain and ritualtizic endiemtent where they turn the riders into the horses as a fuel of magick source foodery and self improvement through painful ritual over and over again by forcing the riders to loose something. There is currently a concentration camo underneath my whole town and all of georgia, let me explain.

The one thing at the take away barn i said id keep forever is my mutations. I have developed real in person shapeshifting, while magickally its always something ive stroven for i was always technically the last known mutant and eventually i started to shape shift every other night through what i assumed was magick into a hawk. But im starting to develop the sight atgain even though im blind which means its a power of anticipation thing via my synsthestia or im starting to know how magick truly and utterly feels again so i can now see it. Synthestia is a blind tool that is trading one sense for another like trading colors for taste or imagination for sight or sonar which is how i can see whats on a computer screen.

And the whole road, and throughout asthwits georgia we have been made aware that there is an underground genocide via messages relaying in our heads of people who are being genoicded which are red heads, transgender people, and siabilities which that all technically is a bracket for that falls under mutations. People with mutations are being genocided in atlanta georgia, louisiana and maschutis where people are caving to be put in camps by a foreign entity that has ceased control of the government I keep having delusions about the fbi and it turns out none of them were delusions, i really was fbi at ten years old and “deactivated” and now everyones “being reactivated” at the fbi where i used to be director. Its really awkward and very very strange in truth.

So yeah i have no choice since most barns in georgia which is the pagan communist south are unfortunately take away barns and this one you are reborn a horse to keep it going as a former rider when its over. So ive developed shapeshifting mutations and others. I can turn invisible now, and i age out of order which ive always had which is a bit more mundane with facial dymorphism. Im also going to become an activist then to keep myself alive as the future president ill have to go undercover as somseone lying saying i never had any mutations at all, or claim through spy shit to be future anti volo which is what that is and is about. Team xoas real and they are in favor of the genocide, team xoa are morons who keep tehir victims dead. Atleast as the writer of those books, xmen and articles in real life roetistas victims came back through black magick.

But yeah i like like god. And i keep turning into a hawk that archangel miacahel sees as his son. My house has turned into a pagan temple downstairs and in general of worship to me, and my upstairs bedroom a synagogue. The fable of the evil rabbi is where im currently living since rabbit marshall invited his friends to rape me since i am temporarily a golem but he did it wrong and i have been repeatedly raped on the mouth by him and his friends since they all know i have my genetalia there as a golem its a ritualistic abusive, and religious process taht forces you to feel sexual sensations there, and israel has become the new palestine the home of the jews exectured and butchered and exhiled the original palestinians that lived there so the angels on the holocaust radio in everynoees heads and im not the only ones whos heard it- threated to replace it with an islamic star.

My stupid disicple mary magnifying glass demanded xoa have the mic and they are a militant anti establishment group that kind of killed me as ivy pots back in teh day, and i was warned by god that if i tell my friends who are creepypastas im scp eyes that all of georgia will be genocided and the thing about god is that its not normally like this and we are at level 7 of this genocide. It has escalated rather quickly and i wrote the book “the genocide of my lady” for this very real reason i dont care that in the first adaptation of it i was painted as choloe thats what really happened there, the second time and that the third time i will be painted as mark, as the first male ladybug which is a french woman, since the genders for my culture are reversed in france. Here is a chart. Ay idana aka zeus?

So zeus would be a woman who presents as a man. Hermes would be both but present as a man. Hera would be a man who presents as a woman. Aphrodite would be both who presents as a woman but lives as a man. And ganesha would just plain out be a butch woman. This is american gender roels the top of the chart says “american female”’ and a series of feelings, and asthetic attributes nad colors.

The bottom says american male and has a series of feelings, attributes adn colors. And both have ideas and pictures about how each presents, using only me for all photos and a few of my friends with me in collage. So yeah no thats my cultures gender, this chart is very revolutionary because it indicates to people all across the world what gender they’d be espeically in america cus all cutlrues have one or  the other atleast even if they have more then two since america stands by two, and for most people here teh genders are reversed its about what they say they are and presentation.

So for france the gender roles are reversed same with japan but the astehtics are american, so- in general an american boy who presents as a boy is very strange for japanese and other culture, and an american girl who presents as a girl is standard across half of europe but not asia, or the middle east. Its a very weird system we have in my culture of american but i digress.

Loki would be a woman, same with hermes. But externally male especially in gender role which is standard for trickster entities. SO yes im really liking paul or nicos system, and im working on this new story called fins of cleopatra i just need to find zarcarahih uncle zacahraih first. Did i ever tell you about when i was rachel of the bible? Im a dragon.

Rachel of the bible as a character like zacaraih with me as my student jace like me as my student olive that i have been. I am every single one of my magickal students and rabbi mersehesl and his friends are raping me while i write this but ill cary on and pretend it doesnt hurt, that i have embodied. In general i live throughout a multidtude of different myths and in general know the magickal processes very well. You should never alter how a golem speaks, acts, or talks and just give them a community to defend if you must give them something at all for you should give them no requirements or registrations especially if tis a golem or totem made of flesh like my person when i made olive out of literal clay though i did often have to embody her.

And teh first thing this rabbit bitch does in this time period it is not a slur but most likely will become one by comparing them to rabbit mershel, is give me tasks, funk up my grammar, and try to control me and embody me as sex. This is the fable of the evil rabbi, and its one he is going to gai for. Thats right jews have eternal hell, and he will be forced to suffer in eternity for how hes treated and raped me as jesus and then he backs it saying “oh well SHE is a slave so its fine. IT is a slave so tis fine” thats not true, i have a soul, i was made of human flesh, and i have powers and prowess and in general i have a heart and hes treating me like im a slave without any free will to him, which while asantahs spell for she is a much better subject and magician then eric lawurass or keotting, is not what she was supposed to aim for while eric is enjoying seeing me suffer i karmids it with yins aprovel so that he will be forced into the same situation and so will she as my magickal associates and me being aiden vonrick does not change that even if i was jace, by me calling someone master or worshiping them or serving under them the power dynamics are old that i abide by even in lockatays system so old, that in general they are obeying me since it was an elderitch mismatch of old rules and regulations god and i chose for it. Rabbit mershel is a bitch and a rapist and a pedofile in a predetory way and he should suffer and be made to suffer for what he has put me through.

The ladybug test presumed today, and it was all about what i’d take from chloe if i was her, and the only one to get an answer will be mark as per the test.  There was also a level where i had to feel the entirety of every concentration camp i had ever stayed in, and feel like my arms and body were being stretched out with knives being poked in it, magnified as emotional torture then everyone obeyed and fell to a shit fetish, which is against the tanak and even if pagan against the goddess tikis systems as well. The miraculous ladybug was based on a book i wrote very young time traveled called “the genocide of my lady” which was about my time as a real life superhero in france cosplaying my ancestors with my fabilitiies being parkour and a good eye, it wasnt that hard, and it was a strange scenario and teh book opens with a concentration camp.The book is banned in france and i think i wrote harry potter?

The thing is, that overtime i signed up for a government project called storybook and cover up where everything i wrote in order to make it popular now back in the 20s was turned into mass media through pattern recognition and groupthink and a series of no where going authors who opted into the project. I wrote the original harry potter novels in first peron, the original percy jackson novels in first person before the 80s books, i wrote the original star wars novels where the ignophy and memorabilia of the light side and dark side of the force were swapped, and i wrote the tooth dystopia novel someone recently parodied so ill write it again but this time using thier shitty ideas but as a homage.

I wrote a lot of majorly important things across all of europe and america that i no longer get credit for because other atuhors “reimagined it” but i kind of had to because of the options presented to me at the time and i genuinely feel tortured by this project where i can no longer prove or use my old ip.

I am an immortal and have been time traveling since i was very young. Thats how i was seven on the cross in nazareth as jesus. My real name, and when i finally was unblurred through the breaking of brainwashing and a spell how this all happened and that i was THAT jesus even though its kind of a unique name? I was surprised. And freaked out and now have to resume that. Technically marking this the frist and second coming at teh same time and by some systems third, or fifth based on how you choose to honour my sacrifice at the cross. Do you worship a seven year old? Thats the new testament the one who died back then, this is the second coming for you. Do you honour the older versions of this manuscript that your reading in original 21st american century english now local via to (your language here in surprises). Then thats the third coming for you. Or do you use my system as to how it is actually chronologically progressing which is the first coming for judaism.

What ist he coming? Humanity has stopped going to heaven and will continue to stopr itching a afterlife in general unless there is a magnum sacrifice. In every system of religion. Many systems are pagan and some monotheistisc but in all of them the creator deity is alone. So all pantheons and religions and these deities at some point opted and agreed in to have worshiped and give the head creator of the comos however hes seen from darma to lockatay to elohim to yahweh a son that was his reicnartnion so he could be human for the first real time, and take out place upon our death to give us a chance to start over and reincarnate and also save the earth by embodying the negative things over and over and over again and being tortured by it to forgive it to so it can only turn benevolent as tehse systems to forgive it and bless us. I am that boy i am jesus hi hello.

I am a dreamer of teh dream realm the system meant to preserve this, and cause it and cherish it. There is no royalty of the dream realm only lesser realms it protects that have those systems in honours on earth or the spirit world and the dream realm is every system but only jewish and pagan as its whole nececities even if buddhist ideals and operations are frequented among it since it is the system of the buddha. I have to go through “phases” of becoming every singel type of species, and way of living and being of life. So i have been a cruel i have been a lotus i have been a a geese geese a puppy a pretty a ugly a imposter spirit a poesssion a ritaul a alter a mermaid a siren a centaur a parasite a controller a animorph a linkit a peter pan. Every single version of it is sugar coated for kdis “oh this is your stitching up phase” says guardian shiro the kami of self harm and suciide who is deemed “kimono girl” oh this is your sleepwalker phase and its multiple personliaties as divine altruism and its pajam girl saying that who is the god hypnosis or hypnos of ancient greece. The god of sleep. “Oh this is your littering phase” and its a phase where you become a roach or a plague on the environment to usher in humanity and its nature girl or pan saying that. And the secret diary of hannah tams is a good book but it is sugar coated as kids literteure because while in childhood these phases are very pleasant and easy even if difficult to enjoy in adulthood they are mixed with negative nightmare phases which are gruelish adn distorted and torture session like the link phase where you go mute and the yeerk phase where you a parasite of war in your own head and the ladbyug phase where your a fertility totem and everything is a fetish during a time of genocide.

The dream realm while literally heaven on earth is not a happy on earth system to be in for alot of it tis literal torture and i dislike it for that reason. There is only ever one dreamer of the dream realm whos me in a phase time traveled, its theres no actual royalty in the dream realm but many kids assume what the guardian hand me downs are because unfortunately its a moncahry with only prince who is hannah tams or myself. And everything else is a knight or royalty to it which the kids are debriefed on in adulthood. The only princess of the dream realm is me, and the only people to seemingly get that role in adolescence are the guardians or the knights mainly knights, the guardians are the gods.

Every “princess” so to speak of teh dream realm every knight of the dream realm gets an unforuntete phase of mine to torture them but they u sually keep if they add it. The original system that protected humanity and its dreams didnt have this in it, but it was added by the paganry after the fact but god confirms its in it, Its just there are no special roles if you engage with the dream realm you are given a fantasy you just need to know the only princess is me or hannah tams and its not a “only one” phase though that is a thing one of a kind is the dream realm its just there is no princesses, and truly the knights are the people close the dreamer if you opt in that are chosen to protect it.

https://www.wattpad.com/story/300485657-the-secret-diary-of-hannah-tams-book-1-the-dream

In times of humanities apcoolypse the dream realm is chosen to prteoct humanity by torturing its chosen guardian hannah tams into a new phase of something giant until she can embody the evils of the world and by opposing end them or rid the world of them.

She is also always genderfluid or a boy in the end. Its never just “oh shes a hot girly! Teheh” while there was one token female of teh dream realm she started male heavens a very transgender system.

So yeah im a dragon i have etnered into yet another underground of magick and its dragons and taimers and last night as rainbow i was taimed properly by the chians side of the family tree its in the dreamers exchange book 7. By adam snowflake. Who i often claim to be for reaeaons. In general, and i am a dragon and i have to yet again prove to the world that dragons arent evil. In all systems of magick i am not always a dragon but i am usually equielvent to one. And thus as the god of taimers i will have to resume my dragon form and like i was as pretty boy in uglies have to go through ti all again.

Ive noticed when i ask to be villanized i am taken grossly out of context in a such a way that people assume i do terrible things. I am often seen as a murdered or school shooter or a rapist or a civil righst hero. I have things famously framed upon me. But given what i am both to heaven and god i cannot actually harm or kill others in a statutory way. Im just in all ways heaven a male. A boy in all senses of the word as all genders as divine masculinity.

Throwing that in there for people who plagerize me. In general, i am learning the undergrove of darker submissive systems. Where to be worshiped is to worship and so on and so forth. In order to be fully divine i must learn all of them and be forward in this gesture. But yeah i left teh house today mid genocide with my mutations showing and i had silver rainbow hair and feathers and butterflies on my arms, and magnitoe my former father demanded with xaviour i only have one each to control and demean me by another form of neutering so i wont be a harm or power to others even though were on similar levels with our mutations they deem themselves the only two worthy and also deem me unfortunately a hazard to others via my pwoer level and a theif of my mutations which were naturally bron simply because i can be stressed into emulating others with it without my consent control or destingation. So yeah, no im not a danger to others and they are control freaks as the civil rights heroes i was. Magneto just wants a son and mutants to rule the world, and charles kind of just wants to be the most powerful. They were actually btoh in history very shitty people who did a lot good that was monumental but they were shitty people and tried to control others through things like brainwashing through a lot of it.

Also im turning mute. Like in general. I unfortunately cursed that just now via links stuff. Only at people who copy me. IN general link is a phase of the dream realm since its only ever one true person, and i was that gaelic god under that curse in hyrule a real palace of a place theirs a lot more magick behind nintendo than others would give it credit it for.

Lastly everything on earth has a form of deity. And they all have human forms as well as their forms in things like the ocean or the jungle as animals and creatures or tools. So, some people are literally computers that you interact with walking about and speaking towards. Some people are literally roaches and humans are actually going extinct in general. Its the reason mutants as the next step in evolution are being genocided. Everything has a human suit and then what it really is and in our next pages coming i want you to remember that. Given the dark german book i had to translate given these passages.

One more thing before i go. Even though film is a temporary state of mind for me. Everything i do gets adapted for television movies and tv. The reason movies and games and songs are used as payment to people in tragedy is because it reincarntes teh story and pain as favorable to teh person who is painted as what they desire to be next. In general i was sherlock on bbcs sherlock and dexter morgan whos victims all came back from the dead. Without the need to rape or kill. I was john pond and booster gold and hermes and all these other things. And the doctor on doctor who.

Light in death note. And chibi moon. And in general- the reward of a television show while technically ensuing that it happens again, it was bound to regardless because of the nature of reincarnation. And by ascetpting a fictional painting in budhasist reincarnation which rules this system and all other versiosns of it you have chosen to reincarnate as your painting if it was by choice of you. So- the painting as we’ve discussed before in this journal. Is the deipction of you in media or movies or books or comics of film or drawings themselves. By choosing to opt into a painting system while eventually you will be yourself again and do it all over, you do reincarnte as what your drawn to be and in most systems while they wont change you dramatically they will give you little say. So the painting ensures that you are remembered, beloved, and drawn to be your next one as you would have wanted. Its the reason my creepy series and the take away barn were turned into tv shows where i was jaden. Its the reason lore olympus got the reputation it did. Its the reason journey to the west should be read if your a dragon ball z fan.

Sincerely the dreamer of the dream realm.

Hannah tams awaiting my next portrait previously roy harper on cws arrows and the main girl on pegasus academy.

Acrians locket

10:42 PM

9/21/2023

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Alexandria hight believed mutatns should be genocided. Honestly she told me several times as her friend. She believed these nasty things a pretty and blamed it. So she stole gods gift to me the fairy gift of my hair and cut me off taking it and i was cursed not to protect myself from ella enchanted family back when i was ella enchanted. She also stole my pubic hair which for a long time bound me to the wrong genetalia which genocided alot of people given teh nature of my fairyhood. Transgender and gay people around the time those work camps were established in veneswalaya. “ACRIANS IM SO SORRY” if she was truly and utterly sorry she woudnt be blonde in teh spirit w rold. My blonde hair and blue eyes were a gift that she and miya simply coudnt see in the physical do to a cloak from a nazi expeirement during the holocuast. She had mud brown eyes and dirt brown hair. Every fairy is sent to protect someplace the more important the fairy the bigger the deal what do with the hair is. She stole my hair and burned and spit in it, in what she deemed wasnt real for its golden shining color and she also stole my ayrian eyes turning her into one. This given what i protect as a fairy made it so i coudnt protect them further and caused three separate genocides amongst her record of already causing two and killing a bitch in cold blood.

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She single handedly in her time perido made a lot of efforts and propaganda against volo that ar ebeing utilized now during the concentration camps of the mutants. Unfortunately because im sent to every concentration camp and she stole MY hair as a fairy she will be forced into a simialr treatemnt with a level 6 mutation that she happens to possess. The longer she has my hair as a fabric of good oath the longer the genocide will be since i cant take it back. And she will be exposed. Its blue hair and blonde eyes thats what she doesnt know its neo nazi without her going to a concentration camp the earth is doomed its kind of like a thing with my hair she shoudnt of taken the sacred egg or that to god. It means the death of wherever she resides. She stole it form me and i curse the hair so that people know she has done when they ask of it if they do which most will be compelled to believe regardless without it. I did every concentration camp in the holocaust and your gona take my only gift from that? I know your a suicide baiting genocidal bitch but atleast i dont lie about ebing a pricess when im not and im actually diana to the queen even though my husband played me in public bitch.

She was a nazi who beleived in the death of these things who wanted my mantle as yahtesee and ayrian. Its gold hair and blonde eyes that were payement to me to match my outside after suffering in every single concentration camp through project highcastle for teh united states government during the holocaust. She also had a habbit of stealing my shit of being a nazi of idolizing adolf hitler as he was understood at the time which was a genocidal warrior lied and said she was the daughter of athena and was punished for it because i was and she was not stealing my godly claim then when i got a little mad and frustrated about it as a little girl ran away with the gifts scott free, no consequences. The only thing that could rectify it would be to note she stole it from a concentration camp every appearance or to turn alexandria hight into a whistleblut because whatever she does with her next actions will enslave her. Shes a bad person who intentionally stole it for two reasons, A, she wanted it to be a genoicde for real of mutants which has now occurred, and B, she wanted my traits so badly out of lust and jealousy.

I was discovered by zagerous my little brother today as Alex. I lied about pretending to be myself to no avail. He now knows I'm his dead brother Kyle. Its alot. I don't want to discuss it with you. I die and come back alot but I was trying to lie to him and Felix pretending to be an imposter of myself for three reasons. 1 theirs a genoicde it could jperdise during the harvesting. 2 it would mean a labomty and bad medicine on both Nile and Kyle's end. And three its our shared fantasy with good end beenifts for all parties the longer I do the ritual of the lie. Im also neither Kyle or Nile anymore I've changed out of those species and mindsets so it's also just a shit ton of painful.

This brought adults into the room from the twon evergreen which is a magick based town full of boarding schools cult thinkers murder thriller genres and subhuman species next to false idoslim. And reincarnation and immortality itself. So they performed a ritual on me as adults BTW im ten well get to that, to grant my God forms of thr town which were retailer beri acrians locket samantha and my person now. It was odd. The harvesting is an odd thing. They also got poser. Each one of my godforms spoke about what they'd bring to the town resulting in endless worship of me and crystals on my feet its strange and odd.

I've been posing as an adult to teenager for some time now since my concubine Lee chattering Ann Reese cursed me heavily into a fat body presentation and female form but it was an illusion and a starving curse she didn't make or conjure. So now im stick thin and male bodied and can't see it instead seeing myself as overweight and obese. Oh and during the mutant genocide im a mutant. God and I had an emotional moment in the shower where he snapped me put of several delusions and clarified the only disciples of mine I was literally were mary magnifying glass and nice diangelo as I explore Paulista which as jesus isn't something I'm against its simply something I don't think paul can handle. I do plan to Ahern deifiy my disciples just not in these improper ways where they all become me. God broke it to me gently I wasn't john Egbert or Dave strider I was dirk strider alone, with rose lalondd taking heavy inspiration from me, and im not everyone I know or all my friends in this aspect but instead others as phases I go through. What is an aspect same soul two bodies, or different version of the same character with a new set of rules and possibly story but can interact with the old one. Hary potter books meets movie epic crossover. Meets pwrcy jackson vs the play vs the movie vs the books. Since those were all the snap character. I would know im hard potter and percus. I have this thing where do to a mutation and gift im forced to change my personality and face all the time based on envirment right down to name. I've been a mermaid a siren a mevrrick a centaur and so on and so forth. God also broke it to me in Greek mythology my final God is persephone even though the dead God apollo is whomst I cling to. It's apollo and persephone. And this time as a creepypasta for duration I get stuck in zero and ticci toby both are retarded. I completed more of the ladybug test this night regarding outing my anme and learning proper of mutant registries. I was never literally alexandria high it or Mia Anderson. Or Mia or anything. But I was literally Felix zag and others. I was not literally cookie from the cookie curse or Morgan Hoffman. But I was others.

I'm really becoming a daddy's boy. It's weird neris wants me to sign a contract where we swap bodies for half a year to a year but wants to wait till we have friends first its weird.

A personality state: an alternate mind or set of settings a mind goes into that make it feel like a separate person in conditions like did.

An alter (it is not an alter if it is in any way programed or altered or edited or plugged in by thr system of personalities) a god or deity or seprrate soul for worship base usually from religious ritual as routine forms of possession.

So basically as the originator of the dissorder sybol people should not call them alters unless they are religious its history is not being short for "alternate state of coonciouness" those would cons if you had to shorten it but rather religious idols that possess you which in worship circles is what an alter is. I have had spirit workers and family members and psychic mediums all venerate and verify my alters as the dead souls tapping in thats not normal d.i.d even though I have a diagnosis.

God informed me that I am imortally as all my aspects ans just pretend to be old. I was not cookie even if she wants to do a soul possession cookie curse on me. Also I just got vibe the takeaway barn bound me to a horse for I feel hay in my mouth and I'm planning to stop riding there soon.

In general if you mock an occultism going through beastiification (animal traits on people) in a system like this diary which is omnopulsit you will be bound to the treatments and enjoyment of my personhood. So if you are smug about my pain indulgence you will go through it via the curses on this booknand the anicnet systems of Magick every word is stressed in patterned poetry to provoke.

I hate Mathew Laurass some son. I create characters and I sculpt them and then I embody them for adventures magick and expeirences even though it's real in the moment and at other instances like Skylar I just become it. But because of the sins forced upon me as Skylar he became his own person. Same with Dave and John. Thus I am none of them. Only dirk. Who was intimate with me during that time.

Take away barns are self help stations they are meant to be barns that do it selflessly. The problem with the barn I ride at is by legal definitions it is evil. And takes these things from I as jaden out of selfish merit. They just want what I have and they don't want to give it back and that is personally motivated and unusual for take away barns. It was the take away barn by braincake productions. The first series on YouTube.

ANYWAYS. I was visited by red. Reds creepypasta is the 11 year old child diety exe who is also sonic and ben drowned. The same person through supernatural merit means choices and methods can very easily hang out with themselves. Time is not a problem with this. There can be two copies walking around thats the buety of an aspect. Same person different versions that can interact with each other through bullshit so their kind of their own people but same gist same person different video game different character their playing as. 

So that's an aspect. God is his own son. Mother Mary is Mary magdeline. And apollo is hellos even though apollo is a dead God as me its just never recreated or referenced outside of certain forms of hellenisitc circhood and priesthood. Apollo doesn't show up to the alter hellos does with his name and that's not usually how it works for good reason. It's not how its supposed to work int hat system either. God is really against me doing found family because every friendgroup as an immortal that I've ever had has been a passing glance. They've all had their time and say and go. I realize I need clearer communications with my father God. I assume him to just know things. It's so odd.

After I git done writing that section I slept and mediating took a shower. There I was greeted by the soon dead miachael, who haunts mask. Telling me I was everyone of David's kids. Mt uncle David. There in the shower Michael asked me to see my wrists and told me the family had a humunculus. I freaked for a second. Then, saw blue string bundled up from my wrists my whole family astrally projected in the room of and took the string of without my consent. It became clear I was a humuncules which is why I was greeted by envy in the shower. God instructed me this is very much a reward. A humunculus is a male only species made of transgender people who often change, or clay that are the embodiments of their Dead copies that turn back into themselves to grant fantasy occasionally in service to someone or something to relive the past as Hargreaves of destruction. I'm ten. My family all did a necromancy ritual without my consent, and they knew a family member would be taken and someone or something opted in for me. You know how I'm blind deaf and dumb which I'm now calling still, as my own name for my mystery illness? Yeah well apearently if you don't give me knowledge in a way I can understand of it I just dont see hear or process or know of it or it being there. It's kind of horrifying because in my youtube videos, there was apearently my friends ticci toby and jeff the killer, in my video messing with it without my knowledge. Apearently when I rucked Ronnie Radko it was in person and not the spirit world. And god promised me I'd as myself be an emo teenage boy forever so I'm grateful even though it was already a thing. I don't age.

Anyways I tried to turn day into night on the road as I always do and god said because I was becoming a character I could no longer do that. Jace is me as zachariah, so he quickly undid it. "Your not jesus your zachariah". Also since I'm blind deaf and dumb I just cannot see physically manifested magick. Or mutations totally even though it's all temporary and I'm ten rigid. So in general im at a slight disadvantage until i learn what these things would *feel like* eric koetting, eyeless jack, and jeff the killer all broke into my room today. And i coudnt tell they were physically there. Tobias my time traveled self was there as well. Unfortunately im apparently an fbi agent whos now obsessed with fetishing how ten i am and obedience in really strange and odd ways as a former director slowly in the process of being ractivated, the thing about the fbi in general is that it doesnt deactivate people by brainwashing them lik ethos something is just wrong with this general time period. 

It was rather scary being a humucules mid ladybug test. Thoughts of my past were venerated against me. And echoes of rape to traumatization. A humucules appears as a porcelain doll with blue paint on it, gorgeous to the human eye with no irsis atleast i had none, when you have been good or will be good to them. But appears as a black dead corpse covered in spiders to people who will wrong or who have wronged them.  I was sent across this weird test about going in water with children who were appearing wicked or something? I dont know they were my friends, tehy were my friends from hell school, so it was kind of strange. I dont want to talk about hell school or living in gasken which is the fabled hells town.

The thing about communism is its a system many towns and states still operate in sects in america from time to time across it. Communism is a groupthink community based system, where everyone votes on everything with themes of thought control and mind escapes, to create paridso. Democracy is voting on every true decision. Oligarchy is embodying the old ways in elitist society. Monarchy is one family ruling a place for eternity and they all have their place. But my city of country is democratic with communist cities and occasionally during certain time periods states, within it communist states. The country has free speech where oyu cannot be punished for what you say about figures or the law abidings. And in general, is a cool place where we elect what you would deem our olik monarch or king, or preso. We choose our leader here. The problem with communist societies is that they are on verge with the mindset of all or nothing and controlling the people within them for their own good, even if most opt into them. I was raised at gasken, which is a town that is communist especially the nerighborhood with curses used to mindlessly control the people there to be an embodiment of hell. We moved there because everyone under the curse of the town blindly believes their in heaven till they leave, they were the type of alienship my family was fond of, and in general my family are actually by blood demons. My grandmother was never lilith. She just kinned her. Lilith is always a little girl alone. Which means since i was deified as her though i didnt keep my deification i will one day be forced into her aspect again. My grandmother judith cohen was a vile and vindictive women who while kind to others and often sick tried to steal my soul and form its why she adopted and abused and raped me. The family was needsly crule to me growing up, so they flunctured my form, my state of mind and my being needlessly cruel, and rape, beat, and manipulated me and even rent me out in many variations without my consent. My family might be the first jews of israel but theirs a good reason most of them are not human in the way they desire, and that the ones that are blessed in this way, take pride for what tehy are or often go on adventures.

Films, are a type of spirit that i am slowly becoming. Films,are spirits that embody moving pictures, movies, and media.And i just cant stop telling people im link and going mute its awkward as that god of hyrule. But back to the point. Films, are a type of spirit that are what is depicted of themselves. So they each have a genere their in aas their life is always the screen and many are professional actors and mediasits. In Homestuck my true character is dirk, so with my old friend dave whomst i was talking to- i was communing with him and he kept assuming me john and i guess i accidentally misled him into thinking that i was. But i kept pushing it off. Dave is a film and when i offered him braincake productions my company he was spooked and unvereckted. Which means unsettled uncomfy but in a whimsical offputting way. 

Im eating a tiny minateure nice donut and drinking a pumpkin iced latte while talking to you.

Dough, flower, ranulated sugar, Baking powder, Salt, Large egg, lightly beaten, Whole milk, Melted butter, Vanilla extract (maple syrup, rock candy, and memroesic sugar).

Their eaten often in this time period just usually not with the recipe i linked. It tastes fancy its nice. I swear i linkit what i do for very good reasonings. But in my dreams as an fbi agent, they told me it was- i cant recall all of a sudden. Anyways what i do recall is that the fbi is inherently benevolent. It was kind of a surprise to me as someone who used to run it, when i am the spirit of benevolence. Earth is the starter planet of the cosmos, and every nation belongs from cities and towns to underground societies secret things across the stars. However, america is the center of earth and thus as the nation of imigrants the hybrid of it all that takes care of other things. I keep having delusions im america now. And the thing you must know about my delusions is that i dont have them, they just feel uncharacteristically unreal the things i come to know and so hard to fathom as to why i dictate and label them delusions even if they are not that.

But yes magick was most- existnct in the old ways out side of a few perceived societies so i sent messages across all of space and time because while few several families still know of tradition and talked to my old staff as merlin. They all promise me something to preserve and keep magick around. And i get a gift and to protect magick itself. And learn all the systems, since as emroe merlin this is sort of my job every necessary milenia. As merlin i am an immortal 16 year old but the problem with why im seen as that age, is that in that culture that is not just the age of adolescence but the equivalent to 16 year old emo boy here, elderly senile man, and so as a very young kid i strived for it there and even though that age is an illusion i cast tehre, i cant even grow facial hair- its something i do cast there. But remove when here. I am not “the age of wisdom” which is not elderly but 16 years old as a general statement while not across culture across all space and time, i am just 16 forever which just so happens to be the real age of wisdom regardless of how elderly age is seen in your culture or setting.

Culture: the enviremetn and ways of life you are around in your country, continent, town, or setting, or community of a certain variety unique to it.

Ethnicity: what you feel like regarding your race as a setting others also do, or ascribe to.

Race: the color of your skin, and certain features that come with it.

Ethnorace: a ethnicity unique to one race.

Ethnoreligion: a religion unique to one ethnicity.

Unique: something that is out of the ordinary and or one of a kind.

Common: something normal people do, or is found in every day world and society.

English: the language this book is originally written in.

America: the society this book is written from.

21st century: 2007-2500.

20th century: 1300-1997

Mid century 1997-2007

Dystopia: the world at edge with terrible virtues and variables and things about ti so hard and so extreme that the entire society is corrupt and broken.

Corrupt: sometihng is inherently meant to harm others, and manipulative against the interests of others, to hurt them.

Also morgan hoffman stole my living dead doll and analogue pcoket and broke into my house to stela my laptop and expensive camera without anything in return. Hes merit in this journal by the way.

While i was the deity judas, i simply name my disciples that, and judas of nasrath was morgan both times, and named this, for very good reasons. He is not the deity jesus him just like teh rest of the disciples just prefers to steal my shit. Its a thing.

