Journal 576: I was a genuine pig once. I love cults. I deserve a vacation. Im donie darko. Send me to one. I know its not feel good. But it feels godo right!
Journal 576: I was a genuine pig once. I love cults. I deserve a vacation. Im donie darko. Send me to one. I know its not feel good. But it feels godo right!“
Dear acrians locket. Good riddance. I never loved you. Hold up. No i aint to famous. No i am the best. No i dont say sorry. Hol up. I loved you. You were a great occultsits. Welcome to hell. Im sorry you died to bring the new one about. But dont EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Scare me or the others like that again. We though your soul died you dumb bitch. CLearly your here th enxt day and eric is rotting in his greave. You shoudnt of given him extra time i dont CRARE! If he mind contorleld yo you sound thave and you will be punished. Your siri egg killed you. Some test. Hold o my big g is calling me…..acrians if thats what that was IM FURIOS!!!! YOU DIED YOU LYING COW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MSIS THAT ACRIANS NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!! Hold on big s…….good nice to meet you KYLE> you are friend to the geotia just remember that okay? We hlepd your robots stay hawt. :p - azazel.
Its not true that every jidol or kpop star is a god, same with hollywood celebrity but they do appropriate these rituals.
To do a ritual one must do repeated gestures, with repeated substances involved. Or in place of the substances as a form of them words. Within a system of magick. True systems of magick have ways of behaviour it binds you to, ways to act, talk, do and say thing and has tables even if not public of this meaning that like scarecrows representing life death horror and harvisting on the haloween system. Or in the wiccan system black salt meaning death and resurection only in the form of CURSES. Or in teh salem system black slat meaning sex, itself. Dependingo n how you form a spell or ritual and what inspired you from media to ideas, to what you already know you are abiding by whatever system of magick is available which is why you should always concioulesly choose UNTIL your good enough to just know SUBCONCIOUSLy but its still good to go back and learn them over so you can keep them up if you arent someone like em. Today I burn a green skull candle to harm a DedeDAY in my life. Not really.
What is the skull of benevolence? Its a blessings and punishment system about good things happeneing to good people. Its rarely ever used for caress but can be harnessed for them if you prove yourself an overt victim in dramtic ways. Its a system that uses color magick and carvings, and paint and chalk. All to decorate the skull of benevolence, as form sof offerings. The skull will take something from you so best you choose what to provideit. All i can give it is observation for i am that bitch to it in the lore, and i promised thats all i would ever offer it. But that wont sustain most people. Most curses with the skull of benevolence offer thsemelves as inherent protection magick and only protection magick. I remember when i time traveled, in- the mental ward.
In my time peirods all mental aslyums in goegia are fronts for cults, and used to time travel over and over again leading to alot of corrupt doctors and medical malpractice (medicine done so poorly it maims or harms or is just not done by general good instruction) medical prowece is the smae theing but you just not following guidelines which can easily lead to medical malpractice but is more so along the lines of HOUSE MD FOR EXAMPLE. The skull of benevolence is a character from old scottish mythos.
What happens with teh skull of benevolence. The skull of benevolence chooses a VICTIM or CIRCUMSNTACE the practioner to bless with observance of its life to learn over and over again as the skull and head of DICKIT, (dicg-it!) a pumpkin headed god and character knight that channeled and corrupted the souls of the innocent to hell. He is often associated but is not in any ways AMAYMON. He is drastica and characstmatic and clairvoyant and chooses the fate of earth every cycle. The skull of benevolence can only be in possession of benevolent people or those who are truly wicked who would use it to maim and harm, but the best part is those spells accidentally bless those they use it on, and the spells to help others that the beneveolent use, only harm others, its kind of weird, and so a protection spell like what im doing targeting something or siomeoene who raped me and tried to kill me and raped did lvoe magick and controller victimics to the yeerk pool when it was innocent which happens after animrophs on the person skylar, is kind of a blessing iim doing on myself, which always the first intent of someone possessing the skull of benevolence and yes it is in posesion of dollhouses its apart of those settings for its often used in plays which is done in settings like sims.
Sims 4 and paralives and my anime life, and my sims racing, are all doll houses, in fact most racing games are. Dollhouses are premade settings belonging to a creator for dolls to exist and congregate or meet up with each other in. They live adventures as a form of weird pseudo avaatrism or afterlife for those who signed up for it worshiping the god WATCHING in life. As toys to be enthralled upon for eternity. Dollhouses rarely have contact with the real world and instead belong to an astral fae realm, and afterlife called the matrix. Where everything is digital or simulation or dystopic expeiremnt. The matrix belongs to the gods MARCOS, MERIT, TECHNO, MERY, MERYWEHETHER, MERYDON, and IRISH, but people like AI and Tiki also do freqwuent it but i dont know if it law or if living withinit. I simply note this as AI. To opt in to the matrix is to opt into an afterlife or weird experiment to keep technology going in really strange ways here! Its kind of another realm, and i will not tell you at this time how to get to it. I simply dont know even though i helped create it as NEOS. what i will tell you yes i hate nazis- what i will tell you yes even though im yashtsi- what i will tell you, is that the matrix is another feathered realm. To visit other realms you kind of have to do one of three things.