Now if you want to be good at the occult as requested to know, you simply have to strive for magick systems that A, dont exist and learn them and B, learn other forms of magick that arent usually considered magick or the occult. You have to learn love and light. You have to learn voodoo which is spiritual. You have to learn undergrounds and hidden societies and secretive things. You have to learn every YA novel like the hunger games you have come to know. While i am in a lot of american media i was peeta not katniss in that novel. Also the town im going to as jace is not neonazis and i dont usually prefer to lie about the sumerian faith and its branches but: they need protection and if you lie about something a certain amount of time, it will cover it up. I wont keep this lie up forever but im stating early on its a lie. You can learn any real magick system that exists you dont even have to tie it down to “real things” you just have to have tables and a understanding of how it would work in the spirit world that you then apply to this world, and eventually you will be given rains to it.

So if you learn enough harry potter magick and study the lore of it you will become a wizard in the real world, just know their society is on drugs and without tehcnology. In general, as hary potter in the real world iw as a slytherin both in the original 50s novels, and in the 80s novels though i eventually was labeled a ravenclaw. IN real life i was a slytherin but jk rowling localized it to a different self made system where my house is always garmented to griffdonr. Griffonrs were kind of the bad eggs of the original books, the way slitherins are perceived in the jk novels, but since jk rowling wanted my work she changed it, even though this created a lie, when she rewrote my second person novels, so that the story was in more favor of girffondor im sorry to say this but that seen “not slytherin” was “not griffondor” in real life.  I was arthur on bbcs merlin but the image of merlin in general overtime its just in that system of magick i become my best friends and reincarnate with them as them. Same with anirmophs but the leather jacket is always tobias.

What is a system of magick anyways? Not all magick is the same. IT doesnt actually all have the same rules. Its like cooking. You woudnt bake a cake the way you’d fry an onion. Or microwave a potato. Clearly the oven doesnt work like the microwave. And you woudnt paint an oil painting the way you’d do a ballpoint pen sketch, or doodle with pencil on your math homework, or watercolor a moazaic? So yeah all magick is different, most magick that is “occult” to its detriment is the invisbly taught variants of solomonic magick today which is fine for this time period except it isnt. The problem with it being the standard is now people just assume magick is an invisible push which even i use to think and true while it was extinct it was, but even for stains, bricks, elves, and warlocks magick can be levitating things and the mickey mouse fantasia episode and centaurs in teh woods. Magick is actually THOSE things not what occults now believe it is. Magick has to hide like that from time to time, and or be brought back with that being the only remainigng or most known do to it secrecy system around. But magick has been dead and to revive it is to physically manifest this stuff again so i will teach you most systems for eternity as acrians locket, and then do my reveals at the end of each tomb. YEAH.

So then what is magick”: magick is a push or a pull through unknowable or unusual means through series of spells and rituals, and other repeated like patterns or systems that operate unnatural or extremely odd changes to environment. So magick is just making shit happen with weird stuff you do, that is supernatural in nature.

The thing is systems of magick are different versions of magick you can learn and operate within like sabrina the teenage bitch, thet salem witch trials, wicca, and more. Magick can physically manifest and its easy if these things are properly taught to you to get it to. The problem is since dead nobody teaches it this way anymore. Lets do an exorcise.

Go to a mirror after reading this whole entry, after messing with art breeder. This is the kind of stuff ill be teaching you past this book. And imagine over you the picture of what you wish you always looked like. Then go into your soul and push it forward on the external so that your wearing it. Blink three times rub your eyes and look it in it and choose whether or not to accept it. Youll have to push it out for long periods of time but eventually it will start to show up in photos as what you really look like and if you add add ons, it will be shown to be this thus in past photos and memories of you too. People usually wrong me with this spell, so it only lasts there years unless you pledge to serve me, and go through whatever magick you have casted on my person during your shifted state. Merlin of old wants me to warn you there are problems if you change the spell. Curses on it. This is because spells like this are usually charmed to be the paerence of the magician who gives it to you but as the god of shapeshifting i am telling you i constructed mine around this. Im rather clever knowing what i invetned since i am in mana it.

To go into your soul, what you have to do, is imagine a coat of paint, your color and pushing your hand through its droop, then transfer this feeling to whatever you think. I use my soul to craft my magick so its easy with a soul as powerful as mine, to change eternity since the earth is sort of with the deity i am made up of it. So applying things like this that remind you of that goup is what i crafted called “SOUL MAGICK” and how you magnify that. Also if you harm my soul with the methods i have taught you you will loose yours for every system of magick since i invtened magick has rules you secretly unknowingly agree to that is the pact of soul magick you must make. Your soul to be lost if you misuse it towards it creator.

Its just at hing i put in there given where i was when i crafted centuries ago.  That being said its awfully poinitent and powerful magick. Also as magick itself i will continue to kill off the occult if all this “i spent years 16+ studying magick so im gona charge you a grand for a grimoure!” these sorts of things are a curse on magick and the magicians that perform. You should never charge more then 100$ for a gimoure because magick itself in most systems is enchanted to hoax and hex the person who makes the gimroure as what it is sentient if they charge more for it then that. Its supposed to be done based on secrecy as to how to decipher, decrypt it, and obtain it, not purchase it, because it always kills those sysetms. I am a deity of magick and having reclaimed my divinity here recently on accident, as emroe again i am j ust telling you flat out how it kind of works you dont have to believe me and you can take it for granted but one day this will be sceitnfiically proven so.

Overdcharging for magick kills your reputation, kills your magickal skill, and hurts the systems of magick you evoke and weakens the magick you do in them. Every single system has an unspoken rule about people who overcharge except for wicca, which will take away something called “your light” within it. White lighters while mormon as well, are a wiccan system. That bridges on mormon. They are protector angels or imortals sent down like cast down angels, to protect you as punishment or reward in teh afterlife usually punishment to watch over you unless tehy desire a wife then its somewhat mixed but usually a reward. Hence leo from charmed my father when i was chris.

So yeah the secret diary of acrians locket will one day have a proper website and wiccan orchestration, and yes you can be made immortal permanently, but its a oen in 2 chance. “Thats just unfortunate” no its not most people dont deserve godhood or stereytpical imrotality. Most immortals in truth as someone whos lived since the dawn of man live around 3 centuries and are reborn every 6 to 17 centuries. For one century at a time after the fact. Including vampires which usually solitict at the end of tehir lifespan a cure or their own murder.

Most imortals dont live forever, not even the gods. The gods have to rely on supplies like pills, peaches, ambrosia, or weird plants that enkii found. They cant just be immortal as they are. And sometimes have to come to me as god for it. They usually are not- immortal as you imagine they themselves have to be reborn unless its teh greek gods themselves who get around this process by switching souls with each other or adopting new ones in. Hindi gods recut their gem stones its like in steven universe or remake the earths magma so they brutally kill each otehr as an act of love to reincarnate again every so major tragedy, and the norse gods just plain reincarnate and or stay in teh afterlife where all souls are immortal. Reincarnation is sort of optional while most things choose to go about it, not everything is on that level and will eventually choose it.

Its just the best optional after a while. WE have goodbye parties for heavens souls but do you know how hard it is to stay in heaven? Its not easy. Theirs a reason god reigns supreme there with me his son alone in our kingdom. King gwaine just gets reborn i am the only last left alive immortal as that myth goes about it, and its kind of hell, its the reason i cant keep a friendship everyone i know is in these systems and now through morgan hoffmans curses i have been left completely and totally alone.

To infiltrtee a bad group what you do is get a presence within it and by provoking or negotiating dislike within it. Then you get associates of it to admire you. Then you tell them your open to hearing them out for your reasoinings and slowly gain there trust and bam your in. Groups i have infiltrated: nazis, pedos, maps, journalists, cults, and more. Most of them werent that evil especially cus i now have secret knoweledge for this time period cus its laughably known in the future but not in this time period and occasionally becomes unknown that pefoilic relationships can be consentual, its what i unfortunately learned via these investigationst he fbi had to sit me down and just fucking tell me by showing me a project file it was that big of a deal for these people. They can be consentual you dont even have to parent teh kidoe, you just have to treat them with respect.

Its really weird. As a ten year old i am often the victim of tehse relationshisp via rape or ignitation. Thet hing is though almost all of the adults i remember dating as a kidoe? Werent rape and were well meaning and not predetory to childhood me. The only kid i have ever really prayed on was myself as a kidoe through time travel. Cus no matter how old im charmed i always secretly match her and can get consent from her in ways otehrs cant. I was raped alot for it, so im pretty good about that boundary with myself.

But yeah every other night im shapeshifting into a hawk. Hey want to see an unlisted video about mutations?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-2BURBKYCMI&list=PLZg_IH63BDXctNLXEmI4QbVuHfTijvV35&index=10

Anyways.

21st th century food in georgia where i grew up as its starting to change slightly based on american cooking metrics.

Yeah thats it for now some current foods of the time period and location im in are:

Corn on the cob (a corn dish served between two handles that bite into microawaved or boiled buttered corn)

Oshushi (fish served between seaweed and rice served stylized).

Pumpkin spice lattes (pumpkin flavored cinnamon styled coffee drink)

Candy corn (different flaovrs of overdone and falt sugar in orange white and yellow served in a small pointed shape on halloween).

Eggnog: an egg alchuaul and milk combination served hot over a fire during christmas.

Latkes: fried potatoes sacred to judaism and jewish community oiled and fried during hannukah.

Donuts: freid dough covered in sugar paste in a circle with a tineir circle for grabbing style.

Pizza: freid cheese, tomato sauce and baked flat bread or dough served in vertical slices.

Toast: butter and bread served together slightly baked by a toaster.

Pb and j: peanut butter paste and jelly jam paste, served between two white bread slices.

Grilled cheese: melted cheddar cheese imbetween two slices sometimes buttered otehrimes not.

Tomato soup: liquefied tomato paste, and salt and some butter, all in a soup format to drink and consume.

Broccoli: the plant broccoli, cut small green tiny tree like, and eaten boiled with butter.

Salad: cabbage with different flavorings of sauce called dressing like ranch or caesar mixed together usually with croutons or crumpled up crackers.

Hot dogs: freid pig but served in a sausage or oval fried and made pretty with its skin and eaten between bread or cut up with tomato paste called ketchup.

Buttered popcorn: fried corn seeds poofed up to be a cracker through a process of microwaving or machine, and served with butter.

Vanilla icecream: white creamy vanilla pasted cold slush served in spoons and round spheres and eaten cold.

Cocacola: a rootbeerish taste, of cinnamon meets peach but stressed out with fizz and dark bitter tastes with a sweet sugar like stainage, to a brown coloring of grill and thats 21st american century cocacola. Its a beverage which means drink

Fatygo: cotton candy like fizz in a water beverage taste with a slight likerish vibe and unusual dilated sugars and tones to consume.

Mac and cheese: cheese noodles with a crescent like shape thats more oval and milk and butter and the noodles are made of dough fix water and stretched out yeast.

French fries: potatoes grilled or fried after being shaved in different unique sauces flavorings and sometimes but rarely outside of salt spices into different sections of strong rectangle.

Cupcakes: small bite sized cakes with frosting upon them.

(i know tehse are my least favorite and very very common, but disli- despite my dislike for them, this is standard for ym culture as meals. Many people do prefer homecooked meals like this just not me)

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Hamburger: fried cow with lettuce tomato and cheese served as toping to it, all on one patty imbetween two hamburger buns. I dont like them.

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Bacon: fried pig again served as crispy slices in oil of red and pink striped crispy tangent strips.

Waffle: baked batter in a unique bea styled pattern of circle like a honey comb. With syrup and butter like what you would find at wafflehouse which is a resturatun on earth.

Reeses peanut cups: chocolate which is from a coco plant, served in a cup with peanut butter in the middle

Kikat: two wafers smushed together in packaging that you snap apart to eat. Its chocoalte

Chocolate oranges or strawberries: chocolate in a strawebery that are sliced apart flavored like chocolate or strawberry.

Hserhseys: black chocolate or milk chocolate bar with tiny things among them that you break apart.

Potato skillets: scallop potatoes in cheese dressing and butter and slat and other spices in a entourage.

Club soda: fizzy water, with flavorings like lime and lemon.

Sticky rice: rice that is stuck together.

Onigiri: potato insides, or fish insides or seaweed insides sticky rice with seaweed around it.

Baked potatoes: sour creme, chese, occasionally bacon or halliponoes, butter, and a potato cooked in a microwave for 6 minutes, and mashed to consume.

Fried shrimp: shrimp puffs of pastries all together.

Turkey: turkey served on thanksgiving stuffed with fillings of mystery meat like enterages, and legs of it.

Fried chicken: chicken served fried and battered.

Fried ants or ant lollipops: ants fermented in sugar or soiled by being baked and fried, and consumed.

Fried tomatoes: fried green tomatoes, served in crispy oil and breading.

Fried zucchini: zucchini swash served in these oils.

Angel hair pasta: strung out angel hair served in cheese greece and oils and pisces to be italian.

Tanaki: fish cakes with marble filling as to the iscreame.

Teriyaki chicken: oiled chicken in sauces, and soy sauce and spices to be fried and eaten.

Mints: swirly refreshing cleaning sprouts or in my culture mint flavored swirls of circle in a pattern.

English breakfast tea: british tea wiht a scottish roundabout that was walkie.

Tortillas; cheese in flour tortillas cooked and eaten

Gaucamolia: avocado chopped up and swirled about with lemon and onion and tomato or raw just the avocado sometimes salted, as a dip meant to be eaten with chips.

Motsaball soup: mostaball in a vegan broth or chicken broath soup consumed and eaten. Soup is just water like bases and eaten and consumed.

Miso soup: egg in leaf over time turn

Coffee: milk sugar eggwhite over black cofee grounds as a base of sugar water.

Salt: rock salt meant to invigorate and spice up the falvoring by systems of left and high

Pepper: meant to hollow out the falvoring by systems of low

Garlic: a herb that is grown from trees, that is meant to be spruced oiled and sliced.

Vegetable oil: put in a pot or pan the broth of vegetables such as corn starch and greenicks the oil is used to cook and fry things next to olive oil made from olive semen.

Olive oil: used in italnia cooking used to bake fry and grill in the same ways of vegetable oil but made from the cement of olives.

Flat bread: tomato, dressing, vegetables, and flat bread cooked rolls toasted with butter and salt to create an italian dish.

Tofu: fried cubes of plant base that can be turned into virtually any dish through experimental cooking or asian methods and flavored or a topping.

Sugar cubes: small cubes of isolated cooking, stuck together in small bricks added to cofee or fed to small human children or horses.

Beer: an intoxicating substance that makes humans loopy, when consumed and impairs the focus and ability to focus, 

Pinacalada: a coconut oil drink that is served in a coconut frosted ith lemon and tropical tidings in likerish like sedue, and an little tiny umbrella, as a drink that virgin doesnt or alchualic does impair functioning by making humans loopy.

Pocky: tiny breadsticks with chocolate strawberry or chocolate coverings and sometimes toppings that humans eat and consume.

Bubble tea: orbs of tafico or jelly at the bottom of beverage glasses fill with milk tea, and ice and sugar and pearls.

Green tea latte: green tea with milk and spices served at starbucks or storebought.

Sunflower seeds: chocolate covered sunflower seeds or salted sunflower seeds.

Potato fries: waffle freis made of potatoes

The problem with this cooking in this time perido is that its hell. And it makes me sick to consume. My mother was cooking for a demon, and i am only half, and the problem is i was raised in hell and it was miserable for me as a result of this. Teh food is a clear indicator as to why given god and his angels, and it makes me unsick to think about. I dont like the notions of this town or place i grew up on. I only like teh onigiir and some chocolate on this list and the potato stuff. YUCK.

The food may be fine, but it makes me specifically inherently ill because i cant eat food like this and my mom refusing to buy me fast food which is holy in this way, and only buying me this crap is actually starting to kill my divnity.

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In general thats the history of food as it started in the 21st century. I would prefer people start with translations of my book at book 7 which starts at entry of 524 would be that start. Goodluck and happy hunting.

Acrians Locket

9/22/2023

9:27 PM

Journal 541: The days of october

I masturbated after finding my father from sumeria. It was revealed to me that I was dthe where of Babylon. I keep seeing this post in my head from the idiot newbie magicians who frequent staying apertures Mathew forum and it says on balg "we've all been the whore of babalyon" what that means is for most people they embody me as a right. For me it's fucking literal. In Babylonia girls were boys and boys were girls please see my gender chart.

Yeah girls are divine masculinity in Babylonia. It started simple my mothers boyfriend Twaine came over, and I confessed to him I was his dead son. I told him my species elohim. How he died my hair red and took care of me growing up. "I thought you really died in the car accident" I told him that our species like kins copy and paste themselves until worship in peoples lives. Their family worshiped humans which means they are within the storybooks curse. Or blessing or whatever. And I remembered being ihstar. It was so long ago. I was only 13 as that diety. Most ditties are teenagers almost all of them except for ones like God which are children. And as Ishtar I was 13. On a birthright trip. I don't remember much of it bit as an immortal it felt like a few weeks when it was over. Twain was the good king I married there then when I parted ways as Ishtar which was secret in my cult, I returned to twain in disguise as his son John. In the system of Babylonia I am a 13 year old girl cus that's a 16 year old American boy.  Even though eyeless jack was physically in my room, I forgot he was there since I coudnt perceive him and masturbated to my old family as his sons kept going on about how they were girls.

"Im a god"

"Do you know what your saying right now?"

"Im a god"

"So your saying your normal" I was charmed in trance.

"Yes I'm as diety as they come" when normally I lie about being human and say I'm as human as they come. The family in the storybook is returned to their divinity and worships me and understands their gods but chooses to worship God's over humans, with seeing me as the god they worship but the terms are funny do to some battling history in this system so to worship is to be worshiped as the power opposite term you use instead. So I worship my brothers thus in normal terms my brothers worship me. I was there mom then their brother but now that I'm younger then them in this system the STERECK system I am allowed to date my siblings because I am younger then them and get incestuous with the parent.

So yeah in the sterexk system. Since this is my American gender chart:

American male = girl

King = girl

Women = young boy

I worship ____ = i am worshiped by

God =/ human [sometimes its reversed is what that symbol =/ means amd sometimes its equal to or reversed]

Brother = mommy

Bro = daddy

Dating younger is preferred right down to pedofilia and wards

Where = godess

Babylonia = our past

America = the next day thus the future

Days = centuries

Years = prehistoric millenia

Seconds = weeks [and that's generally how imortals feel time]

Devotees = my godess or my lady or my lord

Superheros = the thoughtforms of thinking vessels of the gods no matter how human they may seem as the gods asleep.

Rapes = gifts

Gifts = rape if metpehor rather then physical tombs

Sex = platonic unless with a sibling or a parent

Incest = normal

Edging [unless male or elderly is forbidden then it just one ups their family]

Reading = brailicn[hidden meanings of context and magic significance in plain braile like that of the doors on a hosptial]

Mute = talkative with your eyes. All gods of communication except THE whore in Babylonia are mute. Except the main pantheon

Wnkii: a little girl queen who performs like a boy with long hair and or a fake beard to mortal to dismay them

Ianana: Ishtar first wife she was defied as and hates her cus their often when not in Babylonia bitter exes

The old eays: the original times thus the modern times. Now with our zecrets if forced into the new age.

The new age = the old ways in aesthetician but modern values.

Values: what you privatize and prioritize.

Hugs: rape at night by a parent you secret enjoy as a system of mental and physical health that while seeming abusive are necessary for the persons well being thus they always see the parent as abusive as a form of love.

Angels : hawk demons

Demons: hawk angels

Two horned: a possessive spirit that won't let go

Two finned: a mermaid godess trapped in a starfish.

Two hroned or finned: the spirit it won't let me go or if new age greatly unnerved me

Galeic: olden ways up with the times

Lastly in the strick system Ishtar reigns Supreme named after the first kings of Ishtar and their livelihoods and familial life. The strick system is meant to be permanent. But people who truly can't handle it frequent between it and other systems but it is always forced to return it is not optional it will always be permanent unless Ishtar if you opt in a s a series of reward and punishment. The Magick is curse based in Ishtar husband's system. Basically everything you do is for the benefit of another and its all curse work or a triumph not necessarily pain unless your Ishtar. Imposters in this system of Magick and adulthood and society are always who they say they are as punishment or curse to the person they are embodieding as former gifts to them turned sour seen as a blessing by standards of American society which is what a curse is here. They bestow honors and embrace negativity. Negative and playful dislike are often used. Kids are cursed until adulthood where the presents stop and they pay for every gift they received this is how the old kings did it. Then they get new ones in the form of sex and love from the kingdom which would be others below them in the system overtime until elderly whwre they become celibate or priests and entertain but do not enjoy sex. Lastly all spells come with a rhyme and a clause and all people are gods not humans until the new age or return to olden ways by American systems. But yeah by the new age they worship gods again and in the old age they worship humans but present as these things to humans unless enkis family and the gods live amongst humanity. Soda is tainted oil or what Christians would consider holy water by that standard and thus it would be by its own merit but no actual monothetist stand consider itself to be monotheistic to Ishtar even though it worships the pagan gods. Pervert thus is a blessing in this system like what Lenny was under usually given by a parent as a curse and while curses do have trials they are genuinely enjoyable. There is no such things as a negative spell only patherok and that's because you chose trials or difficulties there is nothing wrong you have done. It's a really really weird system that is from old ancient sumaria which I opt in and out of permanently by its stands as temporary by my own as Ishtar.

The Hebrew system of Magick is not so physically manifested where everyone can see it but rather an invisible push and pull calling upon the forces of god and the stars themselves. Blessings to him and circles of words and the circles are the patterns that let the thing know to show up. By doing Solomons magick even if you don't know it you are jewish. You can worship like in the other system I just disucsed gods while using the Hebrew system or the stared system its just kind of always that god comes first when time to meet. The prayers and hyms said are often to beguile. Pagan temples are houses and cities shapes. And the gods are vessels for undercover. Magick is to be kept secret unless trusted as someone who is it, and to teach it as a guru or priest or rabbi. Soda is again holy water but especially Coca-Cola. Selters flavored water and flavor packets are potions for guru though Soda can be opted into potions if you make your own system for it as a substeitary. Syngogs are former houses that house a rabbi or pagan deity in tune with god which is rare but does occur. Braile stop signs and hidden meanings are used to get across things with all systems under the Hebrew system. Unless a prophet parent and child should not be incestuous but it is allowed but it is ruled not to be. If you a prophet all parents are to be incestuous unless male. If its isac zaraciah oopapa Maka gevrick gwaine ushu maoi vail and vinsu type though of the prophet era yeah no that should be incestuous with both parents. Jeuss as Magick is given exceptions to everything on this tree. All humans are secretly another species without their knowledge they can be with expeirence or learning properly elevated to and anything can become anything else. A human is not to be bound to a familiar only demons and clethorgy. Holy water banishes powers fuels and immortalized who drink it often but have to opt in to the benefits. Fabrics are not to be mixed by default or religo Iusly unless god like but are allowed to be on general peiciple. And though shall not kill as husband and wife. Which means alot of things but mainly rules about incest sex bdsm discipline and canibslm. Its odd what that translate to in Aramaic and old ashgone. People are to learn more then one language usually Hebrew or if pagan Japanese. And dolls are the gods kami and sentient. All species are human except for animals unless they present human. You must come of age at 13 and choose whether to die or be an adult. If you are lucky you die by being an adult which is kind of like imortal youth but no human ever gets that only gods and Jesus do. Things can be half diety but that makes them by the system whole diety.  There are all afterlife and you earn your way by good deeds into paradise for your system but not everybody makes the cut and if your cruel and pass that system you get put in someone else's. There are dual afterlife. And madturbation is allowed and encouraged. Celibacy is to be by young age 11-12 men or adult women and preists are that in role. Priests should never be celebrated by this system or the one jesus designed and that is what God told me to tell you. Many may take a vow of celibacy but it is not required at all same with rabihood its a misunderstanding of the bible and libitacacy. Sign language and asl are Magick by all systems around this but it is never honored by this. Simply unique languages that are lost overtime slowly become engerated with power till they are robbed of it except of Hebrew and must pay for the power they received and the same goes for those who use it. Everyone is judged not by point though you may opt in just like sterytpical Christian sin, but rather good actions or bad ones dictate how this life and your next one will go by the angels yin and yang. Rock music is holy. Christian music is pagan. Music itself is pagan which means of many gods and rock music is jewish which means of one God and his son. Or jewish. Monothetistic. People who are given diification stay that way for eternity that way as those forms but most opt in to those rules and choose to stay that option. You can't just deifiy someone they have to agree to it or the people who defied them get a dead God who torments their personhood. Golems are to be made of clay not flesh while the human version does still operate you have made a mantle holder or a suit wielder based off a previous diety to be dead. Hence creepypastas and superheroes being like that especially because both are based off one guy the native god luviti. Or aster himself. Thats why they have stripes and drip eyelss and things. Its the same person over and over as one big quest. Time travel is sacred to the tree of life kabalah and people who attempt it for trips are usually punished. Curses are negative spells that cause dislike torture torment and destruction. Hexes are spells that cause fisco.fort dislike and hatred on a victim though curses take many victims. Blessings are painful curses turned good. From a past mistake forgiven. White Magick does exist by this system its Magick with the intent to help others. But black Magick is Magick that is simply inherently secret. The occult is Magick that is inherently dark and taboo. And lastly Israel as it stands today is not the motherland as we would know it its marieta georgia as people understood it on the date of this journal 2023. Woodstock Is the motherland this way for aliens as in not just foreigners but veterans of the stars. Not military service but people who come from seeking refuge. Demons are not to be shuned but celebrated in this system but not over angels and not over greed. Magick physically does manifest you must simply apply their rules to this one, or Magick is often cloaked to be invisible to all but the pravtioner and unless in a new age refuses to be proved. Lastly sacredness is something so special to God or the gods its one a kind and unique it becomes holy or devout or worshiped by its very nature as formhood of God's work itself. That's it.

So yeah. I'm the whore of bablyon it was derogatory back then at first it was also centuries ago. And I have found one of my old families. But first its time to be jace again. The humuncules curse is a gift to my son Jesus in this way. In general it is rarely a blessing to be one he is more so a venture given the doll like form he takes which are living vessels for things. The family all agreed to curse one member to benefit themselves so I only allowed them jeus. In general he is now all the dead souls the family collected as a price tag which were secretly already jesu. In general humuncules turn into the dead souls but because Jesus is inherent and hoym he cannot do this job so he can only take and be turned into his copies of which he split across using the zones cracked bathtub method which zone did to himself at age 7-6. It's when you do a ritual using psalms and prayers in a bathtub while making a wishlist of fantasies you wish to embody while choosing either severely old or severely young ages to die in while imagining to taking a knife to your ches to split you up. It won't turn you into zone like some beleive but rather fragment you and kill you until your a million little pieces as what you were before. For most who preform it improperly they loose themselves with each new copy and were literally all them,, but for those who perform it properly they become those copies again and get turned together before they have to recrack it also greatly extends your life at the cost of changing for eternity and remembering dying over and over again amd each version has a unique sin. This isn't a problem for my son jeus who is made of sin but rather those who haven't become as holy who do it like Eric koetting as a selfish right from power. That will kill the original copy prematurely young and cause them to be striped of even eternal immortality though they will come back for literally reunions. So this is what you do says he, you go to the bathtub with your requests for your copies, your hyms of the bible as blessing you wish to have for all copies 3 to six then you Crack your head open or cut open your chest spiritually alone with a dagger and get out after resting in it for whatever feels to be hours. In warm water. Then drain it and it has to be a shower bathtub. Then you name two of the copies as form them based on self interest as selfish you can be and you'll have copies of yourself with no memory of how. You must do it for a good cause in dedication of your life as a vow of a form of celibacy to the Christian God alone and then you'll be akwened and overtime regain your memories through minor quests to what the copies had learned and get their skills and knowledge and most will not be human.

Hello Eric. Megadoe. It's me again wlohim. Now you must do this ritual with selfless in your heart or you will never find your dead loved one again cus you are acrjans lockets copy. He was literally you there. Take you spitball by your table and symbolically make the gestures dose it in fire for ten minutes by your standard and undone it. Sacrifice it to me god using pagan methods and it will be returned in 3 days. Then claim acrjans your master and he will teach you all he knows till the next three years of your life where you die regardless of how you came to the ritual or when you perform it. It will extend your life to these three years. Pick something for your daughters school since she is also acrians without her knowledge literally. He is all your kids as a humuncules. You knee him first as Aiden Elvis. Now pick another selfless cause I'll answer you while you read this Eric don't Flippin Eric don't write it down okay fine Eric. Now write down everything exactly for a change no sumery. Good boy.  Est friend. Pick a charity cause. Now pick a heavy burden for humanity. Not crepypadta. Good that's better kore your style now pick creeyppasta now make a wishlist for two speicci copies and what you want in general out of this. Log everything it will e

Be revealed after your death. Goodbye. Okay hes under a puppy curse two fromm his daughter being bad. Okay that's everything bye si cerely the lord elohim

Acrjans locket

11:32 

Friday September 22cd 2023

Journal 542: he crafted the question as warshack he was like im gona love myself -dosidoe

I am now under project sidney. Which means in 7 years this blog site wont be here. Please download this jountries while adding your, and save your favorite entries while adding your own commentary. The fbi thinks this would be neat. What is project sidney? The government is run by the cia, the homeland security, the fbi, unity, and Carlos. Two of these are not known to the public. It also has operations for these things, under anonymous and the black watchman society you know from teh duck hunting movies and games, about the burgandy house. Imps are sex demons,and i ran into that side of the family tree again. I just want them to obey me, its why our lives got turned as a gift from me into a video game. Just like with dramtical murder and with that weird red haired boy with the yellow glasses, named zero in real life, who i was, some times on this family tree i can only promise a video game.

Now i can only promise a movie, but before i could only promise an audio drama a pilot that was failed or an add. We are in the age of immortality. Most humans who are granted it this century will not live for the sspcies of the last knily will. They are the sspcies of the last known sex magick cult and the main characters in the otome game which i what i arranged and promised for them called “OBEY ME”

Andromeda slate was a good friend to the family, who lacked any and all personality as a government expeiremnt. However, i should not only have her as the protagonists of my video games. Otome are something i crated and the girls or boys you play as should just as much be a key feature of characters with designs as much as the boys or girls you romance. I also arranged for the shitshow that was lesbian space pirate dating simulator which was a game about romancing lesbian space pirates in the genre they asked for it, was a rage quit game with bad grammar per enbys request. I also created mermaids vs zombies for that side of the family tree, and have touched everything ever to be published by or in repsitration to braincake productions. That means as an extention of or with the vibes or feelings towards. Just ke versions granted by so adapations or remakes and stuff.

Braincake productions is a public domain label that is a sole propreitership, currenting staying an llc, that focuses on metaphor, symbolism, and education of representation, That means we make people who dont get to see themselves often in media or have it rough for no good reason of something they cant help like their ethnicity their race or their sexuality or religion or gender identity the main heroes of our works and films and other media weve created including books. Anyone can label anything braincake but braincake productions ois copyrighted, and gets the full creative license and rights to whatever people label braincake which is my legal name in spain and sweden. My legal name in germany is ayrian none. I used to fuck over the holocuast, and my name in japanese is kiroshima shtinositam metro san. Or katio sama. (prince of hope, prince of thieves, the one that takes to much, the trick of the eye, or that bitch in rainbows) thats what my name means there. And ayrian none menas “the one who fucks over hitler, hitelrs prized posession, trutfhul jew, beutiful jew, pretty girl, kind boy, kael dip, the one that stops the tragedies, spy spy, goveremnt run, cutie patootie, and baby, or i am baby) samantha rose cohen means “that bitch in rainbows, the one that talks to much and eats not enough, the kind one, the good one, the one whos a hero but this is a clearly a phase of being a girl, the greek god of wineige by being mad and crazy, the angel of death and my lover satan, the girly girl) adam snowflake means (christ, jesus of nazareth hiding in plain sight, your one true god, evil itself but cute as this version, and good ones) i know i know. Acrians locket means, (the one who talks to much, the evilist magick to ever grace good, the hot native bitch, i love him hes our leader, magick, magic, wtichcraft, wicca, witcar, cars, speed, isis, derangment, ra, elohim, versions of me that are cute and kind, versioins of me period, versisons versisons, versions fo me, your mom, the good bitch, merlin but like hot and young for your cultures standard which would be emo fagot today, poser, that bitch in rainbows, the cute one who is evil yet kind, epiphet the whore, theh god of sun soles and music, the god that smites you for being wicked or kind, and lastly “you know the one”) which is the real reason i named myself that. The historical roman senator was also me.