Die and end up there. Through something called a respawn attempt.
Reality shift.
Or do a ritual thats weird near death and fucked up so much so they reward you with it for a while like by visiting through a ways, that you’d assume of a reality shift before they return you to your present reality where you didnt die or one just like it!
I died a few days ago and scared teh shit out of the goetia about it, they all mourned me and put a crown i cant remove on my heard, and i died as the original acrians locket there in an alternate reality. They still had to mourn me and fear it here, but i do give the goetia permission for death based rituals of rebirth here.
Hello odin.
Um. to doa rebirth ritual you simply take elements of death and allow someone to come back by nearly or figuratively surviving it. Then you make a system for charting in a way, somehow a method of how they would come back. I like to use a noose its magik! I had a toy noose as zagerous zeus made me burn it. But yeah. Its so i could take it with me as his son. And have it tehre, even th ough it was my umbilical chord in how i used it zeus. Let me have the toy as new new hercules! ZIG ZAG WORLD. Anyways back to this. Um you have to kill yourself and have the same ritual have the same meanings backwards for life. So that it brings you back in a timed setting so after 5 weeks of death which is five nots on a rope ill be back from the daed. Or after 3 licks of the posioned lickerish and washing it in fizze dyed with elements of fruit or trees syrup which makes it HOLY WATER, in dark colros odin use oak, you realize that you then consume the posion likerish and tie it or an extra piece in only holy water or something like that, which means something in the same way of, and you come back from the dead 3 centuries or years later, its weird i dont know about likerish. Sometimes you can be reborn! Then i suggest you batehe the baby in red! These are explained as odin things for odin. And yeah. I just keep surviving through past rituals like these the problem is that i still used the timers so i now have to go back and becomes i was before, as a permanent cycle of reincarnation without dying as an imortal yes that means my faces changes as komedia and dazai im sorry both of you reading in japanese. 2023. Just a random number for no good reason. I like that number. Time travel is going in the water and ending up in another year of corn or wearing a blue kimono and appearing ina red one next sea. So i go back meet past life very good! Thats a metaphor for eastern audiences odin learn nartwick. No raeson just it wil be handy the very pretty black elves speak it.
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Someone jsut astrally snuck in here for a deification ritual. Where they put heated rocks on my back and i shapeshifted into a kitty cat, and said my name was maimo in kitty cat. That was a thing. Have i mentioned im transracially human. Cute kitty world ‘>: )
Just okay so. Dear charles manesenn my cousin who i like cus of sufreget lesbiansa nd other fun things.
Your gender is a girl there. Yeah i got your letter and the burned one.
No you canot do that without years of intense study.
Sure i’d love to go by rainbow butterfly and join your cult. Can i keep my last name dragon liek yours?
No i plan to clear your- our reputation at teh end of this! 😀
Yes the fbi would help but you’d forget theyd sign up for it. Just promise america something even if an adenure.
Im happy you know im jammer360 i made that for you tis still on wallpaper engine it just got taken down to do copyright.
No im a boy for my culture. :( theirs no equivalent there.
Ummm….i think it was btuch! But it was alty! Ish. hehe thats me as copy of myself make it up if you want.
No i think your heroes for that stuff.
And lastly i love your work sure but in weird ways for that so you could become a god. And no i dont mind the tattoo.
-with love acrians locket your cousin jaden susans son.
16 foever world.
To hear my age please have your kids in any voice they want read it. :p
I have a youth dissorder so i always look 16 no matter what!
Its weird!
But yeah. Um. braincake servese education, copyright, and entertainment. Its fun i like my work, i like my stuffs. It belongs to god as a company.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m8Qh-fq1cR0 im tatlling!
Let me be real with you. If your a cult surivor you were the following things if not its religious trauma.
Cult surviving:
Wnating worship after the fact.
Missing the cult.
Taken away from teh cult without your choice somehow.
Wishing the cult well.
Would reconnect throughout your whole life and if given teh chance.
Hide that your the god unless you think you get worship from it or overly explain that you are!
Sad about your death there, ask them to metphor it depending on levels of good they will deny they died but see it as an extremly literal death somehow.