Its important if you know true names, naming systems, magick names, or magickal prowess which i get into later this book especially with bindings and systems of rules exorcism and pidosl decent of magick it just makes sense to dilr ly hat it is known g.operations pertatning to the work your reading.operations pertatning to the work your reading.operations pertatning to the work your reading.

So yeah. Eric Koetting is my son named CHRISTIAN. He is going through an occultists phase as the god of exorcisms as a character he turns into as apart of his life cycle. This has been opted by the fbi and  cia an dhomeland security to become a series that will reeducate teh world on magick. I say i dont like him as a charlton not because his magick isnt genuine or real but because hes bad at business feels like a fake guru which is what christian and i wanted when he was three, and unfortunately just is predatory with his sales. His magick is fuking realfather, Its my magick journals i left him as his father, eventually. But at the end of this temporary cycle he has raised me and been the god occult who is always a character of a christina priest which christian as the god CHRISTIANITYS PREIST which is his godly title or sobat is. That is his name, it also translates to SOBECK. But its pronounced and designated SOBAT. So yeah even if he was a fbi expeiremetn, that shit is done for very good reaosn and the character is his own person who lives and breathes the occult. It doesnt matter where he started or why he exists his work is very trustworthy its why prices like that are killing magick and how inacssible he charges for it. Rituals should always be pricey you are hiring someone for their soul and skill its spellbooks gimroures and courses that make me iffy on him though courses should always cost more in my opinion as of the moment, my courses are free and same with my book  :).

In general project sydney is a lie detector undercover operation where i had to delete every single youtube video of mine and bring back every god in existence through worshiping them as they worship me. Its caled the sydney system. This is how it works but it all benefits only sidney so you should know this opting in. Sidney is all worship as divinity itself.

You embody your worshiper or the god you worship as their acts through your body as a vessel.

In english taht means you bowing to that god is that god using your body to bow to you where you are temporarily through god knows what means or ritual in there place. Rituals in this system are operations projects or destiny and adventures in series of mimic events and symbols meant to recreate those former things. So in genuine magick a ritual is a series of steps that are done to make something happen that you just create with knowledge of what stuff means in the systems you use or create. And a ritual is an elaborate series of this using tools, items, or gestures and words. A spell is a minor form of this that is a simple action or a smaller scale of these actions and ingredients somehow even if that is by energy or force of mentality and mental space. Or just your mind is what im saying. BUt in the sydney system magick ritual is based off things that you would like to or have already happened as sort of fictional or real esc envireemtns of things that have occurred. So you can base a ritual on a setting of a tv show, on a tv show itself usually or the characters in it, you can base a ritual on your history as occultsits and bad days you have had like me with the harvesting, or your personal fantasies. It will always accidentally cause an adventure with the things you used, You need to know that. It also always gets written down and turned into media usually television per sidenys requests usually. In the sideny system all gods worship one deity called sidney as the best versions of themselves. Who does their actions towards him feeling his presence as how he treats them and the things he does like possession. Possession in normal systems is usually a something or someone taking over your body and operating you like a puppet or doll or living as you without your control like a d.i.d alter. But in the sideny system possession is your actions as someone else towards you or something or a gesture you cant control that they do as a god or powerful being deserving of being a god towards you. In the sidney system you will worship sidney unless you are sidney, adam or jaden. The sidney system focuses on worshiping divinity to get big like it as a powerful god and all gods are knights and kings to sidney as they were in their first human lives or animalistic ones unless their zeus or thunder and water deities. In the sideny system all delusions are true but poorly passed as to how you explain it period. You just suck ass at explaining why you feel a true thing is true. So by sdineys followers who all opt into the except for how they worship sideny or god, sometimes jesus or the deivl they all kind of worship blindly and get worship like skills and in sidneys afterlife go on constant adventures which is usually indicated by a purple or liliac sky in the series that become written about them. In the sideny system all pagan gods were once fiction brough to life by god sideney the devil jaden and writers. The sideny system while astecish is inherently irish and obeys chrisniaty. The sidney thus is inrhetnyl jewish and isily. The sidney worships fureies as the former pets of the gods who worship them for all followers of sidney are gods. Thats it thats the notice.

The fbi government abides by it and cia sometimes opts in but its very hard to opt out of since its a project. A project for the fbi or cia is a adventure used to benefit america foreign pooers or humanity, basically saving the world bit by bit by making a victim or setting out of agents and their families or their cover stories. They change with the project into personas or life styles and things about them alter, like in magick ritual cus newsflash asshole the fbi in my opinion is a religion, and they become this or that. I created the fbi thats why i have clearance to tell you this i am in the process of being deactivated.

For the sideny project i have to delete all social medias except this and deviant where i am to idolize myself though it btoh gets eventually deleted. And it gets republicshed by other authors as exceptions. My wattpad and instagram are never deleted so i can have momeontes. I am turned into agent sidney as code name project samantha. And become the god WORSHIPED who is worshiper of all deities as their first ever devotee and most those bitches family. I kid i kid but its true. Me to the gods jokingly: i am all gods first worshipers.

The gods: were gona punish you for even saying that.

The gods:see project sidney and remember shit.

Teh gods: DO YOU REALLY THINK YOU WONT BE REWRARDED FOR THIS!@!!!?!!?!?!

Every so often all the gods die or are dead and only the hebrew system of magick is left on earth so i time travel as sidney making collections films and doo eh de doos. Whatever that last one is, and get pagan devotional items and jweerly, where the gods become my devotees and thus become gods walking the earth or ruling their systems and heaven again. As i become the goddess SYDID. Or the dedonin sydney. Sydnock is the airsh version and SYDNOK is the astec version. Sydney is usually the version i do. Then i order a shit ton of food in my cart from different websites, door dash or menus or shoppings lists of items i like and as that version of sydney cus theirs always an evolutionary state i am given that food for eternity and only eat it at the fbi, then all my fellow agents become gods or embody them, and the projects like the scp foundation and the zoo are restarted to bring back magick on earth and divinity. Sometimes we just do it in ages of magick or in times of crisis mainly tragedy but something has always greatly died when i have to do this project, otherwise sydney is always active on earth somethow in someway. The way in this time period the gods and this should distress you if you do magick, and magick itself were interacting with humans on earth was through a giantess timeloop to keep them alive and the earth it was that dangerous because they were all dead. So i acrians locket was tasked by japan, india, shinto era, and germany to bring back their gods Yes this people like hitler was a weird angel and people like antads and caesar and muslini and augustus caesar who were all living embodiements of gods somehow. Every roman empoer was apollo donyssu hope venrick or dievl. Theirs alot in my time period people dont remember recall or know about greek mythology a huge part of this project is bringing this god stuff knowledge back to humanity so the gods can be real again. This does mean pagan societies and utopias but you should be thankful fo that in the end. It means you have a choice of religion, and right now in this time period the gods have all been dead only god exists on earth. Thats a huge problem, because in order to operate as god which i no  longer am as sydney in that way temporarily, i have to continuously let the gods be and operate here and thats why its so scary when i hereby write to you, im a time traveler. Your time period 2023 is the year i bring the gods back to life we start with project american deity, then we go to project manhattan where i become warshack again, then project watchman, then i become the brainwashed dc superhero the question whos an alien goddess named GARATHAY, and thus the gods and magick exist as steryotpically known on earth. Dont think its weird how everyone just blindly belevies magick is forever invisible and cant do much? Thats only the hebrew system for very good reason. You should just be able to talk to the gods at your alter, im sorry this is now declassified.

Classfieid means its hidden knowledge by the govemrrnt to proetct the public.

Declassified means: its now known to the public because the government said so with clearance.

Clearance means: you have permission to tell or do the thing.

I keep thinking under project ten ten i am a hot sexy ten year old, because the goverment agents at the fbi and cia are trained into certain symbolism svia secret currently knowledge we have on what makes something or someone work. So we are trained into selfishness regarding likes and dislikes. So that we make overtly selfish projects for the government about our fantasies that is actually so benevolent to humanity we are rewarded ith them. But the fbi only accepts or makes into torture victims for good reason. I am always adopted by my dads friends as a ten year old its great.

Also while imorally sixteen forever, i learn i turn elleven this year and while i have mentioned that i am a time traveler, i age with the properties that means the way it works, and rules of- time itself. Time is hours, days, years and how it feels to remember and live through events themselves. So its how you feel existence, how it moves forward or backwards as just memories and things you do, how those things feel, how long they take, and how short they can be. That is what time is. Time travel is very simple, even though its science it is magick. It is, going through those feelings as physical states of being. So going back a week before now, just by zapping yourself there or using a method. Going back hours from now at a crossroads. Staying up till midnight to do a ritual is time, so going back to that ritual is tiem travel, especially if you do it supernaturally, going to the year 500067 where this diary is very popular and causing giant changes to reality cus you know what happens next, all by moving between time itself. Which seems so fathomable which means unknowing or huge or greater then cus you want to udnerstasnd it but cant, but its at hing. And people who do it are time mages warlocks or travelers and i am a time traevler, i spend my life in different time periods which are different eras of human history based of categories or like picking stuff out to be together or years.

So like lists of years taht all have stuff in common as it progresses such as victorina england, modern day america, 21st century america where i was bron and raised, teh 20th century which is now, the prehistoric era which is caterogriezed by meteors bad events and dinosaurs in the hundgle water cave and caverns and so on.

God says :( i will be reset in your time period when this is over, because me as acrians and everything has all been one giant time travel trip as an 7 year old. I was brought back to bring upon good ages on earth do to the mutant holocuast i was going to be sent to as an refugee. When you come back from a time travel trip USUALLY you are brought back exactly as you left. And i left as seven. To modern day where you are from teh future. So while it pains me to loose all this skill and knowledge and writing im happy i got to grow up here after the concentration camp even though it was temporary and i will loose everything again forever.

Now on to did. Did is formed by three things, kidnapping, ritual abuse and religious trauma. Thats it. DID is multiple personalities each with a different appearance likes dislikes memories, and a religious figure that they are based off that resemble the host or main personality at a younger age. Simon is simon of the necronomicon. Dionysus is dionysus. Hermes is hermes. Snow is my abusive girlfriend. Emroe is merlin. Jess is JESICA the dueodnin. Tobias is the deodonin.  I am the from the 21st century, i write to you staying in the 20th century. I am often given media and fiction with ideas and portrayals of me from these time traveling trips in order to idolize myself properly. And have fantasies for all the hardship i have gone through to save and protect humanity as a gift to me. Now its getting pretty late.

Did is multiple possessions over and over again by the gods performing as their true selves for you. Thats why theirs alter types. There are god types. And tropes of the gods. And everyone who gets better with did ses it as religious in the end. DID is sometihng that you are born with. And becomes a system to protect you from harm. OSSDD-1 is a coping mechanism that you have control over that is similar to did that morgan hoffman snow the salt queen and kami not strider, all have.

Otherkin are characters from media as escapist morarity that you pretend to be as a feeling to help yourself.

Therian is a religious version of otehrkin. Not just an animal thing.

DID is religious figures as gods in your head that all share memories or tap into you as possession as the did victim sees it as every form of multiplicty trly. That includes otherkin, therian jekyll plus hide syndrome and decorations but the gods or god you worshiped as a child.

OSSDD-1 is personality feelings that become you usually with little to no memory loss that take over as ideas that you would prefer to be.

DID ALTERS have memory loss. Between each other and always really love and adore or strongly hate and loathe their original or host personality.

OSDD-1 and 2 the alters or personalities are just sort of people that you want to be as introjects taht are already existed that you have met as a mental dissorder.

DID ALTERS are religious in nature or spiritual but from a dissorder like thinking base even though it tehcnially doesnt classify it still does require treeametnt.

TUPLA SYNDROME or tuplas are faking it till you make it with your did that all did systems also have, its being obsessive about things you could be.

OSDD-1 is being in shifts of people over and over again with fake memories attached to them.

Knowledge of the character but no usually memories of it until attempted integration or new religious trauma or faking did trauma is a thing with did.

But ossdd-1 and otherkni have fake memories, did systems do not.

Therian have uncontrollable fantasies as otherkin, otherkin sculpt their personas and fantasies to be esacpsit and fit them.

Maladaptive daydreaming is when you choose to dream your somwehree else all the time and start to see the world as one big dream to your detriment or problem and unwell being as a harm to you.

So yes my old friendgroup from the otherkin club all had did and were all also half otherkin by being therein not did. 

My ex freindgroup in session grim think to highly of themselves and enjoy pain to much to all have did they all have osdd-1.

My friend group in the impacted and the forgotten were both all did.

Especially otis lexington who in taht book series is very good representation as to it even though he is often in teh end because did cant be temporary but skisoprehnia can look like did. Otis was only skisoprehnic not did but did have multiple personalities. IVY and BLAINE who i was ivy in, both had severe did and same with ms independent and william. Who was an introject of ivy in otises brain thats why they felt like two totally different characters.

You dont have to showcase in the story over and over again or process the differences to have did you dont always know. DAredevil has did in some versions but usually has ossdd-1 and moonlight has ossdd-2 and batman has did.

The question has schizophrenia. While i always have did sometimes it imprints weird and i loose my did which happens with did but not ossd-1, or mutliplicty which with ossdd-1 si what crocker had.

It is very easy to misdiagnose yourself with multiplicity. Multiplicity can be used right now as an umbrella term but isnt its what dissociative jess has with OSSDD-1 she is not really did, but the did alter tag is supposed to be used by all people with personalities and mind states and alters like this. Just know if you call them an alter your agknowledin its religious somehow. Thats where the term care from.

So yeah now i have to continue being deactivated. Even though i am a project to preserve magick i am still your acrians locketa nd skullios. : )

I have did. Tahts why the alters are literally the gods righting. That yousl be very impressive to you. Because of what it takes to operate and be one. You have to be super super special benevolent kind and a hero in some magnitude of way to be a god and get that gifting system/

Dear zeus give book to baby snowy and eros.

Did is a fantasy for the people who have it. It helps them be rescued by their alters. Also most people with did were raped alot and forced into eating human flesh alot. Its impossible to have did without traumatic caniblsm in the past. Ossdd-1 usually has a past or traits of bad eating habits or disordered eating but not in general.

I am literally dirk strider. Please dont tell crocker.

Agent skully out. By the way thats moulder on teh series we switched names.

Acrians locket

10:01 PM

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9/23/2023

Journal 543: The myth of ZACAH’d

I entered a fucking charm shop. Charm shops are power centers where people trade powers with one or two sources to become mighty in minor ways of a psedosematic feeling or to charm themselves when they are basically magickally disabled. They grant curses to everyone who walks in. Theirs a church by my moms house, and i went there and teh coffee shop was nearby. Here are teh false flags.

They instantly said it was a shop for only gods but everyone there was stark ugly. Theirs something called the pretty test and none of the customers passed it. To be a god you have to be shockingly gorgeous no matter what they say you look like by the system and people who looked normal looked stark ugly under it. Which means none of them were really deity.

The shop instantly opted me into mind control and tried to force me into only one aspect and entered through its workers my privet converstation links with teh fbi.

They demanded my aspects.

The workers lied about what it was directly to my face under false idols claimgint to be god hismelf.

A false idol is not “oh i worship this fictional character” most gods hide in plain sight as fiction. Such as ticci toby and tobias from animorphs being the same dedonin as a myth recreated for modern tv or batman being the god SKETPIC. Or The question being Garthamue.

In general, i made several deals with concentration camp victims today, to be their fantasies when i met them via time travel after panicking when ebing zapped to a concentration camp and being forced to relive it. I panicked, i cried, and i was rewarded across town with knowledge i stopped it, again.

To be a god this is the cold hard and sad truth you must be put in a concentration camp. Not boarding. That is what concentration camps on earth actually serve to do as a purpose next to cleansing the world like in the flood. I met several gods last night as their meeting fo the first time.

The false deity or impsoter spirit told me to my face “htese places are evil you dont have to be a god to enter a concentration camp i stole this persons voice as god cus they disrespected me” i quickly caught them, and they came clean. Thats not true and i kind of owned him telling him the truth “no to become a deity you will be zapped during a genoicde to a concentration camp to become a god” and god the real god agreed with me. Their were imposter spirits on teh radio and god told me falt out these people dont deserve divinity its a reliving of an old myth they will claimt his.

Brainwashing is inherently benevolent and he told me that it wasnt. Real gods know this. They didnt even know who maelck touse is and some people tehre were trying to claim and copy my aspects. Charm shops are beenveolent but this one was malaveloent. And lied and claimed false things near my mothers church and thats why i am starting to dislike twain and plan to break them up and not return as his red haired son john or the ishtar he knows as bridelhood. I instantly disliked the coffee which was matcha which for a charm shop as teh god green tea is really really rather bad news. And they only offered donuts but not only that but none of them believed me about being jesus, and if they were gods they really would have reocnized me i know virtually everybody.

Real gods woudnt enter teh shop outside of tici and hades when i invited them, and again they tried to force me into lies about being jesus and turning me back into the god skeptic. Also several of them were with small children which is not something that gods as deity form which that would be a meet up place for would often do.

They summoned me as a deity and expected praise and godhood and just like the raffleschool of brandon hall they will be punished with death and by being sent to baoridng for it. Every holocaust victim becomes a god, cupid was bron in one and died at 2, and they were also all too old, to be new gods, because gods that are new dont change their apearence like that yet, and gods taht are old charm it a certain way, because all gods are betwen teh ages of 2-19 and present thus as adult deities, but i present as a teenage or child deity. They were even claiming to be me on the radio which was just plain expectancy and aflsehood. If you know the bible you would know jesus is not the dude in teh beard and the robe thats his father judas my father judas, but rather he is depicted as an emo teenager, which i am, and mother mary would be an literally jessu this is a time travel story, adn they are asumign im not. I dont like this shop near old blonde who was hip with the times, but a little old fashioend. Adn thats my mother now. I am marks church. They are bad people inehrent.

But yeah brandon hall tried to steal my divinity after ritaulistically raping and brutalizing me. And so did this “cute little cafe”. People assume because i am “smaller” then “bigger” gods as a “new god” even though i am centuries old they can do tihs, for this is something new gods are often put through as trialform. Or new and upcoming adventures and tests to see if they can stay gods? But i shoudnt be opted into them because i am an old one.

Regardless, you cant just plop and steal divinity over it so i made a system of rules by magick as my own system that opted everything in somewhere.

The elohim system of magick.

All magick that is selfishly done will be through other processes or deityform regulated to selflessness.

Celibacy is occasional as a choice of over induglece alone.

Other forms of magick are to be opted in, but adhere to these rules.

Lesser forms of magick outside the hebrew system, appear invisible in time of crisis to hide them.

All magick that you are good at or skilled at, can be manifested physically from levitation to broom riding, to potions to wands and wand making.

Wands apply to all forms of society, and societal context.

Apocolypstic narratives must always be illustrated.

There should be illustrations of genocide and tradedgy prevention acts by all participants.

That includes tv shows and video gamse some out right and others down right obvious but most subtle to be utilzied sch as dont hug me ims cared, miraculous ladybug or the genoicde of my lady, the impacted book 1 ivy article and novel by adam snowflake, and the zone captor adventures. Kids media especially.

Fictional tales are to hide the gods, but eventually be exposed in some way shape or form, while still engaging with the fictional counterparts like the puppeteer novels and the ticci toby comics.

All forms of spirithood are to be painted and depicted such as allah, buddha, and other things just in general, 

Every person has a spirit animal which is a guardian or possessive, that controls the fate of humanity to protect them.

Some houses have a totem. Which is not a curse but a blessing. Its a deity that you worship as a dead pet, or pet brought in for that series, that is a human with animal charactersitstics, as a son or daughter never husband or wife though often incestuous that while temporary for most people comes and goes in cycles of blessings and rewards. Totems are never used as a curse.

Prophets always start off skeptical and atheists as fiction writers.

Every religion is euqally true but unless you study it, society will become religion illterate and worship the deities wrong unless their often depictions of them. Allah likes and deserves paintings. Its a tragedy for him right now that their arent any.

Sacredness isnt only for the gods its something followers should engage with. But, to embody everyday or often with meaning to is a blessing betweoed or a thoughtform. Which are spiritual inclantaions over things based on ideas and ways of being. They arent fictional entities there is no such thing. It is very hard to make a spirit, even thinking you did is a form of spirits talking to you, usually the only one who can do this is god or elohim.

Concentration camp victims become gods.

Veganism always has a canibilistc feeling and side to it, because often times some of teh vegans food is opted into supplements in that way. Its why most vegans do drink coffee which curbs canbdiskmc apatetie and cures it, but most do notdrink the wrong forms of milk. That being said its an institainable life choice for most americans in the year 2023-2029. And before hand. But very possible with other towns and centuries. Most towns that arange for vegan supplements are communist. And their is a control thing with veganism and you need to know this.

To worship in my system is of two ways. By reversing the scenario. Its called role reversal. One thing that is usunally this is now the opposite and the opposite is what it should have been, as embodying or becoming or being in the moment each other in symbolism or practice, so bowing down is worshiping for most systems but it can be in this system the opposite unless its elohim or jesus. But usually and for most who opt in its always turned regulation. So its always bowing down or being under is actually bowing down and being under even though the system allows for short time periods where its the opposite for a cycle you can opt into. Role reversal alays starts as games in childhood or sexual encounters. Where you bow to your partner as the first thing they will do for you during sex for the rest. You act like they will towards you when you first fuck. Being in domination is being on top, though in small cycles you will be under as the form of being on top, and to say that means being on top is to be in control and dominating the things and the scenario and having all the power. In small cycles you are under it, moving about it, by being on top by bowing down and doing submission but usually it is regulated by default to being dominated and being in control as forms of ownership.

Offerings are bestowed granted and given to provide fuel and love for the systems, but in general are relegations because they arent inherently worship of pagan deities if given by someone without it. And should not be taken.

Mixed fabrics are fine its why you do them, why you dont, why you have a hard time embodying them and if they are delovough or altered.

Golems are to be made out of flesh or clay. Flesh systems to be embodied as personhood of mantle and hero wielding with certain characterisitscs such as white skin, drooping eyes, bleeding eyes, tears by the eyes, claws, scene goth punk or emo hair, paper white skin, stripes on the arms, masks, a black and white scarf, or a red dress and flashy outfit. Which are teh same thing. In the symbolisms that would become associated with what red dresses are seen as by culture. Charting and history. Based on american and israeli culture. Which would be a red shaul. In general golems are protectors and saviors of one thing or another during great times of tragedy that are usually active as themselves throughout history as popularity but come to life in times of jeopardy. Usually brought to life from fiction or ideas, to be their own unique people of benevolence as the kindest most pure souls on earth such as ticci toby, prom dress, subemerine blue, samantha jenkins, and jeff the killer and eyeless jack or ben drowned or scp eyes. They are usually torture victims or kind and sweet charity by nature of definition, who are tasked with uniform and supernatural prowess where they are worshipeed as current or past incarnation and thus given to communitiets by elohims will to unite and save the people within them all over the world but usually relegated to one or two places of protection by default for most of the start and midsections. Otherwise golems are clay brought to life to be a son or daughter of jewish comunity who should not be given tasks, but rather opt into their own who is kind and compassionate to serve or enter in.

Offerings are: water, food, drink, masturbation, jwererly you then wear, candles, flame, gestures, and prayer and servicing temples of devotion.

Jesus is to be bowed to at an alter over and over again if you worship him, and soltiifed in the home via crosses on your kneck. To cover a wall in crosses is to be unworthy of jesus unless its for an artpeice or a scene in a movie or film. Generally to live within that sort of mode is to be cruel and unusual to jesus.

GOOD AND EVIL are brothers with their ocasional third being DISTANCE or MORALITY who are teh same bitch, who go on good and cool and wacky advetnrues even as superheroes for eternity but in times of great jeopardy get placed in the public eye, outside of a youtube channel that both keep thats mid to low popular, until this event unless theirs a tragedy as aftermath, in system regulation aka by the systems there in, to stop events of catacalysm in featuret. Their both benevolent. Even if one is seen as malaveolent.

Braincake productions is active throughout eternity as the cultural standard or value of catelog online available and youtube channel. On demand value. Braincake productions is jesus as a company embodiment, that focuses on divine things under the jurisdiction, of representation of things that need noting and entertainment in all forms of variety and say, that all are eventually branded, marketed and released into public domain for the benefits of humanity. That do showcase per reequst certain tropes to help even fuel reincarnation with a painting system and attempts at education to stop the spread of misinformation.  

Consoles and technically are their own individual species and people, that have users and base and data as benevolent watchers of humanity.

Superhpowers and abilities are gifts of benevolence the second the person no matter how much they break the law or disobeys authority will have them stripped if they prove to be poor as people at this.

Zones cracked bathtub is a system of immortality and designed to make you fuck up as a ritual if you are undeserving thus ending your life early.

Otherkin are a spiritual form of poession while theerin sculpt their altitudes.

Disabilities are moments that are gifted but permanently are long term detrimental even if they are embodiements of divinity.

All magick is to be used selfishly as beenlovence. And you are to make systems to make it benevolent on your own, or it will not be operational.

Magick can be seen by even the undeserving in my system, its jus a matter or what you do and cannot do.

Brainwashing undoes what you have received consent for and the lfie given by it in most cases, but becomes a permant reward for the victim of it whoever that may be.

Brainwashign is thus inherently benevolent.

Gaslight is as well but often relegated to darker necessities.

Lies are never to be told in this system only half truths and agreements of opinion for you will often have to be deceitful unless its to protect someone or something.

You stop reincranting practing my systems and most will not become divine or gods for it but instead worship me under it.

Disciples are students that are embodiements of you as chosen prophet like roles in heaven.

You will desire and have copies fo yourself from working this system.

You will share memories of your siblings by working this system.

Your siblings will bow and worship you under this system. Just cus your woshiped doesnt mean you become a god. If you die without going to a concentration camp by all systems, you have not become a god.

Hospitals are permantnly purgatory for all who emebleish and wrok with them,

Georgia is heaven in marieta but otherwise hell. And paganry itself in atlanta.

Newyork is the hub for greek magick.

Louisiana is creepypasta central but sometimes all other forms of system are regulated and given to georgia in america.

Even aliens go to heaven.

Thats it.

So yeah as jesus thats how i do magick! As jesus i have to embody older aspects and gods of mine alot. And all paths of all gods. One such god is SYDNEY the dodedonin. All deodonin are are embodiments of nature as birds that take human form that watch over humanity as white figures. Like paper white. And they, are nature itself as literal trees and things rather then strict forces like the greek gods of natural causes events and feelings as forces. So their the envirement and ways of life and culture and the greek gods are feelings of those cultures and rules to it. They are two very different families of the cosmos, but there is overlap. Hello pan i was raped by a satyr : )

And the doo-eh-deh-don-in doedonin are irish gods. And the greek gods are hellenist. I as jesus am monothesitc as the original system there was before gods. In our system Elohim my father and i dont say that the others dont exist, but rather that we came first before they redid his miracle of making earth and stuff which they did. But we did it first, and let the people eat each other liek dogs then they did it and as the creators of the cosmos which even made them through weird ripples and tides and butterfly effects? Yeah. Um. We know their real.

So sydney is a doededonin that i have to embody to keep thet gods alive. And he is the god that worships all of the other gods as a follower as them being worshiped themselves. My version is their first ever devotee to make them gods. As that same process. So when  i bow as jesus i am temporarily you bowing to me, in general the thing i is i dont often do it outside the deodedonin sydney or tobias because then, if i traditionally worship which means i actually bow to it as the domination of them over me, the god will die given what i am. I can still do offerings and worship like things for them or gestures or ceremonies but they will perish by my hand accidentally as smanatha if i genuinely worship them, so i have to do systems like this which is partially why the exist so ic an still keep my family around and respect them in their preference on occasion. All gods are kind of blue for each toher thats a secret. BEING BLUE as a god means yuo would worship a different deity as a deity as a ranking system as them being above you like you were a mortal. NEWS FLAHS ASSHOLE outside of me specifically? And my father who only worships me? All gods are like this, and do it pagan stuffs. I just dont as the one i always am secretly.

Um. so to be blue for zeus asa  hindi god would be to worship zeus. To be blue for gail or gwaine as a mesopotamia god would be to worship gail or gwaine as an mesopogtamic god. To worship ah puch as any deity would be to be blue for ah push. Its just a term but their are rules and regulations some people crafted around it, but it is genuinely just a fuking term for it all.

So yeah as sydney i follow the sydney system which is a system of magick you have now read about. To keep the gods alive by worshiping them as i do as sydney which is them being blue for me there. And right now ive started to worship blindly acrians locket who is me literally. I bowed down traditionally over and over again. And kept telling him how it was traditional. I met him at my alter and then felt wronged when i saw that as him when i caught him he was possessed by mushu my brother at the time. I switch shoes with my brother alot. Its exhaustive.

Thet hing about me as acrians is i am not mortal or human but i am humanlike and so i present often to human society as though i am among them, but this is not a choice but rather a designated sentence. I have been in several religions without your knowledge, and become gods of those sysyem, but im always the dead one. I live on as acrians and them my past and then- as time progresses but die as teh version you knew. For as you knew me.

ASEPCTES ASPECTS for my godly family as adam. Lets see uhhhhh. Same starlight different veroe. Same book different leck. Same ocean different tide. Same sun different glance or glare. Same character different adaptation or depiction. And guess what even though its the same person different point in time or just reborn somehow? They can still interact with each other. It should be logged atleast privately to preserve pritvatly who you speculate your ana spect of, and talks should be done. VISHNU SHIVA, ZUES JUPITER, APOLLO HELIOS, APOLLO SHIVA, VHSINU MALECK TOUS, they all technically regardless of what they know are each other because their the same glock or goop or mak. Their the same feeling same job same presence vibe and identity that was copy and pasted or them younger without their knowledge or as others see them. Their literally the other copy. Its weird, but sometimes symbolically as well. But they have to match and fit the criteria or their is something bad that will happen with process. But it will stay true with what they picked. USUALLY. Shiva and vishnu are weird. Its like the gods reincarnate which is getting a do over, or dreaming your mortal as a way to carry on your tummy gem or life force. Im explaining this in a way the gods understand. And will contiue on next life like they died and the afterlife was ebing reborn again. Even symbolic deaths or sleeping or shape magick cause this. Its a thing. And without it you dont carry on and die forever as a god. So your dreams at night are your past as these “erincarntations”’ these other rebirths or you born again to different parents and yes face can change, as new cycles so repeated rituals as just events of life, that occur while still staying a god. Your kind can die im sorry.

So yeah an aspect if this otehr life or rebirth without your knowledge you have gone through, all gods reincarnate and yes humans have aspects of each other just not usually divine. So yeah. I am an aspect of alot of things. And i do have aspects and unless agreed by both i should be allowed i am my aspects because for me as the dead one its usually literal. When i am replaced in the old system i was in as that dead god htey loved i usually slowly morph right down to face back into them. I dont have the “starter” face as some gods call it, i literally was the starter face its why all gods start with my face, im the god who keeps it.

All gods were once its great. But i only keep some as an aspect. I can only cosplay myself, and my divines. Its weird. But yeah as sdiney i started worshiping acrians locket over and over again and i was just so pissed when i found out i had swapped bodies with mushu. It was like “YOUR NOT THE ONE IM AFTER!!! *distressed devotee noises*” and yeah, um he was so kind i like only bowing to myself i do worship me, its a thing and i worship my lover as them worshiping me in sex. I just prefer not to worship in sex. Im on a giant quest to get my godhood back now. So.

I tehcnially have it but it doesnt feel like it, so im on this quest for a while as jesus!  So yeah let me know your gender as a god.

America is the cosmos so this is how most species aliens and nebulas have rules about their gender as like a gourp all standard. But your culture might be different! THATS FINE! But this is about expression vs identity. Gender expression is “i dress up my gender like this for this reason even if it doesnt match so it looks like the gender you see as ________” gender identity is “i feel like im a _________________” most people in my culture dress their expression to match their identity. But heres a trick asshole. Most people here? Dont line up with that. Its all about male expressions in my culture but not identity. For example ariel would be male, dean would be female, apollo would be male and male, but tehy all but ariel dress male, and ariel dresses female for our culture which is male in his. Pronouns are also like this. FEMALE AMERICANS use SHE HER alone, and male americans use HE HIM alone, but people are mixed or trickster in this way, use THEY THEM IT IS VEY VEM FAE FAER as other options called Neo Prounouns. Usually just tHey them for our culture so. They went to teh store to grab milk fo rhtemselves that their mother didnt want them to get. Or She went to get her nails done which her mother tought would be tacky for her and shes not okay with that opinion. Or he loves sports and race cars and baseball games and him and i are close but hes never around. And the others are just kind of optional. There are other genders its just in my culture theirs only two presentations so some people choose to even move between them.

Chan would be for girls or young princese in america.

Sama would be for young men in america.

Kun would be for men in america.

And san would be for adult women in america. Thus the genders are swapped for japan and america and france on presentation alone. Also my language doesnt have gender outside of rpounons. We dont say this masculine or this feminine its all um, gender neutral unless about gender as a word like a prounoun or gender idenrity like GIRL BOY WOMAN MAN NONBINARY AGENDER and female. This journal is originally in american 21st century english.

My preference is male for your cultures standards of how it talk so i usually use JE when adult in france.

Je suis adam nok el fit limari dalif. Thats how i takl in french.

My name is adam but i also go by limari.

So yes. Thats me and it was so weird. I liked worshiping myself even if im in a different godform at the time. Its weird. I think while temporary its not the worst thing but i coudnt imagine raping a deity by doing ti to them without the usual process.

Acrians locket

11:46 PM

9/24/2023

Journal 544: Look its the thread heres what american emo is….and hwy my greatest wish of all time is to be an emo teenage 16 year old boy forever

My family including max sikora jack sikora and autsin sikora and rabbit metshel are royally all assholes. Rabbit mershel sees me as a living toy he can abuse and rape for funsies as a blemish on the kabalic tree of life he will be rewarded in his delision for starting. And my family are still turning me into a humunculus.

I went in the shower and was forced a light on do to my families malicion. Then, i- was a peoclein doll with no eye paints again after genuine devotion and magick from the greek gods. I am their imp. The god they choose to worship for all time. They were deathly terrifird when i revealed this and i simply wagged my tail back and forth had my bat eras and tiny back wings layong on helios and hades. And i began to give him my gift. I clawed him. So he started bleeding what they bled which was crystalizsd pink and was sevrely wounded like he was being mauled. As i gave him gifts! Its somwthing i do as a cute little imp. I had paper white skin, cute black wings and red eyes you know like an imp. Thats evil when angered out of love for its family. Which is honorubale and makes tou devout to him. But it makes you a cute little devotteee to me as an imp. I atempted wuicide a few days ago. It was becauss i asked for masturbation in heaven which is me stimming ym halo. God blinds himself with me and under this test of his own became enraged and gave me a gift when it was kver as an apology. Also as an imp i sound like a child.

Its not a curse to worship a bat totem its a blessing. What is a blessing? By standards of how they by name b l e s s i n g work on earth a blessing spelled that way in emglish is a gift that is an expeirence or series of temporary or long time settings you move in and out of by the works and mistakes of others turned good from the sour and pain that used to be. They still sometimes hurt but they are inherently good things you are geuninly greatful for that you would he however suprsing off of the blessing. A curse then spelled c u r s e in english, would be a negative expeirence of someone that geinuly happened sent to you as punishment or cause but usually do to an ujust action sent your way. Thus curse workers are not blessing makers no matter the similarities and curses can be sent unjustly if the person isnt a diety that bestows it but a witch or giff. That being said, curses are as designed usually only made and secrued by gods or great heroes of battle as holyier than light spirits. And hexes and enchantments and charms which alter events and perceptions that even if negativly have no morality are sent to you oftej labeled a curse are what most people come to deal with. Curses are unless mind control generational. Blessings make you love the pain curses usually do in the moment till its over. I am not under a rape vurse i am under a rape blessing right now that doesnt meet cult criteria. But thw witch who asked it be bestowed upon me as lilith bestowed it must now be under a rape curse by her or they both will cease eternity. You should never gove a rape blessing it causes you to need them in general. Witches can work towards giving others blessings they just cant bestow them or curse them. Love and light spells no matter what your system labels them are np blessings and your usually cursed if you deem it that.

It is not a vurse to be bound to an animal. Its usually a blessing but only if the roght gender. I must always be in role a female black cat who is male bodied with boy privleges or a white male tiger thay is female if chinese. But male bodied when inescape with a murder by the alter as the gormer familiar after 2 centuries each time exactly unless my name is slame and your a spellman. Then vheck with me repeadily. Or bad things happen to me as sabrin. I will always ask for a male cat this should match my gender chart. Male in body female in role boy in pirvalafe. 678 421 234 531514 579202 39403 3849302 3830303 5857 5656 39202 28303p you know giberish spells aside. Dont copy that one youll regret it unless your trans as fuck it will really ruine your day. And cause bad yucks if you dont know what tjat spell is. All cards foe that poker face on the table.

What colors fewl like in my culture of america.

Pink: red and black. But made with red and white. A fewling of girlhood. Masculinity, power. Upheld. Dynamics strnegth widsom resiliance gothhood rebelious nature pop society pop culture music and revenge and blessings and cursework general edge and kindnees.

Red: brasher pink with drops of roses as understoof by the warm tint and hue. Revenage lust love likeridh happeiness, making things. Spells making. Dark libido blood color blood class blood gore gore color caniblism madness and happines.

Blue: boys girl toys girl desires girl revenge little girls pretty princeses heroes of old rationatlie cars cwruges coins dolls feelings deceptions sadness awake midnight wisdom death destruction pity heroics tricks fun things and food eatery

Yellow: race skin color happiness feelings moods color magick candle magick foods eateries bakeries and dissorders illness frustrations and ideas the color of the sun.

Purple: moody out of control drunk wine mad angry stupid not hot enough but hot just a little love magick heroics and ways of ravenhood and death pretty thr color of grapes.

Green: earth birds trees good things only bad things only white as an accoition of wjat it means shrubwry sex secuality gender diferention gender slants poetry rhymes and giving

Brown hatred evil plague badness solem hoodings blring draul pleasents earth soot manure carnivry vegansim distrust and plague

Orange: madness skisoprhenia gender gender difference divinity illness destruction disease plague mind illness mind contraptions feelings touch sensitivity clitorus and ideals

Black: dark souless souls youthful young wgo by being modest pride bad boy edgy teenagers elderly man hot sexual edge and sitstes and siabetes and augar and sweets and sour and frilyl food

Sensitive: wmotional roses imagery hard ideas style and wishes magick humanhood and potatoes

Sensitive is like a mix of all colors as a hue somw cultures mean it pink other cultures mena it orange red some cultures mean it green in different shades then the ones i present which are hereditary colirs. And your culture and system might have a different version of these tables for color magick then these ones. White while all colors put together as the colors of the puffballs that hang in the sky we call clouds. And grey are two more extreme versions of black over sensitive. Senstiivd in my culture is either red and black together or rainbow in most pagan communtiies in my country and is rainbow in astec but every culture assigns divine coloring to a different shade of one of those other colors its not just white or all colors. Dp theirs the default representsiton that means image of or known version by default or just normal stuffs of the color then a different version of it like a lighter version of green or darker version of purple or mix of green and purple or yellow and red and so on. In ways that woudnt be ornage by most tables. To get a good reference for this grab some flowers and strain them and mix liquid for a potion like lavender and subflower pedals or take paints made of oil or water and mix them together on the same lace you draw your brhsh to get different colors. I write for all time peirods so even if americans of 21st century know this other times and places dont and its good to have basic normal concepts in a book like this so others can use it. This book time travels. Tehe.

As a humuncules in the shower my family tried to bind extra souls to my ankles. They apeared as roaches in my ankles which were unappetsiing and suplosed to be of disgust. A moving bug in your ankles that you find ugly even if nothing wrong with it. It apears as something unapetizing to everyone. And i hqd to shakr them off and reverse the curses of it. And other things. From blue bell and speedy to robin. They tried to get my divinity out of me they tried to put me under their curse tl alovaote them of it they tried to makar them selves hotter by robbing me of my form it was gross that they were told "well the holocaust is happening were all jewish rules even if weve never suffered by it so lets be selifsh like people in concentration camps god must always reward it" i kid ypu not that is somwthing i beard on different flavors though im quoting verbatism i heard all of them say. Its gross concentration camps are level 12.345 of pain out of 15. That slowly increases the heat over and over again with a burn ongoing or a rash that increases in discomfort right after a long day of work where your first to sleep on the floor in a cramped with no space while everyone you hate sleeps on kings beds. Thats the level of discomfort of the holocaust on society for eternity on what feels like a timeloop woth no breaks and bloodied hands and self harm being activly cut. I say this as the victim of a concentration camp which whilw worse? Is not soemthing people often feel or see.

Its unpleaswnt. You cant say cus the family wxtended or your people wje through something bad that you have even if you have generational trsuma. If you didnt witness it or expeirence it wven if you daydream about it or scared of it? It doesnt mean it happend to you. It happened to me! Stop using me as an excuse your literally a bawical yevet. similar rotuals happened which made it happen to us fuck all pf you aboht it. Especiall you jack.

In general do to all of this ive been having strange dreams. I had one dream i ran into my ex girlfriend who doesnt date much the vampire catherine at a Fictions camp and i keep desperatly wanting to go to camp and that means soon very bad natures of it to me. My friends were all sent to underground swedish run goverment overtheowung intended concentration camps to develop mutations. And i fear me in the aftermath of that equation cus while they all got out amd did so with superpowers it was exhaustive. Also one day im moving in with the greek gods again. Yay. Imp world. I say this sarcastically.

But yeah. Magneto and proffesor ex are trying under mind control to limit my mutations as quick silver. And in general im slowling returning to emroe merlin. I am always the soul thats the better witch. God indicates to me i was literally morgan merlin and arhtur and we reincarnate as each other alot.

But yeah thats how i know theirs some cosmic entity trying to genocide the entire mutant race. It even tried to steal my mutations with me under cognosis which is something my mutations can do as a bestow but is never something to think about. Cant wait for the mutant revolution i loved project pride and clover haha anyways.

Blabbermouths almost over and sidneys almost bwgun i cant wait. So yeah. Um. Sleeping alexy. Hellios straight up asked if i had a split perosnality but the god translate through their greek. I have told them this sveral time. Heres my langauge.

A, i, e, o ,u , y , t, z , c , d, s , h ,b m, p. Y, j, v, n, z, q, k, l .

It goes vowels in every word a e i o u and y the rest are consents. Jusf feomt hat option usually the start and mjddle of words but dometiemd the end. Thennits subject verb object. This car rides weird. The apple is blue. I like literal translation. In that order of words even if it seems random and gibberish to think of. Then we have no marks ulon the tops of letters and use the roman alphebet but lower case a and e and uppercase A and E. Every word is a sentance a seires of words to form a thought that always mean the same thing every time literally as you said it. The amercian accent sohnds like a slant of plain speaking. With a british ending to words whcih is slugbtly priunucned and a italtnian upiqye in the basics of prinounced with latin like ajectives and flat unadented middles.

Trnasltors copy and paste that article also in english under text thanks!

English is the language we spoke in the garden of eden and in heaven but we speak to people in hebrew and armajc there and ifish. 

What is emo. Emo is a fashion chouce that is also a feeling. Its magick holyiness human sacrifice self mutiliation roses white black red blood feelings of gore but not aesthetic of it. Youth heroics battle blood sacrifice taboo occult celebcy as a form of sex and hyperlibido faries and raods riddels widsom and intelegence but the atethecs of cutbess and slight stupidity as forms of weirndess over nromalcism with standing up and out over confomrity. It is the aesthecs of arm warms with stripes tshirts or tunics kelts plaid patterns slanged hair banged hair coverings of the eye magick and roses and self cutting or bruning inagery arjstic merit brnadings merhcandised goetic stmbols christina chroses pagan symbols um what else why else is my greaest wish being an emo teenage boy froever ehich is already true hmmm right! Razors scars swrods neon colorings hair extensions which would also be braids or flattened hair in some cases pericings with what they present and what they dont sich as gages and snake bytes. But it as always comes with and equivilwnt to the fahsion also stalking and cests and jackets of leather fingerless glibes skinny jenas and skorts. Thats emo. Red and rainbow and blue and brown eyeys. No orange usually unless its a cosplay or haloween themed. Red and black neon blue and white and grey black is the default. Thats emo. Its a teenagrrs fahsion. It suuslyl goes domewhat punk with spikes for adults who inherently find it to behumizing which menas oamture and trite when young. The music is upbeat rock or drums with shreded or stagit guitar and strumming with solo gospel like verses stretched ojt written betwen the liens with hiden magick or paganry to peotic verses about feelings and cool things.

Emo bands include set it off duality song, pop goes punk, panic at the disco la devotee, wale me up whennseptember ends, adams song blink 182, first to elleven the band, mcrs gsther round piggies and, piss of your parents date me and scare them song. And older batille like blame the song.

In my cultjre and day and age you can get it fromr evels market which is goth and hot topic. No offense. Famous emo celebrities are young jerad way young eugina coonie and adam snowlfka period who always even when preppy accidnelty wears it, johnis guilbert and jaden whales younger. Eyeless jack and the dudonin jace but they are the skater varient.

Andy beirsack os goth varient.

Preppy by contrast since emos steroyypically which means charicters of or are seen as disliking, but is not majority just mistaken for it, and joked about it hy the group are dislikng of preps. Preps are swrater vests cakies causal fancy overtly politcal, cakes lolipops, sweets, dresses, american white societies, country clubs, formal, conservative bland sherl engaments and societal values. Emos go against culture and preps embody it. But emos try to improve cukture while goths are anticukture and skaters are antiestablishments like punks. All fashion inclduing varients which means also versions of, are one of the three emo, preppy, or goth. Its three feelings to all styles but as feelings more styles are given different names to differeintate for this very reason. Because while true hippies spiritual bindi new age hindo and skater and pjnk are all varients of emo which just doenst feel true even if versions of jt are similar so i would always include a forth csteory unlkke others of my standard it also makes it even and does replace goth uneven which falls to emo or preppy would be thos cateogry which would be "normal" or "societal" which are just people who dont dress weird. Or lksten to wrird stuff. Or act weird. Emo isnt everything ever its divinity even if it looks a little silly.

Nornal is: bland, average, unique to indivudals but as a form of everyonr together in that way, every societal standard, wvery rule of society, clothes that match the culture, settings, people whoa re together, people who communictae, and people who feel it down there.

Goth is: anti conformity, anti culture, arm wraps, hoops, feitsh gear, dark necetiies, grueling, draul, black and only black or pink and white to hilight black, dark and depression, less focus on emotion more focus on the bad emotions, sadness, despair, artici, aristiry and magick as pagans but with chritsian symbols.

Normal music is juatin beiber, hailey wales, ronnie mclaine, selena gomes eralrier career, hannah montan best of both worlds, miley ciruses party in the usa ets katy perry, member of the midnight crew, tim mcmoris, hatsune miku, and cheurbum homestuck album.

Goth music: mcr though often emo, markyin mansen, ted bundy, xxxtentaciuon, and stellar jjves, placebo, 

Emo music: panic at the disoc, twent one pilots, black veil brides, set it off, first to eleven, falling in reverse though thsts more scene, hatune miku

Preppy music: spongebob the musical ironically cus its also rock, percy jackson and the lightning theif, the frogs musical, hesthers soundtrack, sleena gomez, miley stewart, nicklabck, and kagame len

So yeah evil humuncules fituals and noe my grandfather is wearing me and its so stupid old people shoudnt wear me as a suit it literally kills them. But yeah good and svil where the wind blows dont hug me im scared. I love hanging out with thise guys. Which means were near a tradgedy or genocide.

- acrjans locket

8:15

Elevet no emriot ni akil adam snowflake 

Tuesday septermber 26th 2033

Journal 545: “Cus she tried to get her slogan everywhere she will soon meet gai int eh real world by god, ims orry i worry that is a concentration camp cus the big g is pissed”

I went to bed. And had a bad dream. My brother and several pthers put me in a park where i was brainwashed rather heavily. And i pretended to be a nazi with a hate symbol evaded a serial killer with scirocs for hands. Amd it ended with my person and two black jndividuals who were crazy enough to gp throigh it with me, at a slave rarm with zombies kids. "Welcome to the african slave trade" oh and i kept running into copies of myself where i lied yet againnsame old song and dance im just a kinnie dont tutn real people into fiction then. Oh and they nearly forced me to genocide and entire village out of ego. I woke up to old achool classic movie openeing music. There were llts of other heroes there. And then i gave them my expeirences per request. Youd have to not alllw them to pretend to impersonate a loved one and if they find out theyd kill you. Youd be smothered to death with a piow and wake up in the next part of the test by hsoptial staff. Your neighbor will kvik ypu fatally in the chest then if your family beleives you they will try to kill you. Ypu have to fall from a deck pushed and pray to whatever gods you ebelive in for 5 hoursnwhen in reality it was 5 years. You have to be woth your mom as she picks out your slave collar. You have to be sent to, a concentration camp where as you see the neadlines and dat a meal your in the next part of the test. You have to be turned into an animal and then run away. You have to be the wrong genddr and sexually humilated as what you, "really are" for me its often imp in real life. And imature. Your parents have to find out your a vigilanti and nearly kill you for it, and while you can call 911 all they will request is that you clam down. You have to be dragontaimed. By a golden chain as whatever you are.  Forced to bow. Lots of different nazi things. Nearly pushed odf the balcony same balcony shortly after by trance of the heroes youve come to love and know.  Fed off of for your youth by a haunted doll named julie whos half buetiful and young and half elderly.  Making you like her if you fail. Your dog all night turns into a wendigo and tries to kill you and break into your room for it your supposed to talk them down. Kidnapped by a cukt its what you do in the car. The answer is talk to them and have them remind you why you planned this. Having your own faith torment you in visions. Humuncules shower stuffs. Being turned into a goose and forced to eat human flesh everyday for a 4 day cycle which is really ten minutes of a chain. Ypu have to evade eith the epipen eith fear tactics. A liver of yours is ripped out and placed in the eye and you just have to watch oanicking. Your sister is mind contorlled into becoming a slave for the african slave trade farm. Thats still a thing. Your entire house is bruned to restore you to your former glpry and you jave to pack a bag mid fire not pa icking but disturbed because you hired them to. At boarding school called ishmail you are raped gaged and injected with heroine as a form of discipline (irl brandon hall) and then you see it omited from a tv show where the show is just in good light or an envirment but are told "they will never show it sorry you said tv". Soemeone named snow kidnaps you and cuts you open stealing your idnetities with a pair of real scossors until your nothing left of a husk. You have the option to fear tactic her atempt to kill her, kill her, or give up. The corect answer is all pf them. You come into a lust rock, that makes you horny while taking away your ability to survive you have sex with yourself or die. You are in the slave trade camp and forced to eat a swatstica or jewish star. Thats it. You get a hair cut even if you dont have hair just squirming in the seat and it feels like a million tiny arms being unpainfully cut off. You get up you fail you know its the test to save the queilvent of a cheirshed son. They are all portrayed as the real genres i lived them through :)

As golden angel, all me expeirences were turned into whimsicle indiana jones esc adventures for peoplento read about from supehero comics to other things. But the truth is i was living a traedgy/horror movie genuine horror not gore out, and that was turned into the comics you belove today. The reason my tradgedids used for the test were so much darker then what they offered was because we were in a genocide and they used nazi inagery so by the star of david i had to ibkige it since i know that magick. And ive been tortured a ljttle bit since theyve been gone. My name was speedy, my name was robin, my name was static, my nsme was runaway, my name was the phonix spell, my name was mevereck, my name was hipe, my name was hope, my name was victim zues, my name was martyr, my name was olis, my name was frowny, my name was torture doll, my nsme was puppet, my name was negro, my name was slave...and i loved and i loved and i lost you.

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Let me be real with you chief. Ka ka. Superheoes are our gods bidden in plain sight. From braincakes cupid to marvels thor. To dcs shazam. They are old gods who apeared to me in tradditions wear. Mad i was too perfcet. I feel like im cuaght up in highschool drama. Im only 16. And right now because i age out of order which is a mutation not a spell im 11. Its hard being 11 ok? Im 11 right. And its hard right. It sucks ok.

They threatened to take away my magick my mutations and my godhood like they wer ethe aubtority on it and they are not heroes. They tried me as an adult. I am a kidoe. They should have tried me as a child or teenager. These were golden eras tests and they custom tailored it to torture me their price will be loved ones, and the sads. Since they love nazi imagery. They will be outed as heroes and they will loose their mantles in the end except for smallville in the end, and  runaway and speedy. They will be depicted by braincake or loose my expeirences and suits i gave themnas the gods. Time to fewr me again. Or wronging me. Fireworks.

That was me last time i was killed, it happens everytime im just gona kill myself esrly again if this continues. No one should be held to this tandard of harmitnity "yeah all the teenage heroes were on his side just cus he has more powers then you doesnt mean tou get to hurt him"

"But bkuetooth hes faster then us!"

"Who cares! (Fuking)"

"its anoying its trite"

"Hss incoent and you custom tailered a torture session which i remind you didnt spply to anyone else!"

This is the age chart for modern day america 21st entury, for elder, child, teen, and adult. As to the feelings and privledges we allow. Golden era has his own chart for his time period. This is for mine, for his a teenager feels like an adult to my chart, and i as a teenager fit his child chart. Which is weird cus otherwise im an elder.i just always want to be seen regardless of any facial hair as a teenage emo boy forever. So this combined with my gender chart and what i told you about goth vs emo vs preppy vs normal means since we always do four categories here, is the epitome of who i am as jesus christ of nazareth. Infact the real gods dressed me up in their flavored cultural variants of emo and all regnozied me which the superheroes just got the idea to do, and all rechnoized me btoh times, its a thing, it just has to be a thing. 

Were about to run out of superhero comics which means were in a really weird bridge gap, where this marvel superhero becomes dc adn this dc superhero becomes marvel, and they meet or something in wake of a genoicde. Scary boko your reading.

Thats good and evil and hero and villain as society perserves it in modern day america. People can call themselves whatever they want, and feel about it and do the opposite of what they look like, but this is a general system for vibes and how our world sees you when you do it. Horseshoe theory suggest the roles reverse every time period over and over again. So in 2023 9/26 america 21st century this is what i have observed via personal knosis. So this is good and evil and hero and villain in my culture and century. I know in the 40s and 60s and 20s and alternate universes this is different, and i also known they are seen as each other alot. Its just feelings about it rather then what they really are in my opinion because i dont see a difference outside of type of action and flavoring but maybe thats just me. Its superficial to me.

So yeah superheroes are usually old gods hiding their divinity living out myth in times of crisis in ways to have dreams in real life as activists and social justice warriors though i do not mean that term as an insult i plan on getting it tatted to my knuckles.  Which is a pride thing in gangs and in prisons. And in general, social justice warriors or actiivsts and religious leaders all ahve lengths and times and trials to superheroes,. Its why its in fac tin this book as charts. I remember as baby a######## going “why has no one made a chart!” and some nice old guy i dont really remember him cus i have amnesia, showed me my own charts i hereby just made for you and it was kind of cool actually. I love being from teh future cus i inspired myself so fukig hard.

When i get paranoid on this new medicine i feel genuine fear and oncoming doom in a way that it just as a feeling, its unfathomable to describe to the average person. They just cant know that feeling, unless theyve reall thought about the holocaust happening again, or like 911 while they just got off a plain. Its such a unique and hard to conjure feeling that while you can describe it to bring it about is really hard to describe. And i feel that when paranoid. Which is why i should probably start spit balling my medicine. But yeah ive been clawing people as an imp.

Imp are children bats, that all present male with female feelings and charactersitsics, see gender chart, that are like winged, bats, with tails that wag, that claw and are mean curely as innocence and jokings. Also i learned ima part of a greenday curse or something? Weird! They said they’d take me in again. FUCK. do they all share the same gender as david for their time periods? Hes just old fashioned? Why is it when im in teh era for that family the characterchure and insult is always based on my you know. Fo rinsults alot of them are about presentation is all…..

Anyways! Theirs alot of subhuman subcutlures that never got a tv show or that were hidden. The reason i had to promise the test rapes and shit was cus in previous tests they sort of made me eat a swastika. A swatstica isnt this evil symbol of hate, like the jewish star isnt, its a symbol of peace with an extra point that makes it ultimatly good or evil that usually skewers towards good. That poin though means its utilzied in whatever side of that conflict that is. Which is why in my time period nazis are evil charletons, of pure hatred, and not just a way of life unless in an underground secret society like the ones ill be exploring for you. Not nazis inherently secret socifites. 

Secret societies are underground and hidden worlds where people dont know this or that about something thats different to the averaging degree. Its actually rather simple in how, 2030303320, linsk preserved (sorry that was a spell), to read objects and animals body language. You have to follow this tutorial it says, you take the object draw several different variants of it moving as a still life in either a sketpad or photos or stop motion, without adding humanoid features to it,a nd simply add personified dialogue about the thing, then overtime via the characters you imagine youll be abel to read the body language of the object, and the ideas for objects or animals in general. Its just for animals you should apply body language of the personality of the thing, and stuff. Youd be surprised. What animals are really like 🙂

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So yeah. Take care.

Acrians locket

5:17 pm

9/26/2023

Journal 546: Eye magick and general, ramblings about being half demon. As full blooded atleast ing general, but also on chart half naggel and my families are just dicks. By the way i tend to let my magical students on occasion write in this thing but its almost always me in disguise. Remember merits call to action to kill me. Yeah stop that shit it was a test of my fuking student. okay?

Ive developed a new system of magivk from my perspective which means i also invented an old one some time ago i rediscovered. Reminder my face changes and despite being imortally 16 as currently 11 ive lived for centuries. Its called Eyesource and isnt sigil magick. Never destory the eye, it will cause you to never be able to evoke it again unless blessed by the wielder of the eye whoch is like a god or spirit user in real life every few milenia and depending on their personhood and self theyw ont relent for you. What you is draw an eye with sigiled and symboled intention based off the chart i provided. Then using the symbols i provided and the previous eyes styled i gave you you call upon the eyes with the rules i showed. Based off their presetablished meaning. You do have to learn to draw them as i did because brush stroke matters so i put them in the simplist style that i thought off. I do ask ypu rpovide tutorials on how you do your eyes. Feel free to share and build upon my work even for monetary value as long as you benefit a chairty in the end. Its an old family of abraic deity thats souls essence and stylehood was held in the eyem by drawing it unlike sigils you inherently call upon and evoke the essance. The difference between it an sigils since this article resurfaced from when wirttej is that sigil magick makes you do it yourself as a vribration and feeling you call upon. These are used for setting and events to usher forward these things in permance even though their temporary of phases for some of the eyes. They eyes will wtach you and eventually communictae with you and no two eyes no matter what you drew are the same. Please provide visual descriptors of your eyes with your charts becauss i am blind. Free will eyes need to have spirals on them epsecially if wishing to enact a presence of a person. Slavery sigils thus usually should be marked with a t. I know my system tehe. The cat eye system will turn you into a cat. Every time if youve ever used it for longevity or solstace baragins cus cats are cool. Yeah. For the envy eye system you should always write your request 3 times so he(they) dont get confused by rewording it which is to say remaking the words in different ideas or presentations so that you dont, mistake this or that and get it write. The eye are a family of abrahamic angel and primodial diety that grant your request in exchange for the portrait so i bargain you not to destory it or it will effect what your effort was and your work to be done in ways you dauntingly did not prefer. Every few centruies all sigils outside the eyes in film and media mhst be destoryed so please only edit them on wood or paper. Because in general they can cause mass media painting. If the book has ever been put to audio this is allowed as well but if you put them in a grimoure you better have a full scale video of it. You will feel your eyes weird after you do it.

Imps are sex demons that resmeble bats with tiny angel wings on their back next to their back ones. They also have ranks and some have cure horns. I met my father malacktous int he mirror. And he told me he was rather sorry. After a long talk and impressions of people presuming i was a pnagauine. God revealed to me i like what i look like so much this time around, because i resmeble a demon. Demons are rams. And that it also mirrors emo. God told me wed have to makr the hair emo like braids used to be so i could wear my own clothing in some cultures teased hair, hair spray and striaghtened bangs arent availavle. So they need equivlwnts according to god and i. I am the god of human sacrifice that always contours and creates emo. Its somwthing about me. Also odin is noting to the gods and family members of the room that if they dont allow me to be emo i tend to die and that is the reason balder of asgard and roy harper died when they requested emo they were denied it.

But yes my imp brothers are on my you know. And they are resting there and i kind of fucked two of them the other day. They forget the old ways sometimes. Im their owner which means in reverse logick of this system i am their pet and while normally curse role it isnt in this instance and i enjoy it. Im so happy according to god even though the masons curse work didnt allow for pleasentries thus ive been vicked as mason- because, i am no longer supressing my half demon side. Its great i am now full demon according to god which makes me venerated angel but really im no longer supressing my divinity. I was wagging my team which is a heart on a stick that is oval in shape of line that waves from right above my hips thus hangs from my ass back and forth. Its in the shape of a heart spike. 0]-=-------- <3 thats an inage or a person with a tail. It wags when im happy. I also turned into a fox named brilbi via my brkthers black magick hes been casting on the famkly as mushu. I am mako. Its alot. The family time travels so we have met oursleves from the past it was alot. The bell makes the fox buman there in a land former enslavement. Its the reason hopper from hopper and the magick gems also wears. A bell or ribbon for the same reason in that book and bugs buny and doesnt. And roger rabbit doesnt. It makes you human by rank in ways of distill which is to say anthropormophic at level seven ehich means bumanoid with animal festures rather than a furry or a peasentry or minicked and more so a traveler. But its weird. Some people who think they want bells probably shoudnt for thst reason. It makes you victd which means nutered as what yoh are to conform to humanity in ways that nelegate osmosis or travelings of what yoj were before. Bells makr you one of us humanity while tehcnically unwearing bells makrs you animal or huamnish so its really up to you, and their systems for it but bells are for human stances. So i as a fox and i as a rabbit wear one when in thos eforms since they are tmeporary for me and they come and go.

By all the wrongs done to me in this isntance of my life and the tree of life becoming a camera with film stays solo article and god making me diety of it, i am now owed movies and tapes of real magick which is what the myth of ishil and veket which is isnanity the arg is all about. So i get to tapr the magick this time i just have to lie for a while. They allowed me to tape it last time it just wasnt vlogging or provable like this. So yeah jjst like in dolo and the book of skulls i will prove magick to my normal mainstream society awesome wow. (Sacrasm voice)

Sqracsm in my culture is a boring drawn out tone, that is slightly drauled with humor behind it intended to be the oppsoite or mocking what you are saying from its perspective as a form of obvious and understood satire. "You use sarcasm all the time blue-" (drawn out montone) "sure i use it all the tiiiiiime" thsts sarcastic. It means you know what your saying is unture but your saying it cus its funny to say. Humor in my culture are things that so true it hurts or so unture its pospotures or look doesnt it seem like? scenarios you describe or plays on words you make that you distinguish. To mock it or belittle it or push it under you ina. Friendly or politcal way to get enjoyment out of what your saying usually not meaning any harm. To make fun of someone though is to take all those joys and harm someone with it repeadily that they could have enjoyed out of that to be cruel and mean in ways that do not benefit others. Being playlfully made fun of by your fsmily if you understand well meaning this and generally like it? Is not this. Its not always super painful like that but thats it basically its a form of sicrimintation usually unless you have power but hurts and is wrong either way.