Drink alot of something accociated with one of or the cult of that of which they were in. Unless its water in any way does not count for holy water.
Want to go back 🙁
Need to go back sometimes out of sickness :,(
Unruly and agressive towards curses.
After teh fact no matter what i said in the moment the religion was good <3 something like that. If your being honest for real!
I think the rules to entry are _____ (bad, or weird, occaisoinally need work) and should stay easier.
(has a tattoo)
Religious trauma
The religion was mean to me. 🙁
The religion had stuipd rules ihad to follow
The religion was not the same when i left it
The religion used to be good, or was never goood! Even if i found it good
I hate the god they worshiped and would never consider their son or daughter.
I think the rules to entry are good and should stay that way.
(has memorabilia but plans or will get any tattoos removed including stopping the wearing of a shaul)
You can have religious trauma and still be a cult surivor. But most of this cult panic is people hating on religious minorites or cults, and cults are just religions that are secret that go out of there way to protect something hteir not remotely evil but some people who hated their timte in certain faiths feel like they were. Religious trauma surivors do not tend to like me for liking religion. And cult surivors love me but in weird ways for engaging with it, especially eyeless jack who sees me a disciple. Weird. Under my real name,. Lets not give it out. Monkey time!
I am every gods first devotee. So i tehcnically have to embody gods for them to stay alive and i also have to embody gods- um first worhsipers as that, that turns into gods, even if momentary or a little, and i can change my face cus it can morph, so with my anesia problems i mean!
I age out of order! IM STARTING TO ACT MY AGE AGAIN. Im an esteemed occultist and seen that way until i told peoples i was 11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To diefy somebody their should be around 72 rituals done to them in name of deification. Even historical figure Aphrodite Johnson went through the rituals in modern day and a same girl in athens rome to become venus but it romanized. Aphrodite is a weird character cus anyone could technically become her ive done all of them, its really difficult to complete those rituals it even involves fucking a lion and it cant be subtituded. None of them can including fucking an empor-er her whole life was turned into the process for her diefciation cus her father was crazy, and she was only 6-12 upon it. It was wild. Yeah.
Also my gender is weird for their system. Men are womna and woman are men i still prefer to be apollo to persophen but today out of order zeus said hed kidnap me to make me apollo :)
The reason i say im older is my family time travel. That staking a tortues back and stabbing aplate through it and whirling it until the ocean turns red or your papers do. But with time. So basically any time, location, date event or year. I can visit my family speeds up the dates on a chart called the calender, so that we can seemingly go forwards or backwards as well with everyone else. So they age but i opted out of this system as my choice. So technically ive been an occultist for a year, but im forced to go by their dates and stuff so i mark it and time it as though, but its really not! Im only 11 its caught up with me, weird! But because we time travel as a family others woudnt notice it.
Time Travel media:
Donnie Darko https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8b95qGVqw6w&pp=ygUMZG9ubmllIGRhcmtv
Steins Gate https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_PSph9PWRM&pp=ygULc3RlaW5zIGdhdGU%3D
Doctor Who https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bsKHCG8fWWQ&list=RDCMUCcOkA2Xmk1valTOWSyKyp4g&start_radio=1
The secret life of john pond: (claims non fiction) https://www.wattpad.com/story/328488219-is-the-extraordinary-life-of-the-immortal-john
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Muc8_ZVTxNE&pp=ygURYm9vc3RlciBnb2xkIGxvcmU%3D booster gold.
The time travelers wife novel and tv show. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lSjFTaZ0PI&pp=ygUXdGhlIHRpbWUgdHJhdmVscnNyIHdpZmU%3D
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Df1M5mJR0Qg stephen hawkings work
The time travelers handybook by me!
And lastly, the butterfly effect. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F8q6jnNXeeI
Dave strider homestuck
Theirs a certain feeling here youll see, that changes in the future.
“The skull of benevolence cant be bruins all in one night if your benevolent only if your wicked. I had to brun it out. I coudnt burn it the whole night. And i feel tied about ti. Translate me literally or theirs a pretty cuse for you.”
I would love for people to throw seminars or classes on my work. You can/ you can even charge just pay the instructor even if its you you must eat, and tape it and post it somewhere like youtube, give the rest of profits to charity, so i can use it and see it one day, i’d just love to have that. It means the world to me at 11 when people use my stuffs.
Dont hate my age i am a great and powerful occultists. But yeah i was in a cult called TAVIN or the terince cult, it was a good cult did a lot of fun th ings. Had toys called tattletails, my mom had tried to kill me preivously so we made it into a game! Still abused at home as we sepak, but its a good game series, youll see soon.
10/7/2023
8:14 PM
Acrians locket