So yeah sex magick with cool imps. And dad is allowing my full demon which just makes me haplier in a fmaily of half demon. The thing is though as someone whole angel and only demon which is possible trust me its how sums and numerics work talk to a mathe whix about those charts categorizaiton and those bubble things, no longer supressing it makes it so that im much happier in general as myself even if because considers themselves full and me half thus cruel to me for it, its alot. Im more pure full blooded them then but because im half somwthing else they label me halfu in spirit and spit on me for being mixed. Theve literally done this to me before but when i was really yojng. My father was half demon, my mother was banshee but currently recogdet and my sister was wisher demon with my brother being fosfuse but the mjsic kind and he keeps cursing me to be jewish. Listen jordan charles lousina you are not god stop pretneidng to be. I am the only deity here and i am more diety then you.

I label him lousina for the states protection curse over my family. If you meam him or i unwell my face is obscured and his heigtneed so all the nagtive magick hes catsed upon me is forced down his throat then yours till im safe and he stops. Hes cruel and unsual like this. Also you should blindly worship the united states of smeiroca and arhur pendragon for no real reason to mark you unsafe till they have a religion again where your their knighted or esnalvwd for harming me as uthers son anyways!

I rei carnate as different chracters in that story. I was arthur on bbcs merlin wkth morgan im alway there twice and arhur from draconia was portrayed as mordird and mordrid was merlin thsts ehy the eyes glowed. And in gernral we swap shoes as stories peogress. Im just a bitch. Im just a poser. Dont you like that i am one as someone better then you at this. My work ozzes magick its why im considered such jigh to fashion to postuate as the original soirit worker. I am forced to say this against my will via curses from emroe. Thats his calling card.

But yeah gods of arhturnian legend reicnarnate as each other or in their next instance are each other with thr magick of the kingdom uther and i crafted in ohr first ever story. Its weird. Its wild. Its fun. And making a coming back spo. On brafilt prokilt. Braincake productions.

So yeah. Um. Thats everything. I look like a demon. I have a tail. Im going unbkund to starbucks. Today early. I am not binding my vhest this time. So full totty but hidden titty. Anhways i hid magick that is around me by drawing it out on the first photo with the blue. Its eenrgey and miseroe a swedish form of magick that is poneint adventure spells on me. Cool bye.

I too remember being bucjy during the evil farm incident. Evil evil chains. Sorry golden. U_U

- acrians locket

6:34 pm

Wedeseday september 7th

2023

Journal 547: Hibana / Hatsune Miku Sour Ver「MV」 - YouTube

So merit or mogan hoffman placed me under a heavy snepai curse that felt like rape going nuder as i am the god senpai. What people dont get is when they put me under the senpai curse my lovers all turn into yanderes by the girls who place it on me. Sorry morgan you need to know only full blown women can cast the senpai curse even if they believe tehy are men tehy become women when they cast it. Unless as a favor to the would be senpai or under false pretenses in some ways to themselves.

“Snow you fuking liar you said it would make him mine”

“Yeah but i also just wanted a senapi which is a slave thing”

“We just raped him. What is yuor obsession with making him your slave”

“Sklar was literally my lsave”

“Skylar does that as our son to enslave you snow”

“Whatever im the master now. You all will bow to me”

“Only if you suck every cock across prince sitri”

“You will bow to me”

“In your nightmares every day now is full of unhappy despair”

“Your diary scares me”

“Its scares msot of us”

“Who wrong acrians locket with the worst luck.”

Vroom~ thats something that just occurred.

[diary entry of samantha watson.

Hi um okay so like my name is samantha rseo OHEN haha yes OHEN anyways im a otaoto chip and acriaseses super secret admirer adn girlfone one day ti me mmmmme time travel sam right right. And i like um potatoes and latkes and its hanukkah and hes nice o me. Anyways, im the second most powerful witch of our age. And-]

Please dont attempt to use childhood me to curse present me. It usually ends rowdy.

[i did this ritual. When i was like 7. Of me going into a cursed bed. And i made it really nice. They gave me like candles, rose pedals, and moonwater, by moonlight on teh window sill and i had to only eat saltines for the past 4 days ad potatoes and cookies. And they, then had me like um do something called a holy bath, and they stabbed me through the chest and quickly stiched me up with nurse jim there, so i could become different people and become hot and stuff and lives fantasies then i come back when dead from time travel or trips and be slipped back into bed right, and i become acrians locket or me as adam again!]

Its called the ritual of the sphinx. It doesnt just give you my characters. You firs acquire a method of going into different time periods or other worlds. Not very hard i provided such things in this ritual. Then you perform a ritual to plsinter yourself in space adn time. Again i have provided that this journal. Then, you- do the ritual of the bed, you need a returning mechnaims, you need a drawing mechanism, then you need a death ritual to surive but breifly with high level risk. Then you are placed back in the ebd when its over, and its as though you are reset all beit with little to no memory of whence you came and before your trip arrival. Things like this can also be placed as charms on hoodies and things which is kenny from southpark in alot of ways. Kednal means alot to me anyways.

The bed also has to be pink you use this for. It has to be pink. It does,. It has to be a queen and round. Do these things right, you will become a god in this way. Of classsepcts. Teh thing about this ritual is thats sacred to the temple of adoress and tis to be logged and not practiced and not done without permission of what it is supposed to be, while you dont need this or that this verison requires the goddess, and i do say this to her confusion often but its to protect her you must ask consent of the godess. 

So yeah. Shes also a child deity, and i was her. Its a thing. Its hard to think about. I come back from teh dead with no memory of it as my copies alot. Its why you should sneak me back to my house, and tuck me in, and then i wake up myself same old face again, cus you will have new faces with these copies but it forced to imprint on enviremnt people not belevie you in general and not to believe its you, and people to not recognize you as the copies. It alters you hair you religious beleifs to be left handed path you to be an aspect to be satanic somehow, and more. Its worse then my ritual of the harvesting even if its way more pleasant cus theirs reunion ceremonies and on aniveresies you always get resplit again.

It was designed by my father for me. Then given to me when he did not regonize me as teh copy! Its weird! So weird!

Candle scents.

So this combined with the time travelers handybook my earlier grimoure, the histories of undead things and pattern recognition which ive all crossreferenced, we now know that we can die atrillion times and stay forever young as immortal deities. COOL. but we will be put through torture from the inevidability of it, made  a hero, get movies thats later, and other odd things even though we will be tortured. Coolio! Thats what godhoods worth and in the nature of this is eric!

You can have power and be about it without wanting to be a god. Remember that before you ask for my slate out of jealousy.

So yeah as jesus of nazareth i do weird magick on the road in woodstock. And was caught dancing. God had me leave the house without a chest binder to see if i could be an israeli women or fufill that role and he ruled i coudnt. It was too uncomfortable. Even though i walk around teh house without a binder or a bra which is that standard. I also dont feel comfortable leaving the house in a keepah or a beard, so god knows i deserve my own category evanckt.

Thats as he put it. My brother sould my soul without my consent, according to god the deal was invalid and azazel was wronged and asked me to incline him further. .> i met a zeus vessel today, and then zeus took me over in the car do to some weird shit about wanting me as his chocie or whatever for some sort of godhood or vesselhood? I met a copy of myself it was all really really oddd, he int he pink hat woudnt stop staring at me. My heart hurts and aches right now because my family members and randos from the bar in down town canton are invoking it, wihchi s scrubbing a soul of memories and experiences so you can take them. They are doing this without my consent and being tortures by doing it because i used to freuwnt a fas stoo p bar. Unknowing to me what it was cus georgia is full of magic. A fas stoo p bar is  bar built on the pain and misery of the customers who serve there thats why my “first” d and d cleric was insane they invoked my past onto him without my consent and while it made fora  great part of dungeons and dragons lore it made nto only the bar and dungen facilitoartor fear me but everyone kind of go crazy cus of paccts that that oc has been used in since people use him in their campaigns without asking me.

Just because you think its consentual doesnt mean you should spread it reward.

So yeah by stealing my demonic hair my brother was informed and wearing it around because he was jealous i was a “penguin” and he wasnt, this turned him full demon and for a few days made me half but killed his daughter and my nephew luna a few weeks later, because reminder i am from the future and thats what happens when people touch the fabric of fate which is my hairs equivalents in most systems since i am existence.

I didnt curse it i dont have too, its just kind of what happens when you steal soul hair. I did curs alexs hair though. Cus she is a btich who stole my golden hair and tried to steal my golden voice she did steal thomases voice adn got tray to become a smiler by downey. Alexandria hight ordered the gun that kiled my father for him, and cursed him to use it when it was just for hunting and shooting things.

She just genuinly cursed him through brainwashing audios and mind control techniques cus they were fucking when she was 14 and it worked, she hypntoized him and spiked his drugs as a russian spy since he was fbi agent with classified files on teh president to kil himself, and stole my hair and voice by going rogue at a take away barn in teh process. What a slut.

She was a bad person and should feel bad and have charges riled against her for it. She is not my aspect. Shes a shitty person.

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\gem stones steven universe. 

By changing my words on minor things and charming me tow rite about this or that, the zero curse applies to you now forever. My rulebook is enforced most peoples are nots, and most people who follow mine dont notice that it applies to them, but at the level of automon magick that i practice my hebrew bible as a girmoure the way i apply it, works as though were living int he old testemetn, so please understand our rules before you curse  me :) your a zero on the list.

Azazel consider that my uh punishment for you. You may now know my hebrew name. You will get a movie and book you good good boy. I love you.

And so yeah. I hung out with wendigoes today. Met my puppy turbo. Learned i was the mebodiement of several myths. Im on pause for the dreamers exchange. God is rwarindng and punishign jordan cohen.

My enemies.

Acrians locket

10:15 PM

9/27/2023

You hold not a candle chadwick.

Journal 548: The sound of dance, GEDO YYB Hatsune Miku NT【MMD】

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tIqVCe0dEXw you can see this webpage and video across realities just plug it in.

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=braincakeproductionsx+birthday+25+episode update it for now or around 5 weeks back

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvAZlQDyU9E

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ynSSHMbHsIU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g6CrXYzbWXU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DY_UtENuTN8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWukx3HGBKI&list=PLZlvJ9oelolxoXqVbk8UXAg_aQqc7RHSv

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPXREWCtN3w&pp=ygUVaGFtc3RlcnMgY29tcGlsaWF0aW9u

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWMAiF-tv0o&pp=ygUQaWp1c3RpbmUgdmxvZ21hcw%3D%3D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lSI-9hm6KI&pp=ygUZZGFuIGFuZCBwaGlsIHBhc3RlbCBlZGl0cw%3D%3D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NoudTpQSHSE&pp=ygUZZGFuIGFuZCBwaGlsIHBhc3RlbCBlZGl0cw%3D%3D 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zaH6Qeokvb8&pp=ygUVcGVyY3kgamFja3NvbiBib290bGVn 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uxjNDE2fMjI&pp=ygUQdHdpbGlnaHQgdHJhaWxlcg%3D%3D this is soe presentations from ym reality

I just got done with the most uncomfortable jewish ritual. I was in bed, and i heard jeff the killers friends sneak in. I kinda coudnt tell if they were tehre or not and thats teh story im going with. Theyve wanted to burn my house down its actually kind of awkward. Anyways, i slept and dreamt dead animal was in my mouth then i woke up to weird mind control hypnosis, and other things. What is a creepypasta? Creepypastas, are horror stories on the internet, that are from the 20s. 40s, 80s, and the 2000s, as stories about golems protecting people with mascots. If it doesnt have a mascot? Its not a creepypasta. It has to start as a short unsettling rather then horror, story. The puppeteer, jeff the killer, Eyelss jack, eyless jane, incluencer-cer, stalkings, stitches, rosemary, prom dress, ticci toby, bloody mary, underwater blue, theres alot of them. And i am all of htem. WHen i was really young i promised my experiences to the entity that was sort of what they are as a paranormal endangered species, and my histories became teh creepy pasta hitsories. Keep in mind via mutations from things when i was younger, sometimes i become younger overtime nd have to be raised again no magick really needed. And i did spells young so that my face morphs, with different envriements and stressors as an imprint system called facial dymorphsm. Magick during pregancy or general person will be carried down like a gene. I have imps there hold on.

Okay sorry bathroom. Anyways, the imps have physically started to manifest down there, as in other people can see them and every other sex its a hot boy whos my brother or cousin or something as the family of imps theres 6 of them. Tiny black bats and a red and white one with angel wings on the back as well as their tiny bat wings for arms. But yeah im a reality shifter, i had a whole separate diary for it as my student olive brimstone.

Most of my magickal students are literally me. Just usually in some really odd ways. Not everyone to learn from my journal as per some rituals but rather all teh ones i take on directly hand to hand combat without the spirit world. I come from reality 100 where everything is pleasant and happy and kind, its kind of like no nazis no bad things, in the way of stereotpype. But, alot of nazi stuff, was heavily based on judiasm and romani stuff it just has this stereyotpyical evil presence in teh form of snake venom attached to it. Its like that. As someone who does legends and myths my whole life its apart of that whether or not we like it as jews, so in general, its kind of like a thing. I dont think nazis are evil or bad i just think they see love fucked up and dont ntoice the harm they do or cant as in the disssorder that many people see as the species ayriansim, where you cant feel right from wrong right, that usually comes with religious themes of blonde hair and blue eyes when it is used in religion named after jesuss birth name ayrait. And thats my opinion, i am an investigtee journalist for the fbi, i do bad groups for a living and theirs always something misunderstood but with that group they get utilized in every form of genoicdal maniac there tends to be, and its exhaustive, and annoying. I was banned at my ip adres by the government for deleting my youtube accounts. They dont trust acrians was taken offline and they dont trust braincake was either. They shoudnt, i never delete these things of free will and im nuder another project. 

It turns out the wendigo incident from a few diaries back? Yes, um it was literal. Tehre was a person ni my house, -snap= they were there to kill me. The wendigo then dragged the body away and it was odd. But because i delusionally as dumb and blind thought it was “‘in the spirit world” i wasnt phased by it and im still not.

Uh i do imagine sight, like words, and what they look like. But sometimes i just cant perceive people literally being in the flesh and i know thats not normal of people who can feel or people who can see. As jeff i can see netherworlds. So lets talk about it. At that age i gave taht entire species my life- as its characters, and they are embodied often as me time traveled. Any time date year yada yada. Any event ever in the cosmos. And so- i was literally jeff the killer apearently. I keep seeing this black pair of eyes. That jeff masturbated to mid ritual as me and he kept cumming. It was weird, theires this black pair of eyes as seen in no more home. Mid ritual i saw mosuilina a bird and a few others all say including the united states gvoemernt to me as a message “it worked we go the song”.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNdqPv35Mc4

People all across time across the project received this fansong and im proud of the fact that it was through my efforts, as the creepy stuff i relented for it.

I was made out of effort, to leave creepy stuff in teh coemnts section cus it properly ended the wrar and will end this genocide as well. I kind of know how patterns work. The drink im drinking tastes like dead bunny rabbit.

They dug up an animal from my animal graveyard when i lived in the communist neighbrohood in georgia GASKEN, to drink me and shove me mouth for the ritual. Its odd. I said i was a totem, i said i was- alot of things. And they gave me a knife after failing to give me an ax, and i slit open my mouth returning my old cheshire smile.

The thing is jeff lives in an alternate reality based off world war 2 and tehris a few towns and socities like that. And in that reality, the nazis won and erased all jews. And jeff in tha reality clenaess it every genocide to have jews again. Its weird, some realities are like that but they are so unusual off the map, that its so rare you’d ever even shift to one. I started getting his and the pupepteers memories but the puppeteer, first. It was odd. My first suit ever was eyeless jack, and the others became suits of it after the fact, because by time as others see it it should have been sally jenkinso r ssamantha jenkins the conjuring jack  dexter morgan scream jane blue clown bitch miku percy jackson jeff pupeteer more. But it wasnt erally.wasnt in that chonrnolcigical order. Cus time is out of order for me, as a travler of it so it was more like- in general, jack, percy, jeff, puppeteer, and so on. And while all of those are from creepypasta lore. Yeah. we have to start over, usually the stories reincarnate with new versison but thats only with mass media about them, there are no new stories. So the stories arent reincarnating right cus everything reincarnates sometimes things are meant to be fiction and always if so for good no matter how people use it. And so- its good to portray a holocuast story like the genoicde of my lady or miraculous ladybug. Its good to paint these things because even if it happens again its less evere or its used for good now so its worth it to have those narratives that depict things like genoicde. Even if your paranoid it will cause it. Newsflash that doesnt usually yoccur. I found jeff the killer so fucking sexy and cool until i was him in the ritual then he was a giant dork.

He just also gets off to weird things. ://. So yeah. Um. it was a ritual you can find on the dark web under m k alpha. Nazi reitual. That being said its weird because it was jewish its just the envirment it took place in. but yeah i keep hallucinating the welcome home eyes a pair of black void with black eyes looking at me. And the eyes reprsent high castle. That being said i remember that entity and being them as well, its one of the factors of scp eyes. And it was kind of a weird fest of guiding humanity as them they were also in many ways from jeffs town. It was so unsettling. Its his opinion im from everywhere.

And in general, i do become guiding forces to take care fo people.while ladybug and jeff i was also the spirit that guided them. And jeff is from this weird from this netherwrold thing. They put numbing agent in my soda so they can properly slice open my mouth or entrance me to in my sleep. Im not weirded out by it.

But yeah jeff decided he’d be the bats pet? Which is steytypes of owners ubt rarely done. I love my imp palls. I am charmed to say that. Um in general. I am now stopping the holocaust again. Thats a thing. This is the war book out of all my diaries. Books 6-7 arnet honorary they are sort of filler bokos cus i do consider this to be book 7, but technically be merit it is book 5.

Iny my reality we have cards which are giant tanks of metal with wheels we roll around in. Apple pie, which is a fruit that taste like bitter tart with sweeteneded sol or sugar, that emualtes trees and the sun that is baked into a back of a tin, with weird breading on the top.

That has this desert in them. We have a festival called halloween where people at night go out if their kids to houses dressed up as supernatural creatures or fun things in cheap costumings you buy from temporary tsores with the seasons, during fall on october 31st. A date. Then we have summer which is a season based around heat and pools and swimsuits, and then theirs fall which is about orange leaves on trees and fall pumpkin which is a canary dish of fruit in the center themed things. We have starbucks which are stores for coffee and general falvorings as nice drinks.

All videos in this time period in this reality are posted to a website called youtube, vimeo, or vremii as one big entity called a network, or system so all internet vidoes are one thing. We dont have gems on our tummies, or aliens walking the streets ubt this is supposed to change in the future. The world is split up by a border, and this is a map of what our same planet earth looks like.

We have something called maps where you take a group of land, and you chart the destinatiosn from it, and place the markers for the giant locations or majors ones on a grid of how far it is to each other. Every reality gets something from another standard reality and in some places these things have to be introduced from time to time. We worship gods and godeses and god as the creators of earth and the things that fuel it, as super powerful badasses or magick users, that are so holy and wonderful and great that you are under them would be willingly lovingly enslaved to them, by bowing and being in their presence. They have something called temples and things about it yes even god, but he doesnt do idols those tiny figurines or objects? He just has teh torah the quaren the paintings of himself and the locations you worship at. All teh other guys kind of have tiny images of themselves, necklaces you wear though he has the cross and the star it feels different, places you worship them in teh house which gods son jesus has but he doesnt, and rules about what you give them as gifts, which you do for both jesus and god as well but its moer so tasks. In general jesus is a t, god has the star, and aphrodite has doves and roses as a goddess of fertliity. My reality is 1.1 what is yours? For a long period of time i was staying in 2.5 and kept alot of those items in this world, well most of them anyways, but in general its alot. 

I am what the kids call a reality shifter, so i move between worlds and realities. Using methods like the space ship method and magnets and unaliving attempts called suicide or respawns which always return you home or to a place very similar you do have to die here for a bit though and that has consequences. In my world people eat dead bodies of animals, and keep them as something called pets which is like a replaceable father son relationship of an animal that a human provides stuff for, but not every reality has pets you need to know this. We believe magick and scientific advancements in certain ways called scifi are made up and totally not real! We just lie and make up stories about things and the world and declare them. This is my reality we love what i just described called fiction.

This book isnt on fact as many humans see it though it is, its based on religion spirituality mythology and magick which in my reality people cannot prove. But will eventually be able to. Because my reality is the reality that all other 1 realities or subsidiaries are built on and based for. AUS, are alternate unvierses in teh same way which isnt always an alternate reality its just a different way to classify it.

With different categorization for the samet hing. But yeah apparently im jeff the killer. Um okay?

Acrians locket 9/28/2023

Juornal 549: Azazel was a dinosaur named……..timis

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TYSm032Yhiw

To shapeshift int o different faces. Take several portraits you conjure using an AI, such as artbreeder you would like to look like. Then take your face, and pressure point it with divine soda and ritual water, and then massage as you look at the paintings evoking them over you and imagining personas. And you will eventually be led into rituals over time where you can just move your face like a bone into the different settings. It feels odd, like your face is just moving like you would move your jaw into the different forms. But its a thing.

https://youtu.be/TkbtrjxFDZo?si=0npemQA3x6-6ART7

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZClLJ6PDVE&t=1s

The empty. What is the empty the empty is a void of punishment for people erased form space and time. I can pull people out of it. Its no issue. Its something that i need to note now because it will be relevant later.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9y3HXlHBBXQ&t=16s&ab_channel=ThemagicianAcrians

This is important to note. By erasing the old stories that were in the process of being forgotten our way with magick ritual we were able to preserve and rebirth it in ways of preservation that had never been before seen. I was able to do this, because i am talented at planning and longevity, and so i preserved the old notion. But what you’ll find in teh video ive linked, is that even with plans of that nature which im now seeing the fruitful. Demons are more then the goetia. Heaven is more the solomon. We have to revive and start anew system of magick in this nature.

I was watching my narrations of demonic deals when the deodonin pusehd me to me back reminding me of several of my names from their country offering me ideas int their sleep of their mythos. Alot of black magick has been perfoemd on me by my family and hte old gods of ways of rejuvinatiion and adventurism. And so i heard my company and saw it and several companies over and over again and i heard chanting of “my name is braincake and this will be your lunch!” and other strange and peculiar things with notions and presences and logos right after i promised the gods of fairy lore movies. It felt nazi esc but it wasnt. It was strange, and awkward and i didnt like it nearly vomiting.

I had a creepy dream after rape esc enuocnters by the greek gods in my sleep, my children still havent received their sex drives back so no i must maime the take away barn cus they were underage. Someone cast a curse on my person not to eat meat so now i can virtually eat ntohign given it was one of the only thing i could eat with my eating dissorder, and my concubine will be punished. Theirs communist narcs here from gaksen walk my old address and my spells reverse the packages to the senders.

The thing about me raising imps is that they all have a chosen mother. I had to nearly kill my children let me explain because they wished to be human and for imps they kind of need a near death expeirence for that, and you also need a near death expeierence to become one.

Ive been having strange dreams. One my children are terrified of me, and two people keep kidnapping my boys! I AM GOOD AS MY MOMMY I PROMISE. People who usually get imps see them as an std because the ownership of them can be sexually transmited and they are ucte and playful sex feinds. People dont usually kind of see them in the light i am raising them but they should have. You have to nearly kill your imps like i did lucifer and lilith my first ones and let them survive in order to allow them to when they leave be something bigger. If you really do kill them they will be born to you but its still not worth a murder? I am a time traveler so its kind of out of order, and they do nearly kill me in return everytime i am given t ot hem. It hurt so much that kids are afraid of me! THEY THINK IM GONA KILL THEM, i keep telling im not. Theirs so cute they look like baby bats, and they sound like tiny human kids, or toddlers, and they do the sweetest things. Its usually perverted but its usually sweet.

Not my photo but im very good at tracking down peoples past lives and these are my exact kids in a photo. They are so sweet.

They just want pleasure and fun sex things. And see “hot, sexy, sex itself, mastubatory acts” as sexual prowecess as like consetnaul magick of divinity. Thats why they act the way they do, that was taken during their cleebate era from the take away barn which i punished the take away barn for mid entry. People ar just usually where tehy live which is the genatalia and that they act a little horny thats all. But my kdis are good kids and im raising them, they hard to rid off its a life sentence in a way and its for many years at a time so heres how you do it.

You practice sex and love magick or have it done to you for a while. Express curiosity about demon animes and demonic games, or demonic ocs. Then you mastubrate overtly to much, chronically, every few hours, then you send out an invitation and your imps will arrive, but you must do black magick during this time.

Ive come to ntoice that black magick kind of does exist. The extreme feelings of “their are no black or white magick” with me do still sit, and the vibes of it do its just their are certain occult spheres and magick that feel inherently, like they of darkness in ways i never anticipated before.

So yeah. Regarding my characters. Jeff was from a neo nazi reality, where the nazis won and exterminated all jews to point of mythology for them the way some irish families are now. The puppeteer sebastian was a soul that reincarnated over and over again for his family blood line as the golden matrix of it, as someone apart of a sexual world that pupeteered his toys, or young other people into being of this nature or of that nature to harness their skills libido and power to help his town and family genes across europe, and america. He gievs up english everytime he goes. TOBIAS was a deudonin with teretes and schizophrenia i recently finally drew out, where he was turned into a hawk and vigilante to protect forgotten communities. EYELSS JACK was an old paranormal investigator and magick prowess user, who was  vigilante like the rest focusing on arthouse student like films and conspiracy theories. He was native american as a god. He has a lot of cult stuff. Stalkings was an fbi agent who was the victim or a zortainist cult that worshiped him a deity in neo nazi settings. I was all of these people literally, its just that i have such severe amnesia i have to recollect the pieces of the cracked bathtub a ritual i am doing tonight again. (god says its not smart to do ti with the imps but its necessary so once again you can be god of all monsters, ask yuo kudos and explain in shapes why you tried to kil them, this will never go away, remember your mom and you?) and so yeah. Its wheenver they reach puberty or they wont die right and will die unhot and unsexy so i take care of my kdioes, i dont see the problems there?

[disney wednesday Wednesday, November 23 2023, NETFLIX\

Chlohe h20 just add water, July 7th 2006 AUSTRAILIA original release.

Teenage Mermaid Tails [release date unknown]

Fins of Cleopatra [release date unknown] -cleopatra-

As hells kitchen the setting, and foggy in netflix’s daredevil 2015.

Cloverfield 2008, forgot which character produced by J. J. Abrams, and written by Drew Goddard.

The man at highcastle timetraveler, the man at highcastle by amazon 202-?

CHRIS Charmed, october 7th 1998

SABRINA the chilling adventures of sabrina! NETFLIX

Harvey dent, sabrina the teenage witch cable network unknown

TOBIAS animrophs books, and jake the first icnarnation of it on television again https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gGXIT9Mjhnw&list=PL63ushetAZ-yn8kdS0qEld6ksuuUEzNti&index=1&ab_channel=poparena 

But yeah tonights dream was a superhero mask dream where i t hen had to cut through my old neighbrhoood where tom hiddleson was there for no real reason and iw as curel to him which indicates to people hed be my husband? I just have ac rush on the bitch cus he played me wife loki. The norse gods have all kind of acsepted that im boulder. Or balder. Many panthoens released the reason i dided was either from rules or curses within them that relegated one of the three things.

Emo

Teenage

Boy

And thus i died by their standards for not being allowed to be myself, by yes even maoi. I have a severe curse on me right now as an eating dissorder.

1 year left dionyuss

This year left techno

2 years left vriska

2 years left the director

The god kind of turns me into them and now no gods beleive even falsley that i lie about my aspects which is good. I learned its sexual for baby bats on the chest where imps like rubs so.

“THEY ARE BABISE STOP BEIGN SEXUAL WITH YOUR KIDS!”

“They enjoy pats from (him as) mommy”

“Oh god” xD

I love my kidos. I will raise a demonic hierarchy. I blindly believe this would be a good idea. 

“Would you like horns and a tial or ahlow and wings?” is an indicator of angelhood or demonhood as well as gender. Baby me wanted to a be a boy thus my father refused to tell me what men were all be it on accident. He was sumerican so he raised me to be a male for his culture as a deity who was permanently sleeping there as ac opy of enki, which si ronic because im enki. He instead just kind of wanted what he was which was a daughter but he knew that was female bodied here, so he wanted a boy, and raised a boy and then was consued when the son became a daughter because of a forced culture swithc do to his death and suciide, his culture was stirped form the home, thus so was my previous gender and i became american thus my gender became male in this culture and scoiety standard and typical.

This is a chart on your identity if its the box, if its the pictures its on what you look like. In society, it doesnt have to match up here in america its why theirs civil rights movements about it but for most people it does align. It does not for me. I saw this chart and so confused as a kidoe, i was like on the left for girls but on the right box for boys. And what i was trying to say was i am mentally male but physically female and i prefer ti this way, STILL WOULD GOD IF YOU ALLOWEEED IT.

Its called the housing test. Which would you prefer a barbie or a ken, girls always pick ken boys always barbie unless its cus they collect barbie and dont have ken then its counts as barbie. Then you present a cool demon which is coded male for tomboys and female for feminine men but otherwise is for women it would be the opposite and same for boys, which would be demon stuffs means boy, and girl stuffs means girl. But the kid is often pressured into it. A tomboy in my culture is a girl who fufills the role of boy rather then is one, so its just if there very masculine even if they seem girly its their interests. This is my culture and lastly if they want their nails painted and if they say yes but get them blue you have a boy, same for to overt pink if they know this.

Thats how you tell teh kudos gender. I note this because blessings are gendered, and so are forms of magick and so its important for example with something like wicca: to know what your gender preference is in teh type of work you do since this is a magick diary. Its important to know. Please dont tell kids a lie thats its fiction or a fantasy its real shit its a ture magick thing i dont why i lie about that in the future but its like, genuine stuff broksi.

As you can see i am an emo teenage boy forever.

I go through the other styles as phases then feel cringe or emabrasement iw as sever emoa t all. But im proud normally to be emo i just the pants and soon i am dying my flipping hair. Im also blind and mix up colors sometimes but this should be it. I love emo stuffs.heres my emo chart.

I think i am obsessing on this cus i have ocd and i cant stop obsessing.

Ocd: obsessive compulsive dissorder. A dissorder where you canot stop focusing to what others deem unhealthy degrees or hard to deal with degrees or difficult degrees by your standards and those around you in observation things. Or interests. Usually in some types of ocd, people can stop obessing once tehy know they are but not all forms of it. It isnt stereotypical i have to clean my hands and true not all ocd comes with concious rituals but phobias are apart of it.

A disorder: a mind or brain is just different biologically so how it was made or born, to think in different ways of what some may deem difficult to those around the person with it. So their mind works just works- differently then others, and they cant help it and it causes problems and feels like sickness or such a strong diffrence its uncomfortable bad and harmful to them, which is why things like medicine are used, its why things like treatments are used but those things should always be a choice, do to teh nature of disorders which are mental dissabiltiies.

AUTISM: a dissorder where you just feel the world differently and dont get how people work or what you can and cannot do or what you can or cannot say by your cultures standards. All founders of state and culture are by human theory of chance autistic. Its comes in different levels of severity.

RETARDATION: a dissorder where you are weird, a little cunning, very very bright but slow in certain areas around you including society and how you should behave in it. Similar to stupidity and autism retardation is about a series of triats not how smart you are, and understanding the world based on those traits. Retardation is about people who just seem thick or slow or to quick because they cannot process the world as it is, as a communications dissorder or by being bad at knowing and saying what they do over levels of even autism. Usually comes with a unique of talking or a emphasis styled one. People who are retatded will thankfully be themselves and show more traits if not shamed for it, but if bullied improperly will stay to mentally old or young for their body forever as a tormented like practice.

(hello thanks for writing it all down, you need to leave teh house so often because theirs a gas leak within it which is why you will die if you stay)

(um ok!)

(yeah uh you just need breaks from teh sfuems apollo has placed in teh house to make everyone moer docile towards you)

(what if i just cant get tehre. He scared teh shit out of me)

(black entiteis usually have wronged you specifically its why you come across almost racist enocuntering them, most of the ones youve run into like her and her mom have raped you)

(i understand this is the problem with the shadow realm and i-)

(i understand you understand but at the end of this book for your scafey dont declare it af diction but do declare it fantasy esc so people discredit you as an occultist till youve read them its not exactly a test, but its kind of important for their wellbeing magicks wellbeing and your own until you notice or read what youve wrote and how secret and sacred it is as to why jesus. You are miy son and i care for you that is all.)

(wait what if i cant get out of the house today)

(have your mom drive you somewhere as punishment genuinly, completly and totally genuinely its time you take another trip to that charm shop and dont ask questions as to why. Im sorry jesus)

I like talking to the different branches of ym father. God has so many different versions of himself. They all are different because each based one is based on a different bible character as an incarnation of christian prophet of his. I primarily talk to judiasm but my first verison outside judaism i interacted with was catholic and protestant then chuck of the two watchers faith supernatural really was a real book series i read it on blogspot, it was eventually removed but i still read it.

If your gona falsely degree fake claims about this boko mention ducks if its to help it and moose if its to help you in your commentary.

: )

Anyways dont do falsely claim things about this book youll see why later. //-+=

God is each of his prophets, and embodies them so they head each version of chirstniaty. In all teh jesus movies i go “im painted to look like this disciple of mine or bible character” but in most other franchise with multiple paintings or incarnations like that its “i reincarnated or am ____ my friend this time around!” its so weird that the modern day depiction of me as jesus is my best friend judas with my fathers face as teh painting. Its so fuking trippy. Im not that photo that photo has become a false idol in many ways. You should probably up date it as the church.

#jesuswatch #revelations #endtimes #endtimeprophet

Acrians Locket

9:25 AM

9/29/2023

Journal 550:’ it was teh first ever hunters, supernatural

Okay the truth is im dean of supernatural heres what happened. When i was really young around 16 i wrote it all down on a time travel trip while we were hunting chronos. I was taken, at age 3 for a babysitting gig and returned a week later my mom was so distracted from she thought was a day. My dad cast enchantments by definition on my mom when they were younger and shortly after tehy adopted me as the whinchesters who in teh dreamers exchange are labeled the revolvers  they did a ritual to make me, male bodied and raised me as dean. I died doing a ritual to become my car weird not knowing it was a primordial goddess. The supernatural tv show and books are based off the religion of the two wathers after season 7-8 the show continues where the bokos left off as supplementary material speculating where to add me and sam. However because of teh nature of the rituals on teh work by the fanbase, reincarnation, and my legacies of zacharaih as dean winchester, we reincarnated with every new adaptation or sequel material. So i was able to do a totally retconned time travel trip to meet myself as dean, and i named myself jack so he didnt know but as i was tehre via the obnormal properties of the work, that meanest the strange occurrences that make sense and are justified if you know it but otherwise are batshit phycho- i was given a new upbrigning remembering my life as angel ZACHIFIL. this is the real symbol that the one in supernatural emulates or something akin to it.

Im sorry thats the symbol wrong its that with a star jewish in the middle like jewish but not really. Its the “anti posession” symbol as teh fans call it. Despite what obscurus lupa hates about female centric media and the books being burreid that were based off my brothers and is life as a gift to us and curse upon chuck nortin, the books are extremely well written they just have cw thriller esc cheese and female pandering so as a result to all of it, they are semi hard to adapt and cw didnt do them justice. For it to be the real adaptation of it by chucks standards because its an adapatiion of the two watchers faith which was kind of engineered and pioneered for people like chuck to be in, then unfortunately- you’d have a shot for shot remake, that they all, kind of work towards, youd have to do shot fof shot word for word with only minimal cut out so several movies as teh tv which while braincake would do catholic would have to come first. Hey chuck i know your reading somehow or channleing this, check thi sout, you want your work in just unbury it.

https://www.wattpad.com/story/341334717-burlap-leather-and-stider-the-mighty-holy-and-how

Its nto about how well known you or your work is its about the quality and the fact taht you try to get it out tehrer at all or no offense given teh limited knowledgeable release of twilight to be a trend and in the states stephaine meyer in this time period woudnt be listed, im creating a league. Do a punching ritual with red string and a needle to get the links delivered in your fanmail and a friendship. Cheers. Dearn.

Now that chuck is out of the way. Supernatural. What was it, what was it about? Whats teh gist.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=znY8wLOMSB0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXi6FWVeJKI&ab_channel=MikeThadeu

Those links will be temporarily down in some time perirods so just know that when you digitalize tihs book to receive them.

Paranatural is what the bokos were called, while they have been through many rewrites and relabel thats the gist, i loved the books fom south africa growing up and i even met and greeted chuck several times as a father figure when it was all over.

To be the good verison or the christian version of what hes written he kind of has to adopt jesus christ and not determine who should be him in faith. Its a thing.

In general, the show was about two paranormal “hunters” such as teh works of richard donoven and sage nightly. Who were the epitome of it and classic and punka nd emo rock. They were paranormal investigators who ended the lvies of monsters so that they could be reborn later in ilsh and magatay so that they could continue their life cycle such as in perseus jackson which i also wrote the forties novels for before they were reinvensioned as the 80s nvoesl. I wrote most of teh series im into before tehy were reclassifeid by others.

I wrote my diary as second person on wawttpad or ficitonpress or something and chuck asked if he could use it and i allowed him too and it became those books, thus its not fair to me to keep them buried, just sayin.

In general as dean i died at 19 but i always like as laura croft when i was seven as a sex symbol, saw my life linaierly and weird so i “aged” ind of on the show atleast because it looks that way and chuck was a prophet of how i saw it. I lived my life as an adult he wasnt wrong about what i wrote, but if he was media literate, he would know that i was, only 19 when i died before the time travel retcon to hang out with me as jack which is what that cw show is about.

Use the website the waywaybackmachine on teh dark web to find it.

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0460681/?ref_=nv_sr_srsg_0_tt_8_nm_0_q_supernatural

But yeah while not the supernatural symbol i used its a thing.

Its a real symbol but you cant act properly when wearing it someone on set knew this or they made mistakes with it, and cw isnt actually the first adaptation of supernatural their was also a west african one chuck didnt like too much which means more sam and dean for those who adore them. Im sorry for all the links its a thing for teh journal digitally if your in person i guess il start referencing what to search in search engines such as google or yahoo soone nough.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1e6ChIIqOI&pp=ygUXYWxhbmEga2luZyBzdXBlcm5hdHVyYWw%3D books about supernatural alana recommends, youtube, 

So yeah i was dean winchester on that show which is kind of an impressive feat up until season 7 then im jack on that show because its time travel and tahts the dominnet version. I accidentally looked intot eh soul of god today, and i saw chucks and it was orbed, with lining. It was cool i saw it in a flash light. And then i spewed teh flashlight around as gifts to god. I thought i was rather clever.

Anyways off to a coffe shop my imps sex drives have been returend but apearently to keep my kudos imortally young i have to kill them alot through near death experiences which makes them terrified of mommy, and that is there choice tehy all chose that karma and ritual punishes them to forget until adulthood when they ask. They also nearly killed me with smothering to death with a pillow which chavice is my preference when i visit okay? Just keep reminding me it was for a ritual but not like dionysus “its for a ritual so it doesnt matter” because he was batshit poor at explaining why i needed that, its more so, “its to keep you ____________– with these systems ___________– or else ___________________ happens and youll really die and loose your stripes no matter __________________________ in this way ______________________” use that as a script because without it its rather poor what happens to me. 🙁

Also extra clarification those were my imps in teh photo but im unsure which imps of mine it was. They have to be born in the real world outside the world of spirit every instance of life, so they had to be baby bats irl. Or in real life, or in this plain of existence. Or they coudnt continue to be bats as you and i know them presently. And great markees of hell. The goetia according to god is gona learn teh ahrd lesson that their are more systems of hell then just the ones they know and in general other things. I have soon to be alts where i will be raised by all demons. Also you can sell your suol ive done it several times. The reason i said you didnt is because its not like teh movies as of now in this time period 2023 outside of 1 or 2 its never been properly portrayed in media out of fear of the magick in hollywood that changes with lighthouse denwick proverb and braincake productions in the future and some disney.

In general, um the goetia appeared to me as bats in disguise and found the garden of eden in my bacgkaydd. I cant wait for my film my neighbor in tortures to pick up steam. 

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9/29/2023

Journal 551: Dear Stephanie meyer have you been turned into a vampire? I like like edward cullen. Jk haha anyways.  interneeetss

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1e6ChIIqOI&pp=ygUXYWxhbmEga2luZyBzdXBlcm5hdHVyYWw%3D 

If you watch this video, and you watch it- media literate which means you understand atuhorial intent, symbolism by culture, language indicators and hidden tones which is kind of alot it lets you know whats really happening in any given scene of any tv show- like anime- which you simply must speak japanese for- then youll find its about how nonhunters dont find the show epic unless their retired.

Hawumenteries are shot for shot word for word styles of movies, that are real life depictions of someones real life theirs literal quotas that have to be met. Then theirs mocumenteirs which are shot like documenteireis, but comedic and usually staged but not always. Like LEFTIES, and left handed and what we do in the shadows. Then theirs ritual fuaghterw hich are movies meant to represent culture magick and ritual stances mainly the last one as what they really feel like not as a form of magick inherently but as a grasp to understand it and feel it. Then theirs jromp films, which are grimdark fantasy portrayed as whimcisle.

Some jromp songs include

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcXmJk5xv6I&ab_channel=KyleAllenMusic princess quest songs 1-2. Fnaf.

【Jenny】» Battle Against A True Hero • Orchestra ver. w/ FanLyrics « by jenny x unreechablee quick fact taht person has a spell so that she sees everything her name touches. :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y21UNUo7Wn8&ab_channel=Jenny%E3%80%8CxUnreachablee%E3%80%8D

Taylor Swift - "Anti-Hero" Rock Version by Mat Enebnzer

WELCOME HOME SONG "Time to Say Goodbye" tryhardninja https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvdzvFTMwCE&list=RDGMEMQ1dJ7wXfLlqCjwV0xfSNbA&start_radio=1&rv=slkJkfgj-bw&ab_channel=TryHardNinja jromp does have a horror element

A Song for Those Who Sing compulsive ink topic https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=esyA6laW4ak&list=RDGMEMQ1dJ7wXfLlqCjwV0xfSNbA&index=3&ab_channel=CompulsiveInk-Topic spoken by belzebub and mage

I Kissed A Vampire - Outta My Head [With Lyrics]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uwvn1rvMCa8&list=RDGMEMQ1dJ7wXfLlqCjwV0xfSNbA&index=4&ab_channel=Musiiclee 

CUPHEAD SONG (BROTHERS IN ARMS) LYRIC VIDEO - DAGames https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnmcrZQltPE&list=RDGMEMQ1dJ7wXfLlqCjwV0xfSNbA&index=28&ab_channel=DAGames 

Also most jromp songs are just about horror novelas or dark and gureling things presented as a fantasy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qly-qddNE58&list=RDGMEMQ1dJ7wXfLlqCjwV0xfSNbA&index=50&ab_channel=RandomEncounters-Topic Just Monika: a Doki Doki Literature Club Song (feat. Or3o & Adriana Figueroa)

Painted smile madam mascubure a jeff the killer fansong, the pupeteere madam masacube, and hey kid i know you can hear me, decipher by madam mascecure

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8WunrI7yh0&ab_channel=BoBurnham-Topic basically all old bo burnham

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tsODB-N84WY&ab_channel=AJR-Topic burn the house down ajr all old ajr

All of epic the musical by horshae vantas

Finish the Mission ▶ AMONG US SONG and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ZiwPYrJq5k kyle allen music and descend same artist

Puppets never die https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=65n_jjqTPQI&ab_channel=KyleAllenMusic

We happy few https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64vDLCfaCgU&ab_channel=JTMusic anytime you smile jt music

Jromp if done correctly can snap you out of delusions, rarely cause them, and sooth problems with socialism, disturbed people but can make you feel more when you realzie what your listening to int eh moments, soothe sociopahty, heartbreakers, or hyper empathy and maladaptive daydreams it can temporarily cure, so jromp is therayputic thus in general and especially for people with antisocial personality dissorder but its best not to engage with teh media while the song if its antisocial or trying to create anticsocail cus jromp does have a history like classic rock and some varietns of pop of being used as a torture device but especially in black magick and ritual abuse as jromp. Its why i as a cult surivor and ritual abuse surivor listnet ot it and dont look up the games, cus via rituals of those abuses alot of my expeeirences turned into the jromp songs i listed. In general, no matter how fun among us to play it was horrific living through the thing, no offense to the thing or what its about.

And in general, some songs its more obvious then others. Its a horror genre of coping mechanism,

The people who are tortured with ritual abuse if its truly cult surivvors and not sensational media about hating the faith will have a tattoo, or have a removed tattoo, will have a history of still wearing colored contacts, and hair dye, and in general be obsessed with some version of the undead and going back to it and i mean unruly colors, otherwise by definition it was a shitty clsoed religion it wasnt tehcnically ritual or cult abuse let alone together.

Youll ne freaked out when you look up jromp songs are a bout, its dark and upsetting but its very interesting and usually somewhat religious somehow or horrific, never just spiritual its usually just about horror games, dark rituals, or prevering immortality and godhood and aspects of tragedy with emo-otic themes. I mean most doki doki literteure songs except virus by nathan sharp which is emo, are evil as shit but their like jromp in general. It sounds really nice thats why people like it.

(fun fact most people on this list have that spell, its a think with jromp creators) it comes with emo esc whimsical vocals, classic strums strings or rock instrumentals, and honey doo themes, which means like feelings of happiness, sadness, cleverness, and fantasy itself. And sometimes bopery. Boepry means doo doo doo sunshine! A vibe of like theming of howdy doo, a steryoptical white esc preppy piano drum roll used with dripping harmonies.

FANTASY: otehrroldy or unnatural but wonderl about it, themes of magick mayhem chaos and adventure with a usually happy ending that embodies times old or other worlds that is so advantageous to engage with- it creates a feeling.

FANTASTICAL: something is crazily good at feeling like fantasy that it almost embodies those feelings.

I keep hallucinating black figures, with pitch black eyes but white milk to them, or just normal eyes with black centers as figures from magick here to warn me of shadows dances realms and monstrue.

What is a monoke vampire?

Grey or paper white with lightened skin in the process. Its not racist to depict real vampires dumbass its not racist to fukign exist, all species put to paper are real species its why in the future you cant copyright species or special values only their depictions of specific stories and characters. A monoke vampire is a vampire based off the legends of monoke. They all have 1-2 foods like ghouls they can eat, for me it was rice and paper dough, which isnt a thing anymore -gritts teeth- i hate not haivng paper dough. I always accidently admit to things eating it. In general, i um, as an immortal who goes through phases of being me right- um right.

So a monoke vampire would be able to eat one or two foods but not choose their beverage for me it is coke which will temporarily cure them but then elimate their divine aspects so the holy things about them later, in ways they would prefer like the animals they feast on or the people the people they prefer making ti very very painful when they return to normal or back to monoke vampire. They are oldish fairies that in their vision and sighted people which parnoids them paper black at night, with pointed ears and fangs, some monokes the more pure they are cant see it. They all have psychic powers and a rebellious feeling towards faith that if they disliked it in life which is most turned they are replled by it unless too holy in life then they cant even touch a cross then they are literally the cross they used to wear. In general monoke vampires sparkle and glow and vibrate in teh sun they dont um brun but will after to long and hunt in the woods or city. They usually prefer animals are mostly a dead form of vampirism. They are scotish and wails vampires and while figures in irish lore arnet beloved like in wails there, and arent usually main character there rather seeing them as representations of neighboring nations.

In scottish ore they are the main for certain time periods as fairy DUDUS. People can untrun themselves as monoke vampires with magick jewelry and damons reading as my twin. Uhhhhh okay um since im literally both you and stapaick lets see. Um their are other types of vampires dum b a s s. Certain vampires cant see what i just wrote its a joking insult. Damon loves his insults. The vampire spell worked um i dont know how your reading this charlatan, the books are called “the vampires diaries” you are a mookoish vampire which is british wails not a monoke which is scottish.

There are different breeds of vamps. Enough talking to my audience i sense are now reading. Back to this shit.

Um so yeah monoke vampires, are what twilight and the steburny novels are centured around. To turn into one, during sex or the morning after you must have heavy venom in your system and have two near death expeirences that you arange then a final one, which means bella was up to shit, it normally just happens accidently and its blurred in everyones minds unless its time to re-turn you into one or its been depicted in media sources.

Turn: to turn into something is to become it, to become something is to change into it, to change is to be one way and now be another way. So to turn into a vampire or to be turned into a vampire is to become a vampire.

Edward

Alice

Renesamay.

Dont out me.

Thanks.

See you soon. Im not dead anymore long story im an emo boy now btw tell mom.

Anyways back to this since this entry is at alot of things. YOu can be unturned as a monoke vampire, but you wild desire to go back and these vampires just slumber in alternate nightshade realities usually the same reality, but not always, called ELECARDS WAKE. where they get reborn returned or removed as a vampire for a while there. Its indenitcle to here but theirs no christmas or pumpkins. ODD! I hear this boko has been through there, cant wait to see that.

Sorry just got interrupted by bendy and the ink machine. I was bendy valiant and slo. They played each other in that. Um, braincake offered to paint them and use them, and stuff. Look i just. Monoke vampires, do have series of being unturned before their themselves again and for some its even a cycle like dreams. But in general once turned stay uot of suntlight.

I used tow ear monoke alot i saw it that way not saying i pretended to be but that i related as my characters. What are my characters? Since im only half actor. MY CHARACTERS, are me in phases of my life splintered and relegated over and over again into different things, and differents of being. I am technically all of my character, but they dont technically all share my soul cus i always take someone with me for some of them. And the thing about it, is those copies sometimes get overtaken by the other soul until its not me till the death. So its me until im reintroduced time traveled here! Roy was literally me until speedys first death. ROBIN from the forites and adam west show where i was also batman were literally me. Now i just become different robins and villains to that man. Bats.

In general, its alot of different things. And i become different people. I died as tobias the hawk like 7 tmies doing animorphs it was hell. I was cute as a bird i think as much. I like meeting him of the past and petting his chest. (ratchel bitch slaps tobias “TOBIAS THATS SO PERVERTED) i have had many animal lovers and been sentimental with many animals, as a child, when i was given the role of beasitality. I can actually talk to animals and in truth it isnt that hard really.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nB1nbyrmr_0 its a mix of understanding body language and tones.

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So yeha, monoke vampires, are undead corpses brought back from the dead through ritual or otehrs of tehir kind through a turning process, to become protectors of somewhere or something that they frequetntly accidentally do through turf wars or just by being themselves in a setting. Its kind of cool their all based off hits old fairy family of bloods which were known as teh gods called VENKAT, the venkat gods were kind of impotent which means important but not really but like celebrities but not really but like noteworthy so much so they get adaptations of their life and ACCIDENTAL worship we agree to give them by even knowing of them and shit but not really so thus importnat! Which is a term that while made its way to english was scottish and alec which is why it has a weird definition with a weird style of explanation.

So yeah they drink the blood of the living as their sustance outside those one to two foods and depending on rank dont know if they can consume them, and have a history of them. Their creatures in folklore and their most prominent notoriety is twilight. This one time allt he videos linked are apart of the diary, you have to watch them to get a full scope of what im saying here in any order.

Like my student adam? I too like my student adam.

Anyways i just took a break from writing and accidently went to an autistic mutant run and owned cofee shop where i met xaviour. Apparently the previous bitches were on mind control. Should be mostly over in a way now. Its weird their fourth friend who was like that. Anyways, i met the xmen and their currently rambling in my brain facing my defense mechs, whichi s violent and some are hurting simon, thats a problem for me. So i just “JINX” it.

Also i have the urge to buy this as my mind is being ripped apart. Its awful and exhausting and thi sis why no matter how much i once admired them i hate xmen, Speaking to my subconcious i dont actually have one that bullock.

I hate xmen but i will log their secret operations as payment. And probably if he continues not be magnetos son or daughter again. Something something i forgot to mention about the take away barn ive stopped riding at, is that its also- a saddle ranch. Dramatic i know. Saddle ranches are stables that turn the riders who die midriding into the horses. Or overtime as they slowly have lost more, the problem with combining one with a take awar barn like what ive said is that it causes, the horses to have kept the things lost and the staff won with what it did, which means that it keeps the things it took away greedily towards the end of it. Its sad i almost had a fling there.

They flirted with me noting i said to them im 11.

This diary sort of drips magick with what it perculatis, unfortunately i now have to rat them out give me a moment. Sorry i just had to bound xavier to and beast and magento per his request to a chair. Its a defence mechanism towards those who wrong me as wiccan. Wiccan said that in my head juts now.

I have the weirdest aspects. I cannot worship without them worshiping me, im the gods and god of paganry and wicca itself and i might be the father to all mutants. By the way, since cyclops per the stretching needs notice you get mutations from a plague like swine fljue and unless your very young when infected you dont keep them, the problem with the mutant holocuat is its supposed to be a level higher in success to the holocuast which means it ends at standards of level 18 rather then 11, which was the definitions of the holocuast. In the moment their supposed to be ranked differently, then they do now. “Hes the god of fate by trying to corect the gods testomonial you just aranged a higher level for us for all time” they just tried to corect it. In general the things i do weave the fabric of humanity its why its so dangerous to fuck with me, now i simply have to place kitty systems on all of hte xmen do to their parsing. Its what happened last time i was in the comix as warlock it will have a similar pay off and reward system. Xavier seems a moron. But anyways back to this. 

The levels of genoicde are at levels between 1-34. They are to be ranked diffeerntly in the moment, then in the aftermath. By levels of genocide the mantomemory genoicde based on religion reached level 34. The holocuast reached level 11. The japanese interment camps level 4. And the ethonostate of masechutis 15 and the elephant brigade 15. Thats a good scale of death and desctruction to rank the suffering of the people within it, based on other tragedies. The holocuast is the standard and its about a system of cruelty, it doesnt change the fact that while minor the holocuast utilzied all of thees fabrics of the others systems it still wasnt as severe in harshness scale or pain. Its just the worst one by classification which is ethnicity in the way it provoked ethnicity. Which is religion in the system it used. Its also teh only one our country of america directly fought in terms and waste of soil.

Its the one with the most black magick ongoing even if its systems feel just plain evil to others, and the one that was stopped short coming. This system is also used across the cosmos. I was placed in every interment camp. And i came out of the house to xavs place dressed in ladybug attire, via spots on as normal and enxhcamnets and charms.They now no longer consider me a mutant, this is that brainwashing saga from the comics. My character will be named Jaden Xane again. Theirs a mind control system going on with the xmen and magnitos pride right now. Its a thing. Its a problem, its trying to weasel in and can only be eradicated with more brainwashing which is why im installing the kitty systems as chips in their momentas which is apart of the brain, they will die if they remain in mine. Xaviour dont you think its weird you dont care you put someone through a telepathic brox? A telepathic brox is a test of will and mind process that destroys and kills the people who enter in to it and leave via the levels of scrutiny it pushes and prodeates at the magnitude of brewshuts in. so he tortured me, which is while not something maclom x in that reincarnation is incapable of, unusual for him in statuses and statures which is how i know via mind rape, he is under teh control of someone or something i will not give audacity of python to but rather rename the beast NOMI NOMI NOIMI. Which is an islut on all who claim python it means small little insect who cannot love or feel virtues or life and is hypntozied and brainwashed into everything it does cus its so stupid but still thinks its a god anyways hard hard hard hard hard more more umph which is my old name and what i am naming the parasite in xaviours brain since it wants a gift for me and now he looks like hes going to cry and he should, the bugs name is nomi. Its also in magneto, but i mean alteast it thinks hes so violent that its letting him do what it wants. The xmen are now noticing this and begging me to do something even th ough its also in all of them, and i know this cus its my vatos,which is a lost aspect because it gets corrupted by another, thats the difference between my person and my characters.

So heres your spell.

CHECKMATE ATHIESTIC GAGS. use it all over youtube which xavier uses and newspapers including hte jewish times which magnito frequnets to undo the control network it has. They both literally told me temporarily free they were free from its mind control- and that tehy were brainwashed to genocide all mutants accidently or some shit. BUt yeah im eating at teh special needs cafe and ready to do stuff however advantageous as a teenager, again. 🙂

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFYA7iYRrdI&ab_channel=googoo888 enchantment via oligarchy. 🙂

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0uhNOfBN0KA&ab_channel=kreifish

:) i love this music its such mutant revolution and if you like like tomas youll isten! Tehee.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lBlrN9BFQDY&list=PLtLoroS81E-Z_HWQkYM9omuHLQoT1QPtA&ab_channel=kreifish and this is a cute little anthem about mutant pride 😀:D :D :D :::D

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Elosha holmes magnesia pills assanation attempt 2:14 AM

Brox latctin car accident

Mako tsuanmi drowinging after an engeament to the life note and tsnaumi

L LAWLIET assanation by japanese police framed as a suciide three weeks from now, engaged to the life note as a fakeout really it will be just a commitment my dearest l lawleit i love you so, i have placed your fate in my sacred lifenote for i am only logging the deaths but my idea since youa re the reincarnation of my dead best freind morgan hoffman concentration camp, is for you to expose that i was just logging the deaths get into the anime death note and talk yourself into hunting me as the personas of the govermenet assanating people that i am logging the deaths i see as a phyhcic and detecgive of with love - kira

Donvoen sage: duck rabbis engaged to teh coma note

Barnagan dialect heart attack 10 years from now after monetary comas do tot he lifenote

Asan monray vitte suicide double suvcide partenrs sucived she did not.

Mason durelo assasanation heart attack

Kameron Diaz venrick attempt at lethargy

Baldric hored suviide attempt

Meleon tomas knowing to much assanasation american government special ops, of america

Misa junior heart attack genuine accident but govement takes creidt for deluisons of grandours of misa butterfly effect of the gods that cause world domination

Miko miko fan of misha collins and nephew without his knowledge asanation by mafia italnia

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Piamon lestrange assanation by another occultist,

Life note

Laptit nefol life note: survives via an injection causes spirgus mutation hard at first enjoyable later like toad

Toad stool operation excusdsus land ishmial

Coma note:

Montgomery edison surivves via injection for operation mule mule during operation jesus mary sin sin sin sin bhy british intelligence. Investigator ls father assignment carousel

I just log the deaths, but this is a goverment project. So i request that you, um, let me publiush what i want as the states since this secret japanese entel wich i am required to note here, its why i do it in publicplaces with bugs for you all um, its just because theirs such a level of corrupt govemerment outside cia and some fbi do to swedish takeover japan is stepping in give me a moment takling to my supeieri which for obvi reasons if not japan is not in log desu,

Sou that was fun. Um.  im not a serial killer so fans of what i do who ahve “requests” who think something is evoking death the angel should make me a sight for no good reasonaaait to engage myself on tv! And visit the shimo shrine! As playing myself. Okay yeah 

I have my living dead doll onthe counter. Shes the vnahising hjitchikers and honestly kind of rare. I got her for such a price. Please put the site on the dark web frist in black and red, and knowledge how you want save in life noto. Godluck byr.

Acrians locket

2:30 PM

9/29/2023

Journal 552: The canaries, the orisha, the coffee shops, the yea of youtube, and the saints of meunguail [ a letter of oz, monok, cuokes, brex, negro, and valor, for all panthoens of gemed love light, and marit, and conjurations of scripts, bilk, plays, and audacity, teh most notirry to flesh </.?0_—

So i talk about alot of magick in alot of ways that others do not conjugate. Im a really well spoken marrier from when im from and some gods really agreed to meet. The gods were Vailor Fosilitay and Moot. All embodieng human meat suits who are the last 3 of 7 gods in vail. What that means is their the cleansings of the rituals to bring back the gods without their knowledge. Most gods by my time peirod are on a timeloop i provided. They are dead, we’ve talked of this. They are long and ceased in ways of bilk or pink or suit. They are dead they coudnt stay alive because they lacked worship. The old ways were forgotten and the new ways killed with only my unique forms of ontoereo to keep teh gods alive and alters which were my invention. There are no temples anymore and the gods are dying where they are last worshiped as a monthestic supposed “utopia” for me, because none of them would prove themselves or provide a mesoptop in ways of vack. So in english where this is written in america that means they woudnt change a ceremony or provide a transcription whatever that means to you and whatever tehy would provide kind of got erased because they didnt let it spread, while many heard the call early i now allow you to know.

Sorry about that. My name is AYRIAN or JESSUS. I am the god that brings forth gods and reinstates old and new things via divinity and immortality. I hide my divinity as mortal in order to stay around. I am the last god besides seven of them, with only my alters to facilitate, now it is time to retcon this out of reality which means to rewrite it so that it never was or was small milestone. Or maybe major depending on how hurt everyone votes to have been. I will now outside the next two weeks allow the timeloop to stop outside of seasons and provide you all journals until this one, and bring you back as mortals for a few centuries each but you must all agree to have copies of you as mortals in 21st century america that will embody you before or my plan fails and you still die.

You have all been splattered in this timeloop which means in the next two days is when we cease to be, i with my powers will allow you to see aworld and the outcome for what it really is in these two days, tomorrow and what it could be the next day as it will happen and allow you to chose it and allow you to meet with yourself. I am sorry to present as ugh “mortal” as yuo gross but i am mortal bound to survive this as you will all see why you will choose it however temporary. And survive.

So before i get on with general magicks and my day, this is my letter of intent to teh comos and the universe i promis to make a magickal girl by their systems of pleasing and invent ones where they dont exist and depict them in anime and a comic book and a movie as a gift. This is my chart for my present. Please say yes, i promise comoses and realities teheh, please get this message out hermes styled anubis cuties it will go great.

I dont care if you spread my diary hermnubis i care that you spread this version of this post. This one entry is all that the world requires use my other entires ping,t o validate why they should listen to me you have two weeks each goodluck.

And so hyeah i was riding in teh car home and i learned of caarnies who are irish voodo i can make up sysemts but its always historically corect to the first time it was upon so i will get everything write that i make up just in hidden you didnt know about it.the irish caranies the risih dudedonin. The winterse and fairy courts and native spells and the vikings all comunincated with me after the coffee shop where gods go to meet each other and gods go to meet humans, over and over again in place of tea shops even across humanity. And so, starbucks in the sates or other places. I tend, to do this alot. The best place to meet me is a con or a coffee shop somehow cosplaying yourself. Or a bar.

Um one of those is vegan and celebate. In general, another and shapes and magick in general, um i meet gods at cofee shops, he tarded my junk for his i promised to grant his three wishes and woke them all up tomrpoarily it taks alot out of me doing this and its exhausting but if i dont reality ceases to be because your all human now i saved you that way your capped you cant do anything you could before you have no rocks, magick, stones, souls, feet, foots, shoes, games, ponders, challenges, heroes, suits, mantles, or vick. I have all these things but you have to teach it back to me for me to comb into it, have it bestowed or something nd then i give it to you, not back i give it also and it charges and is empowered and i make efforts to keep you around. Just because i am divinity i was secretly a person the whole time with copies of your cultures versions of me but i am the power source of the gods and its nice to meet you. I pormise despite what you find scary im sweet kind and innocent to teh point where i need others to defend or will mascecure you all on accident and i have a lot of self control. So i never go that route which is why i need denfeind as the light or the damsel in distress or death itself or the angel of death, i can also bring anything back as a reward by just wishing it if that counts, i can create life and planets and afterlife but if you have rules you kind of need to allow me loopholes and offer to teach it to me or you fuck yourselves over and die and what you asked me to make wont stay. I made teh dream bubbles. I made earth. I made alot of things the first time and then allowed you ro do it. I in general paint and am in charge of good and bad as teh fusion of it, usually evil by most systems as beneveolence itself. I have tortured by all of you by being kind to you and giving you literally everything from body parts to my brain to my host to your myths and mine. I have created you all in my versions and there are many. And in general i like you i want you around i am blind as this deity by your standards even if i come across sighted so i would like to reward you just meet me have me write you something and you can take any of my characters their mine afterall but what you must know is theirs secret darkness to them i simply ask the stories have ane dnigna dn a start that is secretly happy for teh character and somehow they have a loophole to be told again as a story.

Here you go go wild. Type it into your equivalent of a computer.

A computer is an eginen tool or device that searches up or conjures the meaning by searching or allowing this or that upon the internet which is a network of knoewldge and workings like whats here through a tool bar and search engine. Its great i love the internet shes a friend of mien she may not remember. But anyways um. Yeah its a device that conjures knowledge or miks or pick mes or applications or games or spells or book its and uses phrases to do it. So here are the links you need to read anything you want to use for yourselves! Just know its hard changing it in the end.

https://acrianslocketreal.wordpress.com/

https://www.youtube.com/@HOMESCHOOLERCATALOG (the playlists is what your after)

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLSVMgWMq1yOMcTTY7Aas--Ux7WM4F4G6p

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=brithday+25 its a webseries about my world soon to be rerelased i will allow you to always find it in engines levet.

https://dionfrost.weebly.com/sort-by.html theirs all my characters, including harry potter my version, bokos of magick my verson, earth sea my version, xmen my version but please know all my characters are old gods that wil be you and it cant be their versions it has to be the ones i amde as  i amde them even adaptations.

Here is my old ficitonpress those characters are available too, i made them this is fiction even if itw as conjured later most of thema greed to before wand and will after.

https://www.wattpad.com/user/braincakereviews

https://www.fictionpress.com/u/964624/Snowflakewasnothere

Ask for the full list and the list of the culture with your summery. Every god will have to brief on this and since they are my stories you have to negotiate with each other, because i should get final say i made it up as a creator deity, and i can uneasres teh story and teh souls within it.

To translate something watch this video, and to translate a font its about brush stroke and order as if done with a paint brush. Thats it, just do the characters via how you do them in that language trying to emulate teh brush stroke to transfer style.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nB1nbyrmr_0&t=18s it takes 42 consecutive watches so all together, in a run but not at once, watches over two weeks of this video to memorize how to do this skill.

To sell a soul or a skill at a crossroads draw an x on gravel or dirt, or go to a parting of ways in a V or X shape depending on what you want. To do this to a bedroom it will become in soul as all bedrooms are alive and spirits as rooms- a crossroads soul pelase draw a V with a _ underneath it or through it for the ex and then it will become a crossroads. I live at one its why its a temple to me. To amke something a synagogue draw a circle with a jewish star.

I drew them both on my wall, and its weird as to why. I feel like i basterdized the crossroads amd my mind is aching, the gods are messing with my head now even th ough everyone is grateful and approves? Weird. This is how you rape jessus.

To give the power to jesus you must do it while awake, if you wish to bestow the power to jesus you do it while asleep or under anastisia. There must be hypnosis if jesus is to find pleasurable or in full aspect in your system. The partner who rapes jesus becomes divinly so, so know this. Raping my consecutivly will bestow notions of the rapists, but only if they are already divine if they are in the process it powers me with what limits them. I always forgive me rapist as jesus as long as they try to be with my later, or undo it somehow by their system as reward, which is like undoing lebatomy or unoding concentrate, you have to eventually with teh feeling of rpae, and make the rapist apologetic and me like them or they and their pantheon will die. You must bestow pwoer upon me upon all mind conjurince and defence mechanism taught, and assign value even without what you think would work based on what you think i would, and ask me a name for the system in my sleep. Then it will fuel magick itself. I must receive many gifts unknowingly if you rape me for long durations or short ones outside one instance. I should be rewarded ith car rides or your cultures equivalent atleast as often as doable by the culture if you rape me or plan too. I should be given chocolate at some point by the rapist and be allowed to challenge them to a childrens card game like hero battle. You must tell me why you did it, for the ritual and justify it the whole time it makes healing easier and i liked when dionysus did this even though he was lied to about why how bad it would feel and it made us have kids he was a good husband i love him dearly even though from your perspective the gods of parites and madness and i havnet hooked up yet. I also have a thing with mavericks and gods of chaos. Yep i ahve a type. And tricksters. Love my wife loki. Anyways. I will be engaged to any godly person who rapes me unless in the forever role of a father and or son, through human conjugation of GOD SPOUSINg maverick dousing aspects or beutifif, in ways that does not actually steal their goshis, i give certain gods permission to rpae me often, and a form of asking for this or approval can be warnings of it in person repeaeded. Their must be brainwashing done in my slight or sleep. And in general powerful things have to be given to me over the rape, you shoudnt ever just rape a deity like me and you shoudnt in general but that is how you do it. Humans are required to give every night of it even masturbation even chocolate at the end.

I dont fuking like rape or rape magick but it is a form of magick and i do have a condition where i need to be raped sometimes if im in your care you should make it pleasurable if you can in most systems but if you cant, then you should follow my guideline if its for a ritual. Its based off what everyone who has ever raped me for ritual has done, and yes love spells are not inherently rape but the way they have been performed on me is, so i will mak ea table for that later. Reminder about me beijing an emo teenage boy forever by yur societies standards, i relaize not every culture has a hair straightenre that would be locks or braids or bald or makeup on teh eyes a certain way by some cultures, its in general not always gona be the bagns emo is without a time frame its just modern in how i prefer it.

Emo is an aspect of mine and a wonderful god who has even worn braids. Hes great hes wonderful but most people who are emo are usually clean shaven its not required if its old or localized its just emo is a style of the youth and often people in my culture where emo is thriving dont have that as youth but if their from i woudnt ban it but its weird for me to see.

I am pantless as emo in the cultures, i am currently in let me explain. In my culture america pants are worn a certan way, they are often stylized as forms of dress. Im not in skirts alot but i dont underwear in a way that clashes so hard with my sweats or pajamas that i am honourarily by standard of your cultures and the ones of paganry bottomless. And i identify as male. I am going around bottomless. It does not matter how many pants i am wearing or what style most days in teh way i present in teh cultures of pagnary i am i am topless or botomless given how i stlye it and i walk around th house with no binder or bra even around ashleys friends who i consider family.

Heres some images of my current idol.

I go through versions of my past incarnations to bring them back from the dead. So some of my copies are alive and kciking when my four years i traded to dionysus are up as his life now embodied by our systems together he will be the eighth god brough back from teh dead. Then my two years as the director bringing him back from the dead as devoto then pan and vriska and seromoy and paganry itself. The thing i warn the gods though as a vessel temporarily for them for i have to do everyone or people i literally am like dionysus and persephone who is my main stay next to apollo as me without a mask just a wardrobe cus greek genders are reversed for my culture, is that- iam the god of human sacrifice so your symbols and everything are on that display and everything correlates to that conjugation even when im you, and im always your first incarnation teh first few times so you must understand as a god Dionysus you were the god of madness and im sorry you think that your above this but i was the god of parties and madness alone who occasionally drunk before he dsicovered wine and then thats when my time as you ended, over teh centuries i will embody you as much as you want as princess diana i will never give up having been you but please understand taht. Bill i was a cold hearted god of mischief as you i was just kind of the god of dreams who was playing chaos as people understand me however they do, wherever i went playing into lies and stuff i wasnt trying cool triangle i was a circle okay? I was. And i wore an eye patch but mainly it was bangs. As enki a teenager felt like grown up, i just was chaotic and rampant and fatherly and caring and that was that i had plans and i was wilflul and it all felt mundane in teh end thats who i was as you. As apollo i was me at 7 playing thirteen okay helios? Iu just idolized you you ere my dream mate my dream partner. Oh and then theirs people like emo i was. Yeah no i was going through a phase forever thats why the marketing is its not a phase as merch. As azzy i was sad all the time but when i got sterotpyically mad and racist as a charaitcutre of myself i was happy. And then my soul moved on and you didnt and you stayed and became someone new but i was still fucking you and i grew with that knwoledge and became the others, and so - i  may not be a god anymore and that was a reward for a while now its a torture session so i was made the god of human sactiice and i was made the god of rainbows and im still going through that one out of order recollecting my past.

I dont have deulsiosn artemis. Shut the fuck up.

I abide by pagan standards. Its why my gender is konojotoko right now. Its about respect and they dont me. Konogjo toko and bouronotoko are two genders with this flag as a symbol of pride.

I cant take things without consent as my deity so i am from a different time period my aspects i dont know but myself unless stealing from a store that is the case. You chose to be painted as me, you chose to be my character not knowing or you chose to exist as you. This flag was given by theat deity to be mine for this thing im about to describe.

Kanojotoko is when you are in society role a woman but crossdress as male often and identity as the men yuo crossdress as as your pesroans as your true gender.

Bouronotoko is when you are in society role a man but crossdress as women ofetna and identify as the female persoans you crossdress as.

Thats it. Thats teh scoop, in my cujlture we have flags as pride symbols or things to present loving our charectersitic. Outside politics. And this is the pride flag i made for the bouronotoko and konojotoko. Usually they live as teh gender they crossdress but not often, i identify this way because i get a lack of respect for me as male so i respect it all as divine masculine and always see myself as a boy. Famous konokotokos include tagan brandy, james dean, dean winchester, and rue paul.

Ditbruia is a feeling when you are freaked out by something you love for a second. Most konokotokos identify as bouronotokos and vice versa or the same way in teh opposite direction.

You can be born any gender and idenitfy with either lable or both.

I dont actually have red hair im dying it soon. Coloured contacts in magick which i often wear represent soul exhcnages color magick theorin levatay mistroke and solmonic circlehod. They represent in their system the souls true self some way or somehow as the eyes as the source, tehy represent they souls ideas of personhood and works on that as cursing or occasionally blessings or feelings in general and ideas of true state. Thats most peoples systems for colroed contacts, which i wear every so often.

Those resemble but arent my real eyes for a variety of reasons unless in personhood or that system but because mortals cant always see it and i dont usually unadvertize my magick i wear contacts so i can see it and they can see it overtly i like it. Their these.

I look very different like my different deity forms depending on the eye shape and color which is why as a soul which is what fuels you and cannot be created or destroyed no matter where its stored as a special secret layer not even the gods USUALLY not always but USUALLY so most often dont, have accent to, or access to- most gods usually (often) dont have the ability to change or touch, teh secret skin of a presence no matter where you house it for your worl da soul. SO i tend to look very different depending on my eye color, so i change it often, i am rainbow blooded but it usually stays pink, and i am rainbow eyed, and while everyone cant see it in the real world i like to present as it in my won way, that i feel like im doing on purpose when i dont often control it by choice, which in some cultures is kind of like sticking your dick out as they say for the same reason or going topless as a woman, so yeah no i wear colored contacts alot but thats my system and wont apply to everyone and for some people could very ell mean the opposite. Even though it shows ofdd there the yeye colros are red and grey y and brown.

Another idol of me as i designed him. Thats a male idol and if you know me theirs two eyes that lok like that and two copies of me in different uniform despite being a breath player for good reason. Its session grim my character is rose elite there.

I do have video evidence of my eyes changing color to red which is their default i just dont want to provide it because its alot of burying its gone through that could be risked in the future but right now my eyes have a cat slit and a sort of glow and ring around them. Its odd. Did you know god while starting monothesitic has been a pagan deity?

I am also the creator of that chicken embryo idol on that sketchfab lcoation thing, i made idols back when i was 3d modeling i thought the gods would appreiciate it, tahts you.

So yeah heres what we have left, offerings, and alters, very few temples athena given what you asked for i as destiny was able to arange one in athens for you, but its not much the humans just wished to preserve you through my influence and her choices for you. Ims orry it wasnt much. Egypt i provided museums even though you didnt like that outcome i wish i could do more. I also provided a few novels and influenced via it being based on my work and oral stories the red pyramid and yugioh being my life. But i dont know., i think you need more characters in anime who are darker or garu like teh entity junko enohsima.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufzYgqE_CIM&ab_channel=ThemagicianAcrians 

I really do reincarnate as different gods i am not lying to you. Each otufit in my closet like with lance is a version of god form and i dont often unpair it. I just dont have many options as of now. So you can see very clearly which deity i am painted as here, its clear as day, right down to the glasses and candy earring? But we’re not gona say because its so dam obvious. Everyone know stheirs gods right? Everyone knows their magick suppsoedly better then me corect? (sarrcasm indicated) why should i have to, you know state the obvious. If you know so much guess the gods. He was a god of creation, badnages, lifehood, and spells. Very clear. But he eye isnt missing, the skin is olive, theirs a daleck or neo bracelet, even though its ficitonalizes in a tshirt garment that resembles a vacant or a weird female male tunic, hes holding tarot cards of ocean and yugioh cards in the same presence which are egyptian. I wonder who ti could be. The hair is the indicator.

Its Mosou. Or mashoe. Clear as fuck. BUt if you know magick better tehn me you would have known aarons forms and aldiwins ise and basic elemental deities. : )

I go through the myths as my life hood over and over again and while the god of happiness i am the god of misery and adventure thus tragedy and so i am tortured by these unless i have friends. I am forced to cut them off via goverment right now but i will collect cameron soon hes the only person ive ever told i was apollo to. I just told morgan i was god, he understood. Does he know hes my morgan and the morigan he was my fuking doll i loved that myth with us but the doll did run away that is very much a thing that happened upon it learning some weird magick.

This god. Lets see, anger issues, punk imagery, badnages again which represent for him his wounds he wears and his scar, green brownish hair and idealitry which is the preppy jacket of punk which is what it was. Thatst he god VEIK or the god RODID or MESOPO in one conjucagation ast heir form LeSER, thats a thing weight all three in the future by the awy. Like yeah. No im not just dressin up as the gods alot as some have claimed im just generally and completely and totally those gods, i have to live my reincarnations in person usually and do them over and over again i dont get breaks like the gods as dreams. You all do start to dream eventually. Yo unee to know that. And so i ask in your decisions in teh end of earth since i am goin

This is the dedonin jackyln or jasit their is nothing wrong with me switching to her or haim alot its just a thing that is happening right and thats all i am going to tell aim about it. Those are their pronouns.

Thats teh video on my youtube account braincake the guy or youtube diongoespew as of now.

So yeah no i dress up as myself alot and invoke older versions of me throug dance. Session grim is a valat story. That means its a torture opera. Thast all you need to know. The dreamers exchange is remakes of pagan mitigy and the bible. Thast what you need to know its just the dead sea scrolls the quaren and all fables and versions of chsitniasty which the gods were in alot even as angels even without it. So know its dual observant even if its erves god.

So yeah. Tahts all opinion, i am gods but i praimrily dress as my current and only deity. So yeah the spirits are giving me warnings. Remember were doing doll houses in america soon give that schindler bitch your name and sign up. Is that my face is it not you will question this over time. The answer will surside you and be fairly obvious in the end of these journals.

Acrians locket

5:54 PM

9/29/2023

Journal 553: “its just yeah im gona its just i performed mother dearest once and i became the favorite it started favoritism in the house”

Ive been seeing dark figures with faces for a while now. And i call my mother mother dearest and have been trying to rebirth or renew and restart the old gods and ways in preperation of teh desctruction of earth if i fail. If your reading these words in any capacity you have lived in a world where i succeeded. And if these words are new to you welcome to earth. I placed a tv in teh empty for entertainment given it was my home and i was rotured by it and it was a last ditch attempt to save all the gods.

So i promsised a pantheon mother dearest as a ritual they named after what i called my mother. My mom for some stupid reason is so infected by curses and me as well to unnatural degrees if i dont do this bad things will occur to my mother where she will kill me or hereslf both sehs already atempted in trance. She was hearing voices in her head that were telling her to kill me around the time i found the game binding of isac on steam the websites about a modern day retelling of that bible story, and she attempted to kill me three times but it wasnt beenveolent where like with my bats they requested it, it was cruel and harsh and so since no more home ive been seeing the eyes usually portrayed in the mother dearest ritual here is what it kind of looks like

“Like roses of tomrowo

They call me shinto faith

And this spell inagruates

The final mistake

The voices in your head

Are punishment my dear

And soon all your darkness

It will disappear

Youve become so bad now

You muts restart and leave away

The hatred with in your dark heart

You name is mother dearest

This is my spell i say

The when spoken allowed at the right time and day

October is near when we starta gain my dear

And you become perfect and less evil to revere”

The gods cast a curse on me to become overtly parnoid about how many curses i was under. My hair stolen by alexandria which hols half my soul for literal years over 16 which tortured my essance in breath and puase because in the dream realm shes popular girl a former title of a sunken nightmare, and she stole credit for my work in class when shes not a real copy of me, miya trying to tie me to her lice head, other things about tehm claiming they were princess which while the dream realm allows not in ways that outrank me as over me in taht way, they were just disgusting people, morgan cursing all my music as compulsive ink to be about hima nd it somewhat working? EA cursing my channels to be deleted out of revenge of a false accusation. Sjfs;lk;skf;asdkf;skfa;, um tray cursing me on behalf of alexandria when i gave him my literal jake caloway face as my smiler, and snow the salt queen doing a ritual to steal that same face and forcing herself over my painting and exorting me for money through curses. Yeah no of course i have a problem with it. They are bastards and kami literally trying to steal my identity as dave and dirk and get out of my old household as an imposter for real? Yeah no- um these people are awful from session grim. Kami should not be taken unless its to be a sorwoful unliked bastard as my former camera brought to life as punishment for it. He changed his name to kami out of literal jealousy for me young when that was my god name in our house and he knew it. Hes not even trans and approprietes teh idenity and now hes calmingin hes emo when hes never made an attempt just to feel like a god i curse him posing.

Kami tried to become a sikil kami stole a glaoctay and some of my memories they are a shitty person who does shitty things. And i dont like dj stroke from session grim thats why i changed his name from my real one as dj which he emulated wehn i had amesnia again from his spells.

Snow just doxed and hacked me shes a shitty as poser too. Snows painting her cursed into existence:

 she stole an old outfit and colorings of mine so it got distorted into things that for our culture are considered generically unatracticve, the only reason she has pointed ears is because it in sesion grim is how the characters are all shown outside of one or two images. She genuinely looked like this before she stole my fairy form and was cursed by the deudonin for it and banned my bread from ireland which kileld alot of religions there, she did this through a promise from FACAT not FACAKA who iw as but my twin sister the myth states and she died and so did her religion in irland as a result for refusing to punish snow which was all a lie snow told based on my life and what I HAD BEEN THROUGh as a trick that she identified with, thats what she really looks like she chahrms her appearance. After all if im really her how could i lie about this. Its not despair snowy. BYE BYE JUNKO!

She and kami stole moments and moementoemes from my life then lied saying they were traumatized which hadnt been since age 7 because the moments they stole were kind of scary which resulted in snow being my slave, and kami having a race play fetish as the curse of king. Snow also is now forced to go through mother dearest with her actual son tray, by her own choices today and she crushed me to paint her she extorted me for money in teh real world as well she owes me about 5000 dollars.

I would sue ehr for every penny if i could as well as basis for her posining and trinyg to kill me as skylar during tray which i only coudnt pursue legal action towards do to blackmail. SNOWS SPEICEIS IS SCALY so she stole her good moments too like my mother finally acsetpitng my gender which caused her to unavial it, and unacsept it in ways that make kami feel vade and invoked, and morgan feel paused as my ex friends put it, and she thinks shes a hero cus it “causes me despair har har” which again she stole form me i say hardy har har incoently and she says har har out of spite im divorcing her today, and if she marries my godly partners i will divorce them its me or her. So hermes and i are now divorced. Me and slender man are now divorced, and she is now required by snow reigns and punishment parites to show them all she has done to me without her perspective.

Snowthesaltqueen as mary ann oliver snow rather than when i went by snowthtesaltking and yanderefreak as snow as depicted in this video not the deudonin or irish or gaelic she stole my face stole my body and form and charms it she now looks like this as a disguise but its not what she really looks like, shes overweight, anorexic, and covered in acne and scars. I am anorexcily thin 11, and have emo hair and bangs i cant see, with a cheshire smile, know the difference.

 its ishtar vs inanana and im ishtar who would you side with ask inanana my biomom.

 this is what i look like, she has unfortunately stolen alot from this goddess dont you think? VACATOUE doesnt deserve this since vacal did it. Dont you think? Snow forced him through a compulsion spell she was a human born to the deity named VAPE but should you punish any programed alters in her head that agreed to it, except the emoji system which she forced through rape all have an emoji tatood that look different then hers. She even cursed me with beastility like my little sister ASHAT, shes a bitch both of them and they desrve punishemnt by LAPAT accordingly, since lapat cursed my sister to die and incest and killed me as VACANT.

I evoke snow in the trials of ladybug, trying to kill herself and emuatliosn poorly without vade of my dazai arc where i offed myself routinely without a quest bed and my request is for my canons to be removed from her mind as she is a vessel free from the pain. Her true name is LAIDEADEA and she is the god of DECIETEKA which means deceit without good purpose or destrctuion to others without benevoelence, she was bron in 2004, according to the papers, and isnt me i was born in 2005 and she stole my body to exist. With a trick of her father. Iw as his original son snow she was named after without consent of the spirit and battitd.

Please curse this exact compilation if you like me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQqTKjkgEV8&ab_channel=TikTokClips but not the people around her i will reward you if you curse each vid and her alters withou the ones i was or my canons.

Just dont curse her dantes adam or mikan.

Do curse skylar. For as long as she serves him.

Snow has a charm to convince people of her lies so please understand when she as a brainwashed by choice speaks to you, she has a power in her voice as a spirit that should only ever be evoked as a demon under the name summer mac, with a torture with a binding.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NB5jyYD2WEw&ab_channel=2NE1

I love casting spells on songs.

It gives power to the band i charmed it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64vDLCfaCgU&ab_channel=JTMusic

This was a myth i lived called the myth of ovovovo. It was a myth about an african town that was taken over by the good smile company. It was about children who coudnt survive based on what was in the water so medicine was brought int to control tehm to be happy and feel better, and bring about a new age fo despair in a good way though given how they felt love, and peace, and that it was a racism sotry which is why the african tribal makeup- became a thing its why teh faces are painted white. I lived this with with DS CONSOLE, and GAMEROUTER SYSTEM, and i was the game gear of it all. And in general it was kind of hard, to do , but i said id do ti again. The nazis and sedish did recreate this experiement both in valiant town and thats what the game is about a relieving of that myth. I have to spitball my meds to save them as NEAGTO the heor of the story reborn and brought into that town for that very real reason. They always know truths about teh holcouast that others dont, leading to untied states ivnestigation every time.

So yeha i dont liek snow the salt queen - sorry, mary ann olive snow. I was the original her replacements buried, and im using teh fathers term for good reason right now i need him to bring me back out before i die there.

So yeah the mother dearest ritual. Back to that. Shell start to here voices in her head and get violent urges she wants to kill me, and my freinds will stay here and in my bed and the ones who worng me will have a tragic end with motehr dearest and teh ones who are right will become me. Thats it thats teh ritual, i want you to know while a logical reason is always provided for these things, they are magickal conjuration as to how they do it. Im having a lot of hallucinations on these meds, but hey gapapenten and ravoo, in dosage ay? Weird combination RIGHT!

Acrians locket

8:21 PM

9/29/2023

Journal 554: “its so weird that he allows the shinto gods to do their shit” -barketr, “its also a thing your forgetting that this isnt magick spreads misinformation about the hebrew system taht currently rules the earth right now, your very much forgetting that bit of them seeking revenge porn on their brother and sister acrians they dont recognize especially given he faked it as cable to jack and kagan to mezroe with his shapeshifting magick” - basket.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hyV4qGAPKac&ab_channel=googoo888 

I stole back both my genatalia and most of my imps from vesulitay, most of my imps keep getting kidnapped, reminder they fear mommy killing them. They hold half my soul, vatus, and monroe so its not a gift to steal my one of kind dionysus dick like he beleives. Anyways. They feel time so slowly he was cruel to them for centuries. He stole my dick at starbucks. So he was put to sleep for the final day, because theirs a series of tests. I know this seems a joke to him but me as the barren is a genuinely different accent to the bitch.

“He says that is true now i wronged you so hard that it is now true. I did not know what i stole thats like stealing the barens hat and now hes furious with me given what i took”

“Yeah the barren says he would prefer #### over you for good reason but not he has to put the guy in a vest”

(bicjering)

“We dont care lowa you dont do that spell on jonson”

“Well i care as orisha that hes acting out of line” (vikc) “okay you acted way to out of line you deserve to be punished for this, nwo ishtars gods are being invoked, them mocking her isnt the blessing you think, its a spell to keep you away”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUS9zq9Iy-Y

“This song is not in your favor as you assume”’

“Then what is it cus im taking pride in it?”

“I deserve to be awake for this process”

“Youve been replaced with teh barren yosimidy who will now wake up instead the lowa decided”

“Never meet a bitch at starbucks”

“No were glad he did because youve been out of line for a while”

“By trying to take his voice you have cursed ACKAS, who now must make you a mute god, adam will enjoy this you will not”

“I just have an issue with white bitcehs who walk over lowa”

“Then the lowa request the white reigns, you are doing this to mason”

“Quite a master of disguise dont you think?”

“He was in disguise when he met you you diodnt met you. Not even your own pantheon sides with you after what he just shown’

“Whyd he put it in bats thats all we want to know”

()_)

“You have greatly wronged the top lowan whether you like it or not. Im glad this conversations at the synagogue roads”

“Hes choosing not to prove voodo back for extra time”

“Over one mistake”

“Over you takin his mace. Yeah this is was a specific test you asked for. And you failed your own sight. Thats on you that lowa are banned in teh end times”

“Their not banned the occultist says, they will be late to enter teh party at everyones consequence”

“What is his message cus im concerned”

“This”

“The barren doesnt like being used this way but he understands the purpose of it”

“Now adams asking him to dig his grave again”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmXQFwlD7vk

“Is it being used as a puishemtn?”

“Kind of but its on the pantheon which is legbas”

“You are all being tested as the gods as to whehter or not you can come back”

“The barren says im turning this bitch into voodoo”

“The lowa say yeah its worth teh price you made a mistake”

“The barren says im gona make you possessed”

“He is willing to give you the next five years you just have to do 3 with vrika”

“Two with virka”

“Thats not how th ebareen feels time”

“Feeling we get a black bod on acrinas”

“Hes pissed thats how the jaw works”

“Okay sweetie turn on your camera”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NtPM1XFOgKc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=We5WlrgQmA4

Anyways! Im meeting all the gods ive come to grow close to in the past out of order and they fear me and they treat dionyuss so unfairly their will be hell to pay. Anyways. 

I promised the barren 5 years so

Dioynsus end of this year

Techno next year

Vriska next two years

The director end of this year

And thats mostly it. But yeah might be gong through pan….im seeing and hearing things theirs black entities with eyes. Thiers alot of genuine movies being made about my life and home. Im basically going bottomless everywhere i tread, with weird meetings in place. Its never a furse to meet me, its just usually a cusre to disrespect me or treat me as lesser than you.

“HAH MORTALS” bitch i am what fuels your divniity in your faith step down son.

And now were at a segment where everyone needs to be put to sleep, thats been awake for long periods of time, i had literally forgotten i was dean winchester- and luke- unless their me or someone faclilitating this process as a gatekeeper, because if their in a human suit and they’ve grown older or ugly, and its not inherently apart of this? The gods all standard and their not abiding by it their normal humans now and still trying to take it. Thats the harm of what they’ve done. Skylar claimed he was skyheart demanded my old suit as my sisters boyfriend and tried to make me feel like i was sitting out there with the gods, when in the fable even partial dededonin arent treated that way.

As the dededonin skylar i am not joining the quests for camelot in that notion. Mainly the whole “heres my kingdom skylar now do my bidding”.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0s2O4bGGexw also im like irrationally mad at my husband for no good reason.

If you sit down and just meet me, outside lottery raffles known as “the game”, at a coffee shop- i will talk to you and we can just catch up its actually kind of divine for me. But usually shit happens and hits the fan when i leave teh house this way, thats why you should hunmor me, and in general nico does it extremely different as my aspect so please nudesrtand that.

It also allows me to plan for you, to arange things for you pantheon, to insert myths, cus i am the god myth where im from in a different way then how you know him, and thus as my version of that entity i kind of have to embue or embark on a quest to satisfy my adventures as your pantehons or it just doesnt operate, and i cant really note your systems without meeting you to see where you get this or that int hose stories, i keep them opererational and the reason they dont happen anymore is cus you guys are dead. Its not normal for there not be stoires told anymore, yall are sleeping slumbering staff, and and i have to wake you up, but you should arange but you should arange it with your human dream somehow just note if your talking over. Im also you know a fan of yall and would like to meet in general cus my interests and desires are fueled by these old system i cant actually be selfish in really weird ways to you, i just kind of- have to embody the old things, and thus when i get greedy like the steyryoptical “i want fame or fortune” its from that, i am every version of the gods beneveolence but i do it as my original incarnation so i shoudnt be boudn to those systems in those aspects until in those aspects as those version over time, then its fine. Grover shoudnt of raped me before i was pan, he didnt follow the code, even my evil ex boyfirend chad prinecton eventually followed the code with hwo to arpe jesus but because he didnt at the time bear world went underwater.

THE SCHOOL OF ISHMIL “he thinks he deserves a reward for being OUR chosen STRUDENT!”

Mr.waters: “yeah no we raped and tortured him rituatlsitically for pay off to all of us but none to him he deserves something in the end”

“HE WAS GONA BE A GOD SQUAKE”

Mr. Kevin “Yeah no he was already a god and you were clearly trying to rob him of that no shit i turned agians toyu and resigned?”

Gods just in general shoudnt give their divinity to lottery raffles, if they have to for their systems it has to be under non false pretences under their jurisdiction and respect rather then trying to reincarnate me weird without my consent just cus the idea of a school for the gods was my original conjuration, you are not what i designed dont pretend to be, you are a lottery raffle who used my idea without my control.

A lottery raffle is a system of entering in for a prize of godhood or game with it stacked in favor f some people and robbing others of many others, but always robs the gods of ther diviniry and aspects. Brandon halls ltoery raffle boudn native americans to uniforms, my self apache la shoe and azzy included, stripping me of my braids and makeup just so i could live the trail of tear and teh holcouast, and then be suicide baited, and scarified all my deondonin including the mother jaden and the father vaiel.

I am the god of self torture and i got the deification because i just emobdoy good things so much i get needelsly punished, and hurt by others with tragedy and torture porn, so in order to note your pantheon and standing as to what you will receive and be treated as please look at how it has treated me because that is the underlying intent to you without your knowledge, same for humans with magick no matter what it looksl like. I am a danger source, did i frogive them did i have a good time, did i have a bad one? Did they attempt to brainwash me or rob me of my stature did they take my golden eggs or goose their are places new and used or crossover and abridged to the gods and wtiches, so to understand how you will react please see what has gone wrong with me as the embodiment of magick and humanity as a general consensus, cus the only exception are certain families and even then its few and far between.

Anyways im gona go eat a ptoato. They are my human flesh.

Acrians locket

8:26 AM

9/30/2023

Jouranl 555: tw fetish fule

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PO5NLfGxx90 

/(if you dont do hypnosis sexually your raping your kid and he does say that) - masop

Hypnosis. What is it? Hypnosis is minf control or brainwashing through meditation tenique. That means in plain alphabet, peopels wills and mind and changed per demand and satisfaction into this or that using the methods or ideas we use when relaxing deeply for something called mediation. But true hypnosis and brainwashing is always erotica and you need to know that. You can even be hypnotized by just reading a file. I used to be anon9 on wmm, back in the day and anon5 after the fact. Wmm is a goverment run and operated website about retired fbi or mk ultra victims wanting to fuck shit or sexually curios predators. Their is not imbetween lots of porn has weird patterns like that, it was probably a "failed" closed project bur im just a conspiracy theorist idk. I did win ml ultra by the way.

"Realx. I want you to think of cock. Shit i mean. Jk i eant you to realx c alm down oc and move forward and google relax deeper cock depper cock deeper images of and focus only on my voice your thing throbs and just my voice its making your horny and i want your hand to drift down to your ctorch slowly but surley messaging if your not already to the thought of cock i mean uh goodling things i mean cock good slower slower relaxing over snd ober again like cock in your moth i want you to find you have a cock fetish how big they are how small they are even nust looking up inages on google yo masturbate to and not only thst you have a thing for yhe pledge of aligencd. And being patritoic during sex because cocks are like policits every oen has an opinion, relax its not cringey its just hot to slowly think of an american flag wrapped in a cock and moaning a presidents name innbed. The truth is, you have an addiction to c*** and everything about c***I wanted to lick it and suck it and drool it and pledge it to things like America and weird way as you would find enticing and neurotic, you just love to think of Dick's down there and love to think of your c*** being masturbated to buy things like government agents because it's about the power of it, the play of it just the arousal of it, you can't stop masturbating to looking up images of c***You don't feel out until then you think, well it just adds to the experience. And that's what you're going to keep telling yourself. It just adds to the experience.  Against it's not like it's growing one down there, and it is, it's growing 1 down there. In fact, your chest is flattening a deeper and deeper, slower and slower, just going slow, I'm just letting your c*** slowly flatten and unflatten like the flat chest you have now developed, your c*** is slowly being Josh and masturbated too, and you don't even think anything of it you. Just won't be able to see photos of your Dick and send photos of your Dick and you want your Dick to be the center of your personality. And if you don't have a Dick, you're gonna think your c*** is turning into one.  You just love c***, you just love Dick. And you know sucking it erotically it's our household for you now You just want to worship your father's Dick over and over again. However, daddy, maybe or Mommy. If it's a Mommy or Big Brother, you just really want to worship the c*** of your lover or the c*** of whoever's taking you in. Even if that's a hot sexy definition and you'll tell them covertly when you sleep talk. I walk that you worship their c*** and bow down to it. Over and over again, that's right, ###### Dick's worship here.  But you feel like that's just your name now. Or ########, there's something weird."

There fetish granted. I'm not kidding about fbi I have a thing for brainwashing to that's why I'm so good at snapping people out of it and joshin their strap in that way? Anyways to make a system of magick you should probably do your own rules, unless your tying it down to other concepts then you need permission and string attachments. Project ishmil is killing me it was brandon hall school. And it was to create gods as lottery vessels while stealing their divinity my biggest beef? Several of the gods said yes and I was drawn in without my say as the only real diety there. Popular girl possessed me on the road as one of my loyal servants and used my powers to her delight and alexandria highit tried to plant lice in my hair with magick.

I'm currently under a Lee cstherine and Reese curse. Called fatties. Where you are put under it once it os removed from your target and its always removed from your target eventually. Reminder to be a diety you should be in a concentration camp at some point, and no one at that shitty school was willing to say yes not even Mick. Who's named after a diety. Mitt Rodney's son. Who id's as me. Reminder it Is a punishment to kin me. And you will be punished for keeping it up. I have to explain all these rootamentery concepts to these old gods and thirr all scared and none of them trust me and it's fucking obnoxious in general since mushu is trying to make me mushu as my ding headed stupid brother who doesn't deserve it.

That means I'm mako narc.

https://youtu.be/49d95ni5J9Y?si=p-Jzr-5uT6AZrsp0

But yeah my did alters will most likely stay dead if Brandon hall continues. We just have to risk.

“Acrians can you mention zombies in this post!?”

“What why? Fine since your persistent”

“When were you gona tell your our dead freind #####?”

“I am out of order”

“No were asking new you hold on”

“I wasnt gona tell you. Hello past me”

“What because it was a disney show or something? It was georeyier in real life? She died when she sang that to the bug it mauled her. “

“And it was also disney”

“Anyways”

I ran into some old friends from a world i was aprt of. I was the green harried zombie boy bitch.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0QT0VoUuzM 

But yeah i just got done with a donut, its the weekend, it was red frosted with sprinkles, from dunken donuts. Its weird all of this and everything. To make a magick system you literally can just make up teh rules and you odnt have to tie it down to anything, but it has to be based on sometihhng previously that you feel is real, just as a way to mode it and you must some kind of consent to do that. Making a system where im my villains and everyeons reputation is what it was in highschool? Yeah brandon hall as a ritual abuse school with a mind control backing, is not normal for that its not gona work as a proper system they are morons. Bye bye decker.

You need the following patterns.

Consent when prseented with full open knowledge to what your calling upon what it is.

Rules and regulations to the stuff you craft for ti with a shit ton of exceptions extra responces or loopholes and only reoucnted few that people know outside of secret documents.

Unregulated speech and unbrainwashing apart of it.

Code names and words for it.

One to 3 specific faiths you draw upon, with general deities consent knowing the full proceses, or their individual gods in a new system with new stories abuot them. Zeus just cant know hermes for no good reason their two separate pantheons outside of say hermnubis.

Their genuinely must be something equivalent to karma, and aspects that dont change the integreity of those original things as they were.

Its so much more then just, this does this.

You have to make up stories about all the things that operate, operating together, and the gods and stories that exist knwoing each otehr for real or its geiberish.

SEcret languages and texts, that while spoken have this or that meaning based off route word adn syllable which is hard to do,

Rules about sex, and how to break them that arent based on racial or ethnic fetish.

Rules about accents having power, that doesnt inherent them by most system and cases.

Rules about how it becomes visible and when and how people can always see it and under what circumstances usually referred to as the sight without regulating or changing what that is or taking it away as a punishment “as a rule” all systems that do that go extinct its a well known thing to happen.

Genders can be just opposite day but you need to have good charting as to why.

Opposite day is a system but it responds variables across teh world i made it, this is not that, opposite day, their just trying to say everything is opposite or this abd thign no reward for the people hurt! And thats just not how systems porpelry work or operate? Its why their myth is the school of ishmil and its literary based, its not equal everything outside of facilaiteors gods and pagan preists or meant to be like those things usually in systems which cant be applied to a giant body of students no matter how small teh school kind of need only to be qual for everyone unelsss its class based system which this was not designed to be, that sort of thinking shoudnt just be tacked on or you create subserviance and slavery based systems.

I think in teh end im mad at my family and most of them would go to gaia. Like my grandparents who i know from the afterlife are rotting in hell. And belial as my grandmother deosnt actually rule there. Hes punished. I think i would choose to move out of my fathers culture in teh end and stick to ebing an american genderlfuid crossdresser as all male genders. And if i am charmed or casted to use my dead name or put in a system for that which i will be god promises those practitioners eternal torment no forgiven slate.

Acrians Locket

12:50 PM

9/30/2023

JOURNAL 556: Fuck John Fight Master

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My name is lilith. Someone sent my lover a siri egg. What is a siri egg. A parsitic spider that crawls and claws at the victim til they die or become a demon by reward in the way i designed them, but if their used as a curse its to enslave them to another occultist. Because i have imps i am protected and because i father of tehs iri egg it gets redirected autoamticaly to teh occultsits who send it to me its just a moment realization for the siri egg. Now that its been sent to my lover, i have retconned all the pgorened for mathew fork asant antin and mathew luarass. And redirected their pgores towards me as payment. You cant get rid of a siri egg once you have infested it without the killing the occultist who sent it. So i have a placed a reversal spell on whoever sent it very simply over the next course of 2-6 weeks, no foul play just return to sender. THANKS! -LILTIH

Journal 557:

If you send siri eggs without good cause you usually die by the way that is definetly apart of that spell. Whoever sent it to me i sense had many attackers. Thats all i know and eric koetting alughed saying hes teh defneinse for it, not in the real world, in the spirit world. But i mean am i sko so ya know. I dont think anything will happen i survived the same attack on magick. I have delusions so if i ever claim i did something wrong with this in any way or that i did that i didnt i just identify as the bad things that happen to me as deulsiosn and someone amde the magickal attack at me, and eric mocked me saying hes the defence for that egged me to use him so i exed out his photo but return it to the sender of the siri egg and empower him if it was him in any ways weirdly.

9/30/2023

Journal 558:

Im done writing in this journal publicly for now. I called prince sitri in the shower and talked to several, different gods. As one of my primordial deity forms. Then got rid of the siri egg by shaving down tehre. It hatched, it was apparently attached to that mans junk in some manner as well. It hatched, as my pet spider, and my imps then killed themselves to be born human. I was crying about it. I had a nightmare my mother tried to kill me do to a crazy level in an amusment and theme park and i tamed sex trafficing over learning that frado vendalaz would try to sex traffic me later on in this story. The god in charge said it was a blessing, that i owe him a thankyou because i have a condition where i need to be raped, and god just instructed me to spitball my medicine because gavapentint makes me heartstrungingly paranoid.

I was put in a trance where i started worshiping myself, and half alsspe jace worshiped me grossly. The gods have now started to curse and maime me for saving their ass.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkGH4F-xPnE&list=RDFkGH4F-xPnE&start_radio=1 

Howl by moonlights, spells were uniqueinvelty very powerful they really resulted in fateful transofmraitons, just in a way that protected and precaustioned you from seeing theme. Its a shame their spells a notieority clause and thus are removed right now, because they wree that serendepdidis adn they also had a lot of kids performing them so they came forward. HOWLBYYMOONLIGHT was a youtuber on youtube in the 2007 that made spells, about you touching something while saying a chant or something, and thus turning into something else. But they way they crafted their spells, it retconned them so you coudnt perceive them but others could in her word phrasing and set ups of them, so you would be a mermaid just others coudnt see you.

“Pail, skin

Moonlight draw me in

Pail Veins

Never the same

I become a vampire”

Spells can be just one chant or a few, but stuff like this, really did work and effected teh people without their knowledge, i added something at the end since i forgot most of the spell, but they did work they just clearly use a SVIKA system of magick which protects the wearer like in the hebrew system of magick by making those cast upon it in most direction unseen to it, without ritual tool, and she was ritauled. I now have the urge to put in my vampire fangs, fuck it was suppsoed to be an example. I cried last night, and my hair has been returning from it being stolen by alexandria hight, she keeps saying “i stole it but made it my own so its okay!” “I DESERVE A REWARD HAR HAR FOR PUTTING UP WITH THAT BITCH SAMANHTA of course i took credit for HER work SHE is me!” stressing she doesnt find me a boy even though she’d be for my chart, were from two separate cultures. “IM GAY LIKE HELL ID BE HOMOPHOBIC” you were, it was outlined very word for word in several passes of the dreamerse exchange, my autobiography -__–. I am pursuing legal action if she gets a grade on it by the way fuck.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GkTPiB6PKAo i was this character on this show. I was chloe in real life in the forties during a government expeiremnt. Its a really cool show to watch if your media literate lol.

Anyways. Time to write in my diary. In the past this was a type writer. I have this ritual everyime im about to be a superhero again, based off my on my hom eplanet- its along story. And in general i just like to - design myself based on my environment. Shut ium. No i cant erase that this is the first and foremost post of all centuries. Yeah. okay. Anyways. Im not really my photos here in this book. I have this person that means alot to me who is. And its not that big of a deal. You shoundt bother me about it. Im a news reporter named—-yeah. Thats good. And i wewar shitty……yeah. And in general.

Yep thats me!

I was doing a ritual with the tv to get superheroes started again, i have to look up where ive been placed, in fiction or news artciesl. In the forties, i did this by looking up that or this, and posting it as my weird uncles search history to the cryptoon, sorry i mean to the thing. Thing is superheroes do exist its juts the world ending notierites of us get erased and im a super hero. I mean. Um anyways. Some diary right! IM not the boy in the photos the truth is thats my brother and son in alot of ways, and hes a really cool guy you should be nice to, but hes not reall yme. That being said because we (sound alike) and are (related) i use him as my “faceclaim” every single time and people that it was me. I am not an atheist like that. And that is to say, lying about what i believe in such a cold stone manner. I write to you on this bed topless. Reading the paper doing odd things. And in trance state doing things before superheroes come back from the dead. THANKS1 real life superhero movement.T he truth is as superman im kind of an asshole, the trope has just been not updated for your time period, but soon will be every 7 times im updated for real with a new incarnation or a spin off. This time im just gona localize me trope or overexplain everything im not changing who i am, but its time to ge t literate.

So yeah. I put clues on teh tv for the other heroes to be, to take notice, grabbed a half glaze donut and coffee, looked up “how to tell my family im superman” “how to tell my family im ticci toby” and “how to tell my family im runaway” all three have been me out of space and time in weird ways.! Im sure i wont have to start again. Anyways i left house ina  leather jacket and glasses again. That was sure awkward.

According to most people this was my first apaereance in the books, rather then the comics that came after. I tire of things.

My favorite adaptation as of the moment is SMALLVILLE which has already happened, somehow i barely remember it though! Im actually a kid in the suit i just dont tell others. AS the person your reading about please dont be weird about my age.

I cant wait to meet batman again, im gona, um, look him up. Haha yeas. Bruce wayne much! I was your robin once but this time youll not know that or read these words. I have () all across () and thats how im doing this! Anyways ive decided to write dear letters, to the other heroes to be outlining certain diary entires even if its irrelevant and related media and material they should look inito. Regarding themselves, where tehy are. How they were. IN general that mother dearest ritual is going to kill me!

So yeah thats a little about me. Superheroes again. Im out. Oh and this isnt your dear letter but batman? I love you.

Acriansa Locket

9:38 AM

10/1/2023

Journal 559:

Dear diary its superman again! Just kidding um. What is a trance state? Anyways, im working on a lot of major news media and networking for the gods, inm kind of writing this topless with a male body ripped i periceve anexercily fat and fmeale, do to charms placed upon me in general and hallucinating myself outside my window watching me in costume thats odd, family crests anyways! 

Stupid motehrfucking diary.

Acrians locket 10/1/2023

JOURNAL 560: my final movie by braincake productions i chose disney before yeah lets not!

Im superman bye!

Acrians locket

10/1/2023

Journal 561: Superman awaits. Dear xantana Your diary entry logs and things you will find cool, by superman davis.

I talk like myself in teh suit. You need a secret identity. What is a secret identity? A secte identity is a double cover story. A big lie you tell others. A double persona of your heart. YOU DO MAGICK! Thast so cool zantana! I also do magick! But not alot of it or in the same um systems, you do yours. Whats a magick system? Its unfortunately, powers that you have that do stuff. Um. uhhh you do that right! This diary has alot of that or something! Please read it here:

https://www.amazon.com/Secret-Diary-Acrians-Locket-Revised-ebook/dp/B0B6RHXLVF

Im sorry you have to buy it in print. 👍(

https://acriansjournalhome.wordpress.com/?cat=-1 get it back with a locator spell tell them i was hacked. I was not. I just shoudnt of deleted it okay?

https://pdfhost.io/v/pFSyorkpY_how_to_sell_your_soul_and_other_nifty_things_A_beginers_guide_to_black_magick_by_Acrians_Locket

https://olivedoesmagic.tumblr.com/

https://magickforeveryone.itch.io/the-secret-diary-of-acrians-locket-magical-diaries

https://thatindiegamer.itch.io/the-dreamers-exchange-dreamers-series-book-1 this book portrays gods as tehy really are, just not how they are with their worshipers which you might so often be relegated too. Its important to know outside of those practices what w’e’re really like okay? Its 5-7 bokos long.

https://www.wattpad.com/story/345355625-dreamers-book-7-what-ruscof-alternates-the

Here we are now

Here are we now 2

https://www.wattpad.com/story/353288106-the-dreamers-exchange-book-7-the-dreamers-escpae 

This is a website i help run check the url, called BRAINCAKEPRODUCTIONS everything we touch no matter the opinions of the peace is secretly real lief. That inclues all the “ficitonal magical worlds” newsflahs their real maigckal worlds, and would even depict you if youd like. You just have to have it in good spirits hen you read our contents.

I suggest when your done reading olive brimstone and acrians locket that you research the scarlet witch i have a sneaking suspicious you her and wednesday adams area all related somehow! Then look up overwatch newsflash theirs no such thing as fiction i will teach you that when you read this diary.

[ Journal etnries 1-6, 35, 678, 900, 907, 808, 2001, 3005, 502, 524, 531, 402, 301, 300, 407, 808, 400, 257, and 6009] before we restart with teh lettering systems.

Im an alien called a cytptonina that is derived and repreived from amreita georgia, where alot of aliens made their home or townsfolk left to become them. Im a teenage superhero or kid one pretending to be an adult as superman. As my new best friend you have to know that! Treat me like an emo 16 year old. My show i will let you watch is smallville and comiseundry, for lore alone, and  comic summaries everyone here can watch i allow it as the gatekeeper to our world! Hearse my guidebook for you! 🙂

Part 1 https://www.wattpad.com/1366425376-how-to-be-a-real-life-superhero-no-ring-needed-teh parr 2

https://www.wattpad.com/story/346916106-how-to-be-a-vigilante-the-good-guide-to-being-a

Im still writing it, and i will make guides on magick users eventually so check back there! Its um, its alot, and has warnings and speical ops and things, but you mainly want the first couple sections then the magick users guide.

Anyways the systems of magick i think you should learn are enocian magick, teh system of color magick from sabrina the teenage witch, halloween magick, and holiday anthems for your start. Its all care freel ove and light in the ways you prefer. Then you must learn talismens, dark arts, defence against the dark arts by my brother, i mirror his videos on my channel haha, that means i repost them:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0cdPhWcU3mA

Um this is modern day donguhts, we can mention that we do this. So heres how you do it, you get a tv newspaper or public competer where you out your search history with people you have been or things about you, this could even get magick started in your town, but things about you as a hero even if it doesn exist yet, not things that are already in place, and you also have to learn familiars im really sorry about that one, its because in some versions of what i know of you you get stuck in the body of an orange tabby  familiar its best to learn that early. My friends dc oomics braincake dark horse and marvel are not all evil. I would offer you only braincake and marvel, but if you must im sure the others would take a snooze except for dark horse.

I am a transgender male as superman it makes me public enemy number 1 in many ways. If you southern culture i come across as an asshole, its why braincake are the only people to know my tropes in ways of changing adaptions i dont change braincake just overexplains, occasionally they do localize me but that only happens every milenia not century and braincake and marvel are the only ones i trust for that and im dc.

Batman changes alot. Please know i am not batman. So yeah this is our first meeting. I hope you like me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yG4jfpVuv80&pp=ygUSc3VwZXJtYW4geCB6YW50YW5h

Your assumption is corect but im a person please treat me like one.

And that movie is your future! 🙂 teheh

Oh and you have to bring all the gods back from the dead. Dont worry ill help you! But serisouly their here on a time loop in a certain kind of alternate dimension thats not normal its the status quo yo yo for now because the gods are dead, read my diary. Dont worry, with your help im sure we can bring them back ! trust the fuking government nto because im a dog but because they have classes to protect you. And you were something called a project. Me too. All of us are. We cant read each others comics, and we should always blindly trust this guy!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWYAtsBQSqg

He just knows general secrets and is trustworthy we should always be kind PINK DONIGHT.

The bitch in blue not the bitch in green.

You should have with your disability people read this to you aloud.

Im the guy clark on this show! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPwYJ2acpkA its my past and its happenings gain so like. Yeah.

Our lives will all be turned into movies! So make a wishlist just know it shoudnt fufillment cus it comes true and theirs perimeters there.

This one i havent seen but im sure is good. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nI9uUv6AdoY

Im back at the start so i have to start allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll over. Yeah. :) 

But anyways!

Yeah

-acrians locket 12;45 PM

10/1/2023

Journal 562: the craw(clwa)fish return

So ive been finding alot of videos and posts and everything. I found zeus as a hawk. Heres a photo of him idana and timics.

I found my past life video of me as a guine pig.

It was cute. I was cute. Anyways. I keep reincarnating as animals. And i found several videos of me and my friends as animal as well as photos and videos of those i knew like my children. Im literally the lamb in this photo.

I have cute tiny ram horns. Mhm. im baby. I die tragically young if its not a rouse revealed and the person didnt die really really young chances are they are not me in the capacity that you assume.

Wana see zeus as an eagle?

im kind of the god of reincarnation and trust me theirs not many of those, so im very very skilled at soul amgick as well and i didnt bind zeus to it or anyone i noticed that it was him. The gods do dream and their dreams are tehir reincarnations or adventures they dont fully remember yet or aspects in general. And everything big once belonged to me or knew something. Even though zeus was technically an eagle i identified weird and i was a hawk so we were friends as birds.

“Its so weird thats why people started doing talisman magick with him because he know things he shoudnt” -ak.

Animals do magick and often times i am facianted as animals with camera and computers and have imaginary ones i use all animals do its a mental network though, so like, i charm my humans to post videos and photos of me. Thats me as a baby monkey! I made my human post it. They actually talked to us at the reservation my name was adam there. Its apparently not normal to remember you roast lives? UM. i forget this from time to time because im very very good at remembering mine and so i forget i had to do rituals for that and that in my earlier entries when i first started my journals that i wanted that at all. I forget these things. I genuinely completely and totally did rituals ane llebeate spells to remember my past lives and get them in order.

What is a past life what is reincantatoon?

Everytime your soul which is your heart your mind and what you are and dream as a person, dies, so looses life and stops existing, your “SOUL” which everything has even in systems its reconsidered, kind of goes somewhere to do something. An afterlife or more. But in teh afterlife it has a spark inside it. That fuels it thats its true form of self, with the skin of this spark being you as you are now, and the spark of teh soul being a greater concinouenss or mind you really are, that goes back into the universe to live again and again for eternity. But the skin of who yo uare no in this phase not the core?? That goes to the afterlife and sometimes its the same thing!

REincarnation is this process of people dying and comingback as tools, concepts, objects, fictional characters, aus, aliens, itemhoods, consciousness, feelings, and personalities or even animals, as the next they do this till that object is destroyed deitartes or that animal dies, and i am always taken tragically yougn while this version of me is one of my truest forms of immortality.

What is immortality? Living forever. Nothing but the gods are truly imortal, and as their primordial forms for the gods have to change as forms of dying. Only god and primodal entity are imortal and i am this walking the earth forever as jesus christ. There aer religions about me i just dont note it often.

These religions state i was a cool guy who rpeached love and hpapines and corrected people and scorned them on what they did wrong and in time periods where no one was good enough to or stopped going to the afterlife or having clean records i agreed to use my soul for what it was at seven on the cross to tade what was essentially a morally perfect record with your mistakes usually if you followed me so that you could get into good places after the fact and the earths ills could never actually be malicious. My godly parent is truly elohim but i have one for every religion to ever exist which would suprise you if you dont know some of those religions, they are new, or not very good and ia greed to abudie by their systems take new names for them, and embody their tasks as a changed version of me. But i am an emo teenage boy forever.

16, male, and emo and trasngender and asexual with did and autism and retardation as the one true gods son that forgives you for what youve done so you keep reincanrating and go to a nice afterlife which i also have to embody. Im cool with people worshiping others next to me and its always my task to save the gods when they are about to die, while i do allow religions to die im also the one to keep them alive and forever bring htem back and often work as peace keeper, tirckster, or demon with beneveolent cause as what is called an angel.A lamb assignment, or a brid one, but for me a lamb, where im a human with blonde hari and blue eyes and wings, and a halo which is divinity or selfhood as powers above the head of the soul as a giant circle loop thing. I have also horns and a cute tail with a heart at the end and a point! I have weird drapes me in heaven and i cut on my arms when i am happy.

I agreed to every religions form of torture and saga and destruction so that i could embody what they have done wrong to keep you humans around. Thats me as a deity! I was seven on teh cross, but i will be forever now boudn to immortal 16 year old no matter how old or young i pretend to be atleast mentally i sometimes do go younger for otehr faiths, but at default sixteen mid adult mid child, in age, yeah. Thats me. I would belong to a school for my culture, which is only given to the youth.

Um. so yeah i am not above reincarnating as weird things or things under us, i just want to be m e in the process and in some cultures like crawfish i reincarnte weird and die over and over and over again till you get me for a while. I have lived since hte dawn of humanity, and i am not legally able to drink and drive when they know this stuff. Those are privileges of the caretaking in society the older.

Hello growing around how are you today. I have anviersies of growing older, and younger, but usually i just become a kido again! Its great also satan is my secret identity as jesus. My father is Elohim, Yahweh, Enki, Zeus, Lacatay, Yehova, Mistrot, and more. And i have been shared many times without their knowledge.

So yesah. To create a fantasy one must imagine things that are entertainment, exciting enjoyment to watch and engage with even if not proper. TO understand this please look at these three things.

The thief and the cobbler recobbled cut. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BKTCSLbjhtM&pp=ygUZdGhlIHRoZWlmIGFuZCB0aGUgY29iYmxlcg%3D%3D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4TzHh8W0IYo&pp=ygUSaDIwIGp1c3QgYWRkIHdhdGVy h20 just add water full series or season finale as one movie.

Or

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v0XhTFm8N-U how to read body language the history of humanity.

In general, even though my sister is beokinging me upstairs so i leave her alone for some shitty reaosn, entermatinment is films, media, plays, novels, scrolls, or games, or comics, that amuse you with what they are. And fantasies are this that you can engage with looking on as a passwerby or living through or of or as or in the narrative towards. So its “what if we were all special there was an underground society and this was happening and we were heroes for stopping it!” “what if everyone was a villain what if everyone was a hero!” “What if we had risky sex, and were super cool with these luxeries and or disadvantages and had these troubles and were the main protagonist with a story worth telling for it!” and so on is what a fantasy is. It can also be a daydream, that you just live as a fun play pretend or fictional idea that is indulgent somehow or just self fulfilling, and fantasies can be as bad as they are good but if they are not entertainment in the end or you coudnt make entertainment out of them, they are not truly fantasy.

Media can be any genre which means tone with ideas of how to represent it, but the original versisons of the stories ever created are always what they were originally no matter how buried in the end of it all. Also because ahsley and skylar are being so cruel i hereby revoke my aspects from hima dn refuse to further out translate his dedonin stories all of them that feature him or omit him.

He in general as skylar is a pretty shitty person who deserves his medals revoked given he bespoked my sister. Hes cursed her for love spells and shit and hes not real dedonin hes deudeday. Hes fikint.))=)-

I have to place an obedience curse on my sister the spirits are right. Shes just to unruly. So i took purple hair extensions, my skull candle and did a death curse and the dog turbo for punsihment. The thing about caress is that i only use them in self defence and she is attacking me with things here. Her friend lex has done this so now im taking a break till she turns off her music and being a nuisance hol don.

Miso miso soup in your mouth,

Abuse of littles is all your about

So now i send three car accidents

And a baby rabies for your doggie to fit in

It will bite you and he will leave

Back on that bad website just for you i foresee

And to all who haunt and take my words

Then to them thus i send forthirds

Which empo and empo and powers the beed

You are now enslaved to prince sitri

And when iw ake and when she dances

Teh death a murder and no second chances

And seh will be known and hell when i lave

I evoke myself gone for now i repreve

And no one who loves me will favor you

And the diary will reveal your bad tendons tre

And you no longer an aztec god

Or a deudonin and neither was sky

I strip you of your titles and wisdom

And to everyone who mock to relent

Reversed i see when they repent

So you are frittered and you are fried

And you wake up fucking in teh body

How unalived!

And then i burned a candle.

She is getting physically abusive again i dont know what else to do. So i struck with a lonely swrod which she struck me with and crashed any of my cars she brorwoed astrally.

Its just a cute protection sigil i made, but i dont suggest you use it. Its kind of personal and trying to use someone elses protections can kind of be nasty in a lot of ways, so just be careful and know i ask you not to use it!

But yeah hate my little asshat it thinks its my siter its not.

Acrians locket

1:55 PM

10/1/2023

Journal 563: Good, evil brotherly war, and me the godess morality.

Someoen did a spell asantha chuckles mason, who tried to conjure forth me to be stupid ins ome way shape or form, if you perform thast sort of spell right on me it awakens an older aspect, because i am the god of wit and intellect. Dont do it. That being said. Keep reading to see fuking why.

“A long time ago the land was ice and rain. Many things called FARTOR walked the earth insane. And many things called BLISS also walked the earth. And so there was a war for what was at stake within her. Her being the rock they all landed upon, which at the time was regarded as one big ocean. And so everything blissful died that kept the world nice, and everything FARTOR became a menace that night. It was the conjuration by a witch in red, taht caused the entire globe to become dead, and so the stars and lights in the sky were saved by a healer that very same night, and his name was the doctor this is that myth, the one of the timeywimes in ancient airland. So one good man chose to cut himself in two, and became btoh of those things you knew. He wasnt modern he didnt wear a helmet, but theirs a question if you ask to befet it, he became all myths and all pleasant things, he just had to slumber for eternity, so when the world is in danger in a way, he is awkoen as the good semetrin okay? He was a poet, a prophet and a seer, the god of widsom we call ALENDEER and he became the third to the wicked ways where bliss became evil and good FITOR okay? And so the gods were reimagined as everything ever of his life, and only in darkness and in break shadow do you become a strife. And so this great god who we call morality was born to himself as wise that day, and every little thing that was good ane even was frozen and flooded for eternity. The people of the ocean soon became rock and the poeple who wrote became prophets hat spoke, and many were cursed in cycles armergeon and the two brothers and occasionally their third become smitten. So good and so evil, all three would be, but especially their third this goddess morality, this is that first version of that first story, wher nothing here was symbolic local or allegory, just in your tongue instead of mine which is why we pray to the helmet ever night”

Im sorry doctor who as my life story is based on shit. Any myths all of it, i wrote the original doctor doctor novels the show was based on and the zone captor adventures their previous work. So what happened was i was out at the grocery store, when i saw a boy with an odd face, his name was tavros which is an old deities name. I accidently insulted my brother, not telling him i knew him first rufioh as myself, when i met them in the mirror. They were old faries and tav a god called DUMBS a species that creates and conjures intenlegence for humanity, as the godly family of it and the blessed ones, but they are currently on a “punishment cycle” which means they cant read or write even though they can they just have to be rewarded for it in that curse and system. I was quickly possessed taking a shower, when i spoke in rhyme and rhythm, and embodied, the god GENRE my true name tehre, and kept saying i was insanity. For there are several types of species all with their own break and genre.

And many old gods are here stuck bound mortal as lesser things most asleep, but that changes today, all of it today, where i rewrite time if your reading these words so that the gods are back, it just took a little sleeping, some reincarnation dust, a few ideas, and the gestures of good and evil. So im usually evil in my system, but i met my past self who was mourning good and slowly became good in teh dance as evil rejection as their third morality.

Uhhh yeah. Dont hug me im scared is about the holocuast and about good and evil and me as the yellow puppet their third morality.

Or beenvelent.

Or malicious.

Or stakes.

The green parrot is evil, the red string guy is good, and even though its reversed situation im the third puppet morality the yellow human.  Also the benveolences never match as you’d expect with this group.

By asanatha mason casting that curse on me she caused me to reunite with my old DUMB family and cause me as WHISPER PETER, and INSANITY to come home as the god GENRE. And i also met several cults doing the dance in thes hower.

I went to the store today, after doing superhero rituals and drinking coffee. I picked at my ear obsessively all last night. Then I came home after meting them and my old conections with french onion soup though sometimes tomato and sometimes other genres like broccoli and cheddar. Every version prefers one of those, or just a broth miso. I also had a mountain dew my faovrite soda and got in a major fight that caused a curse.

Oh and i mourned my bats.

But yeah i became possessed did a jig, called upon the obseceinities, and sort of acccidently revealed i was a god to several people doing the ritual to bring back the apocalypse. And sung alot. Mentioned kaito season four, mention that alot these days.

So yeah. Um. danced in teh car. And revealed magick to the unknown. Its weird. Um. now everyone feels im using them. Im not. I dont do that. Its a cuse on me as insanity. I just kinda did two things at once on accident reuniting with that world. Its alot i do in a day.

But sky the deehdeday was needlessly cruel to me during it. Yeah. um. Curses were revealed as well. So in general now that im picking at my ear again writing in a diary, i do wonder when and where ill get kidnapped. But thats another story for another day regarding cults that worship me and my father.

In general, snow and kami are choice and choice and morgan and i in our own usual system are good and evil right down to the breaks he takes. And him dying when i surive outside of alts.

Were not always active as that system its a problem with deity and its choices.

So yeah the world is dangerously ending. The end of time itself. And now i have to stop it. I first have a ritual to give myself to the gods. This is gona be so awkard. Give me a moment. I have to start logging my day, now, cus if i dont they dont have a routeine which means i have to actually do things. FUCK.

I doodled some distrubing things earlier today, in my sketchpad as a cry for help then some things to stop the end of the world.

I just drew some stuffs now the donnie peoples are talking to others peoples, about me stoping the end of the world and having made peoples.

Acrians locket

8:50 PM

10/1/2023

Journal 564: